Red Moon Wavespell ~ awakening the heart wisdom


Red Moon Wavespell

Awakening the heart wisdom

This is my moon spell 

I am born on August 18 

In the Mayan this is the first moon

Magnetic Moon

There are 13 Moon periods of 28 days

This Mayan Matrix is very complex and expansive


truly magickal

It is an experiential synchroniser 

that weaves with our conscious awareness to 

create alignment with the universal code of creation

and in so doing

become in balance

with the sacred feminine 

flowing in 


All the beautiful art work in my blog today is by Emily Ballet unless otherwise stated

Here is a link to her shop

I haven’t blogged for a long time as I am going through an intense period of transition

I have ended a four year cycle 

I am literally moving and will say more as I know for sure

The Astrology and Mayan Matrix is really helping me understand this 

It does feel intense

I know a lot of people are feeling this too because of the work I do 

working with the shadow and emotional issues

soul journey

seeing the self 


Hugs to you 

My offering:

Go with this intensity

Feel your feelings

Be gentle with yourself

Be authentic

Be true to yourself 

Your real self

If you can reach that part of you that has been 




into something you are not

to fit a role

instead of being your soul

It is the Scorpio Gateway time

Tis the season

to be your true 


go deep into the maelstrom

there is a reason for this

the balsamic birthing time 

is here

on planet earth

The new ways

new codes

of freedom 


authenticity and truth

are created by human beings 





I am intending to blog a little each day of this 13 day process if I can 

We are currently on the 10th year of a 13 year cycle using the Mayan Matrix

The 13 year cycle is in Red Moon

It began on July 26 2006

Red Moon is the 9th sign of 20 signs

The 9th sign is the gateway to other realms 


When the individual on the soul journey

Is ready to let their personality be transformed

so that it surrenders to the soul


the butterfly process begins in earnest


Emotionally this is tough for the ego self

I am speaking from my own personal experiential journey

This is my perspective on this

and offered as such

a way 

as I have lived and walked my path 

My understanding today at the age of 50

experiencing Chiron in Pisces transit 

is that I am the same in many respects 

as every living thing on this planet

I am of the earth

The planets in the solar system have an effect on me

I have seasons


mini deaths


and the more I align with this

and let go of my ego trying to reinvent the wheel 

the easier my life becomes

the more magical

the less resistance I have

the more I am open to the magic of life

the adventure


deep loving relationships


yes that often means I hurt deeply

I ache deeply 

I open more and more

and when I work consciously with this 

the hurt comes quicker

and goes quicker 

as I release all of my past wounding emotions

I release my tropical storm potentiality 

My Eris rage

My Lilith contrariness 

My short circuiting poltergeist aspects

As I make peace with my life and my inner world

My emotions return to balance 

to a wise sat nav of path travelling 

I am the calm eye in the centre of the storms raging outside of me 

more and more

As I retrieve all the fragments of my core

Calling my power back in

Bringing myself to balance within

My masculine and feminine in harmony within 


Where to start ?

It is time for the reality check on planet earth 

for people to start to awaken to truth

Red Moon is one of four planetary energies

Any Red Mayan Sign is an awakening in the East

The Mayan Matrix of 260 day code

has five Castles

Each Castle has a colour:

It begins with Red ~ awakening

White ~ refining

Blue ~ transforming

Yellow ~ flowering

Green ~ the heart 

This 260 day Matrix began on April 04 2015

Today we enter the Green Castle of the heart

Each Castle has 4 x 13 day codes 

We are all working with this Game of Life

When the individual starts to learn how the Game works


That is a whole different level of being and walking the path

Knowing one’s own code is essential

becoming a master of this knowledge

Creates Wisdom 


experiential learning


emotional process

Heart and Mind in synergy 

This is what the 9th Gateway is all about 

Green Castle 

Red Moon is the 17th Wavespell


The 17th 13 day process of human evolution

Number 8 😉

It is the initiating process of the heart flowing beautifully with joy of self

joy of life

To be joy is the key 

Only the mind prohibits being joy

with it’s conditions and perceptions

which come from childhood and our caretakers

This is absolutely free of any blame

This is simply seeing our patterns

Seeing our self imposed limitations


going beyond them

by transforming them


at the same time 

really feeling those feelings of our experience

not suppressing them 

under some 

mis understanding 

that this is a sign of strength

when it is denial of the true state of being 

In order to do that though

the individual has to have rare qualities

The courage to look at oneself 

and work with all the things that feel uncomfortable 

because that is where the enlightenment is 

In the deep dark recesses of our own selves

Our personal history

and our ancestral history

The horrors of human beingness 


denial of those deeply dark ways

Very simply that is it 

unlocking all those skeletons 

and this particular cycle is perfectly placed for exactly that


Halloween is on Saturday 


It is a portal day

A human evolution day

It is also a portal day tomorrow 

On Halloween it is a 13 day clear sign 

A very magical day indeed and I will write about that then

This is the alchemy sign in this 13 day process

Blue Electric Monkey 

and this is the heart of the matter

Transforming any inner child wounding

to be free

and feel good 

as an adult



The 9 of Wands Thoth

is the key to this balance 


This is also linked to the number 9 again

The 9th Sign is Sagittarius



Currently Astrologically we are in the 8th Gateway 


The most intense Gateway of death and rebirth

The triple Goddess

The Phoenix Structure


We have just left

Saturn in Scorpio transit

We are now back in Saturn in Sagittarius

for approximately two years

and this allows us to heal what has been stirred and risen

in our collective cauldron




So what we do this month is key to our healing potential next month

What we integrate now

Allows access to outer planets


Expansion potentiality


that means going deep within


digging into our darkest mines

to find the jewels

hidden treasure 

beneath Smaug’s belly 


the next 260 day cycle

is on

December 20th

and in

Sagittarius Fire

In Sagittarius Decan 3

Which is a very strong initiating energy indeed

here is a great article by Darkstar Astrology


So the deeply repressed parts


the human being

are emerging 


after years …

literally thousands of years

of suppression

and manipulation



some of which have been magically crafted 




in a very

distorted and abusive way deliberately

to disempower and imbalance


repress the sacred feminine

as part of our human evolution

for conscious awareness of what is created when that happens 


The emotions that match this are immense



also hold the energy 

to be very creative


cracking open the landscape

on all levels

which of course matches the energy of 

Uranus in Aries transition we are in

This also aligns with the waxing moon energy for this 260 day cycle in the UK

I choose the heart meridian time between 11am and 1 pm 

Aries at 22 degrees

Master builder number

New Beginnings  

Puppets coming alive at night.
The inner worlds can be just as animated, as fully fleshed out, as vivid and vibrant as any outer world could ever hope to match. There are vast kingdoms to explore on the inner. It is all a matter of motivation: if you seek for inward substantiation, you will get it to infinity and beyond. Here you get what you ask for. Everything snowballs. It tests you mightily, in that everything inside comes out. A wish like magic becomes embodied. Being so fertile and ingenious is one of the most demanding possible arenas to put yourself in. Most difficult of all is that if you fear or dread, resist or deny, these too have full power to play themselves out all the way. The inner life becomes the place where everything’s happening, and where you must cultivate your highest and your best, or else be treated to the validation and proof of whatever you put in there coming out again amplified, magnified, completely full-on.


When human beings live out of alignment with nature

in denial of authenticity

without love

without caring

hiding feelings

suffering is evident

life loses it’s magic

the senses dull

survival is all

madness ensues

Now is the time to liberate ourselves

from this servitude and slavery

to the ego

the child like 

unrefined humanity

coming from unconscious being 

It is time to be enlightened

as to each individual learning how they tick


know that each one has the power to be 

the gift of creativity

that is the very nature of a human here on planet earth

A miracle

Each one special



and an intrinsic valuable piece of the bigger picture puzzle

The mystery that is now being revealed


The planet of Red Moon



aka Thoth






Here is an article about Mercury in an esoteric sense

More about the Mayan Signs here with Ferrusca


So it is an intense time for all

We are emerging from our sleepwalking


More and more people are ready to let go of old ways

that are no longer serving them

Ready to truly live from the heart

Be free of any addictions and distortions

Ready to thrive rather than simply survive

and it is the perfectly aligned time to do this 🙂 

It is a challenging time

The rewards are immense when the individual makes the commitment

to be free of their own personal limitations


connect to the cosmos 

To be a clear conduit 

direct to source

takes discipline

and determination

To be the salmon swimming upstream

Different to mainstream

It gets easier the more the alchemy happens within


If you feel ready to embark on your journey and would like to co create with me

please get in touch

I offer consciously designed frameworks to assist you on your unique journey

I can only work with small groups of people due to the depth of work 

I have Persephone Path workshops running at the moment with coaching 

This next 260 day cycle is a powerful time to start to work with healing the shadow 

so if you feel to please contact me 

Today’s Moon in the UK as I began this article is Gemini Waning Moon:

9 degrees

Wild flowers growing around the ruins of a temple.
Catching a second wind. Taking a booster rocket from one cycle to another, one lifetime to another, one whole stage in evolution to another. Shot out of a cannon to discover the next great thing, you are wildly attentive to signs and portents, looking for a way to the future. Coming out of immense soul experience. With flying colors, leaping forth into the new. Enthusiastic, naive, and impressionable. Eager for a thousand universes to come true. You feel that ultimate springtime quality of fresh immediacy and windblown alacrity, just sensing all through body and soul the possibilities, the openings, what wants to happen next. A destiny-bearer–universal in spirit, and in the right place at the right time for remarkable synchronicities and huge turnarounds.

Be the adventure

Be the love you seek

Be the joy in the world


By healing all of that experience that ever made you feel you were not loved or valued

You are loved and valued

You are a divine child of the universe

You are God and Goddess 

We are the light of the world 



Yellow Star Wavespell ~ code personified


Yellow Star Wavespell

Last 13 day code of the Matrix

Saw my first rabbit of the year out at the back of the garden 

Lamat is the Mayan name for Yellow Star

and one of the totems is the



The key to this last Wavespell

is seeing how our


Yellow Crystal Star Starcode 01 January 2015

is being allowed to manifest


clear code

which depends on how much self awareness the individual has…

in particular about itself

and the universe the individual lives in

and how much inner alchemical work the individual has done on all levels:




to heal

since the individual’s journey began in this life

to create balance and flow

of the masculine and feminine within

heart and mind


This is revealed by the fruits of those labours now

as to:

How we are living from the heart

How we are living from our ego

According to the level of personal consciousness 

we are currently co creating with


it is all scripted

Do we choose our role playing ?

Do we select a part to play ?

Are we being played

as we are not yet willing

or ready to take responsibility for our life 

here on planet earth

It can be a bit of a mind spinner trying to figure it out 😉

there is a simple way 


and if the individual is not feeling in a good place

then there is code that has been corrupted by the life experience so far

and this is the simple starting point

When the individual starts to be more and more present

and still


stops doing distractions

allows the thoughts and feelings that do not feel good

to be heard and felt

and if possible

accepted and understood

The individual realises that

everything experienced is a highly subjective soul journey

a personal mission impossible

designed uniquely


constantly updating

in a Quantum Universe

that is also reactive to the individuals that are a part of it

rather a complex living consciousness….

whereas the ego structured society created by the ego 

is often fixed 

and rigid

which can be abrasive

as the cogs jar

and create resistance

to natural rhythms

calcify and crystallise 

inside the human being too

stop the flow of life and love and light

which is what is happening to most of society’s structures right now


At the moment I can see all my patterns

so significantly

and I am so tired of so many of them

and as I am going through layers of healing and understanding

I often wonder

what on earth was I thinking ?

and no doubt will continue to do so throughout my life

as that is the nature of an evolving learning journey


that due to this design

we cannot see everything all at once

otherwise we would not be a part of

the universal web


that is also evolving

and that is what this amazing matrix of 

the Wavespell calendar



Key to the way of working with the calendar and

the returning Sacred Feminine

is that we learn to commune with our universal self

and develop autodidactic learning strategies

and habits

that create new patterns


this is key

to being in relationship with the calendar consciously

and therefore in alignment with the universal codes

and energies

that the individual’s code is dancing with

there is a lot to learn

which takes patience and being open to new ways as an essential pre-requisite 

All the answers for our personal journey

and healing are already within us

this is the essence of the galactic teaching of the

Red Moon 13 year cycle we are currently in 

Red Moon Year 9 now

no need to look elsewhere

our answers are right there in our life so far

and this holds the seeds of our future 

all of our futures as we are all intrinsically linked


Like all systems I can only present a theory of how this works

as is true of everything

we believe about our universe

this theory is ancient

and was hidden in exclusive mystery groups and is now…

like everything

emerging into the wider world

to be seen

We can propose a hypothesis of how something works

and then see it fulfilled in action

however as the universe changes

so do the frameworks

and that can be unsettling for the ego mind

The difference that makes the difference

is that once the individual starts to do the process

it becomes self~evident 

and the key process to the mysteries

of working with the matrix

is written in a philosopher’s stone

as is so often the case with clues left by the ancients 

the key is 

this is a process

as the soul journey is a process

The 13 clear signs of Pacal Votan


As with any mystery training

the objective is to remove

any fear of death

which is the

human being’s constant companion

and a necessary part of staying alive

such is the paradox

and by removing fear

understand the nature of the cycle of spirit

that there is nothing to fear after all in the eternal picture


indeed to use the fear in the human experience

as part of the transformation of the self and therefore the soul relationship

because it holds all the answers

to personal freedom


This knowledge becomes stronger during the process

that the individual personally goes through


that is the only way through…


the enlightenment process

Each individual will go through

a shared process of transformation for all…

that is unique to them

and their choice before incarnation

Once the individual becomes aware of this choice

using their Astrology and Mayan Sign

the veil starts to lift

This is the initiation at a whole new level




with the current energies

you may be feeling intense emotions right now as we are in the

Solar Moon time

The 9th Moon

and the sign of this current Mayan Year

Things are coming around for completion


The more awareness the individual has about their patterns

and the more can be seen

and this is key to working consciously 



I do not want to be made to live in this world that is created by pure raw ego

that has no conscious input

and that is the nature of things right now

and is so self evident

there is no need

to live this painful way

apart from

it is a match for the majority of human evolution

that has no conscious awareness

It feels so limiting and constraining


part of me is feeling this so deeply 

so strongly 

that so much in our world today comes from 

fear based rules

that are very unfair 

and we are locked in these death throes


old ways

out of balance ways 

that have had their day 

Are you feeling this too ?

This is an essential part of the process

I am seeing this all around me 

in myself

my circle of experience

and the people I work with

who have experienced 

being manipulated

and abused

and being blamed for it by people who do not want to look at themselves

do not care about others

or anything outside of their own 


ego self centred 


and these are the people who are stating and forcing

how the masses should live according to this narrow  view

Scapegoat Vibe 


Seeing people who feel lost 

Know on some level that their relationships are way off 

yet are struggling with all the collective damage 

that goes with that 

over decades

of demoralisation

It takes a heavy toll on all the levels of the energy body 


can feel like a struggle right now to

keep the head above water 

because so many triggers are coming up everywhere

for these relationships 

that abuse the soul

and match soul destroying past events of all time

no escaping these as these are what are undergoing evolution

directly through human beings

and human beings have to find new ways to stand up


bring evolution

by speaking of truth 

We have to go through it to create something from the ashes


We are embarking on another spin of the wheel of the zodiac

This Wavespell

began in Aries Sun 

Aries Moon

at 24 degrees

in the North of the UK

A harp which plays itself.
Joy and freedom are perfect companions along the greater way. Joy celebrates existence with a passion and a power and a fervent insistency. Freedom keeps on opening the context to make it more universal, more resonant, and more karma-free. Moving along this way is a creative feast of self-discovery and exploration of the edges. When selfhood is free to improvise and is open-ended, it is an unqualified blessing. You most especially demonstrate and embody a self-generative style and substance that is wildly needed and inspirationally infused into the collective bloodstream. So that we can get on with innovations and limitless worlds, and feel confident that there is somebody there pioneering the bold reaches forward who is too foolish to stop for anything.

This summation code reveals where we are currently stationed on our journey

as a result

of the 260 day spin cycle

that started on the 18th of July in 2014

Initiated in Cancer Sun

in the UK


Aries Waning Moon 

and the last time we were experiencing this

Yellow Star code was on July 05 2014

Here is a blog I wrote then

This is how the Mayan Matrix can be used in a very practical way

to see energies and cycles on the world stage

and most importantly on our personal stage

Our personal stage is the one creating the world stage


which is why it is so important that individuals understand this process

in order to work consciously with it


After the many astrological shake ups

over this time

It could be 

that you are feeling lost

having had many old ways

old identities 

old relationships


or seemingly self~destruct

or feel untenable

because they create such conflict and misery to all concerned

This can feel that the ego personality self is on shaky ground


experiencing huge sadness


and everything coming to a head emotionally

and all the usual ego fixes

not working

no longer valid


This is all part of the process of dissolution

required to create

new ways

new worlds

As revealed in these pictures

of the asteroid belts

Everything broken down into fragments

to be reworked in a new way

These are remnants of old planets

If the myths are believed…

old civilisations

ground to dust

These Asteroid belts hold the key to the bridge we are building

inside and out 

calling the fragments back to wholeness

for human conscious evolution at this time


the return of the sacred feminine

which means for each individual

that things are starting to break down in the same way

New Myths

New Archetypes being formed

and all the clues are there in our natal astrological charts with the placement of

Goddess Asteroids

whose message is already here for many years

in beautiful works of art


Here are the 3 Graces

who form part of the Primavera painting by Botticelli


These paintings are magical 

and reveal so much

there are many healing plants for example

and an

alchemical process

is portrayed with the key players

The companion painting to this is

Pallas and the Centaur


I have created links to web pages that explain in more detail

the key message 

is to 

create knowledge experientially

and go to the deeper places

where love is found

a very different way of being

to lust and surface ego materialism defining the individual

The Asteroid Belt is

found between Mars and Jupiter

Mars the planet of Aries

Jupiter the planet of Sagittarius

which is also the planet of

Blue Eagle 

The integration day which was yesterday

Blue Galactic Eagle 

Today as I write this it is the 9th day


which is always the day of completion in every 13 day Wavespell


The day when the individual

can look back at the previous 8 days and see

what happened

what felt good

what did not 

and bring the creation code back to oneself

See how the inner code of the individual influenced the events

what beliefs were present

what was the universal self bringing for healing

Most focus on the law of attraction

in a material way

like a shopping channel

like a way of being in control of life

simply more ego modus operandi

so that life becomes manageable and :successful:

and I offer you this

that is not the nature of life or living the heart path

that is simply more empire building 

life has ups and downs

life events are here to teach the soul what creates what

in the human being framework


to master the wisdom of that and create new future worlds with that wisdom

what an individual does in life creates their life

and each generation takes on that creation system from their ancestors

for their time to shape the dna 

Humanity is now at an amazing time of evolution for this

Yellow Solar Warrior

is today’s sign


Tomorrow is the day of manifestation

The heart’s desire

I am doing a mini workshop about this in Glastonbury

Seeing our bigger picture with divinity codes

I will create an ebook for it tomorrow and put it on the Resources Page.

This is a key step to being the star that we really are

Red Planetary Earth

It is one of my core patterns

It is a 13 year Cycle of mine

In the Mayan this is known as a Castle

Red Earth’s planet is Uranus

Red Earth is code 17 = 8

It is a Mastery Code

Caban is the Mayan Name

Here is a great source of info about the Mayan Signs


One of it’s manifestations is a rainbow

In the Goddess Asteroids

this is



She is the female version of Hermes

Here is a great article by Darkstar Astrology

which tells more about her and how to find her in your chart and how this is so key to integrity and living from the heart 

Caban teaches mastery of being a lightening rod

How to align with the liquid light activated by Uranus

It brings freedom and liberation from ego states and ego rules

Requires paradoxically…

that the individual is well rooted and earthed


has a complex stable structure

and shows

where the individual is stuck on old programmes


codes that are ego based and obsolete

which is key to Code 12

Yellow Human

In 1993 Uranus and Neptune formed an exact conjunction 

at 18~19 degrees of Capricorn

which is key to the New Age coming in

A black leopard with green eyes.
Total intensity of inward and outward endeavor. Goal oriented, plans-intensive. Schematic, premeditated, comprehensive. Elaborately sophisticated at implementing vision in action. Aware of your own position–standing above, seeing it all, and magnificent at putting everything together. An old karmic knack coming in handy. A past master in the arts of manifestation. The emperor. Astute, adroit, keenly observant. So strategic and clever and cool that there can be corruption. If distortion sets in a subtle, insidious suggestion of self-importance and abuse of power will arise. Superlative consciousness needing advanced handling to stay truth-centered and immune to the false light of power.

A half-eaten piece of bread.
Utilitarian considerations. Observing the self through objectified eyes. Conditioning and programming. Talking self and others into following the program. Astute wheeler-dealer. You’re not there in it, picturing it as though it were something brutally obvious and commonplace. Decadence, barbarian tendencies. Sympathies with the consciousness of problems and issues, difficulties and struggles all-pervasive. Never content, always aware of what is not happening. The bitter perspective and relentless repetition of the litany of gloom and doom.


pic by Catrin Welz Stein

When we accept everything that has happened so far

everything that is happening now

we let go of resistance

we surrender


go with god and goddess wisdom greater than the human mind

that does not mean giving in to relationships that are not coming from truth 😉

The universe is infinitely wise

and we learn to go with it

or fight it

Resistance is futile 

Resistance is pure ego seeking healing

Everything that is happening right now is part of the divine plan


Embrace it or die

Evolve or devolve

The Universe is simply revealing 

Us in all our star spangled


Red Earth is the place the individual can be 


with the universe

free of conditioning and this happens naturally as part of the process of clearing the shadow issues of the base and sacral chakra

that transform the solar plexus

where the veil is

the heart opens to more love free of conditions

as a result of making peace with our personal past

Anything that caused the individual to feel ungrounded

that the individual did not belong

unable to connect and feel safe in the tribe

and all the ancestral history of such ways

is resonating with this dis connection

awaiting healing

when that disconnection is still causing the individual

to look for connection up and out of the body

away from the here and now

repressing emotions because they were not allowed by the tribe

or society

then the individuals are out of synch with the truth 

that all are loved and held by the universe

because that is the individual’s vibe

because that is the individual’s belief and interpretation of events

because that is the untruth that the individual’s ego believes

that has been learned from so many so called doctrines

that are manipulated and distorted to create fear

until this clears 

nothing is clear

it is a mis interpretation that will repeat 



We have four more days to go

in this Green Castle

before we begin the process again

Now is the time to see the writing on the wall of our palace of possibilities

to use an EFT Framework

and realise

that as we wrote these scripts

so we can write others

What is resonating for you ?



pic by Catrin Welz Stein

Leo Waxing Moon at 19 degrees in the UK

as I close

LEO 19
A hummingbird feeding at a trumpet vine.
Heightened perception exquisitely poised, brilliant and as fast as can be. You have the genius of seeing things, knowing things, and being there. Overflowing with destiny-bounty earned over many lifetimes, yet you bring all this through with a fine-tuned ability to land in the situation at hand with only as much as can be worked with. You are guided to follow an extraordinary course through the world, which features the perfect opportunities to tap what is inside in so many different ways. The blessings, the grace, the heart’s wonder are superfull. As this way of being ripens and matures, it becomes even better. Then you begin to draw out from others the same kinds of marvels and wonders, and to make it possible for the vibrancies to spread and grow. With a wildfire capacity to spread good news and bring affirmative realizations wherever they are needed in generous profusion, you work with ever more effortless capacity to bring this world alive.


Red Moon Wavespell

red moon1

Red Moon Wavespell

It is the initiating day of the thirteen day spiral and for me a whole new

level of awakening

All Red Wavespells are connected to the Red Castle of awakening, the East and the new dawn ~ where the sun rises and gives us an opportunity of new beginnings.

Please click on the links to take you to other sites 

We are still in the wake of the new moon in Virgo which is the last sun archetype above ground in the northern hemisphere.

She marks the last of the six energetic patterns that shape us before we go down into the underworld with Libra

Moon in Scorpio today ~ powerful initiating death and rebirth time for the start of this transmitting time.

The Scorpio ~ Taurus challenge is here for all of us to move into our heart groove 🙂

Two great links here with different angles ~ if you simply start to notice the archetype and how it appears for you that is the key.

Spiritual Warrior Path 

North Node in Taurus ~ thank you Rhys for this love~ly link 🙂

Here is a wonderful video that shows this wave:

The Mayan Wavespell Calendar shows us this wave pattern. It shows us how the universal energetic wave works at this time.

This Wavespell is very significant for helping us align our heart and our mind because it speaks the language of both.

It helps our mind and ego self understand what is going on in the bigger picture ~ 

that we are a part of.

We are part of the cosmic wheel that is rolling along and evolving into the sacred feminine more and more with each passing day.

The more and more we go along with that Mexican wave and surrender and join it ……

and the more fun we have and the more our feminine talents open up…..

The key is:

To know thyself……..

This is the secret of all secrets 🙂

The way of the heart path is to know who we are and what we are here for in order to work consciously now

We are on this wave on many levels.

If you choose to work powerfully with yourself and behold the secrets of the universe

then the key is to remove any filters that are shading your view that have accumulated over your lifetime here 🙂

Change your view internally.

Let go of letting others be your focus and simply……

go within

to see what in your inner cog ~ nition

is seeking disintegration

so you can


with the one heart of the universe 🙂

That is it in a nutshell 🙂


Each of us are here on a star coded mission ~ this is your Mayan Sign and your Starcode.

No one landed on earth by “accident”

we all came to this planet by design and with an intention

and now we are remembering and waking up to knowing ourselves.

The conditioning so far for many is to focus on the other and learning information

commenting on the experience

watching through a lens

being the observer

and often yearning for the wisdom that some guru has

when in truth….

we are all capable of being wise if only

we stop looking without and instead we go within.

What sort of seed are you ? 

  • How have you awakened yourself so far?
  • What has been your initiation ceremony ?
  • Do you require warmth ~ setting on fire?
  • Maybe cold as ice frostiness?
  • How about being crushed by stone?
  • Ground down by the feeding of crows pecking at your bones?
  • There will be a very evident pattern and the clues are all there written in our past karma wheel .
  • It is very simple and yet our ego loves to search for the complex to feel clever.

Who needs the pursuit of pleasure and pearls when we are the



and have the power to shape worlds?

Do you know that of yourself?

Do you know that you are the one who brings evolution to our planet?

It is the common people who are the birthers of this new age.

Yes you 🙂

and me

and great Auntie Edith 🙂 Everyone in fact 🙂 We all have our place in evolving the human race 🙂

All we have ever known is about to be overthrown by the people who are here now…..

as and when we face the biggest fear of all

looking at the parts of us that we are afraid of, don’t like, dread, make us feel very uncomfortable.

It is time to take the gloves off, step out of the costume, tear down the stage set and find that lost child who is unheard, feels unloved and is burning with indignation and rage.



This is Lilith in Virgo archetype at the moment

The part of us that is the perfectionist, the critic, the deeply grooved record retelling our sob story of victimhood

and if we don’t feel we have the ability to articulate this it often comes forth in violence 😦

This is the little girl and boy that felt alone, misunderstood and is lost in a wilderness.

Instead of focusing on how to gain more knowledge ~ an ego misdemeanour illusion trip and diversion

part of accumulation process…..

Are you ready to connect to what you need now to nurture and parent yourself rather than the universe bringing another to do that for you ?

This is what is important and what is missing in our ego world where the emphasis is on “stuff” rather than people 🙂

This crazy world we are living in when we throw food away rather than give it to the starving

once we really understand this energetic world we live in though it becomes clear why this is happening:

The universe brings us……..


our beliefs

so we can see very clearly what our inner world believes to be true based on where we are on our shadow path

remember the outside is an illusion ~

we may have aged on the outside

on the inside we are still at our point of development of  self love

we are wherever our inner child is and as our inner child is uniquely created from our unique life journey

we are all unique and in a myriad of different spaces

and part of us knows all of this 🙂

the wise soul who is always present if we are still enough and quiet enough to hear and feel and allow

To nurture ourselves and be independent is the Aquarius quest we are all on



To let go of co dependency

Nurturing ourselves through nature and our intake ~ what our body requires to be vibrant and regeneration:

  • from food that is high vibe and grown with love
  • from relationships that are gentle, respectful, honest and loving,
  • from living sustainably and having what we truly need rather than what our ego wants
  • from being a grown up 🙂 rather than a stroppy, emotional , ranting brat who gets it’s way aggressively or passively or a mixture of the two methods and no longer needs an ego stroke

Do you know how to do that for yourself? This is where the emphasis on what is important for our heart way of living has to be 🙂 

Lifelong learning of how to relate 🙂

Here are some further enquiry questions around this if you choose to explore:

Are you able to cook ? Aware of what your body needs nutritionally? Are you getting physical exercise every day in natural surroundings so you can connect to the earth? Are you nurturing your body with natural light? Is your relationship environment toxic ? Do you have contact with lots of people who you love to be around? Are you able to keep your body cool/warm with natural resources that do not hurt you ? Do you rely on someone else to do nurturing things for you instead of doing it for yourself ?

Is your week in balance with work and play? Do you use mood altering strategies a lot such as food, alcohol, drugs, to create a feeling of wellbeing? Do you use intellectual mood altering strategies to avoid feeling your feelings ~ learn a new bla bla ? Are you able to be honest with yourself ? Are you in a relationship or do you prefer your own company? Have you ever learned how to “do” relationships or would you rather play the blame game ?

How often do you let your soul soar? Indulge yourself in receiving bodywork? Buy essential oils for yourself? Allow yourself to do what you really love without guilt? Plan an adventure into the wilderness without a map? Downsize your life and not give a hoot about what others think of you ? Buy something that isn’t in a sale and feel ok about paying full price for something purely for you?

These are the places we all need to travel to for ourselves and own up to the reality of our lives 🙂

When we bring this beacon of light within then a magical process happens

and this starts a new trend 🙂

It becomes a la mode ~ the new way 🙂 That is very ancient ……..

It is more than lip service when we actually start to feel this and walk our talk

When we choose to honour ourselves by becoming


doing whatever it takes

to be free

of our ego

by hearing it, healing it and transforming it

and the more people who join this movement and the more our world will become lighter

because we are lighter.

It is all written in our individual patterns for that individual. Each individual interacts with others and as each of us becomes lighter our light touches each other and so on…..

It is an inner process and this is the key




Go within…… yes that is er……inner work 🙂

Get it?

The Mayan Wavespell is a 260 day calendar that is here to assist us spiral.

To try and explain this massive structure is pointless because just like this new age we are entering in to…..

it is experiential and is not led by the head…….

Many people who have introduced it to the world at the time before December 2012 where doing so intellectually……

because that is where the planet was largely at that time

Learning through the mind

Now , since that time we have begun a new cycle of 26000 years and this energetic structure and dynamic is going to increase.

As the Sacred Feminine returns we are all going to expand in this way ~

intuition ~ third eye

emotional ~ the heart wisdom guiding us to our path through how we feel

new understanding of our universe ~ science will learn new ways of seeing at the perfect time

time ~ understanding there is only now and being free of our karma wheel as we heal it and learn new ways of relating

All that each of us need to is focus on our selves

until we know ourselves we cannot know anyone else 🙂

until we know what we need to feel good how can we tell another?

When we learn to empower ourselves by feeling truly safe and confident ~ stable within by working with our core.

Then we feel calm and relaxed and trust more and as we develop these skills too for nurturing ourselves…..

our fears and insecurities naturally and easily lessen 🙂

That has certainly been true for me.

To align yourself with this way of being you need to match this evolution pattern of heart

opening and that basically means on an emotional level :

  • Being ready to face your fears and feel them and ride the wave each time it comes around ~ I use EFT to do this and it works 🙂
  • Being ready to get out of your comfort zone and ride the wave of change ~ become comfortable with the new and the uncomfortable ~ each time you do this you create new energetic pathways inside and outside as you play your game of life
  • Be able to align with people sharing info about how you can learn about yourself and energetically help yourself ~ open the channels of communication so you can connect with the cosmos ~ the cosmos will reach you wherever you are but it does open pathways faster if you have computer access and skype and are able to travel to places ~ staying in your cave means this isn’t as easy 🙂 There is no “right” way ~ the more ways you have to connect the easier it is 🙂
  • Be open to everything initially no matter how strange it may feel ~ and keep yourself safe ~ remember we don’t know what we don’t know ~ the ego likes to do the same old and the universal self is constantly passing things in front of us that are new ~ we make the choice and the more we learn to ask and intend without any attachment the more we go into new learning ~ developing curiosity is key


Today as we enter the Green Castle of enchantment we connect with all the events of this year since February 13th.

Are we in our heart and loving life?

Are we feeling dis ~ enchanted with our lot and wishing for something new ?

It is the place of heart wisdom and working with our shadow allows us to access this space .

If you are ready to weave magic on a deeper energetic level you may wish to take part in some crafted frameworks that are purposefully designed for you if you feel it is your next step 🙂


Please join me in Glastonbury or online for the first of six workshops to connect with our universal mamma and clear our channels so we tune in and go with the flow 

Persephone Path

woo hoo ~the magic is expanding 

Love to your Red Moon Moments now ~ all we have ever looked for is right here in our hearts.