Red Skywalker 15 July 2017 ~ part 1

 

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I haven’t written a blog in a long time 

Been a really busy bee with lots of new stuff happening for me 

Generally I have been posting on Facebook

so if you haven’t connected to me on there yet please do

I am writing this

Creating Heaven on Earth thread

in

Cancer Sun time

It is a very personal thread ~ Leo is in Mercury ~ which is my code

for my God and Goddess self

Leo is in the North Node transit on planet earth

Article by Ruby Slipper

As a Leo Sun this is a big time for me 

Leo just gone into Mars too and a huge Leo New Moon coming up this weekend 

All these transits are hitting my chart in so many ways

So…

A very key transformational time for me in this spiral

that began on the 24th of May 

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Since the Spring Equinox

I have been visiting sacred sites

and

ley lines

connecting to this energy locally in the

Glastonbury Zodiac 

with groups

with friends 

co creating with gaia and the starry skies

the Dragon Lines are opening and sharing their energy more every day

We are mirroring each other as human’s are opening

and

deconstructing now remembering our true nature

Here I am at Mitchell’s Fold 

This is an amazing area with a lovely earthy energy and lots to see

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Here I am playing Poo Sticks in Sussex

This is the weekend when Red Skywalker Wavespell initiated 

I was at a farm called 

Heaven Farm 

Here is a video I made which explains how I perceive this energy 

 

Red Skywalker is the human being

who is actively learning

how to heal and relate

lovingly and respectfully to themselves 

tantra method of focusing

on the

vibration of desire

 

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on the basis that peace creates peace 

suffering creates suffering etc

hence being the love we seek

is the way to create that outcome

and

that harmony is created naturally for the human being

who has healed any harm ~

this is the

Blue Monkey energy signature

A really simple and practical book that teaches this practice is:

Introduction 

The Transformation of Desire

Tantra

by Lama Yeshe 

I woke up very early on a morning of this wavespell

with some revelations

about this personal pattern for me

as it is key to my personal evolution 

again this is the most important focus

for the individual ~

this change of focus literally creates new world’s for humanity

Here is a new page with Red Skywalker Dates in the Gregorian calendar

so you can cross reference your personal experience

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Here I am in a crop circle ~ it was a wow day of wonder

and

we also visited Avebury 

 

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I absolutely love having these amazing adventures with other people

and

it ties in with my first job as a travel agent ~ in a whole different way 

I am living my dream at last

and

still experiencing lots

of

emotional release too 

In this 13 day process in the past

I have had an initiation

and

also a very big release of old ways of relating that created toxicity 

 

Please check out my previous Red Skywalker blogs

from October/November 2016 to explain:

Red Skywalker 1

Red Skywalker 2

 

 

Here is a Video by Kaypacha ~ a Leo ~ that explains the current transits and how that relates to Halloween 2016 when these events happened for me :

 

 

 

Today I felt intuitively to map my codes into it ~

this is what I also do for my client’s

to create a bigger picture of understanding

how we have co created so far

so we can expand what feels good

and

release what does not 

This Mayan Matrix is not an abstract

it is a very practical workable tool

that reveals

consciousness in action

It gives an overview too and validity to the statement ~ it was not meant to be ~ easier to let go and surrender to the path  of a consciousness

that is seeking to guide our ego

and

transform it to heal

disrespectful and unloving behaviour 

You can map your birth years

and

discover your 13 year cycles

You can see then how each Mayan Day in those codes

will be activating these experiences

in order to work deeply and with awareness

and

in particular where you are now in your 13 year cycle 

Red Magnetic Skywalker

Nov 01 2011 ~ I got initiated into the calendar process ~ creating heaven on earth process

The last time it was this spiral of Red Dragon was 1965

when I was in my Mother’s womb ~ key for my generation born

after May 1965 in 1965

 

White Lunar Wizard 

my daughter and my Grandfather’s general code ~ also a planetary code of July 26 ~ new learning coming in

Blue Electric Eagle

my son’s and friends code ~ the Wavespell process I have been in this year ~ alchemy day

Yellow Self Existing Warrior

~ the structure of the heart path ~ what is being revealed now which initiated at The Spring Equinox

Red Overtone Earth ~ 13 Clear Sign

A 13 Clear Sign ~ when I was 22 1987 ~ I was very ill ~ key for my shamanic opening and what I had to learn to heal in myself so I could assist other people ~

Blue Hand energy 

Key to wounding in 2016 which created clarity and closure

White Rhythmic Mirror~ 13 Clear Sign

A Gregorian planetary code and my paternal lineage ~ this was my fathers year in 1995 ~ the year my son was born My father is a Gemini with Leo Moon and they both have North Node in Scorpio

Key to wounding in 2016 which created clarity and closure

This is a human evolution portal 

Blue Resonant Storm

A planetary code ~ 2012 ~ the year of the shift on Winter Solstice

Yellow Galactic Sun~ 13 Clear Sign

Key to integrate the last Wavespell of Yellow Sun which has just completed ~ 02 July to 14 July 2017

Red Solar Dragon

 

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I have two lovely friends in Avalon that have this Gateway Signature 

 

The Gateway to assimilate what happened in the Red Dragon 52 day process which began on the 24th of May

 

This is also a Leo New Moon on 22 July at 0 degrees Leo ~ my MC in my chart 

Here are Inside degrees info :

As it is 0

I use 1 degree Leo and 29 and 30 degrees Cancer for an Alchemical Combination :

CANCER 29 
A large school of baby fish swimming in a group. 
You spawn fertile variations on an archetypal theme. These surround and envelop you. Saturated with your own creations; afloat in a multitime warp. It is all old stuff, backed up too far, too long. And so the familiarity smothers, the closeness renders insensible. You are just about consumed by myriad pasts streaming through. And the only possibility is to acknowledge how fed up you are with yourself, and to open to fresh facets with no expectations, no assumptions, no programs, nothing but the living moment.

~ Contents ~

CANCER 30 
Wild grapes growing everywhere. 
Drawing forth the very best in everything. Selecting out the quintessence, the most vital part, and offering it nurturance and acknowledgment. A celestial quality of perception. Being entirely capable of persuading just about anybody that life is good, that marvelous things are at hand, and that we are all in this together. Sisterhood, brotherhood, camaraderie unlimited. You sense into the place where the situation resolves and completes itself by creative release. You have the epochal realization that there is nothing to hang onto, and that when the containers are broken open, all the vibrancy spills out and blesses the whole. An instantaneous impulse informed by much experience, becoming the instinct for bringing out the truth and letting Earth-life hold sway as a pageantry of trust in the wisdom of the life-force, with nothing to hold back.

~ Contents ~

LEO 1 
A divorced husband and wife enjoying each other’s company. 
The little ego desires what it does not desire, needs what it does not need. It goes after most avidly what it later finds is so very different from what would be good to have. But then things turn again and even the most unconscious patterns reveal their redemptive glory. It all depends on where you are along the spectrum: the initial expansion, the inevitable contraction to follow, or the tempered and seasoned expansion later. In the middle point, it can be hell. But things start out so amazingly and they end up as such a gold mine of experience and self-understanding from all this. Much of life is midstream and involves meeting shadows, enduring reversals, and basically being forced to go absolutely everywhere you never wanted to go. The reason it comes out right in the end is that you move through all of it and discover there is somebody in here who knows how to do that and who remains unscarred, not even discouraged, and is just waiting for the next opening to take up the Earth’s schooling in the way that fiery souls invite and welcome, strangely enough.

A lovely Avalon Astrologer :

White Planetary Wind

~ 1992 for me ~

Living in Cumbria and Colne and visiting Bolton Abbey 

I was back there a few weeks ago 

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on

Blue Rhythmic Storm Day 

 

Blue Spectral Night

Yellow Crystal Seed 

The New Mayan Year 

A Galactic Portal of human evolution 

Red Cosmic Serpent 

More about these energies in part 2 

I am noticing how centred I am most of the time now 

My behaviour has changed and I am making healthier choices in relationships 

and…

having a magical time with my soul tribe 

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lots of new connections coming in with really amazing synchros and sharing info 

Hope you are experiencing this too 😉

If you would like to know more about your codes

and

how you can align

with the new Mayan Year

please get in touch

Be the beautiful starseed

you truly

are 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Yellow Lunar Human ~ 13 Clear Sign

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Pic by Mariana Palova

All pics in this blog are by this fabulous artist 

Yellow Lunar Human 

This is a very key

13 Clear Sign

It is the new learning ~ Lunar 

It is in the Blue 13 day process of

Blue Monkey Wavespell

It is in the central column of the Tzol Kin

It is in the Blue Castle of Transformation

I am writing this just after this Wavespell has completed in January 2017

In Aquarius Sun

in Dark Moon Aquarius 

however…

It was in Capricorn Sun 

The Wavespell began on 14 January

Resonant Moon Day 5 

The actual day was 15 January 

If you want to look back and see what was happening for you then

That began in this 260 day spiral in the process of:

Yellow Human Wavespell

 ~ 06 to 18 December 2016 

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The Blue Monkey Wavespell

reveals the human being’s individual process of evolution

which is a unique and deeply personal process

and

of course has shared components and patterns

that are common ground and archetypal

and…

You may have noticed that things are shifting so fast

on planet earth right now … that it is hard to keep up 

In this Spiral

the Blue Monkey is aligned with Cancer and Capricorn time 

God and Goddess

Matriarchy and Patriarchy

Mother and Father

Summer and Winter Solstice 

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The light is returning 

The seeds are still in frosty ground 

Imbolc has not yet arrived

We are still in the Yin energy 

and 

the Goddess Returning power is getting stronger every day

bringing great change to the human being landscape

everything that is seen as an issue

is activating the perfect

fecund structures

for change

and the magick is afoot

Remembering that we write the stories after all 

and

there is definitely space for more love and intimacy

here and now  

All it takes is a mind shift

A heart release 

A powerful intent of purpose

and 

New forms take place 

Just as children are created …

often

in passion 

The same structures are Universal

Stars are born 

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Tis the Season to be disciplined 

To be Consciously aware  of our Creativity powers

and

our crafting

take full responsibility for our actions 

which come from our inner world 

Do we choose to educate ourselves ?

To mature

To go beyond our childhood experiences that created limitations 

and 

Expand our awareness now ?

Or do we keep going round the same old story of

Grim Fairy Tale 

Same lines

Same Tunes 

Same behaviours 

and 

somehow believe that a different ending will appear …

Insanity that is ?

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Most human beings are stuck in this rut

and

it is so painful for everyone

and

are ready to break the mold …

The Universe is creating this Crucible now 

So it is absolutely the time 

to 

Alchemically work with that Inner Gold 

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It is time to Unlearn

To release 

To break free

To reveal 

The true child within 

with

Wisdom 

All the Gifts of the journey

and

full of Grace

Love

and

compassion and Gratitude

for what this

Human Being Journey

has manifested

even though

there may have been many painful steps along the way

All are part of the process

and

lead to love

and

we are becoming expert Creators

aren’t we?

 

 

 

White Lunar Worldbridger

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White Lunar Worldbridger

This is the new learning coming in

to end old worlds

The planet is Mars 

Where Mars is in your chart

is significant for you 

 

Mars in terms of the planetary transits is currently in Pisces 

The Spiritual Warrior 

Here is a great article by Aeternalight

It went in on December 19 ~ also when Mercury went retro in Capricorn 

Here is an article about that by Moonlinks

Mercury Retro in Capricorn 

This influences the

Chiron in Pisces

longer term transit that is also generational lasting until the end of this

Red Moon 13 Year Cycle 

great article here by Evolving Door about this  

If you have this in your first house

as I do

then this is shaping your destiny as a key focus 

 

Also shedding light

on the 12th house of hidden power

All linking in to times

personally and collectively 

where we have experienced

power struggles and imbalance 

and 

narcissistic and empath tugs of wars 

making their re appearance 

Here is a fab article by elephant journal.com  about this 

this allows us to revisit them with an enlightened perspective 

take our power back by doing some inner work

and

emerge to do these relationships differently

often these experiences are brutal

and allow

clarifying of any doubt

about certain aspects of relationships

and

how people will create a repeat if they do not learn  

not

because of any punishment or judgement by “the universe”

simply because abuse is abuse

and

it is that simple

even if people are saying something different

actions reveal truth 

behaviour reveals the inner world of the person 

people are not their behaviour …

however if they are not willing to learn and change their behaviour 

nothing will change 

Universal Law 

The outcome or consequence of that behaviour is coded and truth 

All arenas are now making use of deeper conscious levels now using what can be labelled

NLP techniques

in different circles they are known as magical influences

often to manipulate and abuse by “dark wizards”

coming from ego wounding 

Using mind control techniques to distort and play on fears 

so it is essential to identify what our personal fear is in order to liberate ourselves from this

Timeless Tango

and

go into it

 clear it 

so it can no longer 

own us

because we own it

and

all the behaviour that we have created to mask it 

and

cope

to survive 

We can now thrive if we go there

and

take responsibility for our responses

Day 2 of any Wavespell 13 day process takes us back to the events and experiences

emotional triggers 

of the previous 13 day Wavespell

White Lunar Worldbridger

is the 13 Clear Sign 

in

the 

Red Serpent Wavespell process

in 

The Blue Castle of Transformation

It is a human evolution portal

The Red Serpent Wavespell

 

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Red Serpent is the Asteroid Belt 

the fragments of other planet’s 

Stardust that is creating evolution

The Phoenix Process 

The rising of new structures out of the ashes of the old empires 

The Asteroid Belt is between Mars and Jupiter 

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is the 13 day process that is taking us

into the heart of the

Tzol Kin

Into the Galactic Portals of new learning

literally changing the dna

of the human being

who is consciously working

alchemically within

All human ancestry codes being reworked on a human being level

All past lives of that lineage 

All past human being experiences

Full knowledge accessed of all ancestral patterns and how they create

what they have created

Wow 

This is where we are on the circle now 

This is the potentiality now 

that comes from personal enlightenment 

I am writing this article on the 26th of December 2016 

on day 8 

Yellow Galactic Human 

I experienced this in 1990 as it is my Yellow Castle 

I was 25 

It was my first full year in relationship with the Father of my children 

This is how the Mayan Matrix can bring personal enlightenment

as to what experiences

have shaped us as individuals 

and

how they keep coming around to shed light as to where we are

on our human being wheel of evolution

One of the people we went to see performing then

has just died:

George Michael  

A man who had an amazing talent and a very troubled life experience too

In the spotlight

Bringing heartfelt creative expressions of his life journey

We went to see him several times and he had an amazing voice 

At one concert in Manchester I cried the whole time

after he had dedicated his song to his lover

who died of Aids 

Found love and lost the man he loved

His gifts

His talents

His wealth

and …

he died of heart failure ~ a true Greek Tragedy

This is the key to our

human being understanding 

to give and receive love is essential to human health and happiness

this is revealed so often on the human stage of “superstars” 

and 

many people still do not understand this teaching

believing that fame and riches create happiness 

He died on Blue Resonant Monkey 

The child and their ability to be transparent 

He was a Yellow Rhythmic Seed 

Step 6 of the Blue Storm Process

A Cancerian Man leaving planet earth at the time of the polar opposite of Capricorn 

To heal our perception of being loved

is the key

Ankh

and

is lifelong

It creates our reality and is coded in

White Dog ~ Capricorn ~ Code 10 in Astrology ~ the natural 10th house and the 10th Mayan Sign ~ Conditional Love 

 

 

Today we have another major planetary event 

Jupiter ~ Uranus Opposition 

What is expanding to come to light for our Mastery now ?

Jupiter is the mastery planet 

Where is Jupiter in your chart?

Jupiter in Libra on the planet

Uranus in Aries on the planet

Where is Uranus in your chart ?

In the Mayan we have 

Red Earth and White Wind with planets in Uranus 

My Red and White Castle 

Uranus in my age group is a collective

Uranus in Virgo and Pluto in Virgo

 

Here is a fab article with great synchros as to this theme of heart knowingness by Monarch Astrology 

 

The Sacred Feminine 

The unconditioned mind in connection to Source

The last earthly element of the human being in the natural zodiac 

Code 6 

Jupiter in the Mayan 

is the planet of Yellow Seed

and 

Blue Eagle

Code 15 ~ a mastery code of how we are a planetary server by becoming aware of our code and wound and healing it 

Yellow Seed ~ the 4th Code and the structure of evolution

This is the 4th House and in the natural zodiac this is Cancer ~ the home and the nurturing we did or did not receive as children

that forms the structure of everything in our life experience and this is coming up with another master builder

Full Moon in Cancer at 22 degrees  on the 12th of January 

CANCER 22
Bunches of watercress growing by a cool spring.
Spacious. Making room for worlds to be born, new life to arise, the fount of existence to be tapped, the center of things to become vital again. A global sensibility, a universal dream, a brotherhood/sisterhood vision to repopulate the world with vital, fresh beings, to find the place inside that is sustaining and renewing and to give it forth abundantly. A certain spirit of destiny breakthroughs–something different previously unsuspected. Diving for the eternal waters, and here they are if they are called in at full power. The one given the task to refocus the shared aspiration to bring us all together. You have an utterly engaging quality that cannot be denied once it fully arises, with the most memorable of touches and looks. The presence of the Great Goddess force at every level, accessible if dreamed up and invited in. The cracking through at the peak time and place. All is revitalized. Everything forgotten comes on the spiral to the next octave and is released into the celebration of being.

The mask of the coping mechanism ego that “protects” the true soul seed 

Here is an enlightening article by 

Blue Moon Astrology

Tomorrow we have the Gateway day 

Red Solar Skywalker 

So this is taking us back to

Red Skywalker Wavespell

see my blogs here 

1

2

In each Castle we have the Gateway of the previous Castle 

so in each

Red Wavespell

we have the Gateway

of the previous

Red Wavespell

revealing our level of completion of the previous 52 day process

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Artist: Amanda Clark link 

How have you fared since then?

How are you feeling?

Are you healing?

What are you struggling with?

This is the key to transformation

Everything that is coming up to push our buttons is our master teacher

Our Soul self creating a shift for us

by

reminding us of past events

in our childhood

that naturally limit our life experience

until we reform them

 

 

Hence buttons to push …

Work with the buttons 

Reveal the old world 

Let go of the old world on all levels 

Firstly the emotion 

Dependency

Need for others to determine how we feel and threads of that ilk 

If we do not do that process 

We manifest the same/similar outcome 

The pics on this thread are on Pinterest under Snow Queen ~

I do not have the names of the Artists ~ please follow the cookie trail 

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As I have been writing this

I have been travelling through the early degrees of

Moon in Sagittarius Fire 

Dark Moon 

with the

New Moon in Capricorn

arriving on the 29th of December 

Blue Spectral Eagle 

What we are letting go of to master our ego

and

allow that Full Moon in Cancer to nourish our Soul 

able to receive it 

Sagittarius at 4 degrees is my Midheaven

I have been doing this dance for many a moon

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A young prince undresses to bathe in a pool.
Seeking your own reflection. Willing to go to any lengths to divest yourself of that which stands between yourself and your world. Seeking a path, a practice, a journey from an insulated way of life to a vitally engaged way of life, but hung up at the point of giving yourself completely over. Stalling for time, reaching for excuses, pulling in escapes and perpetuations of the status quo, you linger on the brink between one world and another. Propelled forward, but equally jerked backward. Destiny shall assert itself in a forward direction at the right time. And before that happens the drama of “will he, won’t he?” dominates consciousness and energy, keeping everything tense, fascinating, and hopeful.

Will he Won’t he?

I know what that means on a whole new level of personal pantomime 

Let the next Act begin 

Our personal Mystery is in our Starcodes and

our

Mayan Sign and Matrix

If you are ready to rewrite

your personal drama

please get in touch 

Wishing you a joyous journey

under the stars 

White Dog Wavespell May 2016

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White Dog Wavespell

Just realised that in writing a new page on this WordPress Site

It is not the same as a post

so my regular subscribers do not get an email 

Here is my

Venus blog page 

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I am intending to write an article for 13 Clear Signs new page too 

as soon as possible 

If you haven’t seen Maleficent yet 

Pictured above 

It has a great rewrite on the Sleeping Beauty story of old 

As to how she became the “bad fairy” 

It also ties in with the

Sleeping Sacred Feminine 

now returning 

the

Eris and Lilith transits

are key 

to this unfolding 

Red Moon Wavespell ~ Day 5 ~ the heart of the matter

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Red Moon Wavespell

Day 5

The heart of the matter

Red Overtone Skywalker

The leading pic is a Quetzalcoatl mosaic mask

 

pic credit

I do not know a lot about The Mayan

indeed I do not know a lot about the history of the Mayan people

or of this calendar

I am learning as I go 🙂

and this is key to the new ways of learning

and new codes coming in

for the ones who are walking the shadow path

and aveiling themselves 

by working with the personal veil

aka the shadow

I began my process with this learning in November 2011

when I moved to Glastonbury in the September

and went to a Mayan Calendar workshop

on 

Red Skywalker Wavespell

on November 02 2011

at 

The Glastonbury Positive Living Group 

guess what day it is today?

Writing this blog ~ looking that up ~ wow ~ blown away 🙂

Love how these synchronicities come in

and assist me in seeing the wonder of being

a conscious journeyer

Today using the regular calendar

I begin my 5th year of co creating consciously

with this amazing integrating tool

and 

I absolutely know that I was there

at it’s initiation process too

The more I go into this process

and 

my personal process

The more I know

I do not know 

and

The more my ability to simply access 

and evolve and accept that

as I transmute my ego self

and surrender to my soul journey 

Now is the time to align

with the universal

all that is

let go of needing to be a talking book maybe ?

download

stream

what is required 

as and when

perfectly aligned 

Free up space

Defrag

Integrate the human being

Hard drive flows 😉

Anything impeding that process for the individual

Is the

Ghost in the machine

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This is the mask of

Tezcatlipoca

 

Remember that many people who are interpreting the info

about these artefacts

may

by their nature of their specialism

 often come from a lifelong narrow viewpoint of 

historical archeology

which can be extremely illuminating

and 

narrow minded at the same time 

when viewpoints are shared

and cross pollinated by people in many different fields

the synergy and understanding as to new interpretations

can transcend any limitations of a single personal perspective

this is perfectly aligned now 

as all the codes

the communication potential

the technology

is all here 🙂 

In my blogs I share different articles

and viewpoints

My understanding 

about this day

is:

It represents the human being 

who is doing the process of enlightenment

the feathered serpent of kundalini process

Part of this process is revealed by 

Tezcatlipoca, or “Smoking Mirror

The Gemini Twin

The shadow self that is transmuted 

using the 

13 Clear Sign process 

revealed in the 

260 Day Mayan Wavespell calendar

My Sign

Blue Solar Hand 

is one of those signs

and 

I only became aware of that this year :- )

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The more I share my awareness of this process with other people in my circle 

The more I get feedback

Questions

Insights

This is the nature of being a Blue Solar Hand

More about the Mayan Signs in depth at this great website

The Cosmos Within 

and the more I can co create and expand beyond any of my self imposed limits 

of my mind

I have done lots of charts now 

As I work with people 

Every day I learn something new 

It is amazing

My North Node is in Gemini 

Right Relationship 🙂 

Here is a great article

about North and South Nodes

Today’s planet is Mars

Look where your Mars is 

What sign?

What house?

Any planets near by?

Any connections to other planets revealed ?

For the soul alchemist

Mars is the key to power 

and very key to it’s esoteric ruler

the sign we are in

Scorpio 😉 

Remember the “goals” for the soul

have no common ground with the ego goals in society generally 

so this is what often creates paradox and confusion

To surrender to the path of soul evolution

often requires what the ego sees as a sacrifice

Often the individual has to give up all worldly goods

all “success” trappings

to see how they are simply attachments 

simply comfort zone

and totally transient and illusionary 

and

what happens when the individual cannot buy their way out of an issue

cannot do what they used to in terms of the physical

do not have their beauty or youth to hide behind and “cash” in on  🙂 

The shadow self believes join this material structure

and feels pain when it starts to stagnate

starts to deteriorate

starts to weaken 

Then the truth of the finite is revealed experientially 

and the true nature of the individual human being’s inner power

inner world 

For more on this esoteric meaning click here

Today the heart of the matter is revealed

as to the human being’s ability

to create 

Heaven on Earth

and

Hell on Earth

Anything heavenly that is healthy

and

expanding joy 

Anything that is hurtful and creating pain

For example:

When the individual does not have access to something material …

the source of heavenly feelings…

then how does that feel?

How is the individual dependent ?

on what ?

What does that allow to happen?

What else could happen instead ?

We are all moving towards release from co dependency

by understanding how co dependency feels 

and how it is a polarity 😉 

It can feel so good at one time

and then…

the price of experiencing that

is often felt later

To create a “high” means there has to be a “low”

Hitchhiker’s Guide to the galaxy 

The meaning of life

The Universe and 

Everything is…

42

Uranus Opposition time

Added together = 6 

Balance 

Everything allows this process

Everything is love in action

and the more the individual embraces that

and take responsibility for anything and everything that is incoming right now

with the intention of healing 

then …

the solutions are found

the individual goes beyond the pain\by feeling the pain

and understanding all of the things that allowed it to be manifest

and with that wisdom

the individual 

becomes wise 

and shares that with others in whatever way they feel to

and sometimes

that is simply with a smile to their fellow human being

When a person is truly coming from a place of compassion 

miracles occur 

This is a very different space to lip service people pleasing 

This is an integrated inner space 

and it takes discipline 

courage 

and the ability to walk through the shadow of death

over and over

A film that I love that I feel captures the essence of this

Man on Fire

Love to your process and being the change you want to see 🙂

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Today in the Uk

Leo Moon waning at 1 degree:

LEO 1
A divorced husband and wife enjoying each other’s company.
The little ego desires what it does not desire, needs what it does not need. It goes after most avidly what it later finds is so very different from what would be good to have. But then things turn again and even the most unconscious patterns reveal their redemptive glory. It all depends on where you are along the spectrum: the initial expansion, the inevitable contraction to follow, or the tempered and seasoned expansion later. In the middle point, it can be hell. But things start out so amazingly and they end up as such a gold mine of experience and self-understanding from all this. Much of life is midstream and involves meeting shadows, enduring reversals, and basically being forced to go absolutely everywhere you never wanted to go. The reason it comes out right in the end is that you move through all of it and discover there is somebody in here who knows how to do that and who remains unscarred, not even discouraged, and is just waiting for the next opening to take up the Earth’s schooling in the way that fiery souls invite and welcome, strangely enough.

I think this sums it up really well ?

Red Moon Wavespell ~ the alchemy

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Red Moon Wavespell

Day 3

Alchemy

Blue Electric Monkey

Again in today’s blog all the beautiful artwork is by 

Emily Balivet

unless otherwise stated

A 13 Clear Sign Day

The 13 clear signs are the magical alchemical process 

Here is an earlier blog I wrote about this

Human Evolution

The balancing process of the human being 

as the chalice of the spirit

Angelic Self 

Consciously Co Creating with the human being in the Universe

This Mayan 13 clear sign is the Penultimate Sign

The 12th Sign of the process

The Galactic Signature and process that allows

The Crystal Complex Structure

of 

The Human Being Chalice

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What does this mean in simple terms ?

For the consciously aware human being it means 

transformation of our shadow experiences

Everything that our ego has perceived so far in this life

As 

“bad”

hurtful

“wrong”

Is the key to becoming the crystal clear chalice

All the problems

Are the solutions 

Today this spiral falls on All Hallows Eve 

Halloween

The day of the dead

It is a time when the veil is very thin

and if we choose 

we can connect to our ancestors 

hear their wisdom

hear their wise words

reflections on their life experiences 

and feel this in our dna 

through our intuition

through our sacred feminine echoes

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If you read the two previous blogs

you have all the info you need to do this process for yourself

You do not need to know anything about

the Mayan Matrix

Astrology

or 

anything else for that matter

All these things are simply tools for the human being 🙂

You know what your own inner child hurts are

Your emotions reveal what is seeking healing 

and all that is required is the willingness

to heal them for yourself

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and

so it is 🙂 

This is the key

to all 

magickal mystery 

Today in the UK

The Moon is in Cancer 

Waning at the time of writing

6 degrees:

CANCER 6
The medusa’s head with writhing snakes for hair.
Karma is frequently anticipated and anxiously dreaded. We know we must confront whatever we have given power to haunt us. Ancestors, collective undertows, personal mistakes of the past, everything comes due. And so there must be the utmost honesty and integrity, dedication and perseverance, to cut right through the gathering storm clouds and rescue or redeem what is essential, what is vital. When karma is this palpable and heavy duty, the only skillful means is to cultivate a life-giving perspective and to inject all of the negativity with this elixir, until there is nothing further to worry about. Because you have become forward looking enough to turn any past around and to make any darkness luminous from within, and to be able to walk on.

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Pic by Caravaggio

Cancer is the 4th house in the natural Zodiac

It is the structure of all the Mother Wounding 

If you do know your astrology

See what is in your 4th house 

to reveal the structure of your Mothering and Nurturing energy signatures

Here is an esoteric article by Dane Rudhyar if you wish to go deeper

On day 1 ~ Thursday 29 October something initiated around honesty and authenticity

On day 2 ~ Friday 30 October  some challenge arrived ~ new learning

Day 3 Today you can blend them together ~ Co Create 

When we use these ancient tools that are gifted by our ancestors

Life becomes even more wonderful

As we remember who we really are

and

What we are here to do at this time

Love to you and your alchemical process

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Red Earth ~ integration day

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Integration

Red Galactic Earth

Day

Today we are in the

8th day

of the

White Dog Wavespell

The Mayan Moon is also in synch as it is Electric Moon day 8

This is the 14th Wavespell

and has a 

Mayan Clear Sign

especially for the alchemist 

travelling consciously 

walking the walk

as well

as talking the talk

on the heart path

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This was yesterday

26 September 2015

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

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Bear with me as I am writing this in

SuperMoon energy

in Pisces 

The most psychic opening potentiality

Mercury

My Saturn and Chiron in Pisces

in my first house

have been energetically swiped this morning

so

I am accessing vast resources of new learning

and

struggling to focus in

and

chunk down into bite size pieces

to share

as I have been following so many cookie trails

and

the practicals of day to day life as a human being

which is challenging for most

right now on planet earth

and essential to master

if one chooses to be calm

in the eye of the storm

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and

my challenges being considerably minimal

compared to many poor souls

drifting around literally on the stormy seas cast adrift

and

for my place of being

I am truly grateful

and

feeling so blessed

as to where I am right now

Added to that I am menstruating

so no easy task to be rational

when at my most chaotic 😉 

This Red Earth signature

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Article about Schumann frequency

 

is the energetic of

my Mayan Year

and

I am re~connecting with it today 

for integration 

noticing what is flowing

and

what is not

opening to what is seeking emotional release

to allow new beginnings

so timely as we are:

Hot on the heels of the lunar eclipse coming up in Aries 

in the UK that is at 0250 Universal time on the 28th of September

It is at 4 degrees Aries:

ARIES 4
A cup overflowing with clear water.
Magic when someone is ready and willing to stand there and allow all of existence to stream and pour through them. They shall activate the forces of magic, the return of wonder, and the feeling for what can be. Abandoning yourself to the frequency of boundless discovery in naive, raw, initial disclosure–exhilarated, ecstatic, triumphant. Unable to contain yourself one moment longer. So enthusiastic and alive that you must find kin, playmates to go places with and cut loose together. A state of being that begs to be shared, that must be spoken, invoked, and honored. It is the release point for a flood of new impuls- es, and when given full momentum, it rallies, inspires, sets the world on fire, and laughs so delightedly and uproariously that no one can resist joining in.

Here are some articles on this:

Astroalchemy

Shannon Port

Mystic Mamma

Darkstar Astrology

This energy totally connects with the Mayan Galactic Signature of this year

White Planetary Wizard

White Wizard is number 14 in the Mayan 20 signs

It is the first mastery sign of the 7 seals

Signs 1 to 13

being the human being energy process codes

for the alchemy awakening human being

Red Earth

is a mastery process

it is Mayan Sign number 17

number 8

More about the Mayan Signs

in this

fab pdf

by

Ferrusca

It’s

Planet is Uranus

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Lots of rings and moons

Many moons being named after

Shakespeare characters

in the play’s

Midsummer Night’s Dream 

and 

The Tempest

and the others after Alexander Pope’s play

Rape of the lock

this is no coincidence of course

these are cosmic codes

also 

what is very much coming up

for transformation on our planet now 

is 

right relationship

and

an awareness of how

many people are being manipulated

with the full conscious intent of other human beings 

to continue thousands of years of enslavement 

Taking a lock of someone’s hair without permission

is theft

and done with such knowledge 

and that creates an outcome

this is a magickal framework

in itself 

 

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one source used for this was

Comte de Gabalis 

This is happening in a massive way

on the world stage now

and

awareness

is

gathering at the perfect time

as patterns and cycles

are

repeated for human evolution

and this time around

there

can be a very different manifestation

as more human beings

start to decide

to take the initiative

having been initiated

to create new ways of relating

that truly lead to harmony

rather than

a false feeling of temporary bliss on tap

that fades very quickly

like a rose in the desert sun

without water to nourish it 

the rose of the English garden idyll

on the other hand …

has ample supplies of rain

something the Brits are always on about

often not seeing that 

the source of their complaint

is also the source of the radiant beauty

ROSE_WATER

What is being brought to light

now on planet earth

through each individual ?

The process of coming to centre

and

connecting to source within

and

for the alchemist working within

this means transforming all that the mind perceives as “bad”

having originally embedded

that “bad experience”

with

emotional coding

that 

is a red alert to the individual and will keep flagging up 

on every level 

to create a feeling of

disconnection to source

un safety

lack

and

in a unique way for each individual

so whatever the individual has experienced

and

continues to know as that

and

on a shared collective unconscious level for universal code

The emotional mind does this through feelings

and creates a conditioned response

activated through feelings

matching

the original unsafe dynamic 

Once the individual

becomes very aware of

how they do this

the code is unveiled 

and 

freedom can begin

and 

 using a different framework

the curse

can be lifted

because the key is there

the flame has been lit of cosmic fire for that initiate 

Here is a lovely video

to allow the mind to connect with

sound and vision structure

purposefully created to allow centrelines with source

Back to Magic

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The Ouroboros process of enlightenment

begins 

The Wands Ignite

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Book of Thoth 5

The Root of the powers of fire

This day is connected to 

The Circle of Fifths

~ new to me

Followed the Mayan Cookie Trail too which connected to

Yellow Resonant Warrior …

Popol Vuh 

The underworld ~ key to Persephone time ~ Xibalba

The Bacabs

Magickal workings of the Bacabs

chant 42 from ritual of the Bacabs

which also has links to

The Book of Revelations

Have you made your

Book of Shadows

yet ?

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As I am finishing this blog

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I have just come back from a walk in the twilight

looking at the magickal moon 

with the man I love 

and

really feeling that this is a potent time of amazing new beginnings

It is electric

It is a knowingness

It is 

Wow 

Feel the way time now

Recognising the wisdom of our heart

and how it feels

More and more

There is a halo around the moon which perfectly matches this degree:

Pisces at 29 degrees

PISCES 30
A large halo in ring formation around the moon.
The Earth is pregnant with alternate futures. Each of her progeny, each possible future could become the one chosen. The criteria center around whichever future stream is most genuinely surrendered to the highest will. It is the same microcosmically as macrocosmically. Many souls are pregnant with alternate futures. The one that prevails will likely be the one most surrendered to the absolute, the most rightful. You feel burstingly full of visions, possibilities, worlds, and streams. And you know that so very much shall pass away, but what is essential will keep on coming. It is very hard to tell who is who and what is what, which way to lean or how to conceive the way it shall go. But if you stay rooted in your inward awareness and enduring core sensibility, you will be tapped as a vessel for what is to be, and that is all you need to know.

This is the key to destiny 

Remember that Pisces in the 12th house

reveals past lives

the past in this life

and

how our emotions reveal

how we feel

and

what we are holding onto 

To move on takes emotional release 

I have just started this years

Persephone Path Online Course

with a small group of people

tuning into 

Asteroid Archetypes

and it is 

amazing

Building on the energy of last year 

It is getting stronger

When we do what we love

Trust what our heart yearns for

and pursue that

It is a time of great wonder and learning

Love to you and your new beginnings

We are all in this together

Let’s dance and remember that the angels are here to guide us

When we open

The Magical Process Revealed by the Mayan King

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The Magical Process

revealed by the Mayan King 

Pacal Votan 

Today is the most powerful magical mayan code

in the entire 260 day process

because it is the new learning

for the transformation of the human being 

now 

All I can offer you is my experience

I cannot give any more than that

I believe everyone on this earth is a channel for the divine

We are the cup holders of the God and Goddess creative force

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I did not consciously choose to walk this path

and share this information as a human being 🙂 

I am learning more and more to let go and be guided

I chose this before life on earth 

I started to connect to this calendar when I began

my 13 year cycle of Blue Hand on my birthday in 2009

I went to Kephalonia and Florence on my birthday

to a family wedding of another Blue hand 😉 

I am a Blue Solar Hand 

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I was awakened to this consciousness of this code

by a

Blue Solar Eagle 

Nines are the Gateways 

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More about that here ~  Pacal Votan 

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 Blue Solar Eagle is The Gateway Master

of my pure sign process 13 day process 

The Galactic Signature of

Blue Hand 

I did not understand the language of the Mayan Process

I resonated with the message and I knew it was truth

My Mayan Sign is part of this magical process

It is one of the 13 Clear Signs 

This 13 day process

Blue Storm

is the catalyst code that initiated

at the

Summer Solstice

in this current 260 day cycle 

Storm

I have touched on this briefly in past blogs 

I share it as I learn it

as I feel to

as I am guided

as I channel the information

Co Creating with this 260 day process for 4 years now

Soon going into the 5th Year 

Each number of the 13 steps has a code

Has a function

Has a process embedded within it 

I can talk to you all day about it

and

it will bounce off 

It will not make any sense 😉

apart from what is relevant for you at the perfect time for you

It is not meant to be learned en masse that is the anti thesis of it

and the spiral of it

and the feminine of it  

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This is what the new code coming in 

is about

This is not about intellectual understanding

This is about connecting to

Source 

Being the process 

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Downloading what each person needs to access

at the moment they need it 

Just like Neo in the Matrix

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If you believe that science fiction is not real

then this is not for you….

not yet 😉 

All creations on this earth come from the divine 

Everything is a download and cannot be owned by a human being 

All that I share in my blogs is from somewhere else

filtered through the personality of me 

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The more I evolve my personality and release it 

The more I access 

The more open I become 

to divine will

and the paradox happens

the more free I become 

This is not a concept 

This is a process 🙂 

Getting our ego out of the way 

So what does it all mean?

Time for the human being to realise the truth of who they really are 

In one sense it is the same as all other ways of the wise

The Tree of Life is here to be seen

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The codes of the human being ready

to do the inner alchemical process

are here

on the lid of Pacal Votan’s Tomb 

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There are 13 Signs

There are 13 processes that they are linked to 

The Blue Castle is the third Castle 

The Transformation Cauldron 

 

Initiated by Red Serpent ~ what we are working with all year in focus this year

Relationships 

The nervous system and the maturation of the reptilian survival brain 

moving from survive to thrive 

Love

The Asteroid belt 

It is the Alchemical transformation of the Red Castle

~  that started on the 4th of April ~ 52 days 

4 x 13 process days of awakening code working to evolve the human being 

This was what we were awakening to for new beginnings initiated by Red Dragon Wavespell

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Here is a document holding the codes on my

Resources Page 

Aries Sun

Libra Moon 

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Princess of Wands Thoth

Followed by The White Castle ~ starting on 

Initiated by Red Skywalker

on May 26

The human being ready to do the Great Work

and bring Heaven to Earth

through themselves 

through their actions

coming from clear space

The Fool in Tarot

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4 x 13 day process days of refining the previous 52 days experience 

It was in Red Skywalker 13 day process that I began my relationship with this process in earnest 

I was ready to do the work 

It was time for me to do it

I went to a workshop at the positive living Group 

it was a talk with Jon McCarthy

02/11/2011

Scorpio Gateway 

Self Existing Moon 16 

on the planetary cycle 

White Rhythmic Wizard 

I bought a calendar

I did as he bid ~ be the process

Learn with your heart not your head 

move the blue tac each day

tune in

know what your next learning is 

follow the cosmic cookie trail that is co creation with your universal self 

Be the process

Get in the rhythm of letting the magic flow through us 

The Moon Goddess structure 

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So now we are at the heart of the matter 

The spinal column

The core

Today is Yellow Lunar Human

It’s planet is Earth

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It is my Yellow Castle 

I am in a Yellow Human Year ~ last few days

Each year on our birthday we enter a process

One of four Mayan Signs 

We also have a 13 Year Cycle

again one of the same four signs

Wheels within wheels 

It is complex 

Life is complex and amazing

and…

I am a simple woman

If I can learn it and do it

Anyone can 😉 

It allows balance of heart and mind

Masculine and Feminine

Awareness of the code that is creating all that is 

How Wow is that ?

Cosmic

So in personal terms

to help you see a personal experiential perspective

As I blogged yesterday 

My 13 year cycle began in 2009

I was in a paradoxical time 

par for the course for me 🙂 

When I give up what my ego believes is my way and “career”

Usually because whatever relationship I am in 

work

love

no difference on any relationship

because they are simply mirroring what is going on inside

Miracles happen

I shed a snake skin

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to do that

I have to have the courage to listen to my heart

and my soul wisdom

which is difficult when the ego has a conflict around survival and goes into melt down

In 2007 and I had learned new tools to help me listen to this part of me 

All aligned perfectly for this future unravelling process

to

feel this part of me having a panic attack

be with it 

learn from it 

The child within feeling unsafe because of life experiences

past life experiences

ancestral codes

cultural codes 

ancient history running in my cellular self 

Emotional Freedom Technique is part of a ritual of recapitulation

It is shamanic

it is ancient wisdom

it is genuflection

free of any manipulation of wisdom by religious distortion

it is simply a process that allows the human being to accept 

everything

all of the human beings current and past life process

past life process usually creating present process

and

not allowing presence

not allowing clear consciousness of the human being

emotional past embedded experiences getting in the way of that

Albert Einstein quote simplified ~ one cannot create the solution to the problem from the same energetic framework ~ clear the feelings and distortions labelling a situation as a “problem” 

Get clear

Access source assistance 

Move into a whole new way of being

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So today is the clear sign

Yellow Lunar Human

All day 2’s in the 13 day process are Lunar 

New learning days

Shadow days

Moon Days 

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Where can we get clear of our veil 

What is perfectly timed and aligned to do that?

Ask and receive your guidance

What is feeling uncomfortable ?

What is pushing your buttons emotionally?

You do not need to understand all the Mayan Calendar to do this

Understanding yourself is the key 😉 

Letting yourself feel is the key

Being open to feeling all the pain body is the doorway 

Emotional Freedom Technique is gas and air for the soul birthing process 🙂 

Do you feel loved and accepted?

What has been happening to you recently that is feeling painful ?

Maybe in your heart?

Maybe in your body ~ the body reveals the true state of energy flowing and does not lie unlike the ego mind who has lots of ways to mask the pain with avoidance techniques and childish ways of relationship 

Our human body is our philosopher’s stone

This is the key to soul alchemy 

The alignment between the body and the spirit 

Being embodied 

Being love through personal acceptance of our human being history

Here is a wonderful video

by Lovely Leo Tom 

This explains what is happening in a planetary sense right now

and

how the planetary movements are working with the stardust within us 

the energetic codes 

the galaxy quest that is our energetic structure 

Letting go by transforming the ego is key

otherwise we are bound to the labyrinth of our mind 

The myth of the Labyrinth

is the process of using the golden thread

our Goddess self

Ariadne 

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showing us the way out of our mind 

the hamster wheel 

any belief that we are not worthy

In 2010 on my birthday

I was done with my property developing path

I was learning about who I believed I was

I knew about the Mayan Calendar

I knew about my Mayan Sign

I had felt drawn to visit Glastonbury at Aries time ~ new beginnings

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It was an EFT conference and I felt drawn to go

I had felt at home there

I had a huge emotional release 

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I went to play a Mayan Game and felt connected in many ways

I was meeting new people in different locations 

I went to the Goddess Conference at the Mayan New Year 

Red Overtone Moon

The heart of authenticity and honesty year in this 13 year cycle of Red Moon that started in 2006

I knew I had to come and live in Glastonbury 

I started to visit 

In February 2011 I did my first Open Your Heart Retreat 

We moved here in August 2011 and were nearly homeless because the original plan made earlier at Mercury Retrograde

fell through

We booked into a holiday cottage called Dreamtime 

We found the house we live in now with one week to go 

I had faith that I was meant to be here

I came 

I got the perfect place to match my structure that I needed to evolve 

and I offer you this

This is always happening to everyone 😉 

If you believe your ego  is in charge of your life ….

Really ?

Everything is perfectly aligned and a match for where we are in our evolution process

and if that is feeling stark and dark then it is down to the human being to learn how to transform that manifestation by learning what codes of conduct created it 🙂 

Then heal it

Then release it on all levels

Then create something different 

Phoenix process

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The more we let go of our past now

and the more we are free to be the gift that we bring

Have courage 

Fall 

and be held 

by your divine self 

Remember the times when you were young and the magic happened?

When you had the courage to speak your truth?

When you took action even though you were afraid ?

and…

it all worked out ?

Spectacularly on a heart level ?

 

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Maybe didn’t fit the ego tick box of yourself or others

in your conventional circle

who thought you should be “responsible” and “conform” ?

When I was in my 17th year

I was in

Yellow Cosmic Human

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It was spectacular for my Midheaven Sagi self  at 4 degrees:

SAGITTARIUS 4
A young prince undresses to bathe in a pool.
Seeking your own reflection. Willing to go to any lengths to divest yourself of that which stands between yourself and your world. Seeking a path, a practice, a journey from an insulated way of life to a vitally engaged way of life, but hung up at the point of giving yourself completely over. Stalling for time, reaching for excuses, pulling in escapes and perpetuations of the status quo, you linger on the brink between one world and another. Propelled forward, but equally jerked backward. Destiny shall assert itself in a forward direction at the right time. And before that happens the drama of “will he, won’t he?” dominates consciousness and energy, keeping everything tense, fascinating, and hopeful.

This reminds me of the pool scene in Joe Black 

warning explicit content 🙂

This is also directly connected to my Merlin Asteroid in my 9th house ~ completion house

Great article about Merlin Asteroid :

Merlin Asteroid Article

The third degree 😉 

SAGITTARIUS 3
Clouds overhead seen in a reflecting pool.
Enlightenment rarely comes by pursuing straight lines, by following predictable tracks. If you wish to find the secrets to the mysteries, you must give yourself over completely to the flux and to the ferment, and allow the winds of destiny to prevail entirely. This immediate sense world casts a very different glow than the heavens ever could. By identifying yourself with each shifting nuance, every flicker of instantaneous movement, you find the inner worlds way to waking up here in this Earth. But this journey is a perilous one, for you become awash in so many far-flung spheres, and there is no map and there are no shortcuts. You must somehow see right through your own most addictive and compulsive impulses, and ride the wild waves homeward through sheer presence of mind and gut conviction that everywhere leads to the same place. And that if you find yourself cast into any corner of fate it is the one perfect place to get home free within, if you can hang on and let go and never lose your sense of humor.

Today’s Tarot Card this illustrates this beautifully

8 of swords

Interference 

Thoth

8 of swords

Let you of mind dictating imbalance

and creating dictatorships

to free humankind 

Currently Leo Moon at 7 degrees in the UK as I finish this

LEO 7
A very weak cup of tea.
The outward performance is thin and tenuous, not much there at all. The inner journey is huge. You are concentrating so utterly upon the cosmic mysteries that all personal and even individual reputation and reflection seem pathetically small and insignificant. You are being zapped by huge forces, taken on the cosmic grand tour. As the deep inner opens, the surface outer becomes formal and almost wooden. You are called away. Rarely present in a human context. It all depends upon how far you are willing and able to go with this. If you blast free into an expanded selfhood activation, everything will form around that whole new world to be in. But if, as so often happens, you are not quite here, but not quite all there yet either, the transitions can be excruciating; as you prepare for the infinite life, but are hooked back into the regular life and snagged by image and impression. For you will be consistently reflected back to self as one fragment of yourself and this can be awkward and inwardly agonizing. All you want is to wake up and become your greater self. And meanwhile your lesser self has lots to handle, standing in for someone who is never quite home.