The day of Alchemy
Another way to look at this
is the spiral that birthed this year
in the 13 year cycle on planet earth
We are on Year 8 of a 13 year cycle
Yellow Galactic Seed
which is on Day 8 of this Wavespell
Last year this Wavespell began on
July 19 2013
So if you choose you can remember what you were doing then….
and are revisiting now
This energy is the catalyst now that is also the catalyst for the whole year
It was a Blue Resonant Storm Year in 2012
so we are working with this energy to catalyse us this year
to enable us to take off our ego masks
I always learn a lot when I go to visit my birth tribe and where I hail from.
I haven’t been to the place of my birth but the place where I raised my family and spent the longest time in one place as an adult.
As a fire sign I have been to many place to create my central pattern.
Lots of insights today about this and how I have changed…
and therefore changed my relationships.
This is another key secret on the mastery of centring path.
Remember that although our focus is on ourself
we are interacting on many levels and influencing the whole of the universe ~ as we are a part of the whole
~ whether we believe that to be true or not 🙂
This is difficult to describe in many ways as it so much more than I can speak of as you know ~ I’ll give it a go 🙂
There is a Universal Script that affects us all ~ everything
This script is filtered by each part of the universe in the way that part believes and receives
When we are seeking to heal ourselves holistically and live free from fear and all it’s creation codes
one of the primary secrets is
that our beliefs shape our relationship with the universe
and this belief system affects everything else
So this is key to creating well being and recovery from any illness or way of living that feels lacking/painful in some way
This is the process of alchemy
This is hidden in our shadow scripts until we are ready to lift the lid
and explore our personal Pandora’s box
Let’s say we believe we have to do something at a certain time
and our will is “hell bent” on getting that to happen
If it is not meant to happen at that time ~ it won’t
and we will get lots of learning at that time about what it means to do that will pushing
Because in order for us to hold that belief we have certain behaviours that we use
Let’s say we believe that someone else
is responsible for our being healthy
and that the only way to be well
is down to what we put into ourselves
that is our scripted story of belief
The universe can only bring us what we believe to be true in accordance with it’s own objective structure
and it’s basis for that
is to evolve through our evolution following a plan
otherwise we wouldn’t have a seasonal script or a what a day is script etc
They are all cosmic programmes to give an analogy ~ script that are running
So if that is a core belief then how can we heal ourselves?
To understand that this is not a truth
only our truth at this moment ~
We go through a process of experiential learning
All learning experiences themselves go through a process ~ a spiral just like the Wavespell
So for me as a child I went through lots of experiences of health and ill health
how the society of that time deemed health was achieved
and I went through a spiral
I went through my conditioning and education by society
When I reached adult hood I had lots of experience of the medical model
and how it felt to be on the receiving end of that
When I became a mother I was now in a second position of learning
What had I experienced and what did I feel was something I wanted to continue with my children?
I was brand new at motherhood
and so I felt that I was not able to feel comfortable with making informed opinion about many things
because I had not” done” motherhood before
So I went for a combination of approaches which often brought me to a place of high anxiety
Trust my head and the medical model/science etc?
Trust my family and friends opinion?
Trust my gut and instincts ?
Over time I learned to balance what I was receiving as to information and what I knew from life experience and my patterns…
and my heart wisdom
I started to see how this instinctual knowledge ~ our tribal lineage ~
is devalued in our consumer society
and how the system of health was operating a system designed to disempower the individual
to create a dependency on the so called “expert” and the corporate that was training that “expert” to be conditioned with that belief system
This came on the back of earlier experiential learning with my education of a similar format
At 15 my free spirit kicked in and started questioning ~ in a big way ~ what I was being
told about who I was and what my role was in society
This also happened to coincide with my going into new worlds of exploration with certain fungus families and conscious raising herbs 🙂
So part of me ~ as a people pleaser ~ loves to conform and please and create harmony
Another part loves to rebel ~ anti establishment and busting conditioning cocoons
I love learning and had a huge appetite for it and am an open book for seeing different ways of being
and that has to be a match for me and my values
This can get me into deep water at times as I am often playing the fool
and seeing the positive whilst ignoring the darker aspects that are revealed later on
The universe brings me this as my learning path of course ~ my ego ticks me off or cheers me on in whatever way I am not meeting it’s emotional demands based on it’s old school ways of being 🙂
It wants the quick fix after all because it is how it is designed to get what it needs now to survive
I have always spoken up….eventually
This has been very challenging ~
nearly getting struck off by my doctor for example
I have chosen to keep going with this although sometimes this has brought huge uncomfortable situations in life
All I can say on this is keep going with your truth telling part from the heart
because it is essential to not only your evolution but the entire universe’s 🙂
Our ego ~ that creates our patterns on one level ~ our emotional mind ~ is operating an insanity code that does not create well being
Remember the universe does not judge
and many paradoxes that are outside the field of what our mind knows and labels….
right or wrong
as Rumi quotes
As we work energetically and emotionally these paradoxes are revealed at the perfect time
when we are ready and able to accommodate them through revealing our heart wisdom
by being it
Being the change we want to see
There is always a reason ~ we live in a causality framework ~ for everything~
only the ego denial denies that to avoid certain uncomfortable realities
and cause and effect that it does not like as to believe
as that would mean ~ it hasn’t got any control over that ~ which of course is true ~ it hasn’t 🙂
Everything happens for a reason and as an individual we may not be privy to that.
All that is happening in our universe is allowing learning to happen and so this creates a new way of being.
To get to a place of living in harmony and being healthy we go through all the stages that lead up that ….
which involve living out of harmony and getting sick
so we understand what has created that place of being
Everything starts with a positive intention ~ look for a solution to sickness for example
At the time this happened in the West there was lots of revolution
As our consciousness as a whole was based on very literal control mechanisms then that gave rise to lots of that manifesting
Projecting of emotion and blaming
Making other people responsible
Outside ~ In approach
Discomfort caused by others
Now we are at a place of realising that we create our reactions
We choose how we feel
We take responsibility for that
Very young children cannot deal with their emotional state
because they do not have the mechanisms in place to do that
and have to receive as they are dependent
They feel what they feel
and they take on whatever is in their circle of influence ~
hence lots of inflammatory childhood manifestations of anger
with childhood dis ~eases
So the medical model creates a fix ~ immunise ~ which then becomes ~ vaccinate .
Aha the ego has a cure to control this “dis ~ ease ” and later it becomes big business
In reality it is simply a mask ~ just like all other ego mechanisms ~
This mask has it’s benefits but it isn’t addressing the core issue ~
the anger in our society because of how our society is relating to itself
and the planet and all it’s resources and beings
We are now at a time of addressing this because we have had sufficient learning about the fix outside ourselves
and it is becoming known in all circles how are beliefs shape how we live our lives
Through lots of experience with drugs and vaccines we are aware of how they do not create healing
when the core issue is suppressed.
They only deal with the symptoms.
We know talking about things over and over gives some release ~
brings the inside outside
and in whatever way we believe we do relationship of being heard ~
it works on some level
It doesn’t create a two way relationship on it’s own
with ourself and the universe
which is the essential process
If we are so stuck in our ego and it’s will be done…
then it is so
and we are held in our past and the nature of that is….
We cannot fully access our now
If we believe someone else has to take responsibility for our health and well ~being as an adult
then we cannot heal ourselves because we are giving that power to someone else ?
If we believe we catch an illness of someone ~
then other people have the power to make us sick
and the only way to avoid that is to avoid other people and immunise ?
If we believe that men are the masculine and only men can have authority ~
then only men can authorise and give permission ?
If we believe that we create our own reality with our beliefs ….
If these beliefs are resistant because of being controlled and manipulated in the past ~ they create resistance….
Resistance creates feelings of….
anger? despair? frustration? grief?
That creates behaviour of….
Trying to get control?
When we decide to take our power back we own our emotional responses
and decide to understand
what has created that response
and be able to create a different one that comes as a result of new learning
This new learning comes when we let go of the old on all levels
That can only happen when we let go of living in our past
because our past feels safer than today
because it is our comfort zone
the paradox is that comfort zone is here to be changed and that is the nature of the universe
Our past learning doesn’t match today’s world
When we are having a relationship with someone
and they are behaving in a way we do not like
and this creates an emotional response in us
Here is a different way to see that if you choose
First of all connect with your feelings
What feelings are they triggering in you that feel uncomfortable?
As soon as you can focus on these feelings
as they are the most important aspect of this event to be given full attention and process
They are always triggered as a result of a past event(s)
The older we are, the more trauma we have experienced and the bigger the emotional response
if we have done no conscious emotional alchemy process
This is what is commonly known as post traumatic disorder
Every human being has this experience on some level
because we all experience trauma every day in some way ~ such is life in the western world
What I mean by that is
we get other people behaving in a way we do not like ~
it’s the end of times and this is happening exactly for that reason ~
to birth something new now.
I use EFT ~ tapping
Tapping works because it allows us to connect with all levels of our being using ancient wisdom tools
It only works on an emotional level when we connect to our emotions 🙂
Tap on this emotion and love and accept it if you can
When we are ready to heal event this the universe aligns us with the perfect vehicle for triggering it ~
at the perfect time
for the other people involved ~ and there will be many ripples going out in this chain reaction
for the universal plan that we are all major players in
Remember that 🙂
Be with how you feel ~ this is an essential part of the process ~
being present with your whole emotional self without judging or labelling if you can
Keep tapping on this place of being and the emotion will go down and you will have an energetic release ~
may be yawning, feeling tired, burping 🙂
Then you will get insights as to what this is connected to ~ similar events from the past
The more you start to do this and the more your mind opens up to reveal this to you….
because you are ready to deal with it
Remember the pattern of evolution of a child continues …..
When we have the coping mechanisms to deal with things
then we are ready to deal with things
Most people don’t have these abilities or awareness
and so stick
to doing their coping mechanisms
which create a solution in some way
We all do this on some level
It is how the integration process works
We live in a society that is led by avoidance and dishonesty processes
because they are the cornerstones underpinning it’s very existence
It is what it is because human consciousness is where it is
If we do not have people on different place of learning and evolution then we cannot have this process happening
The person who is playing the role of our trigger allows this to happen ~ this is the key relationship process is all and the more we use a personal alchemy process the more this is revealed to us
As we start to become experientially more response~ able ~ we know we are creating our response
The more we let go of emotions from the past and so the volcano isn’t there any more
The more we do not react because there is no trigger in us
and this gives rise to the saying
When we change everything changes
When a person does something to us that we do not like
We do not relate back in an emotionally charged way
and so there is a different interaction
This again is what many people do not realise
because they don’t yet understand
the emotional, energetic, vibrational nature of the universe
When we interact we others no matter what is coming out of our mouth ~ our script that is often dishonest
because it isn’t really the truth of what is in our heart
We are bringing all of us to the table 🙂
All of our selves are there and so we get the causality of that
The only way to change that is to change that within us
and learn different ways of relating if we do not already know this relationship skills ~ honest , respectful, communication
Being balanced in our masculine and feminine
Everything happens for us at the perfect time and we have free will to relate and be in the universe at whatever level we choose
We choose powerfully by choosing to know ourselves 🙂
To evolve ourself
To strengthen our core and live in right relationship code and transform our ego
Light up our own catalytic convertor within
Be the lightening within
Be the thunder being of the Blue Storm
The more we release our resistance
The more we let go of our limitations
The more we take our pawn status to that of the Queen who can go anywhere as the liberated lady of the game of black and white
Move from Queen of Ego….
by being Alice
painted by that illuminator painter again ….
Following this cookie trail has revealed magical connections which are revealed if you look on the page link for Dante above.
There is a photograph of him at the bottom , which was taken by …
Charles Lutwidge Dodgson
This can also be seen in tarot as
Which just happens to be….
The card of the day
for a leading Leo in my life
and this is dedicated to her
for being such an inspiration in my life
The more we become aware of how the universe really works
through understanding the aspect of it that is….
the more we can face our challenges in life with courage
Ready to rock
Be the fool wholeheartedly