Day out of time ~ Blue Spectral Night 25 July 2017



Pic by Mariana Pavlova


Day out of time 

25 July 2017

Blue Spectral Night


The most recent Conscious Dreamer Wavespell


07 March to 19 March 2017


I did a workshop for

The Positive Living Group in Glastonbury

on day 2 of


Blue Night Wavespell

Yellow Lunar Seed 

I wrote this blog about it



This 260 day Wavespell is a way to work consciously with intent

with these spirals of

human evolution


the more conscious awareness you have

of your own cosmic codes and patterns

the more you can really become a master at weaving within worlds

and shaping your destiny

which is why this amazing tool is here at this time

for exactly that purpose


why we are here at this time for exactly that purpose


it is time for humanity

to raise the game plan

and work powerfully

to transit the old ways


create new loving and respectful ones

This is not an easy task

This is not without tears

This requires discipline and determination


schooling of


Spiritual Warrior

After mapping and working co creatively with this codex and matrix for 6 years


also with Astrology  

I absolutely know that nothing is random through mapping my own process


that of many other people

I have been honoured to co create with

I also know experientially

that everything is designed for human evolution

with an energetic framework

which can be a very challenging view for the egoic part of our personality

which may believe that it is confined and limited


yes in certain ways that is true

It is a template that has been crafted by a very different consciousness

to the human mind


paradoxically is in fact limitless

once the individual decides to embrace that


trust the process


go with it

releasing any resistance to what is presenting for their transformation

then miracles can commence

Resistance is the edge

of the comfort zone

of the conditioned mind 

Choosing to create love and compassion as the soul purpose of this journey

brings the beauty path

at times this is the opposite

revealing the prima materia for conversion


this is always within the self

Blue Night’s planet is Saturn 

Saturn in Sagittarius on the planetary transit right now

to reveal where we are in our great adventure

and what is seeking healing for us

so we can access the star gate

of literally the place where stars are made

remembering that we are made of the same building blocks of the starry skies


Where Saturn is in your chart is key


understanding it’s structure in your journey

will reveal enlightenment for you

which is the true meaning of enlightenment

Know thyself 

Where Sagittarius is in your chart

is also key 



If we do not know our patterns and codes

we are in the dark

travelling without a map

Nothing wrong with that position

It is what it is

There is no “right” and “wrong” on the journey

Knowing what questions to ask

and having tools of wisdom

reveals a different way of travelling

It is a choice point

to take full responsibility

for how to create and relate

in this life


If you choose to work powerfully

with conscious intent today :

Notice where you are on your journey on this

Day out of time


what is unfolding for you because of your choices

in co creation with the universe ~ which we are a part of ~ we are the Universe


with others


we are all in this together and In Lak ech ~ I am another you ~ literally means that


the more consciously aware we become

we can see how other people are literally reflecting part of us



you can actually map this connection


see what it is repeating and when

and then understand

why they are in your life and you in theirs

and that this has to happen

there is no way around it this code has to come in

and will no matter how much you may try to avoid it

there is no way to avoid it

because it is key to our personal and collective evolution



These patterns do not change throughout our life ~

we simply refine our way of working with them to become wise which is exactly why they exist for that purpose of enlightenment



learn our lesson of evolution


most importantly of love and acceptance of our own wound

and journey

so that we can do that in reality with others 


Today see how you have created ways

of being

that have brought magic and joy for you



Pic Maria Pavlova


If you haven’t already got one may I suggest you create a 

Book of Shadows 

to record your alchemical process and be specific

These magical ways can be further expanded upon

to release your starseed and gift to the world 

The more painful parts hold the light for the next steps of the journey and record these too with the intention of healing them

as this is the key to personal alchemy 

It is Leo time 

It is time to have the courage to shrug off the old self limiting beliefs


really go into that crafted self to reweave it 

The New Year tomorrow

brings the structure of the egoic masks that everyone has created

to live in our conditioned culture of co dependancy

and so the more we know about our self

the more we can start to unwrap our true seed

with gentle care and small steps

with hugs and love

and a structure of support

that will ultimately set us free

and allow us to fly

and change our world

into a place of more beauty

full of amazing butterflies

There is no need to worry it is happening

All that is required is that each person focuses on themselves

and do their personal journey

as and when it feels right for them

because everyone is exactly at the perfect place to allow the cosmic dance 

If you have any worries about the process

then that is something that can be addressed 😉 


I use Emotional Freedom Technique

and it works and is easy ~

lots of resources on my blog and website

or simply google and get a manual and start today if you feel to 

If you want to know more about

how I do this please contact me I also do group work


can travel to you

I love sharing this

It creates self~empowerment

Wishing you an amazing day

beautiful dreamers



Blue Crystal Hand ~ the key to clarity


Blue Crystal Hand 

The key code for getting clear and creating complex stability on all levels of your being

Today is Feb 09 2015 

It is Galactic Moon Day 3

What does that mean ?

To use a computer analogy it has a very specific creation code

It has a very specific function

When I am blogging if I want to share a video with you from youtube , I go onto the site , select the video and press the share button. This will then give me options as to how I want to share it using social media choices such as Facebook.

Someone has created computer code to do this 

If I want to share the video in my blog as a picture frame, where you can click on it and play it, in my blog 

the I press the button to

embed it 

Here is my Cosmic Cookie Trail Video

Then lots of code comes up and I copy and paste it

and like magic

a portal appears for exactly that purpose 

If that embed code is not replicated exactly 

then it will not embed 

and no portal connection will be there

So we can see in simple terms this is how this creation end product

is achieved

and so it is with everything



If you grasp this simple concept ~

which is paradoxically amazingly complex at the same time….

then you are well

on your way to

mastering the secret of active infinity living

shamanic practise

alchemical abracadabra

Isn’t that exciting ?

At this moment

the majority of people

are still working with

an untouched

cosmic code

that has been corrupted by the patriarchal age 

and millennia of out of balance 

co dependent 

power tripping


The Infinity symbol is not equal in other words

and the emphasis is on the masculine

on the outer

on the cosmic mess of ego hedonism 

boys toys

Top Gear in action 

A group of blokes who have more money than sense

due to public support

because this series is hugely popular

and little sensitivity to anything outside

of that way of behaving

even to their own team mates 

If you are outside the UK you may not be aware of this programme

It is fabulous to see this process and the backlash 

in action against political correctness

This is a picture of how many people are putting up two fingers to evolution to get their thrills with the material and a metaphor 

for Saturn in Sagittarius 

I am not totally anti this programme or the people in it ~

there are lots of interesting things to watch and discover

I still find it amazing how there is such a huge following and so much energy put into these ego pursuits 

when there is so much that could be done with all those resources in a different way


that is revealing where we are in the collective popularity stakes 

and the focus of energy is still there

and many things that are happening are totally insane 🙂


This is because as I mentioned earlier

the majority of human beings ~ maybe all ~ have what Carlos Castenada’s book 

The active side of infinity 


A Foreign installation

of the mind 

in other words 

a contrivance

an artificial distorted version of cosmic code

which creates 

an off track diversion away from source 

Going off track by millimetres every day 

leads to a long way off heart target over a year

and over 40 years 

extreme 😉

This is why at age 42 we may experience

a mid life crisis to pull us back in

Uranus Opposition

This is where we are on planet earth right now

with these highly charged

Uranus Squares

and the last of which coming up in March 

It is an inter planetary

co created wake up call

of mid life crisis

Here we are

Up a crevice

In a boat 

without a paddle 

Going around in circles looking for signs and directions

to bring us to stillness and peace 

and most missing the point because the focus is still on the outside

The paradox is…


That is the perfect place to be to notice that

and look at our route that brought us to this place because that is where the clues are…

to our personal mystery

and as it has been known for a very long time

for the wise ones

the answer is always seeded in the stars

when we are ready to look  🙂 

Become the Seer



Today we are in the 12th day of the

Yellow Warrior Wavespell

Blue Crystal Hand

The Yellow Warrior 13 day code is all about this

It is Saturn ruled

It reveals our structure

In the first ebook of the Conscious Cosmic Cookie Trailing Guide

This is what we are going to be looking at 

Where is your Saturn placed in your chart

and what does that mean for you ?


We are also going to be looking at where Saturn

is in the universal chart 

and how that can be impacting on you

To use the computer metaphor again 

We have a code

We come into this world with it

It is our Universal Barcode 

Just like a juicy fruit in the supermarket 

we are constantly swiped and scanned 

and activated

Once we really understand this we understand how 

in many ways it does not matter what comes out of our mouth

or what we choose to do 

because our vibe is what is determining our day to day

That can be a scary prospect for the untrained ego

who likes to feel it is in command 

This is why it is essential to feel

feel that fear

That fear is what sets us free


because although some of that emotional response is a survival mechanism

and healthy

part of is is the foreign installation thingy 😉

and unhealthy because when we let it take over

our spirit is limited in gaining access to guide us


because our cup is too full of old code

old emotion

and it is not a match for our evolution at that time

The Universe runs a code

just like a playstation game 

Our code does the dance with the universe code

There is no past 

There is only the present

and the future is being created by what we know as…

the past

This code that is created in the first part

of our Saturnian Structure time on earth

creates our whole life

if we let it stay in raw form

There are slight variations of course of it’s creation expression

as we dance with the universal game plan

as we see in world history

there are marked similarities that keep returning 



and the more time we are here

the more that framework expands

and often that means lots of resistance 

because the human being interface has not changed consciously 

i.e the human being is not bringing their shadow up to conscious level


as a result not evolving 

or learning new things

feeling and releasing old wounding

being aware intellectually

is not complex stability

it is simply having intellectual awareness

which is a totally different thing

same computer code it has always been but with a different script 

a different costume on

a very pervasive and deceptive coping mechanism mask of the ego 

playing a role 


this is not soul co creative transformation

on an alchemical level 

When we change our code through bringing it up and out

we are doing the process

and that takes courage 

it takes feelings to liquefy our form and become a butterfly


Today we are in day 3


Galactic Moon

Galactic Moon is the Mayan name for Moon 8

It is code 8 in the White Wind 13 day process Wavespell

of speaking the truth

and letting spirit flow through us 

See the significance ?

An essential step to be a cup holder

of our God and Goddess self

which is why it is at this time of Aquarius Sun 


This Moon period of 28 days ~ which always comes at this time of year

Aquarius in Astrology 

Seeing our bigger picture 

allows us to integrate 

if we choose

What many people may be feeling now is powerful 

Something big being unearthed and magnified 

It may feel scary

It may feel challenging 

and with it are the seeds of a new garden of Eden

garden first summer 030

Two New Moons in Aquarius

one at 0 degrees at the start

This is the same degree as my Ascendant 

The next one on the 18th of February at 29 degrees

This is Medea in my chart in my first house

which is why I have a feeling of amazing potency at the moment 

I feel like I am in the process of living my dream

and although it has been very challenging to take this journey

with so much heart ache

and deep emotional ego stuff

learning these tools of transformation has unlocked everything

It is so worth doing this deep soul journey 

the rewards are beyond measure

I encourage you to

Fly High 

Dig deep 

first go within for the treasure you seek 🙂

Spring is on it’s way


Primavera Botticelli

Can you see the alchemical process in the painting ?

Day nine and completion of the mirror wave

How are you feeling today as you sit back and survey the landscape and your creativity?

What amazing things have happened to your inner slides ?

Has your movie channel changed?

Many people have been emotionally white water rafting during this wave

and I have been a busy bee inspired by the meeting of minds

and the sharing of souls

I love my life and am so honoured to be living it

I am feeling tired and depleted today

it’s been quite a journey this year and the waves keep coming

I love the exhilaration change brings

some quiet time would be nice….

no chance of that when you live on ley lines…..

mission goes on

and on…..

I have met lots of people over the last week

some from my old hunting grounds in the North

Liz Green and I sat down in the Abbey together on magical Saturday

and shared some vibes

It was a revelation for us both and we laughed at the similarities of our shared journey

often people don’t “get” us as we have Aquarian energy

and see the bigger picture

and people think we are aliens….

that has been tough at times

and as we say in the North…..

the making of us.

Liz has been talking her talk and walking her walk on many a media

and wondering how she is being received

in Wakefield it can be tricky to have the courage to talk about vibrations and the like

and I admire her tenacity to speak her truth no matter how it is received

when you feel it in your heart

you know you would rather die than go back to the old ways of hiding your light

to fit in with the crowd

Often we can feel disheartened and doubt ourselves

and then we remember

when new paradigms are being created

wayshowers have to blaze a trail

someone has to go first

without a map

set sail and chart a course

so that others will follow

spiritual entrepeneurs

if no one ever says the new language

how do we ever have a conversation

we get stuck telling the same old story

someone has to start the song

in the brain new neural pathways are created

new behaviour

new models for living

and now is the time to start singing a different tune

so everyone out there who is aching to come out

about all the exciting magical stuff that is heart knowingness

speak up 🙂

It is White Solar Worldbridger and time to let go and go with the flow

bringing together the nine pointed star and mind, body and spirit

Nine in tarot asks us how we have completed

have we become masters of our art yet?

Nine is the shape of the labyrinth

we have gone in and around and now can we see what has come as a result of taking this journey?

Tomorrow will be the manifestation of what has come in the nine days

We are in for some more big picture self-examination as our planetary giants take us on a tour back to the year 2000.

This is Jupiter who is going retro through Gemini on the 4th of October – Red Crystal Moon in this wavespell.

Add on to this Saturn into Scorpio on the 6th and we are going to revisit an old cycle.

This is a new wavespell ~ Blue Monkey which is all about our divine child.

Jupiter governs the throat chakra and Saturn the base chakra….

so we have an exciting little trip down memory lane

Jupiter is all about expansion and Gemini in this instance relationships, with our higher selves and how we are living our sacred truth

or speaking in tongues….

any structures in our connection to our tribes ~ maybe birth families (and for me the thirties time of Saturn Return)

that were formed or had issues in the later part of 2000

are coming back so we can have another look

and so people from our past or archetypes who match them…

as we have unfinished energetic business to complete…

will be arriving soon.

My biggest meltdown in relationships happened in this period

and back then it was a tough road

and I survived and learned alot

and we are still together

having had alot to look at on the way

and to repattern and let go of our past

It was when I was given my first copy of Louise Hay “You can heal your life”

and wow how far have I come since that day in changing how I see the world

I have just done Louise Hay’s Mayan sign and she is a Blue Galactic Night born on a GAP day 🙂

Born in October….


Thank you Louise Hay your paradigm shift work changed my life

My ego struggled with it

my heart knew it to be true

Big skins started shedding when I opened that first page……

not long after I passed a gallstone

and I have repeated that in Glastonbury in 2010

crawling around in agony

my bitterness and bile being blasted out….

not a pleasant experience

I would rather use EFT and tap to let go instead

before I reach a critical point.

So brace yourselves for another layer as the cosmic soup is ready for another stir

and our opportunity is ripe for a de-clutter of the murky depths of

what lies beneath

at the waning time of the moon

If you want to let go of that old way of being for good contact me and we can skype

the more we can be proactive now and the easier the rest of the year will be


seize our chance while the going’s good

and the emotional evolution hasn’t got us locked in a vice

of our own making

we need to learn to have regular letting go

instead of leaving things until critical mass forces us to look

it can be tricky to negotiate with the fight or flight

and sometimes we have to sneak under the radar

with gentle hands

and lots of lavender lip balm

Lots of resources for you on my website just added.

Remember the only way to journey is to….


if you are still sitting in the same circle of influence as this time last year

with the same familiar faces

trotting out the same stories

face the fact

you are stuck

and it’s time to do some inner energy rewiring

before the cicuits blow

there is a storm on it’s way

and it’s bringing our future

by letting go of our past

cracking open the shells

to let in the light

If you are experiencing synchronicities

you are on the path to the stars