Red Serpent Wavespell ~ Awakening to love

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Red Serpent Wavespell

 

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This is a profound and intense Wavespell

It is taking us into the heart of The Tzolk’in 

There is a downloadable Mayan Calendar on my

Resources page of this blog

You can use it online 

You can start your personal process with the calendar with it if you choose 

Download it 

Print it

Laminate it 

Put a bit of blue tac on today

Blue Resonant Monkey 

and start to 

Do the process if you are ready

This is a whole different way of relating than reading about it 

This is key to relationship and

Being the change we want to see 

This is key to Heart and Head Alignment 

The essence of this Wavespell

This is 

The Emotional Evolution

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The Blue Castle of Transformation

If you see the DNA pattern ~ this represents portal days

These are days which are key building blocks 

Key structures

for 

our human evolution 

That is what I believe anyway  🙂 

Today represents the centre Wavespell

of the 260 day cycle 

which is 

Blue Monkey 

It is the child inside the adult 

The many splendoured being 

If we have done no inner work

we are unaware of this space 

We do not realise how we create our life

as a human being in this way

If we have done some intellectual work we may be aware

or have theories about what we do and why we do it

We may have had talking therapy…

Read a lot about psychology and theories …

May be in the field of addictions for example …

Have addictions ~

virtually every human being has ~

it is the nature of a human being mind

especially in conditioned society

a pre~requisite coping mechanism

coded in for control over the uncontrollable

We may have been in a world of pain since our childhood life experience

and struggling to cope 

We may be on a roller coaster of ups and downs

emotionally 

We may have perfected some great coping mechanisms to avoid thinking about the past

Repressing how we feel 

Burying things deep 

Usually these are about

who we became as an adult

based on what relationships

we had with the world

and in particular human beings

in our close circle early on

 

 

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Guess these are coming to the surface

in some way for you right now ?

 

If you are ready to work with them

and get to the heart of the matter

Scorpio is the time to dive in deep 

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Go for the burn and learn what makes you tick

What makes you crawl into a corner and cry

What makes your hair stand on end

Rattles your cage 

Drags you into despair 

and how long you stay there 

What you need to calm you down

Drown out the sound 

What action do you take 

Maybe take to the bottle

Find a person to soothe you 

What is your poison ?

In all of these threads lies the Gateway

to your personal Sovereignty 

and the Universe that is you 

will keep taking you there until….

You get it 

Get it ?

 

Remember that old saying 

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger ?

When you work alchemically with it this is most true

 

What goes around comes around 

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If you are ready to take the bull by the horns

with this information 

 

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It is the perfect time for it

 

Take a deep breath 

Tune in

Know instead 

that everything that feels like a world of hurt

Holds the keys to our freedom 

Everyone’s Freedom ultimately 

Once we decide to face our fears and

see our suffering in a different light

We realise that all of the things that have happened in the past 

Are still holding us spellbound

Still holding us captive 

Unless we have consciously connected

to our past traumatic events 

with the intention of healing them

and learning new ways of relating that do not cause suffering

 

Taurus Full Moon in the UK tomorrow ~

06 November 

 

It is 05 November today and Jack’s birthday 

My Scorpio Cat who is a Blue Self ~ Existing Monkey

He is 16

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We are revisiting what happened in late April May this year and years and  tears gone by

It is my moon and I am really revisiting some very old patterns and painful stuff right now

around how I have learned to relate and what my issues are around my foundations 

what really matters to me

what my power struggles are 

what my priorities are 

anger issues 

passive ~ aggressive issues 

nature versus nature

initial family and society conditioning 

and just been reading some fiction I haven’t connect to in a while 

Minette Walters is a great read about psychological pathology and just finished one of her novels

 The Devils Feathers

Took me back to another time and relationships I have been in

where it was more important for me to please them than to be well 

and as a result of that denial of my self 

I got really sick 

because the body does not lie 

What we suppress in our behaviour 

is revealed in our body 

Most people do not question relationships they are in 

do not have awareness of what abusive behaviour is 

because generally speaking there is no bigger picture awareness generally in society 

Most ways of living are base

aggressive 

and brutal 

and what happens behind the net curtains in suburbia is hidden 

These abusive relationships exist in every part of our society 

and this is emerging now ….

If you feel you are alone with any sort of “disfunction” 

or something happened in your family that you are ashamed of 

that you cannot bear to think about 

believe me 

It is a shared human being place 

and everyone has issues 

You are not alone 

and there are ways to change how you feel 

As Souls we are in a different place 

As human beings

it is necessary to create frameworks and boundaries

for balanced 

respectful relationship

and learn how to communicate to others

who we are and what we want in relationship

 

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with power imbalance structures

that are unhealthy….

short term gain for long term pain

Most quick fixes hold this energy 

instead we can let go of emotional pain

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the these ways of being obviously will keep repeating because we are still the same 

It is really simple once we are ready to see it 

I am not a fan of cloud cuckoo land 

I am aware that at this time there are many practical things to deal with

in most places on planet earth right now

so the wearing of Rose Tinted Glasses is not an option I favour

as this is total denial 

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There are some situations that are going to generate a healthy emotional response

that is not going to be 

in the joy spectrum

Again if we haven’t really looked at how we learned to relate as children creates 

ways of being that are healthy and create joy

and ways that do not 

and how we are still doing them 

nothing will change 

It is as simple as that

Given that most ~ if not all ~ of our teachers in life so far 

Did not have this awareness either 

and most people on planet earth now 

are still in the same boat 

We cannot see things changing any time soon ?

Radical change means doing something different 

and the heart does not do logic

Learn how your human being avatar works

and the information is there for you to use

now 

 

It’s an old adage 

Information is power

Information about yourself is the most powerful as it gives you the keys to 

know yourself

 

The co dependent life we are living in Society 

is based on the model of 

Denial 

Denial of who we really are

Denial of the self

so we become a slave to society 

and to begin with this conditioning is difficult to overcome

because it is deep

and goes back through many generations

so it takes a lot of determination to go through the first layer

and do something different and

start to go in the opposite direction which is

within

Stop looking for the answers and soothers outside

and 

Remove the pain from the past within and start to develop different habits of relating to yourself 

and in turn the world 

Go to the Roots within you

 

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The Universe that we are part of 

is always assisting us with this 

The cycles of nature hold the key to seasons 

Astrology is the wheel of evolution with different planets in our solar system that are assisting us

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Transformation Time

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When we start to work with our child like ego 

we start to see who we think we are 

We start to see where our pain and resistance lies 

We see where that came from

We see what structures gave rise to where we are today 

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and then we can see where we are now 

Which is often not where we want to be 

Especially at mid life

 

To come to this place is essential….

We cannot go anywhere else until we come to that place of feeling our pain about ourselves

and who we believe we are in that moment

and how we are not able to love and accept ourselves

We have to be still and face our suffering

It is why it keeps coming so we can do what it takes to let it go 

Great video about this by Gabor Mate 

This is base camp before Everest starts 

Mars in Capricorn started on October 26 and stays until December 05 

Work features strongly 

This is UK ‘s Astrological sign ~ Capricorn 

Often the stiff upper lip and hiding behind work as an identity and an avoidance of intimacy 

Capricorn is the sturdy little goat climbing the mountain of soul learning ~ the disciple 

Mars ~ masculine energy 

Looking for solutions can be very positive 

when it is used as a coping mechanism 

in avoidance of facing the issue and the feelings generated 

it’s a whole different animal 

and this is key

The Goat can also be seen as Pan

Dionysus too 

and an over indulgence of partying 😉

Being honest with ourselves

can be hard as the denial is so ingrained

 

so keep going 🙂

The Reward is 

Living with Integrity

and the world we live in changing directly as a result

of what you do 

The Inner energetic structure is what has to change 

so the outer can change 

and most people are still working the other way around 

Are you ready to connect to the real Secret ?

It is you

In this Red Moon Year 

This Red Moon 13 Year Cycle 

We can realise that everything that we need is within us 

All the seeds are there

Emotional Freedom Technique can really help you every day 

to be your own 

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I have some videos of me tapping on my Youtube page

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Making your own scripts

if you would like to give it a go 

and take charge of your own personal Emotional Evolution 

When used in an energy coaching format combined with The Mayan and Astrology Framework 

It is amazing 

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If you would like to start to work in this way please get in touch

I am doing ebook workshops and in person workshops

that have a structured theme ~

more on my

Persephone Path Workshop Page

I also do one to one coaching and

offer a free consultation on Skype

 

 

and I am going to leave you with one of my favourite poets 

Jim Morrison

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and the inspiration for the name of his band 

The Doors of Perception 

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pic by Lacy Miranda

Break on Through( to the other side)

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Spectral Blue Hand in Red Earth Wavespell ~ Letting go so we see clearly and renew our commitment to self transformation

Supernova Scorpion time and a wonderful space for letting go of old patterns

We are in Blue Spectral Hand of the Mayan Red Earth Wavespell.

Lot of posts on what this is about further back in my blog and if you want a more personal insight please message me direct and ask whatever specifically you want to know.

It always brings great learning opportunities for both of us 🙂

I will answer you as soon as I can – I do have several people awaiting their info at the mo so please be patient.

I also have a family and I am intending to be balanced in all areas of my life and am learning as I go.

If you need a quick answer or quick fix I am not the person for you at this time 🙂

It is always the right time when you get your response.

This is what I am learning on my path about co creating and being in my power without diminishing myself or another and reverting to co dependent ego manipulation

And I am a work in progress so I do have my own stuff I am working through all the time

and

I can as a result aid you with yours 🙂

If you honour me with your trust

It can be so confusing and paradoxical all this travelling the spiritual sacred path can’t it?

The key I believe is comitting to our dream because this is what helps us go forward with trust and faith

both in ourselves and what our universe is bringing us to contemplate

It can be tricky to navigate at times as our ego mind always asks why and wants to know the outcome before it takes a single step

for fear of what may happen to us

Of course this is a well honed mechanism that we have created over milennia in order to hang around on the planet for a while so we get to play the game of life

and soul discovery

and it is always perfect for us

The more we learn about how the universe really works

rather than how we have been ego educated to believe it works

and the more we discover just how much fun it is

the more we empower ourselves, believe in ourselves and know we are here for a spiritual adventure

and the more we let go of the fear of taking new initiatives or repeating seemingly old relationships

and the more we can plunge in knowing that our spirit is taking us where we fear to tread

and when we go through this often shady wood space of giant spiders and powerful archetypes

and it feels so awful and threatening

it often turns out it just feels it for a while

until it no longer does

everything passes

we emerge unscathed and reborn into a lighter space

The key to this time is surrender

of course many people have a different view of that place

as we are all on a different place on our path

There is no wrong and right about this view

unless we are still in a place of duality perspective

black and white

right and wrong

and we can talk semantics on this all day

what I mean by it is that people see the world according to their life experience

and so everyone has their own view based on that place

Everyone has their own ego perspective based on their wounding too

the more you have let go and unlearned your ego space

the more you have healed your own shadow and let go of people pleasing

the more you have let go of your fear around putting yourself first from a heart space ~ ego transformed

you really do not take anything personally energetically

because you have let go energetically rather than simply intellectually

so are free to travel with less baggage

Following an outer framework of Ryanair/Easyjet where you only have hand held luggage

without all the add ons

This is a great initiate test

If we can navigate their framework without getting caught out by all the hidden add on costs that aren’t clearly outlined at the time of booking

then we could be :

very aware

Scrooge from miserliness and awareness from own manipulation techniques

Skint so acutely aware of budget and mindful of having no credit card for bail out

I have experienced this way of travelling a few years back in Florence

and sat in a deserted bus station with my family at 3 am

like a group of pioneers in a strange land with our suitcases in a circle

being circled by the so called  “underworld” of Florence

awaiting pick up by the bus

It was going against the recommendations of any travel expert to be in such a place

as was Brindisi on our way there

however we were fine

although it felt scary, frustrating and very disempowering at certain moments

and we learned alot

and maybe we don’t make that choice again 🙂

Because it may seem cheap at the outset

however as always the universe balances us up

and the price is often high in another way

no such thing as a free lunch

however we don’t know that until we have experienced it and gone through it

and

the way I do that surrender on an energetic level is to use emotional freedom technique

so I let go of all emotion coming up at that time

I let go of the triggers that created a belief I was in a place that wasn’t safe

otherwise those triggers remain

and I have beliefs about that

 again

and

I get stuck on it and keep recreating it

instead of letting go

The key focus is about us and the outcome we want

and if we don’t have a dream

and we don’t know what we want

then how can we be focused ?

how can we navigate ourselves anywhere ?

Being in balance is about moving forwards

and

sometimes revisiting the past

so we can move forwards again.

Surrender now for me is all about surrender to our higher self who is eager to show us the way

if only we allow it

If we are lost in letting others determine their way all the time

we are out of balance

The way I have learned to work with co creation relationships

instead of co dependent ones

is to keep it simple

focus on the pattern of direct to source

Am I getting my emotional needs met myself or am I looking for something outside of me to do that?

What is sponsoring that choice?

As a society we are co dependent in the UK generally speaking

We have created a system that is reliant on a variety of  hubs that we have to buy into

and all of that is perfect because it matches our beliefs and pattern of co dependency

this is the transition we are going through

a whole cycle of moving away from something that has expanded beyond it’s original intention

What was the original intention ~ often a very positive one such as the NHS

a great idea that has to evolve in line with our emotional energetic evolution

and is seeking further change because it isn’t meeting practical needs

as expectations have changed

and in the bigger picture of our soul evolution back to creating well-being from within

and being in alignment with our authentic selves

we do not create dis-ease

Letting go of being reactive and becoming pro active changes this

So often we are so out of balance in our hamster wheel that we do not have time to smell the roses and to actually stop and take a bigger picture view

We are made to do that when the universe says no

no job

no relationship

no money

and it is a wonderful crossroads threshold time

This is the pattern of the universe ~ expansion

everything in our world is based on the same theme as with the seasons, plant cycles ~ birth, death and rebirth

and of course us as people

and us as spiritual beings seeking evolvement

Everything has to match

People have to be in different stages of development so we can all weave a tapestry together and learn

It is an amazing very complex dance of life

and also very simple

and the more we let go of our stuff in terms of emotional baggage

the more we let go of the need of ego stuff

and the simpler everything becomes

and all of this takes time

small steps

at the perfect time of the planets energetic influence

and at the perfect time for us

and

we don’t need to know all the answers

only our mind needs that

and our mind is very important too

balance in all things

sometimes we experience disharmony so we can see how we are out of synch

and then we can make a course correction

and some people never do

and that’s ok for them

it is also ok for us not to be in a relationship with people who don’t want to do that

because that isn’t where we are

and sometimes this can get a little bit sticky to handle.

We are moving away from money as an artificial exchange as we are in huge imbalance

and it is going to take alot of time to create that change

because it took a while to create it

and

without causing the same patterns we have had in the past

which often involved war because communication in any other way became impossible through fear

We are revisiting a planetary pattern of 06 November 1933

and even though things may seem tough right now

for many of us we aren’t involved in a world war which we are remembering today in the UK

Remembrance Day

All those poor souls who have suffered and given their lives

and I mean

all the people

everyone is affected

Where is the parade for the mother’s and father’s who gave their sons

the people who were left behind to wait the unknown

the ones who disagreed and were jailed

the ones who could not take any more and were shot

the people we have today who are still in a war zone whilst back in surburbia

the unknown soldier

the orphan

the echoes of this everywhere still radiating on like a mushroom cloud

and we needed to do that and we still will until we stop looking to create change purely outside of ourselves through ego

Here is a very poignant video by Rebecca Shaman and her lunascope is wonderful too.

whilst we still have people who are in duality mode – black and white, right and wrong

and that is the majority of our planet

who aren’t aware and awake

when we are in this place

and I am still there in places where I haven’t let go of my wound and am feeling emotions that aren’t love and joy 🙂

and the majority of our people are resonating with anger and sadness

then we have fiery energetic patterns

we have passive aggressive relationships

and aggressive ones too

Most people aren’t even aware that it isn’t what they are consciously thinking that is their vibration they are sending out

most people are still believing that if they say something enough

positive affirmation

meditation

and say all the right “spiritual things”

Wear the spiritual uniform

Go to the “right” workshops

then somehow they are creating change

whilst on the inside they are really angry about their past

The vibration that is the true us is sending out that heart resonance

to attract the true us

a pattern seeking healing

and so the events and circumstances arise that show our true place of being

and our ego self ~ the shadow

so struggles with that

and we get frustrated because we feel we are doing and saying the right things

We cannot be dishonest with ourselves though

and here is where our philosopher’s stone shows us the way

our body reveals where our energy is going off track

Louise Hay is a great starting point and I still revisit her wisdom every day

Here is a new site I have found of great interest with different perspectives:

Our Spiritual Nutrition

So intent can be the starting point for what we want to create

and often where we want to be isn’t where we are

In NLP terms  a “Well Formed Outcome” is a starting space for looking at where we are wanting to be and seeing if this really matches our values or is simply an ego avoidance

Do we truly want to create this dream

Are we doing it for us or for someone else

because we think we should

we’d be a nice person

our family expect it of us

and on a deeper level of conditioning

How are we repeating old family cycles

old society cycles

old relationships that do not serve and empower us or the people we have in our circle

we are all in a hell of our own making whilst suffering in silence and dishonesty

On Tuesday 13 November we have the start of some amazing energetic events

even if we think we do not know how to align with them

we actually always know in our heart

and we can tune in

We have a solar eclipse in Scorpio New Moon

If we just look at this very simply:

The Sun – our masculine self and our leading Hero in our life movie

is being covered with our moon which is our feminine emotional side and our shadow

which is all in alignment with our earth self being grounded, feeling we belong and base chakra

and in alignment with our earth as a planet and her Gaia energetic pulse

with a Scorpio super energy

and Scorpio is all about the trinity of

Death and Rebirth

Wherever we have Scorpio in our charts we can look deeper

Wherever we are having a repeating pattern we can look deeper

It is the ground zero starting point.

If we do not look at where we are with awareness and self-acceptance then we cannot navigate anywhere else.

Here is a bigger picture of this month’s astrological happenings

What is seeking release in us so we can surrender to our dream?

the dream is the gift we are here to bring as our contribution to the planetary and humanity emotional evolution

Where we value above all else our emotional sat nav as being our guide

our ego will being transformed to a higher will

our living in our heart from love instead of fear

and we can do this with the pursuit of our dream,

happiness

through authenticity and honesty

so that no one else is paying a high price for our ego well being

because we are taking the steps that are leading us back towards the light

through the darkness

by revealing our true selves

instead of playing roles and wearing masks

manipulating others out of fear

being hypocrites

If we do not stand for something

we do not stand for anything

so many people sit on the fence for fear of being “wrong”

being rejected

being inappropriate

being deemed aggressive

and energetically this is because all of this has happened to all of us in the past

and our ego doesn’t want it to happen again

so we prevaricate, procrastinate, hold back, hide our light……

Now is the time to speak up for what we believe in

feel the fear and do it anyway

and

most importantly let go of the fear

so it doesn’t complete it’s energetic cycle within us

and create dis-ease

My methodology is to revisit the past

have a good look at it using our mind

look at what it created in our body

get real about how that feels

have a reality check to look at where we are and who is in our circle

reflecting back to us

Let go of old hurts by tapping on the feelings that come up

and create new ways of relating

When we believe that we matter

and it is written through us like a stick of rock energetically

I am worth it

and we don’t need to buy a hair product to know that 🙂

When we truly feel it the universe matches us

and we start to let go of outer validation

We don’t need a certain car to prove our worth

We don’t need to agree with people to be their friends

we don’t need to belong to a group

we don’t need proof of our opinion with scientifical studies

This doesn’t mean we don’t create frameworks with studies to raise awareness and share information

The difference is

We don’t need to

It is coming from a totally different space.

When we transform our ego we have nothing to proove

and are solid as a rock

our roots go deep

we have visited our ego many times

and as we works with our building blocks of the lower three chakras we open our heart

we live our dream each day

we let go of defining our outcome by ego rules

and we let our higher selves and the universe

bring us results beyond our widest dreams

because our higher self and the universe are limitless

they are literally unlimited because they do not have a mind or beliefs in the way we do as egoic individuals

When we allow ourselves to co create with the universe in this way

which of course is us too

then we truly co create from the heart

Our heart is the key to unlocking our abundant authentic selves

It holds the secrets to our heart’s desire

how we are open and intimate

and how we are hurt and seek integration

When we see our shadow we see what eclipses our sun masculine energy

and how our moon reveals our our true feminine self.

In this Blue Resonant Storm year of the Mayan calendar we can see how we create stormy conditions with our emotions

and how we can bring awareness of our heart yearning for wholeness when that storm arises

A storm brings healing and clearing when we allow it

if we do not heed it’s teaching it get’s bigger.

This is the misunderstanding of the Mayan prophecy

In a recent tarot reading I got The Tower Card for November ~

In years past I have had this card many times and was afraid of it

now I welcome it as I know when I go through this cycle I grow up emotionally and spiritually

as I let go of old ways

I am sending out a big heartfelt thank you to everyone in my circle right now for assisting me on my journey

I love and value everyone

especially my family who are such amazing teachers for me.

Thank you for choosing to have me in your circle

and you too my readers who often I do not know.

Creating this to send out creates learning for me that I love to share.

I invite you to feedback to me on the blog.

Lastly a special mention for my business partner and friend, Alison Sutton who I share The Heart Centre with

We have been on a great journey together these past few months and we are learning new ways to do that.

Thank you for inviting me to journey with you and hugs for all that we have shared .

You are a very special person.

It is our intention that The Heart Centre be a first step for us creating a community of Heart Centre Therapists

to share new ways of working from the heart

with authentic and honest relationships.

Over the next few months we are crafting workshops and meetings and hope you will contact us for what you want to know or share.

It could be you have a practical business that is related in our local community and can offer skills or services.

Maybe you want to connect to other self-employed therapists.

Maybe you are looking for a place to work from.

Maybe you are seeking to connect to something you may not know yet 🙂

Maybe you are ready to open your heart even more.

In these changing times it can feel difficult to move forwards because of the letting go of old ways and so often we get confused

and the key I believe it to develop trust and belief

faith

in ourselves

and the universe we are a part of.

We are always held and loved

and where we do not feel that

is where our next step lies within.

Love to you

Jo

Day 12 of the wave~ Yellow Crystal Warrior

We have completed a cycle and now we are building new relationships with our own conscious way of relating

if we are aware of  being conscious of course

and the majority of people aren’t.

Yellow crystal warrior day

How are you spending your day?

Are you kung fu fighting or building bridges of the heart.

Today I have been very busy in having a huge clear out in alignment with the new moon and the autumn equinox tomorrow.

Magical gateway and one of the most powerful of the year as the wheel in the UK turns into the dark time.

Are you aware that you are a part of the infinite web of crystalline energy and that everything you emit is a signal that spins out?

What ripples in the pond are we creating

Gladiator quote:

What we do in life echoes in eternity

We are all part of cosmic creation yet most people do not take any responsibility for how their actions are shaping the planetary reality

The majority of people do not want to take responsibility for their own lives….

then complain when they do not like how other people create their lives for them…

or blame them.

This is the popular way of being on our planet….

totally unaware that there is no one “doing this to us”…

we are doing it to ourselves

and that may be a truly shocking statement for some people

and very hard to swallow.

When we are ready to see it….

voila there it is shown distinct and this is the key thing……

when we are ready.

I am  highlighting a video today that I do not entirely share the viewpoint of…..

because there is a strong element of fear rather than love

and

please be aware that there is disturbing footage throughout and especially towards the end

which I wish hadn’t been in the film because it’s got some fab information without the disturbing stuff.

Ego likes disturbing stuff….

It has some excellent sharing too

It gave some new insights for me about  things and some I find feel they fit for my way of seeing the world.

Alot of what is in the content is in my posts about the planets and archetypes, so that was a synchronisation for me too…..

sharing awareness that all our demons are inner ones and if we don’t change the inside then the outside doesn’t change.

Even in all the seemingly imperfection perspective of how mankind is playing out their drama at the moment

as the guy says it simply is what it is

and it is where we are

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the majority of people would rather resist and fight others than look at themselves and until that changes……

the resistance will continue

I do not feel there is any conspiracy…..simply repeating patterns

and now a change is starting.

People are waking up to being co-dependent

We are always creating a healing response for ourselves

this is the whole dynamic of the emotional mind….

only what the emotional mind chooses to do is so very often insane 🙂

It will go to great lengths to keep us “safe”

Each dis-ease is the next step on the healing process.

When we cut ourselves our body creates a scab to heal and it’s the same on the inside.

When we are out of balance as our planet is now….

off on a patriarchal child rant of fear and paranoia

the ego needing bigger and bigger energy fixes

we are very much in our masculine acidic energy and this means our internal ph is way down around the 4’s

this is cancer

what is eating away at us, that we cannot stomach, that we cannot cure or fix because it is outside of us and we are getting more and more stressed…..

so the body internally goes into acidity and starts to eat itself…..

the immune system then seeks to fight the enemy within and sends an army to deal with it

the cells start to multiply and are out of control and a tumour is formed

and ultimately this tumour is there to heal the wound

do you see ?

We create it unconsciously

and the great thing is…

we created it

we uncreate it

by letting go and being in the flow

Some people I have shared this with are very resistant

and somehow think I am being offensive in saying it

because they haven’t let go of their fear and their ego does not want to take responsibility

I am not saying anyone is a bad person or judging them

and it is my intention to share this amazing empowering perspective with people

so they can learn and empower and let go of limiting beliefs

how can that be offensive?

Somehow they mistakenly believe that I am saying that it is the ill person’s fault which is untrue

It’s no one’s fault

It is simply what happens

and here is the tricky thing about this conversation

If people haven’t done their inner work and let go of when they have been hurt by being judged then their ego will judge others

everything we have ever experienced we are

until we let go and change how we feel about our past

When people say they understand universal law

and they haven’t created ego transformation through feelings

then all that they know is what they think

and that is simply being a talking book

they are not changed through experientially letting go of their ego wounding

we are all on a cycle of this and the more resistant we are to the world and other people the less inner emotional transformation we have done

we all have access to the christ consciousness and the buddha wisdom because they are us

everything in the universe that has ever been or will be

is us

the only difference between us and others is life experience and how much inner alchemical enlightenment of our shadow we have done…..

and this isn’t an elite school of learning

everyone can do it….

and yet most people would rather die – literally…

we have to do what most people fear the most and that is….

look at ourselves

and anything we do not like

learn to love

and when we all do that…..

we will be sending out that vibe of love, appreciation and respect

acceptance

of ourself

and our ego is then a gentle guiding friend that lives in the now

because all the past pattern matching files of red alert have gone

At Tai Chi yesterday my teacher gave me a great insight when we were practising standing in the first pose

He said

“To think we have to access memories”

so we go back into the old files and then we project them onto the future

Standing in an ancient pose of magical practise to balance the masculine and feminine and let the energy flow

the intention is to let the mind quieten by being in the body

and the stance of the body is key to balancing the three bowls of energy

this is also the triple heater meridian which is the warlord of our flight, fight or freeze mechanism

and takes energy flow from all areas ready to attack when triggered….

and remember these triggers aren’t logical and Dr Spock wouldn’t be impressed with their reasoning 🙂

The more you have wiped the memories of any emotional intensity and defragged your hard drive

integrated the parts that have gone way out into cyberspace and brought them into the inner sanctum once more

and the more we can open up to inspiration because we are in the love zone ready to receive from the collective unconscious

we are free from the ego mind running it’s fear script from when we were 5 or 6 which is when many of our major beliefs and patterns were formed.

We live in an energy universe and we are always balanced by ourselves

we are the universe

when we balance ourselves within

and let go of our shadow

become comfortable in the skin we are in

and work with our ego

recognise that if we are full of fear

it’s ours

it isn’t anyone else’s

and no one else can take that fear away

instead of building walls

let’s tear them down on the inside

rip off the shields and protection and open wide

what do we need to protect ourselves from…..?

Only ourselves of course.

Love to you today with your warrior of the heart manoevres 🙂

If you are ready to work consciously with your ego then Sunday is a good day to start with the new wavespell

White Magnetic Mirror

Mirror Mirror on the wall……

If any of these are your Mayan sign then this wavespell has your name on it…..

It’s your special energy spiral to work with.

White Magnetic Mirror
Blue Lunar Storm
Yellow Electric Sun
Red Self-Existing Dragon
White Overtone Wind
Blue Rhythmic Night
Yellow Resonant Seed
Red Galactic Serpent
White Solar World-Bridger
Blue Planetary Hand
Yellow Spectral Star
Red Crystal Moon
White Cosmic Dog

If you wish to see how EFT can help you with this energetic wave then please message me and we can skype

over the next thirteen days on a particular cosmic co -creative day

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Day three of the serpent energy ~ Blue Electric Hand Day

Day three of this wave and we are in the space of holy trinity .

Blue Electric Hand

My Mayan sign is blue solar hand and I will be spending this afternoon tapping in Glastonbury with another me

so we can both create something new in our relationship with the world we live in 🙂

What will come up today for me to let go of that I may have been unaware of….?

This is the energy of co creativity by balancing our masculine, feminine and the result of that is our divine child being in a clear space.

How was yesterday for you?

If you are working consciously and with intent of clearing old ways of relating then you may have had a couple of challenges yesterday.

The outside world showing the inside and where we can let go.

This is the magic that this interchange brings…..wow I really would like to focus on having less of that sort of  relationship exchange…..

What would we choose instead?

It’s worth remembering that we are in the waning moon time of letting go.

It’s all good even when it feels the opposite because we are aware of the process…

and getting more comfortable with the uncomfortable….

which is what most people on the planet avoid….

and are scared to death of their own shadow

and that is the essence of  everything

avoidance of looking within

by the ego doing a little theatrical redirection to the outside

clever little  monkey….

it gets to hold onto it’s fear for another day

and that is the battle we see played out in our world every day

We are in the second moon of the Mayan Year ~ Lunar Moon.

The first three moons of this new year are very connected to hearing our soul speaking of our journey of creativity this year.

In this second moon time we are facing our challenge.

We do this through relationships which is what our time on the planet is all about ~ relating.

It’s so much easier to see ourselves through the actions of another.

If we are an awakened seeker.

This Mayan Year bigger picture is Blue Resonant Storm and essentially this is a stormy year.

Wherever we have anger stored we will see it illuminated by the lightening that comes from the meeting of energy polarities

If we are in denial of our anger we will meet lots of angry people.

Alter Ego great films ( wish there was less violence tho):

Revolver

Fight Club

Memento

Often we are in denial of anger because we have experienced being on the receiving end of anger and know how that feels as a very small young child

all the fairytales carry the message of the soul journey

Women who run with the Wolves is a great book

and it is this darkness and challenge that is the enlightenment process

we may have a snow queen in our family circle

maybe our teacher at school is a Jekell and Hyde

the wolf posing as grand mama

We felt like a cuckoo in the nest or an ugly duckling that still hasn’t found the swan connection….

as our ego defences at that time were very small and our heart was open and we could feel what was really happening

and maybe were deeply confused…

and learned to doubt our feelings because other people insisted that we did….

or else….

all of this is the store of the alchemical change we are here to create on the inside

so we transform the world outside

each and everyone of us has a role to play in this

we need the alter ego’s until we have all reconciled our alter ego

If we are passive and hiding our anger then lots of people will show up to help us find our feet and see what we stand for

and whether we are ready to stand up for our beliefs

without becoming the behaviour we abhor…

the abusive , disrespectful red mist that wants to annhilate the other

road rage……

turned within the next stage of it’s manifestation is:

blistering cold sores

chronic indigestion

heart burn

asthma

psoriasis

rheumatoid arthritis

cystitus

ME

and sometimes that feels so intense that leads to self-harm still not wanting to hurt another

or blocking out the pain with drugs and alcohol.

Energy blocks in our body that are actually the healing process.

The resulting dis-ease is a message for us that is tangible….

I get cold sores on my nose  so I can see clearly where my anger lies….

around my knowingness and the frustrations of being able to communicate that 🙂

The energy created by our emotion is an energetic wave that has a vibration

anyone who has taken the vent of someone’s anger full on can relate to how that feels

and as a very small young person the adult is like a towering inferno

pouring their vitriol out onto us and we had no choice but to receive it

because at that time we were a dependent

who relied on adult’s to survive

The energy force of anger is like molten lava on our system and it can feel compelling and addictive

we can feel galvanised into action when we are having a good old rant.

Ranting creates ranting and it doesn’t create any change in itself  except to bring awareness to light

There is another way that I love to share and how I work as an energy coach on myself and with others.

Each challenge that shows up for us and creates an emotional resonance around any emotion that isn’t joy and love

the soul factory setting 🙂

We are pure love on arrival at base camp…..

Is an opportunity to clear our emotional mind of a historical event

and when we clear our historical event on a personal level….

it goes global…

how fabulous is that 🙂

We clear a vibration and everyone benefits

which is why I love to share it.

Most people aren’t doing inner enquiry because they don’t want to feel the past hurts

and

they don’t know how to move into their heart space because when they do there is no putting a toe in the water….

when you start to go into your own shadow to open your heart it may feel overwhelming

we are taking the journey that goes deep into us

the scariest place of all

is our dark side of the moon

and most people would rather take a voyage to the actual moon than visit their own bottomless pit.

You can take small steps into the void if you work proactively rather than waiting for the universal wave to push you in…

and it will…..

be assured because it is what we are here for…

the sacred journey

I still find that sad and a tad frustrating as it is the place we have come here to visit and it is what our life is all about…..

however I know that I too was in this place not that long ago.

Watching fight club was a real aha moment for me being an Ikea fan at that time

Ikea trips were a salve for my ego to feel worthy and living the life

until it wore off and I needed another room makeover to feel…..

mmmmm what?

When I had a very big wake up call in my relationship with my partner, my own health, young children and a mid life crisis I did the best I could with what I had and that is when I was gifted Louise Hay by a friend…who gave me the book and also left my life….

Everyone left the stage so I could see myself spotlighted….

stripped bare….

My salvation at that time was to try to put a brave face on to the world, keep spinning the plates and watch Mrs Doubtfire ….

and cry alot

without any hope of stemming the flow…

My eyes were on full flow niagra falls and I had no choice but to allow it in public…. or not go out anywhere.

I went through several months of emotional hell  ( that I had previously stuffed into Pandora’s Box of not going there life’s in the way)

and feeling totally in annhilation zone

and one day I woke up and I felt better.

Now this is what I call cold turkey emotional processing.

It works connecting with the grief  .

It is what it is designed for.

Instead of feeling depressed we feel sad or angry or both and eventually when we have done enough of that we feel happy again as long as we have let go of living whatever lie we were living to create that feeling.

In 2007 I found another method of needing to be in annhilation zone for long periods to allow a true emotional response …

Emotional Freedom Technique.

Just in time for my next big life event of 2008 which I guess a few of you will share….

the financial crash.

This time when I was going through my dark night of the soul and my ego was liquifying to become something else….

letting go of pure positivity, people pleasing and being a chameleon to enable narcissistic relationships

like I did when I was a child….

I tapped for as many hours as I could on one of my worst  ego nightmares incarnate so far…..

the destruction of my society persona

I became a persona non grata

and it felt so painful for my ego….

how would I survive without my credit rating?

my property business?

my good financial name?

What would everyone think?

It was one of the best things ever to happen to me and tapping really gave me the edge of going through the process quickly and easily without so much pain and beating myself up.

Each day I would tune in to how I felt and how the event today would lead back to an earlier one in my life.

I would focus on how this event was pushing buttons for me and then tap to let that go so I could have a conversation with people I needed to speak to without projecting blame and anger onto them.

It meant I was in a clear space and I didn’t become the system…..

which is a part of me globally because I have bought into it….

and I was learning about how I was a co-dependent in that myth and illusion

of getting my ego fix through what I believed I needed to be to be accepted by society

If I had an email that provoked an angry response

you know that “what are they saying?” moment

“I cannot believe they are saying that to me…..”

“who the hell do they think they are?”

Sound familiar?

Then immediately write a tirade of emotionally wrapped pain parcel back.

Instead I connect, feel the feeling, tap on it and let it go.

When I am neutral I write back clear of emotion.

We are in a society of making other people pay because we haven’t cleared our past where we believe we are owed something.

When we clear our past emotional outstanding balances then we have no debt.

We live in today.

We are here and now.

We are creative and feeling good so we attract that energy in and pay it forward.

We are responsible for who we are and what we are manifesting and we create great resonsible strategies for living and relating.

We don’t need to parent other adults or them to parent us.

There is no pension plan for the future as we have everything we need here and now and that is what is creating our future.

Tapping gives personal freedom and a clear sheet.

We can let go and we can tap in new empowering beliefs.

Feeling good about the relationships we are creating as independent beings who have let go of being used as a lightening rod for other people

and of being an energy vampire feeling other people have to parent us because we weren’t parented in the way we “should have been.

This years cycle is all about stripping away the false ego self we have constructed so we can liberate ourselves

from the hamster wheel of our own making.

Love to you today and how you use your hands to create new ways of being.

Being the change by being the love space.

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Day Five of the humanity wave of change. Yellow Overtone Warrior

Wishing you a joyful September and an abundant harvest.

Today’s picture is the Mayan calendar and anyone familiar with astrology will see it’s significance.

This is a stargate – if you have seen the film and the series you will be familiar with the concept that this is a gateway to travel through space and time.

Our ancestors were stargazers who recorded the movements of the planets in the heavens and believed them to be Gods.

The Sumerians built huge ziggurats to achieve this.

As they recorded the information as to the position of stars and planets, they noticed what affect that had on their climate , crops, water tables etc and this information allowed them to see that what was happening in the heavens affected the earth.

As above, so below.

They created charts and astronomy and astrology became a science.

Sumer

In the Mayan energy wave today we have

Yellow Overtone Warrior

in

Yellow Human Wavespell

When we expand our awareness and consciousness we can see that the many different methodologies created by mankind , all have a similar message.

They are all interlinked with an energetic golden thread.

In the same way as what is above is replicated below…….

As it is within us so it is without…..

We see in our outside reality a reflection of the inside circuitry.

When we raise our awareness of this then the magical connection really expands.

Many of the myths of legend have been created to appeal to our ego sensibilities and have been dramatised as such.

They have reflected where our group consciousness is at

and if we are in an ego child space of needing to be parented and controlled through fear

we see how the stories

and actual daily life

reflects that

In Stargate the film, there was an evil alien who sought to harness the world’s he visited and enslave the people to do his bidding through fear.

They far outnumbered him yet were so overcome by their fear they were powerless to act…..

until his actions became to big to ignore.

So it is with our unconscious mind.

It will live through fear and control until a bigger threat comes along that it perceives even more dangerous than it’s present course of action

and so it allows change to happen.

All of this is a metaphor for our sacred journey

We can choose another route

to live from love instead and move towards things rather than away from them

remembering our true essence

commiting to the creation of our dream

that we are always guided if only we allow it

most people do not

letting their fear ego run the show

we are creating a tipping point as more people wake up to who they really are

Today’s energy is all about connecting to our core star

the pentacle

working with our humanity

and the

five elements

and creating the magic within by clearing our channel so we are a clear space to receive and connect with the magical energy grid of all that is.

Emotional Freedom Technique creates this clear channel.

The more we have done our inner work and let go of our story and the more we are in

our open heart space.

The more we have connected to the sacred cycles and use the tools our ancestors have given us

the more we time travel

the more we can see where we can journey to

who with

and what the next step on our path is

we may not know how

or why

it is enough that we are having a wonderful time on a cosmic adventure

and paving the way of our emotional evolution.

If you haven’t really connected to your divine message yet

and are stuck on a repeating groove

thinking that you have a need to do xyz before you are ready

that another qualification under your belt will give you the edge

that you haven’t got the tool yet to accomplish your mission

this is your ego talking

you have everything you need within you

the only person who is stopping you

is you

if you are ready to let that resistance go and be pro active

instead of being reactive when the bigger nudge comes along

then you are among the few seekers who are ready to do what it takes

and

face your own shadow

that is all it takes

change the inside and the outside changes

as above

so below

as within

so it is without

let go of banging the drum

and be the rhythm

Love to you today and your love space.

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