Yellow Star Wavespell ~ code personified

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Yellow Star Wavespell

Last 13 day code of the Matrix

Saw my first rabbit of the year out at the back of the garden 

Lamat is the Mayan name for Yellow Star

and one of the totems is the

rabbit

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The key to this last Wavespell

is seeing how our

Starcode

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is being allowed to manifest

it’s

clear code

which depends on how much self awareness the individual has…

in particular about itself

and the universe the individual lives in

and how much inner alchemical work the individual has done on all levels:

Intellectually

Energetically

Emotionally

to heal

since the individual’s journey began in this life

to create balance and flow

of the masculine and feminine within

heart and mind

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This is revealed by the fruits of those labours now

as to:

How we are living from the heart

How we are living from our ego

According to the level of personal consciousness 

we are currently co creating with

and…

it is all scripted

Do we choose our role playing ?

Do we select a part to play ?

Are we being played

as we are not yet willing

or ready to take responsibility for our life 

here on planet earth

It can be a bit of a mind spinner trying to figure it out ;-)

there is a simple way 

feel

and if the individual is not feeling in a good place

then there is code that has been corrupted by the life experience so far

and this is the simple starting point

When the individual starts to be more and more present

and still

 

stops doing distractions

allows the thoughts and feelings that do not feel good

to be heard and felt

and if possible

accepted and understood

The individual realises that

everything experienced is a highly subjective soul journey

a personal mission impossible

designed uniquely

and

constantly updating

in a Quantum Universe

that is also reactive to the individuals that are a part of it

rather a complex living consciousness….

whereas the ego structured society created by the ego 

is often fixed 

and rigid

which can be abrasive

as the cogs jar

and create resistance

to natural rhythms

calcify and crystallise 

inside the human being too

stop the flow of life and love and light

which is what is happening to most of society’s structures right now

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At the moment I can see all my patterns

so significantly

and I am so tired of so many of them

and as I am going through layers of healing and understanding

I often wonder

what on earth was I thinking ?

and no doubt will continue to do so throughout my life

as that is the nature of an evolving learning journey

and

that due to this design

we cannot see everything all at once

otherwise we would not be a part of

the universal web

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that is also evolving

and that is what this amazing matrix of 

the Wavespell calendar

reveals

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Key to the way of working with the calendar and

the returning Sacred Feminine

is that we learn to commune with our universal self

and develop autodidactic learning strategies

and habits

that create new patterns

and

this is key

to being in relationship with the calendar consciously

and therefore in alignment with the universal codes

and energies

that the individual’s code is dancing with

there is a lot to learn

which takes patience and being open to new ways as an essential pre-requisite 

All the answers for our personal journey

and healing are already within us

this is the essence of the galactic teaching of the

Red Moon 13 year cycle we are currently in 

Red Moon Year 9 now

no need to look elsewhere

our answers are right there in our life so far

and this holds the seeds of our future 

all of our futures as we are all intrinsically linked

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Like all systems I can only present a theory of how this works

as is true of everything

we believe about our universe

this theory is ancient

and was hidden in exclusive mystery groups and is now…

like everything

emerging into the wider world

to be seen

We can propose a hypothesis of how something works

and then see it fulfilled in action

however as the universe changes

so do the frameworks

and that can be unsettling for the ego mind

The difference that makes the difference

is that once the individual starts to do the process

it becomes self~evident 

and the key process to the mysteries

of working with the matrix

is written in a philosopher’s stone

as is so often the case with clues left by the ancients 

the key is 

this is a process

as the soul journey is a process

The 13 clear signs of Pacal Votan

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As with any mystery training

the objective is to remove

any fear of death

which is the

human being’s constant companion

and a necessary part of staying alive

such is the paradox

and by removing fear

understand the nature of the cycle of spirit

that there is nothing to fear after all in the eternal picture

and

indeed to use the fear in the human experience

as part of the transformation of the self and therefore the soul relationship

because it holds all the answers

to personal freedom

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This knowledge becomes stronger during the process

that the individual personally goes through

and 

that is the only way through…

is

the enlightenment process

Each individual will go through

a shared process of transformation for all…

that is unique to them

and their choice before incarnation

Once the individual becomes aware of this choice

using their Astrology and Mayan Sign

the veil starts to lift

This is the initiation at a whole new level

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and  

with the current energies

you may be feeling intense emotions right now as we are in the

Solar Moon time

The 9th Moon

and the sign of this current Mayan Year

Things are coming around for completion

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The more awareness the individual has about their patterns

and the more can be seen

and this is key to working consciously 

 

 

I do not want to be made to live in this world that is created by pure raw ego

that has no conscious input

and that is the nature of things right now

and is so self evident

there is no need

to live this painful way

apart from

it is a match for the majority of human evolution

that has no conscious awareness

It feels so limiting and constraining

and

part of me is feeling this so deeply 

so strongly 

that so much in our world today comes from 

fear based rules

that are very unfair 

and we are locked in these death throes

of 

old ways

out of balance ways 

that have had their day 

Are you feeling this too ?

This is an essential part of the process

I am seeing this all around me 

in myself

my circle of experience

and the people I work with

who have experienced 

being manipulated

and abused

and being blamed for it by people who do not want to look at themselves

do not care about others

or anything outside of their own 

hedonistic

ego self centred 

ignorance

and these are the people who are stating and forcing

how the masses should live according to this narrow  view

Scapegoat Vibe 

 

Seeing people who feel lost 

Know on some level that their relationships are way off 

yet are struggling with all the collective damage 

that goes with that 

over decades

of demoralisation

It takes a heavy toll on all the levels of the energy body 

and 

can feel like a struggle right now to

keep the head above water 

because so many triggers are coming up everywhere

for these relationships 

that abuse the soul

and match soul destroying past events of all time

no escaping these as these are what are undergoing evolution

directly through human beings

and human beings have to find new ways to stand up

and  

bring evolution

by speaking of truth 

We have to go through it to create something from the ashes

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We are embarking on another spin of the wheel of the zodiac

This Wavespell

began in Aries Sun 

Aries Moon

at 24 degrees

in the North of the UK

ARIES 24
A harp which plays itself.
Joy and freedom are perfect companions along the greater way. Joy celebrates existence with a passion and a power and a fervent insistency. Freedom keeps on opening the context to make it more universal, more resonant, and more karma-free. Moving along this way is a creative feast of self-discovery and exploration of the edges. When selfhood is free to improvise and is open-ended, it is an unqualified blessing. You most especially demonstrate and embody a self-generative style and substance that is wildly needed and inspirationally infused into the collective bloodstream. So that we can get on with innovations and limitless worlds, and feel confident that there is somebody there pioneering the bold reaches forward who is too foolish to stop for anything.

This summation code reveals where we are currently stationed on our journey

as a result

of the 260 day spin cycle

that started on the 18th of July in 2014

Initiated in Cancer Sun

in the UK

and

Aries Waning Moon 

and the last time we were experiencing this

Yellow Star code was on July 05 2014

Here is a blog I wrote then

This is how the Mayan Matrix can be used in a very practical way

to see energies and cycles on the world stage

and most importantly on our personal stage

Our personal stage is the one creating the world stage

holographically

which is why it is so important that individuals understand this process

in order to work consciously with it

 

After the many astrological shake ups

over this time

It could be 

that you are feeling lost

having had many old ways

old identities 

old relationships

disappear

or seemingly self~destruct

or feel untenable

because they create such conflict and misery to all concerned

This can feel that the ego personality self is on shaky ground

and 

experiencing huge sadness

anger

and everything coming to a head emotionally

and all the usual ego fixes

not working

no longer valid

expired

This is all part of the process of dissolution

required to create

new ways

new worlds

As revealed in these pictures

of the asteroid belts

Everything broken down into fragments

to be reworked in a new way

These are remnants of old planets

If the myths are believed…

old civilisations

ground to dust

These Asteroid belts hold the key to the bridge we are building

inside and out 

calling the fragments back to wholeness

for human conscious evolution at this time

and

the return of the sacred feminine

which means for each individual

that things are starting to break down in the same way

New Myths

New Archetypes being formed

and all the clues are there in our natal astrological charts with the placement of

Goddess Asteroids

whose message is already here for many years

in beautiful works of art

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Here are the 3 Graces

who form part of the Primavera painting by Botticelli

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These paintings are magical 

and reveal so much

there are many healing plants for example

and an

alchemical process

is portrayed with the key players

The companion painting to this is

Pallas and the Centaur

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I have created links to web pages that explain in more detail

the key message 

is to 

create knowledge experientially

and go to the deeper places

where love is found

a very different way of being

to lust and surface ego materialism defining the individual

The Asteroid Belt is

found between Mars and Jupiter

Mars the planet of Aries

Jupiter the planet of Sagittarius

which is also the planet of

Blue Eagle 

The integration day which was yesterday

Blue Galactic Eagle 

Today as I write this it is the 9th day

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which is always the day of completion in every 13 day Wavespell

 

The day when the individual

can look back at the previous 8 days and see

what happened

what felt good

what did not 

and bring the creation code back to oneself

See how the inner code of the individual influenced the events

what beliefs were present

what was the universal self bringing for healing

Most focus on the law of attraction

in a material way

like a shopping channel

like a way of being in control of life

simply more ego modus operandi

so that life becomes manageable and :successful:

and I offer you this

that is not the nature of life or living the heart path

that is simply more empire building 

life has ups and downs

life events are here to teach the soul what creates what

in the human being framework

and

to master the wisdom of that and create new future worlds with that wisdom

what an individual does in life creates their life

and each generation takes on that creation system from their ancestors

for their time to shape the dna 

Humanity is now at an amazing time of evolution for this

Yellow Solar Warrior

is today’s sign

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Tomorrow is the day of manifestation

The heart’s desire

I am doing a mini workshop about this in Glastonbury

Seeing our bigger picture with divinity codes

I will create an ebook for it tomorrow and put it on the Resources Page.

This is a key step to being the star that we really are

Red Planetary Earth

It is one of my core patterns

It is a 13 year Cycle of mine

In the Mayan this is known as a Castle

Red Earth’s planet is Uranus

Red Earth is code 17 = 8

It is a Mastery Code

Caban is the Mayan Name

Here is a great source of info about the Mayan Signs

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One of it’s manifestations is a rainbow

In the Goddess Asteroids

this is

Iris

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She is the female version of Hermes

Here is a great article by Darkstar Astrology

which tells more about her and how to find her in your chart and how this is so key to integrity and living from the heart 

Caban teaches mastery of being a lightening rod

How to align with the liquid light activated by Uranus

It brings freedom and liberation from ego states and ego rules

Requires paradoxically…

that the individual is well rooted and earthed

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has a complex stable structure

and shows

where the individual is stuck on old programmes

and

codes that are ego based and obsolete

which is key to Code 12

Yellow Human

In 1993 Uranus and Neptune formed an exact conjunction 

at 18~19 degrees of Capricorn

which is key to the New Age coming in

CAPRICORN 18
A black leopard with green eyes.
Total intensity of inward and outward endeavor. Goal oriented, plans-intensive. Schematic, premeditated, comprehensive. Elaborately sophisticated at implementing vision in action. Aware of your own position–standing above, seeing it all, and magnificent at putting everything together. An old karmic knack coming in handy. A past master in the arts of manifestation. The emperor. Astute, adroit, keenly observant. So strategic and clever and cool that there can be corruption. If distortion sets in a subtle, insidious suggestion of self-importance and abuse of power will arise. Superlative consciousness needing advanced handling to stay truth-centered and immune to the false light of power.

CAPRICORN 19
A half-eaten piece of bread.
Utilitarian considerations. Observing the self through objectified eyes. Conditioning and programming. Talking self and others into following the program. Astute wheeler-dealer. You’re not there in it, picturing it as though it were something brutally obvious and commonplace. Decadence, barbarian tendencies. Sympathies with the consciousness of problems and issues, difficulties and struggles all-pervasive. Never content, always aware of what is not happening. The bitter perspective and relentless repetition of the litany of gloom and doom.

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pic by Catrin Welz Stein

When we accept everything that has happened so far

everything that is happening now

we let go of resistance

we surrender

and 

go with god and goddess wisdom greater than the human mind

that does not mean giving in to relationships that are not coming from truth ;-)

The universe is infinitely wise

and we learn to go with it

or fight it

Resistance is futile 

Resistance is pure ego seeking healing

Everything that is happening right now is part of the divine plan

so….

Embrace it or die

Evolve or devolve

The Universe is simply revealing 

Us in all our star spangled

glory

Red Earth is the place the individual can be 

synchronised

with the universe

free of conditioning and this happens naturally as part of the process of clearing the shadow issues of the base and sacral chakra

that transform the solar plexus

where the veil is

the heart opens to more love free of conditions

as a result of making peace with our personal past

Anything that caused the individual to feel ungrounded

that the individual did not belong

unable to connect and feel safe in the tribe

and all the ancestral history of such ways

is resonating with this dis connection

awaiting healing

when that disconnection is still causing the individual

to look for connection up and out of the body

away from the here and now

repressing emotions because they were not allowed by the tribe

or society

then the individuals are out of synch with the truth 

that all are loved and held by the universe

because that is the individual’s vibe

because that is the individual’s belief and interpretation of events

because that is the untruth that the individual’s ego believes

that has been learned from so many so called doctrines

that are manipulated and distorted to create fear

until this clears 

nothing is clear

it is a mis interpretation that will repeat 

until 

integrated

We have four more days to go

in this Green Castle

before we begin the process again

Now is the time to see the writing on the wall of our palace of possibilities

to use an EFT Framework

and realise

that as we wrote these scripts

so we can write others

What is resonating for you ?

 

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pic by Catrin Welz Stein

Leo Waxing Moon at 19 degrees in the UK

as I close

LEO 19
A hummingbird feeding at a trumpet vine.
Heightened perception exquisitely poised, brilliant and as fast as can be. You have the genius of seeing things, knowing things, and being there. Overflowing with destiny-bounty earned over many lifetimes, yet you bring all this through with a fine-tuned ability to land in the situation at hand with only as much as can be worked with. You are guided to follow an extraordinary course through the world, which features the perfect opportunities to tap what is inside in so many different ways. The blessings, the grace, the heart’s wonder are superfull. As this way of being ripens and matures, it becomes even better. Then you begin to draw out from others the same kinds of marvels and wonders, and to make it possible for the vibrancies to spread and grow. With a wildfire capacity to spread good news and bring affirmative realizations wherever they are needed in generous profusion, you work with ever more effortless capacity to bring this world alive.

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Blue Eagle Wavespell ~ the key to the mystery

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Blue Eagle Wavespell

Day 11

Red Spectral Serpent

 

Day of letting go of what is no longer serving us in our bigger picture now around relationships

so we can let that kundalini rise

Letting go of old structures 

Key to the New Moon Structure in Pisces

Coming tomorrow and I have done so many links on my ebook 

please go and find them on my Persephone 6 ebook

on my Resources page 

Key to the energy of Spring Equinox 

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link for image

 

The structure of all our society’s mad systems

are currently being created from ego fear

Trying to micro manage people

because of our human fear of other humans behaviour

based on the collective experience of the past

The bigger pattern is still trying to create systems

to deal with the human being flaws

which does not work

because that is fear based…

and simply managing the condition
reactive
instead of coming from within

not understanding that everything comes from within

everything has causality

and  therefore

everything that is happening will continue to happen

until more people understand this simple structure of creation

and work with it

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If we have any issues with our childhood 

then we have to let the cat out of the bag

let the feminine repression out 

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Every day

Let ourselves be who we are to ourselves

Work with who we actually are

and stop being afraid of who we are

because until we do that process

We are literally afraid of our own shadow

and project it out onto the world

We are still living with our childhood relationships

energetically

emotionally

Time to allow that
stop trying to control how we feel about that

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and feel it every day

work with it

and everything changes

Not feeling safe in our own home with our own parents
not feeling safe at school
not feeling safe with our childhood relations
childhood friends

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in competition since birth

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and

then all the events that created fear for us since we were born
and all the history of that for our ancestor’s

is what we are feeling
believing
vibrating with every day

Sounds huge to begin with

and…

also very simple

no need of any elaborate structure at all to work with it

It comes up every day with our mind

It comes up every day with triggers to remind us

that this or that has not been processed from our past

here it is again

Most people do not yet understand the wonder of this process

and the gifts it brings

It is what births new ways
the new age
from each individual

It is as simple as sitting down

with oneself

Me time

at some  time each day 

and listening to oneself and one’s day

feeling the feelings

and putting the focus on what did not feel good instead of

drowning it out

running it off

filling it with food

or whatever coping mechanism we have created to quieten it down

Seeing one’s individual process

with the universe each day

recognising that one’s individual process
is what comes from all these past threads
the interface

then

also realising

that the individual now has the power
the tools
the process

to change the individual’s interface

and this simple process

using the intention to let go on all levels

is the key

to the human mystery

I recommend using EFT ~ tapping ~

to be with oneself everyday

listen to the ego and allow it to be heard 

This is how we are truly planetary servers taking responsibility actively for our own personal evolution

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Knowing our patterns
Knowing our triggers

Knowing our “emotional stuff “

then healing it ourself

Rocket Science it ain’t

It is the most important thing that the individual can do for the individual

An hour every day will create an amazing shift in a month 

This changes the world

This is the key to being a planetary server

and

an Alchemist of the heart

Are you ready to serve ?

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Start today working with yourself

and how you feel

right here 

right now 

about you 

All of it 

Take off the parental control people pleasing system

and let it all hang out with yourself 

until each individual is honest with themselves in this way

our world is stuck in dishonesty on some level

It doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks about you 

and 

what everyone else thinks about you is simply a reflection

of what you learned to believe 

was true

because that is what has been true for you so far

Truth is

this is all a construct of the ego

and once the individual starts to work with this 

taking small steps 

this starts to change

Information and Intellect is important

It won’t change how you feel about yourself

only you can do that 

I have just completed a 6 month journey with a brave group of women doing exactly this process

It has been amazing 

heartfelt 

and powerful

Today I am gifting to all

the ebooks

with the information we have used as a framework

of the starry skies 

They are on my

Resources Persephone Path Page 

to help us navigate with the source codes of consciousness

in tantra with our personal codes

The Astrology

The Mayan Calendar Framework 

this gives a bigger picture view of what we have been working with 

over 6 months as Persephone is in the underworld

The Archetype of the youthful feminine part of ourselves 

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As well as the ebook 

the most important part of the journey is doing the tapping 

this is included in each workshop via Skype at the perfectly aligned time

for the individuals

the emotional healing 

of what is coming up for each individual

and of course this is for me too

I offer you that the people who are consciously working with themselves

in this way

Are the pioneers

Creating new worlds

by being them 

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Becoming very aware of what has created any shadow experiences

Any shadow beliefs

Any shadow emotions 

and

being with them

emotionally

energetically

with an intention to heal

That process

creates conscious awareness

and

empowerment for the individual

and that is the key

to

the New Age 

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of Co Creation

and understanding from one’s own personal experiential journey

how to create harmony 

Be heaven on earth 

 Connect to source

from a clearer space 

within 

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It is time for

Adjustment

New Directions

on

the

Heart Path

 

This is key to 13

The 13th day of this Cosmic Code

is Blue Cosmic Hand

shaping our destiny

Key to the Mayan 13 Moons

and today we are

Solar Moon Day 13

We are the number 13

and the 13 step of soul journey

and transformation 

At 9am in the UK 

Dark Moon

Pisces at 13 degrees

PISCES 13
A woman imprisoned in a high tower.
Sentenced to limbo, you are suspended from active participation in evolving worlds. Hung high and dry and massively resigned, following out an ancient fate to the end. Having operated insensitively, now being unable to do anything to anybody. You live infinitely alone, dreaming and drugged. Deep down inside, remembering everything dimly and darkly. Self-circumscribed and very deprived. You live on memories and the ripples of mute desire to move on, someday. Destined to transform this dread fate when the cycle is complete, you are until that time, vacuum-pressed and emotionally grief stricken, nostalgic and raging, while not getting across and being muffled all-pervasively.

 

 

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Lots of exciting workshops coming up

and

Retreats 

in 

the Heart Chakra of Glastonbury 

and in Greece

so please look out for further info

and contact me 

Blue Eagle Wavespell ~ mastery gateways

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Blue Eagle Wavespell

Day 4

White Self Existing Mirror

 

Today is a mastery code

within a mastery code

in the Green Heart Castle of the Mayan

All number 4 days are structure days

It is the day of structure

of our holographic self 

what our personality construct believes about the world

and so the world experience we live in

reflects it 

There are shared society holographs too 

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As I started this blog 

It was Moon In Sagi at 5 degrees

This is key to the time we are in of structure

Saturn in Sagittarius 

It is also key to healing

Chiron Code 

and the power of being in alignment directly with source 

to access source creativity code 

and as we are in a very powerful position

of

Red Moon Moon

and

Red Moon Sun 

in the Mayan 260 day Matrix 

This is a key time 

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SAGITTARIUS 5
Three women materializing out of a fog.
Being mesmerized by your own triple reflection. Casting a huge chunk of your own soul back into the dim past, casting another chunk of your soul into the remote future, and enshrouding the present time chunk of your soul in layer after layer of obscurity and evasiveness. Living simultaneously in past, present, and future, but with all three time frequencies held away. Therefore, to a fantastic extent, you live inside the subconscious mind with virtually no conscious outlet. Down inside there something extraordinary is happening. Free from the glare of any form of overt reflection you are gestating, healing, and making yourself ready for the infinite unknown to pop or hatch. Intensive seething forces of dreaming into the void, the great abyss. And while knocked out of outer commission, liberated to conceive the inconceivable and to renew your tangled and damaged roots in the old wise woman way that never ages and always works.

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pic by Susan Seddon Boulet

I have been to Astrology group tonight

and Sagi Moon at 10 degrees

which revealed the most amazing synchronicity

as we were looking at

the Uranus Pluto Square

on

June 30 1966

which started the Uranus Square Wave

of change on planet earth

and the Moon was also in Sagi at 10 degrees

SAGITTARIUS 10
A star turning many different colors.
Bedazzled by the lights, intoxicated with the display, amazed and stunned by the spectacle. You are your own audience, your own accompanist, your own shadow-catcher. Prone to excess in all things, in a release of spirits unending. Becoming roles, worlds, ways of presenting self. Taking karmic episodes of the past and replaying them in another variation. Given over to the senses, body-charged, chaotic, and commanding. Taking life through all its shifts and nuances with easy and spectacular capacity, you feel somewhat at the mercy of the shadow that comes back to haunt. Effortless grace and subtle burnout. For there is more than this, and it will not come unless this does consume itself, and makes way for the unknown as the only place to go when the excitement wears off.

Wow

will share more about this on another blog 

This is what is happening more and more now as people get clear and tune in

pure magic 

In the Mayan Framework

Cosmic Moon day 4

Blue Cosmic Night 

Day 13 

The day of shift 

Year of Yellow Crystal Seed 

The 13th code of Blue Monkey Wave

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The Wavespell in the spine of the Matrix

and the heart of the matter 

I am adding this in at 10pm to what I have been writing all day at different times

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Today I am going to attempt to explain in plain language

the process

of personal alchemy

from what I understand

as to where I am on my path of course

which is all anyone can do in reality

without trotting off some doctrine

of some spiritual guru

and

most spiritual gurus that I have ever encountered

have a lot of flaws in the flesh

and are not walking their talk

as this is the nature of being a human being

and I include myself in this of course

most spiritual gurus would never admit that they are human ;-)

and

this is what gives the spiritual path

a shaky flaky identity

because there are so many people cashing in on vulnerability

as is the nature of now

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Time to let go of following

and

blaze our own individual star trail

Today I am sharing

how the individual can use divinity code frameworks

to do the spiritual path

Do

being the key word

and

as I am simply

Jo Kenworthy

and

as I am not rich 

or

yet levitating

or

living nirvana 

in a lotus

many may disbelieve what I share

requiring proof of my alchemical journey 

and

that is also key to the lack of belief most of the population have in themselves ;-)

and seeking proof

Do you see that ?

If you do you are as rare

as hen’s teeth 

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The evidence is there if you can see me 

and know me 

as to how I am now 

compared to how I was  before

for example

before I came to Glastonbury 

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If the individual simply wants to amass information about systems and codes

magical frameworks since written history

beef up the brain

this is not the intention of this post

My intention in my blogs

is sharing the way of the initiate

who is earnestly seeking

personal answers

personal journeying

engagement

intimacy

heart opening

which involves

personal

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personal content

personal understanding of oneself

as a priority

forsaking all others

the ability to access

all areas of one’s personality

as a priority

in order to see what is encoded within

To know oneself

This does involve the mind and thinking as well

Knowing one’s beam in code

to planet earth

is essential to consciousness

because that is the individual’s energetic code

 The Mind Map of personal Voyage:

Know one’s code

Let go of trying to interpret it too much …

because this is the ego wanting to control and manipulate :-)

Know that too

Get to know one’s ego and it’s coping mechanisms

and owning them

taking full responsibility for them

is a pre~requisite

Then the individual is aware of how their personal ego

will use all it’s cunning and wiles to:

keep everything the same

avoid any emotional and evolutionary process for the individual

the ego is the individual’s best friend and worst enemy

To know one’s ego is mastery

In all divinity code frameworks

these processes are revealed

and this can really assist in the ego transformation

Once the initiate starts to see the secrets of the universe

beyond the veil

the individual can no longer doubt the magic

because there are so many synchros

all the odds and rational of the sceptic

are blown sky high

and the more the initiate progresses

the more this becomes self evident

Stage 1 involves the struggle in the desert with the individual’s demons

as to what is

truth

Here is the Devil Card in Tarot

click on this link to also reveal the leading card in the blog 

Lust 

and many other essential cards that reveal the process

of personal alchemy

and the human evolution alchemy 

the process does not involve denial of the vices of the human being as this creates more shadow

it involves knowing them and evolving them in stages until there are no more stages

if that is possible 

not there yet so I do not know ;-)

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and

Blue Monkey

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Code 11 n the Mayan 20 codes

Mastery Tip 1

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The individual cannot do personal alchemy

vicariously

in comfort

focusing on the positive as the way

everything is reversed when stepping through the looking glass

Everything that was ever a “positive” and a crutch

a coping mechanism

a way to not feel

avoid feeling shadow

is up for dissolution

In order to go through

this paradoxical black hole

the individual’s structure will be re calibrated

knocked off centre

and

rebooted several times

in the macro lots of individuals

creating the macro on planet earth

This often means going wildly off centre

to the polar opposite of where the individual is now

A big fall from Conditioned belief systems

of Grace

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however….

This man made Grace is so far from truth

The Lovers Card in tarot is number 6

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The lovers code in so called civilisation

is to be co dependent

Rescuer

Rescued

Someone in distress

Someone being the hero part

Someone being the saint

someone being the sinner

Two halves making a whole

often not even halves

very fractured fractions

with the most fractured appearing to be the strongest and most desired

the ones with fame and fortune

who are

pathological

and have done pathological things to get there

If the individual is still believing one can currently walk the heart path

with a full bank balance and fluffy slippers

to protect those

little hooves

on the rocky mountain

without a hair out of place

intact 

unbroken and with nare a bruise on perfect wrinkle free skin

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this is denial

simply more of the same old…

well tripe really 

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Mastery Tip 2

Know them by the fruit of their labours

Code creates

War creates war

Business creates business

Business framework is a creation of the ego

to allow things to happen differently to family framework for example

and  often make things happen by buying the stairway to heaven

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and there is a heavy price for that 

because it ain’t natural 

Religion is a man made interpretation of a higher consciousness rules for man

All these power struggles happening now on planet earth

come from codes of unconsciousness

people who do not know what is causing pain or fear for them

or do not know how to deal with it

do not want to feel it

are still of the belief that it is someone else’s job to do that for them

or it is their job to fix it for others

or somewhere on that spectrum

In the framework of the individual

who is seeking personal alchemy….

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Master Tip 3

The individual knows that is their job to take responsibility for where they are

and where they want to be

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and how to navigate the gap and journey

with assistance from source

The paradox when the focus goes within

to their individual self

and

stops focusing

on the answers being outside

Simply put  ~

if the individual’s focus is always outside of themself

then that is where their energy is going and energetic structure is focused

To be powerful and sourced from within

is the key

and the process is:

To discover what created wounding

How it created wounding

How this is an ancestral pattern

How it is the personal life mission

that the individual chose

before coming to earth

to become an expert on oneself

and how to heal

oneself

and how to transform inside

by using information from outside

the reflections

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who and what is showing up

and most importantly

Master Tip 4

The heart of the matter

This is the key to now

The balance of the heart

with the mind

Feel to heal

If we do not do this 

we do not feel

and we cannot receive love in the way we yearn for

because of that position

For all those believing:

that bodywork alone will heal all

that figuring the story out and understanding people’s motives will heal all

that doing energy movements will heal all

that an alkaline diet will heal all

that one system will heal all

that sound will heal all

that finding a soul mate will heal all

that focusing on positive and denying shadow will heal all

and so on…

life experience

is valuable

is essential

not only to the individual

it is essential to the whole matrix

and the process is complex

and has to involve the emotional self 

Mastery Tip 5

Resistance is the key to happiness

Everything that seems like pain and a block to our happiness

is where happiness can be found

by transmuting the belief that it is not as it “should be”

Shoulds are ego control mind coping mechanisms

If the individual believes that something “should” not be happening

there lies resistance

the truth is

it is happening

the truth is

it is a match for the beliefs and behaviours of the individual

and the collective

The world stage is a manifestation of the collectives internal world

This is key to White Mirror Mastery

The more the collective is in denial of their shadow experiences

The more this is manifest on the world stage

Fear of the shadow self

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The shadow self is created by distorted human behaviour

that of course in turn

creates a distorted human experience

how can it not ?

The secret to this outer change that so many are seeking

is not in creating more structures

that come from distorted inner structures

That simply creates more of the same with a different colour palette 

a same circus different tent approach 

something pretending to be something it is not in a mis guided attempt to create something that feels safe

but is not 

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a sheep is a sheep

no matter how it’s wool is dyed 

it is not a lion and it is fine being a sheep

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When each individual focuses on themself

having a phd in their own journey

knowing what is seeking transformation personally for them

and doing it

by feeling personal pain

going through it

letting it go

and then getting a natural reframe

then and only then

is this coming from source

by letting source start to fully flow through

the individual

and clear co dependent code

so that everything starts to become clear 

instead of

coming from a place of

distorted personality

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Everything that is showing up for the individual now

holds the seeds of love

holds the key to life

even though it may not feel like it

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and

every single person has limitless access

to source

the ability to ask for assistance from source

and it will be given

it can only be received by the receiver

in the way and ability of the receiver

so the receiver

the initiate 

has to learn how to optimise their space 

and be open to new learning now

open to receive by healing their feminine and events around receiving

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The initiate simply lets go of old ways

and allows this process to begin

to let the sun shine in

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does what it takes

let’s go of the trapeze

falls

opens to the void

allows not knowing the next steps

trusts that their universal self is holding them

and….

on a human being level is willing to do what it takes

this is very challenging

especially when the human being is very identifies with

“their story”

and no matter how terrible

is heavily invested in it 

is defined by it 

There are no material rewards on this path at

commencement 

 

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no bribes

no quick fixes

no huge leaps

little steps creating complex stability

re forming

re formatting

streaming in alignment with universal code

bringing balance within each one

remember that the universe always brings balance

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so whatever is happening to the individual is that process

bringing balance to truth

revealing mind masks

Whatever our inner circle childhood learning and experience

around coping mechanisms

is key

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knowing them

recognising them

letting them go

so the individual can be free

this is where our salvation lies

not in the salvation army

not in the salve

Focusing for a moment

on

 the

end in mind

What would heavenly living on earth be ?

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True balance ~ within

so no need

for angry people to reveal our repressed anger

True harmony ~ so no need to try

and

manage people and situations with lots of pc rules and laws

to tame the wild human being masculine

who seeks raw ego freedom of savagery and does not want to be harmonious

I get lots of my insights from drama especially period dramas

Rationalist approach ~ how could the individual of today possibly know the truth of that period?

True it is assumption

There are grains of truth that the initiate and adept can see

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linking in to their life experience currently

and for the believer

past lives

I have watched many programmes around the West being transported to the East

Colonialism

The cross pollination of culture

often extremely barbaric

taking something that the other does not wish to give

under the pretext of strength and supremacy

that is a lie

also creating a belief system that the other is inferior

One programme was about laws that were unfair and unjust on BBC just now

Banished

and allowed the shadow people…

convicts transported to Australia

to be deemed as less than because they were convicts I guess

and the law interpreted to suit the true conditions of brutality

not truth or justice in pure form but a manipulation of that to suit the situation

and once the individual has actually experienced law in person

this becomes clear as to what it really is

and how it is interpreted to preserve the status quo of those that enforce it

and there are many reasons and causality

on all sides as to why things arrive at a place

In the drama

all the convicts know that the blacksmith is a bully who steals food

the governing powers know it too

but will not enforce the law of the blacksmith being hanged for it

even though he is guilty

because the powers need what the blacksmith makes

and he is the only blacksmith….

so…

they lie

use the framework of the law

to say that there are no witnesses to prove this

as the witness lies from fear

 and that therefore

in the eyes of the law framework

this  blacksmith is innocent of charges

even though the whole camp knows it is not true

This is the framework all of humanity

is lost in now

It isn’t fair or just

or honest

because life is not 

In the film Interstellar it is the same

The son of the astronaut is told that he is not good enough to go to college

which is not true

the truth is the powers that govern want farmers

but they do not tell that truth

which is also another reason Religion was created

to keep people under control

who could not and would not

control raw ego

and

behave in a respectful way to others

be made to or die

and then risk internal damnation

The masculine has raped and plundered

taken by force

brutalised

especially in situations where there is a lack of resources

a lack of consensual women

prostitutes

to meet

the masculine need

now there is pornography

sex toys

sex dolls

virtual sex

Now there is so much fear created

by the powers that be

to keep those that will not control their own ego

controlled

It does make sense

and

it is so far away from loving respectful relationship

because most human beings are

and that is the truth

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It is all there in the history books

On the world drama stage

in our own world

in our own circle

in our own code

Ready to be transformed

Master Tip 6

Letting go of avoidance of shadow moods and

emotions

and

being willing to move off the lovers card position

that feels so

comfortable

The path of the yellow brick road

is the solar plexus power trip

Here is where the veil

lies

Here is where the ego does what it knows

to survive

When our shadow starts to show

our ego makes a move to push it back in

If you choose you can become aware

of what you do

when this happens

There are many mood alterers

Lots of codes to add to our alchemical cup

Food ~ creates mood

Especially processed food

The eating of it and the sharing of it

Sugar is so mood altering and hidden in so many things

especially carbs

Notice when we want a fix and what time

what prompts that

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Alcohol of course

lots of sugar again

and if you want to enquire further go on a cookie trail to see

what things are made up of

bio chemistry

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Nicotine ~ found in many different plants and foods in different ways

to start to break this fix the individual can source some thing in a different way

and…

focus on what the inner source is seeking

within

so the need can be released

What do these outer codes create with the individual inner code

Why is the individual craving it ?

If done to excess what body organs will be harmed?

These hold key learnings of the philosopher’s stone

that is the human body 

and the 

energetic position of the individual

Work

Being a business busy bee with a profession

this can often be a huge ego trip

very few business frameworks are honest

or have any integrity in the larger scheme of things

especially big turnover companies and everyone knows that yet….

still keeps the wheel turning ???

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People and sex

So key to the entry and exit points of our own personal ourabouros

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When the individual abstains from sex for several months

there is something revealed

Look what is allowed to happen

when this kundalini starts to flow free from a human counterpart

look at what it reveals as to passion

as to physical needs

as to emotional needs

For women especially

how that changes with the moon cycle

and

personal moon cycle

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This is tantra revealed

Master Tip 7

This is what this time is all about in the Mayan

how the individual interfaces with the universe

be cause of  star code ~ origin

be cause of conditioned code ~ experiential learning and environment

nature and nurture

be cause of the universal code ~ moving the human evolution along

The heart brings healing

always

bringing us the people and places

events

triggers

to move the individual to tears

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to empty the cup of emotion overflowing

If the individual is avoiding heart hurts

using avoidance techniques

the love code cannot enter

the cup is literally full on all levels

at a place of ego that believes it knows more that god and goddess consciousness

and in truth is hiding from itself

all the pain so far

so the outside has to amp up

to crack the cup

that man made mind vessel 

bring pressure

to shake off that ego artifice

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Just reading a wonderful book

on this very subject

Jeanette Winterson

The Stone Gods 

Perfectly aligned

amazing insights and so funny

from a very conscious writer as always 

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Master Tip 8

The ego does not learn by itself 

Look at history it is self evident 

Integration creates learning 

The heart is involved

healing is involved

feeling is involved

emotional release 

energy release

reformat happens as a side effect 

because the internal structure changes

gradually over time at the perfect time in synch with the universe

not an individual believing they can overwrite the god and goddess code 

simply by thinking it 

visualising it

casting a spell

deleting something

that is easily recognisable as an ego mechanism doing a power trip

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If the initiate is not willing to go there 

to the darkest places with in 

then no integration can happen

It is impossible 

Know this 

It really is all about the individual

for the individual 

The individual sees everything directly through the interface the ego has created 

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It cannot see anything else 

Through a glass darkly 

It is what it is 

A survival mechanism

The key to changing the world is personal integration

otherwise the world is frozen

stuck 

in the old interface 

and very limited 

and the limitless self knows this and will do what it takes to 

bust the individual wide open

so…

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It is a great idea

to get in the groove

with the cosmos

as that is pure wisdom in action

feel the fear 

and really feel it and release it and do it anyway

otherwise what is left 

home alone in the stuck zone feeling the fear without the adventure bit ?

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In reality

it is what the ego fears the most 

The Universal code

be cause

universal code 

cannot be overridden and is wise

 

no matter how the ego thinks it can outwit fear of this…

designing so may things to be in denial of consciousness 

to hide in an artifice 

go with it or live in fear of it and create a personal hell

because the cosmos is creating

and will do so whether the ego likes it or not

generally speaking the fear of this process is not about this process

but about the individual’s human experience

of the human being which has created issues of trust and relationship

and is all in perfect order to be processed to create new ways for human beings to live 

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Mastery Tip 9

Complete 

Complete the circle 

by completing personal circuitry

and coming into balance with the masculine and feminine within

through healing where out of balance relationship has occurred

in the individual’s personal life so far

Feel to heal

get off the karma wheel

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let go of the labyrinth of the mind leading

It is what our heart is always bringing us 

if only we can take the plunge 

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Go for the gold within

and enlighten within

empty our cup

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Go through the gate of death 

ego self 

to greet the goddess 

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Open to all

Free

Liberty 

Are you ready to get in the driving seat ?

 

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Once the initiate engages with this 

miracles happen 

My Heart Centre Facebook page

has suddenly come to life without any of my awareness 

haven’t got a clue why this is happening or how 

and loving it

I had put it on hold for a while and now 

clearly it is simply meant to be happening 

and at some point I may learn this 

or maybe not :-) 

Now is the season to go for green

sap is rising

and co creation code is on full volume

very soon  

Initiate or be initiated that is the question ?

Love to your loving

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Blue Eagle Wavespell ~ Master of the Universe

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Blue Eagle Wavespell

 

The Blue Code process of transformation

in the Green Castle of the Heart

The planet is Jupiter

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This is one of the seven mastery codes of 14 to 20 

The most recent time this occurred previously was last June 

so if you wish to tune in to that time

and see what you are revisiting

by reflecting

allowing intuition

asking for guidance 

this is a great way to achieve mastery 

within

which is the key 

to Jupiter Ascending within the individual 

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Here is a blog I wrote about that then

The key reason for me writing blogs is for me 

first and foremost 

for my journey 

for my learning process

as a planetary server

This is the key to mastery process

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Most people are still using a framework that is the reverse of this 

We are all planetary servers

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When each individual focuses on their inner world first

The whole dynamic changes 

If this process does not take place

The individual is coming from unconscious ego code

There is no thing “wrong” with that position

It is all part of the web

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It is what it is 

 

and 

creates what it creates

This on a base level 

is all about code and karma is code

Our emotional experience distorts code

corrupts it 

and this creates ways of being

for the human being

that are out of alignment with truth

This manifests as resistance to what is

because…

it was created by resistance to what is

because…

life is often hurtful

chaotic

and scary 

because of that

Our ego has evolved into a master of denial to cope with the unknown

and that has expanded way beyond healthy boundaries

Pisces time is a wonderful time for being limitless 

and being in Glastonbury at this time

is absolutely cosmic ;-)

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I spent a wonderful Saturday in town

The sun was shining 

I reconnected with my first time in Glastonbury feeling

sat in the places I sat then

and at the start of this Mayan Year

Red Solar Moon

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I sat with some fellow journeyers and we looked around 

with intention

to see what was coming up in our circle

to challenge us this year

On Saturday we began the 9th Moon in the 13 Moon calendar

It is a powerful time with these double energies of Red Solar Moon

Lots of things completing

Today lots of powerful planet energetics too

Jupiter trines Uranus today 

perfect timing for this Wavespell

and so many amazing synchros and connections happening

It feels other worldly

and so do I 

Hope you are really feeling the wonder of this paradigm shift 

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Pic by Susan Seddon Boulet

When I began this blog this morning it was waning Moon in Libra

I looked at my Thoth Tarot of the day 

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and this led me on a cookie trail to find this…

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“Geomantic figures” by Tascil – Own work. Licensed under Public Domain via Wikimedia Commons – http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Geomantic_figures.svg#mediaviewer/File:Geomantic_figures.svg

Which is explained in detail here:

Geomantic Figures

New learning for me ;-)

The Cosmic Cookie Trail is truly limitless

and totally personal and subjective

which in itself is a mastery understanding and realisation

Many trails are interpreted by human beings who are not actually doing integration work

so give meaning and interpret from that head space

lip service

surface place

Once an individual initiates the journey within

and starts the process of inner transformation of the shadow 

to complete cycles

it becomes very clear 

that the majority of code created by human beings

at the moment 

is coming from raw ego

Eventually the individual understand that they are capable of creating their own interpretation which as yet is unwritten and undergoes a massive reboot and reframe 

realising that paradoxically everything that once was labelled “wrong” 

is so “right” for the pioneers of the path unfolding 

off plan

off road 

beyond the known boundaries 

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Everyone is a channel

Everyone channels cosmic code with their own personal decoder

and that reflects the individual subjective view of the individual

so

the clearer the individual becomes on the inside

the clearer their code

and the clearer cosmic code becomes

and the more consciousness the individual can see

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Just like the code crackers of espionage

that is what the individual who wishes to evolve consciously 

is here to do 

and that is only achievable inside out :-)

It is simply how the process works

because this amazing consciousness evolving universe we live in

creates this complex process in a totally unique way

tailor made for each individual

so we can all come together and play the game of life

Once the individual really grasps this concept inwardly 

through doing the process

it becomes very clear why everyone has to be in different places of understanding and awareness

to allow this Rubik Cube dance

to unfold 

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The picture above shows the new release Jupiter Ascending

I haven’t seen it yet but have read the synopsis

Are the people who make such films conscious ?

Maybe 

Maybe not 

All human beings are channels for cosmic code at whatever level

and once the individual really starts to connect with this

it becomes very clear that there is no need to worry about  creating frameworks

as our universal self has it covered

so we can focus on ourself

and what is triggering fear and resistance to life in us

which is something we can actually change if we choose so we have unlimited broadband

stream cosmic consciousness and know 

effortlessly go with the flow 

Here is a video I reconnected with perfectly today and Tobias explains the concept really well I believe 

People talk about dark deeds

and people in authority being aware of magic

using it in a dark way

and that may be true

but if so this is coming from an un enlightened place

i.e dark 

this is not a power place of integration and as such is weak

I offer that it is all part of our game 

to learn and evolve

I do not say it flippantly

or lacking emotion 

I do not like this and it brings up fear for me

I know that it is happening for a reason…

and I am learning to face it and deal with my fear…

even though it is not reasonable and all rules are off

My offering is ~

it shows us the depths of ego capability and to be aware

of what creates this despair and lack of compassion

so we evolve beyond it and take action 

So back to Code 

my personal Tarot card today

Failure is the card

It is Thoth

so a lot of info as to code

Saturn in Taurus

The structure of Isis 

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This will mean different things to different people

and lots of people are endlessly seeking “positive” cards

do not want reverse cards or anything dark

This is denial in action

If the individual chooses to walk the talk

and do the heart path

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This is the road less travelled 

Failure in ego world means a very different thing

to path of the heart spiritual alchemists

To even start the path means “failure”

It means end of business life and money world process in the old way

When an individual gives up the old world

It is akin to joining a monastery in many ways

To un become 

to un learn

to let go

to de~structure

to go off grid 

means exactly that

to go in the opposite way of the majority

and this is so much harder than being in an abstract or removed from reality

This is playstation on hard setting ;-) 

This process requires being stripped to bare bones

so the individual can see their structure and beliefs  

their cosmic code laid bare

and understand how they arrived at this destination

and so a choice point to allow this to continue into the void

and being clear

and going through the black hole trusting  

as the soul born into the human world

that the answers will come from this new space

and as part of and because of building inner resources

a natural fruition of that resourceful process

In terms of Pisces it means to cut the umbilical cord

cut the ties to the old life

which is essential to building a new one

Most are still trying to build new foundations with old code

believing this can work without having actually unplugged  from the old matrix

in order to be rewired in the universal one 

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Going within reveals old code is obsolete

New times

New Code

or maybe new to this time :-)

I went to a wonderful exhibition in Glastonbury on Saturday 

666 Fractal Geometry and the number of the beast

I love Glastonbury for this amazing melting pot of creatives

People can come together and share stories and wisdom ~ magical

I looked at lots of different items in the room

numbers,sculptures,musical instruments, speakers and Circulus the band have been playing music over several days.

There was also a vibration machine ~ apologies for my lack of techie names here ~ a device that makes vibes in water that reveal sacred geometry so it can be seen as to what harmonics create patterns 

and so much more…

I was drawn to a family bible 

which was open at Revelations Chapter 13

Here is a link to an interpretation of this chapter

Although the Bible ~ like many wisdom books

has been decoded into many languages by many scribes

and interpreted with a filter 

often a manipulative agenda too

there is still code to be seen

So many parallels to the Mayan Matrix ~ Red Dragon

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and ties in to this Libra Moon code

at the time I was surfing the galactic signatures

Inside Degrees

LIBRA 27
A black leopard beneath a full moon.
Pursuing what is desired and nothing else. Probing, waiting, stalking, strategically watching for openings. One-pointedly intent upon grabbing and holding what you lost somewhere and must find again. Going for reminders, facsimiles, totems. Hungry for proof that it is there, that it is possible. Alone forever. You are deeply seeking the other side of yourself, the inner partner, the true motivating spark. You have gotten lost in the dark, identified with the one who needs and lacks, the one who is broken fragments of experience. But you are hot on the track of any signs that your love essence can be found in another, in a situation, or within yourself. You search everywhere and come up empty. The one inside will be there, when the outer versions cannot sate your hunger, and as a last resort you feel into your own solitary spaces, willing to meet whoever is there and love them with all your heart.

LIBRA 28
A single white swan swimming through gray mist.
Different and the same. Distinguished by vertical composure, yet intended to stay down under. A special destiny-task, a mission, an assignment. Taught to blend in and become each world passed through, yet remaining incorrigibly other. Excellent at taking up required roles and ways of life and finding the best in them. You have a remarkable social gift for making the world a better place. Endowed with higher characteristics and heavenly nature, you are sublime, yet shrugging self off–“no big deal.” The wonders of anonymity. So many changes to move through, rippling waves of time. Standing far above, dispassionately: “I shall do what is rightful.” The singular voice of the highest ethic, pure and essentialized.

My Mars is in Libra at 28 degrees :-) 

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The point I am making in this blog today is this

We are going into a new paradigm

This 13 year cycle we are currently

in is

Red Moon

Red Moon is the feminine

the veil lifted

the shadow transformed

to create authentic honesty

so…

this does not mean doing more masculine 

more mind

more linear

more thought

It means

more feminine

more intuition

more heart…

HEART CHAKRA

which means more feelings

more in touch with the body

unmasking

vulnerability

channeling clear code

by being a clear channel 

by changing within

Blue Mayan energy

is about

inner transformation

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So now is the time to

become the Eagle

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rise above the mundane

and see our life’s work of human evolution

on a personal level and our pattern and code

Journey 

Allow

Expand 

To Fly high

first go deep

Look within for the treasure you seek

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Love to you and your amazing discoveries in the next 13 days 

It is a truly cosmic revolutionary time 

White Wind Wavespell ~ divinity thru body wisdom

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Day 10 ~ manifestation ~ code day

Blue Planetary Monkey

 

Are human beings ready to live consciously

Walk the talk

Let go of doing the blame game?

Today we have Sun in Pisces and as I am writing this in the UK

Virgo waxing Moon coming up to

Full Moon in Virgo this evening 

at 14 degrees and Virgo Decan 2

Another take on Virgo ~ by a Virgo 

VIRGO 14
A long steel screw.
Set in place, the die is cast–the past determines the future. Held within patterns and syndromes of the habitual and the pragmatic–literalistically identified within strictly severe frameworks. You are at the mercy of conditionings and programmings, and chronically mentally obstructive, up against the grind of the outer mind droning onward. Radically non-creative, noninnovative, you follow the party line. Waiting until the loss of real direction has played itself out endlessly, and hoping that a different phase altogether will knock you over the head and pull you onward from this dead end.

Lots of links here on this blog

and they often lead to other websites who are wholly independent of me 

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At this heart time 0f 11 to 1

We are at Virgo at 11 degrees

VIRGO 11
A four-year-old girl dressed as a nurse.
Innocence has its ways to persist. You can grow up, yet retain the stance of the novice, the beginner, the wonder-worker. You foster a knack of renewing your original, basic values and way of being at every critical juncture–a quality unique and unmistakable. At any age and within all situations, coming at things as though we all just got here and we are simply trying things on for size. The best of this quality is a sticking to prenatal resolves of a lofty integrity that refuses steadfastly to fall under the weight of the critical mind. The worst of this quality is that in its zeal, its dedication, and its self- insistency, it invariably puts others to shame and generates in others the self-consciousness and self-judgement you are yourself bypassing. Therefore, what is good for yourself proves to be bad for others, and results in a quandary, a confusing and puzzling situation, eventually impelling you to add one borrowed ingredient: the ability to take yourself lightly.

a perfectly synchronised time to write and share from the heart

and

having more planets in Virgo

than any other

this is coming from my heart to you

and I have been experiencing 

a lot of heart ache

in this Persephone Underworld time

there are no short cuts or ways around suffering on the heart path because that is what is involved

here and now

on planet earth and the sooner we face this and not try and positive spin it the sooner we can create something anew

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Blue Monkey’s pure code

is the 11th step in the Mayan Wavespell

It’s 13 day process aka Wavespell

is the central spinal column that runs right down the centre of the Matrix

in the Blue Castle

and it is the core of the process

and the heart of the matter

of our human transformation that is essential to creating new balanced ways of being

in each person and that in turn creates the world change

in that order

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The Mayan Matrix of 260 codes takes us through a process of human evolution

and initiates with the Astrology of that first day 

The 11th step of Blue Monkey is about letting go

Letting go to be free

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this is something that the human being often believes

they can do

purely by thinking alone

doing positive affirmations

sending healing to a situation

off with the fairies

to avoid the mundane and pain

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which is running the old code paradigm 

of being intellectually head led and running the old programmes that go with that 

that are ego based

as in 

created by the ego as a way to feel safe and solid in a flowing chaotic world

and when the individual actually ponders these frameworks

there can be revealed

the process that they are…

a mask of fear based behaviour 

This is perfectly understandable

given the painful way of living that most people are living on earth right now 

because these relationship systems are created from pain in childhood 

and although many things have evolved over this period in the material

the inner child healing process has not 

Avoidance of the pain can never heal it

and the pain gets louder 

It does take a while to bust through this first layer of protection

created by our ego that loves what it knows as it is so familiar to the psyche

so coded into society

and this is the illusionary world that the majority of human beings inhabit 

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Thing is…

that’s the thing we are moving away from now ;-)

As the known

is pure cosmic code

that is accessed when our mind frees up from distortions

and balances

to allow our spirit to speak through us 

from a place where the mind has been transformed from within

so does not need to monkey mind chatter 

to get our attention

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The Pro active individual

has decided to give that part of the individual the attention it is seeking

and this is a magical turning point

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It takes more than intellectual lip service

and this is so important to learn and access now

and we are all entering into the dance at the perfect time

the body ~ the philosopher’s stone 

reveals where we are blocking our connection to source with our mind 

and in the Mayan Framework this is the Mayan Sign of

Yellow Human

Code 12

Try this on for size if you choose :-)

You may intellectually know and believe you are “awake” 

On a logical level you know what is happening having watched lots of films

read lots of books etc

and yet…

part of you is feeling a push me pull me energy

part of you is still feeling down about life because …

You didn’t match up to expectations by parents, family, society

and that is ok

because that is where there is old programming waiting to be transformed and healed

That part cannot be affirmed, hushed up, bullied out of it or placated …

because if that were true that would have happened already and that part wouldn’t exist 

would it ?

Notice a child having a hissy fit and how people try and placate instead of honestly attempting to relate

understand

communicate

and meet the genuine need of the child and see this process in action 

because how our society is designed does not and cannot meet the human being’s emotional needs

Does a child want to be going around the shops?

In a Supermarket?

Doing the majority of things an adult believes it “should” ?

Did you love watching the” news” as a child ?

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After all

the transitory coping mechanisms

that the human being does

and has done to others is this not self~evident yet

that quick fixes last for a short time and then fade and a bigger fix is required?

Clearly not because most people are still heavily invested in doing them ~ often to fit in 

These events and ways of relating

Create beliefs about

the individual not fitting this ego paradigm 

aka 

The American Dream

 This is all  part of the process

of people who are here to transform the paradigm….

and 

feeling different to the status quo from the word go

This is an essential part of the bringing things to consciousness

and

in the individual’s personal world

whatever happened personally to the individual around that code and process so far

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If the individual is not aware ~ not ready to take responsibility for it

Is still believing someone else can change code unconsciously for them

without the individual’s conscious participation

and free of  content that is uncomfortable

then….

How can that be conscious process?

That is what the consciousness process is 

Being consciously aware of everything that creates the human being 

including the shadow 

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How can the individual radiate conscious code in their day to day life

and share themselves in that way…

If only their therapist is aware of  what has caused pain for them that has created their reality and experience now?

If only the therapist /workshop provider/coach ~ has all the answers and fixes?

If the participant is tranced out ?

It all “happened cosmically” in a meditation/on a guided journey/through an activation ?????

Is that the way for the individual to be self~empowered and aware of their own journey?

All of these things and ways can help a person on their journey

to conscious awareness of themselves of course

and every one is where they are 

as the saying goes…

It is all perfect 

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If you choose to live the life

as a conscious co creator then there is another way

time to be pro active 

learn 

to be 

DIY Expert 

on oneself 

and how the pro active process works

that is a whole different perspective 

and involves

The Great Work and The Inner Work

which is key to the Astrology right now

Accessing limitless consciousness is easy in Glastonbury

because there are 52 ley lines here

It is 

The Heart Chakra of the planet  and it can be mind blowing literally 

Space Cadetism to those who allow full access as a channel

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What goes with that place of core connection

is the light and the dark

and it is a mecca for ego darkness and people who are energy vampires

preying on the vulnerable and needy

Like any world pilgrim place it attracts ill people looking for a miracle 

It always has 

nothing new under the sun only how it is portrayed 

So many myths here woven by people wanting to attract money 

going right back to medieval times

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What is a tourist spin doctor story?

What is spiritual truth?

That is the journey we all have to take 

and find out for ourselves

The Fool’s Journey

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My offering is this

Glastonbury reveals where we are not grounded

where we do not feel loved ~ an event/person shows up to reveal

rather than doing the drama

there is another way

everything is here to help us heal 

and

that can be an avoidance ego reframe at times so be aware ;-)

The Sacred is everywhere and so everything can be seen in plain sight

Today if you choose have a look at where you are and what is illuminated for you 

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Yesterday I had a powerful session with a friend

and love my circle of influence right now

as this synergy is so powerful and reveals so much to us all when a circuit is created in this way because everyone benefits from this relationship  process

 whenever I am working with other people

they represent an aspect of me and I them

and

the fabulous thing using EFT

for energy coaching is

It works on whatever level each person is at in the perfect way for them

It is a tantric relationship

Yoga for the heart 

Cosmic

Try it for yourself and see

At one time I couldn’t go back into mundane straight away after working energetically

because I had a lot to process and re~align after my sessions 

sometimes I still do and need time to be quiet and do nothing

but yesterday I was ok

so I went shopping in a local supermarket

What struck me was the amount of time and energy

and earth resources

go into dishonest relationship

Feel that manipulation and Hansel and Gretel entrapment

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Next time you go check out all the stuff directing you here and there 

and selling this and that 

and all simply a created artifice that has no truth

When instead it could be a genuine family store

fair prices

low profits

people shop there because there is fairness and honesty

and get what they actually came for free of the brain wash 

people caring about fellow members of community

because they live in the community

Now the framework is

trying to get customer loyalty with ridiculously complicated tie in bonuses 

little plastic cards 

stickers

points win prizes

bribes

always trying to get the individual to pay more

swapping prices to confuse

trickery

Often I feel sick just going into one 

This whole way of doing “business” is sick in my view

and there is no need for it

on a spiritual level of balance 

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On an energetic level though there is ;-)

because it is here clearly

 and so of course it is

and this is exactly what is a match for our current crossroads

and the expansion of our childhood relationships

How often do we go around the houses

be a hypocrite

avoid saying what we really feel 

so of course it is going to be present…

So we can what it feels like to be creating this

people on that proactive end of the supermarket employees at management and ownership

the board

the share holders

and those on the receiving end ~ the day to day employees and the consumers 

Are supermarket employees happy ?

Not in my vicinity in one particular store

It’s simply a theatre playing out cosmic codes and where people are at 

often feeling the victim 

The only way this changes is when each individual changes

and decides to become empowered from a heart space not an ego space and the more people that do this the more the world changes.

It is a key Gateway point now to allow our dream to be manifest 

are you ready to do what it takes to be free of the ego “reality”

and access something infinity wiser ?

Time to commit to The Heart Path and that means being with the events and emotions that feel uncomfortable and painful to see what created them on all levels

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I am creating  E books for those ready to take the next step 

Here is the link:

I have designed workshops to assist with this:

Next One 

Persephone Path 6

which is in Hebden Bridge in Yorkshire ~ or by ebook and Skype wherever you are 

and 

Seeing our bigger picture with divinity codes

in Glastonbury ~ or by ebook and Skype wherever you are

I have Retreats to explore the process and allow a stay away from the usual code to allow new code to come in :

Retreat in Kephalonia 2015

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I hope you will join me :-) 

More coming soon….

White Wind Wavespell ~ truth be told

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White Wind Wavespell

All the pictures in my blog are by the artist Catrin Welz Stein
whom I have no connection to
I have just found her on Facebook through my friend Maria and I love her work
She is not in any way representative of my views or the content of my blog ~ just to be clear ;-)
If you wish to check out her work here is the link :

 

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This is the refining

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Uranus ruled

13 day process

 

Today is a portal day so a human evolution building block 

We are in the Green Castle 

What is real ?

What is superimposed ~ literally?

What is a projection ?

What is truth?

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What is the reality buried underneath all the mind creations?

What is the gift inside all that flashy wrapping?

Under the bandages ?

Who is the real person?

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The light that is there coming from the transformation of the dark matter?

The things that matter…

To the heart

To the child within

To the compassionate caring human being

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In the past 13 days of Red Moon

we have all gone through a process

some are aware and some not

so the way that happens is different 

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Those that are aware can now start to refine their process and go deeper

with the silence that comes from inner work

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As the child inside finds their voice

Is allowed to speak

Is heard at last

Is received

Is given the attention

The attention seeking outside starts to cease

and the grace comes to the individual effortlessly

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The polarity is reversed and the Taurus 

The Torus 

starts to power up in a different way 

Inside out 

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Everything starts to align

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chime

Harmonise

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The Red Moon seeds start to change

ready to take flight 

part of the Blue Night process

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not yet….

not yet ….

wait for the Spring ray

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Today we have waxing Moon in Taurus 

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A salamander glowing red-orange.
Burning up with the inner flame of creative activity in the soul realms. The inner life raging with power–an insistent force. A level of attunement to the central flame of your being that will not quit. The impassioned desire to manifest perfectly what lives inside. The alchemical intention to burn away the dross and return to pristine selfhood at long last. An extremely sharply motivated path of development. Difficult to harness, yet the mastery called for is just what you seek to embody, and anything more reasonáble seems easy and lazy. One-pointed drive to strip away all but self and be true to self in a fashion which will burn a hole in the world.

Today is a good day to set an intention

to allow the higher self to speak

guide

let us become aware of that is past

past life

past it’s sell by

past value

pass the pain parcel material

This is the challenge and new learning the human being is here to evolve

White Wind being Mayan Sign number 2 in the matrix

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The more we work with our Moon energy

The feminine

the shadow

the veil

The more the sun can shine through in our dna 

In our body 

through our code

the more we can embody the sacred feminine

by being the sacred feminine being the clear conduit connected to our source energy 

 

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Everything that we are is expressed by the divine through us 

We are the creativity

Red Dragon ~ Boom

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Red Moon Wavespell

Day 13 

Red Cosmic Dragon

Feel the shift?

Planets all change

and the fire of Aries initiates with the masculine and feminine 

of Venus and Mars

New Beginnings ?

Taurus Moon and when I first tuned in

it was this energy 

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A pink diamond.
The heart feels everything. It burns with a fever. Inside the burning something marvelous is forming. Grace permits the realization of the heart’s desires. You become a vessel to demonstrate, to share the beauty, the love, and the light. Yet all of this is implicit, is inherent, is inward. It is not seen by outer eyes. You are warming through slowly, contemplatively, those qualities of soul that are best entered upon free from reflection. The inner life is rich beyond measure with seeds which will be fertilized and are given forth in the fullness of time, with a consummate touch of having been through the fire to attain what is true and lasting.

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HEART CHAKRA

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Lovely warming words

I love this time of the lunar cycle 

my moon waxing

living where I do in Taurus Moon part of the Glastonbury Zodiac

gives me a glowing feeling

and today we have had so many different weather combinations it has been quite a trip

sunshine , rain, sleet and snow 

but it didn’t go dark until 620 ~ yea the winter is over

love this time of year when everything starts to expand 

So this wave has initiated us

in a strong feminine energy nearly two weeks ago  

and taken us through an evolution process

to bring us out at today

being the shift aligning with The Great Cosmic Mother

Earth-Mother

 

the more we decide to simply go for gold 

be true 

let go of the “programme” 

be ourselves

regardless of personal discomfort

or the discomfort of our surroundings

this process gathers momentum all on it’s own

The more we decide to be flexible without being consumer compliant

feel our “stuff”

get real with where we actually are

stop pretending everything is fine

let go of the false smile

and the being “nice”

being “fine” with it all

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the false edifice starts to collapse

the icing starts to melt

the mask slips and slides

and…

wow we are still standing

We said no to something or someone that we always say yes to

and they didn’t eat us alive

our panic attack came and went

it felt intense

and actually in a way it was nice to feel something

rather than….

nothing

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Once we start to tell the truth there is no going back because it is so refreshing

freeing

we have lots more energy

because our fear vampire has stopped feeding off us

and all the people who we are being false with

are gone

with the wind

speaking of which….

New wavespell starting tomorrow

is all about this 

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If we are living a lie 

we cannot align with 

the great cosmic mother

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once the individual understands this process

it becomes really obvious

Anything that is false

unnatural

postured

manipulated

a mind web of avoidance 

fear based relationship

needy

is by definition

the anti thesis 

of 

natural

honest

authentic

integrated

real

true

take a tree

A tree comes

just like a human being 

with it’s 

plan

all inside 

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The variant that affects the inside is the outside

 

Does it think ~ shall I limit myself ?

Distort myself ?

Hold myself back because abc?

It has to cope with where it is and what the conditions are

It may survive

It may thrive 

It has far more limitations on this as it cannot up root and move

a human being can move

can choose

can create new ways of being constantly

all it takes is the courage 

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To decide to define one’s reality 

in co creation with all creation

and design one’s life 

dare to dream

dare to see beyond what is presently unfolding

and start to seed new worlds

that come from a true open heart

This 13 day process is the key to the returning feminine 

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It is the initiator code of the first moon in the 13 moon calendar 

so key to what we are attracting to fuse and ignite 

Think back to July 26

and who you were meeting then

How you felt then

What was happening in your world ?

What launched then that you are integrating now ?

This is where I was ;-) 

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If you are not yet fully engaged with your heart’s desire

Time to tune in and see what you believe about yourself

the world

a paradigm

that is stopping you in some way

Our World is seeking seekers that are ready to commit 

to leaving the old world behind 

lovers 

not fighters

being the change

Red Moon Wavespell ~ light codes

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Red Moon Wavespell

Day 12

Yellow Crystal Sun

 

Day 12 in every wavespell

holds the crystal clear structure

that can be achieved

through

fusion

of the human being

and the soul

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This principle is the same in

whatever arena we apply it to

key to this Signs

planet of Pluto

The Uranus Pluto squares

Nuclear fusion

Power 

In this feminine awakening code

of

Red Moon

this code is achieved

by the human being who is open to being vulnerable

open to seeing that the nature of being a human being at this time

means having a distorted view of the world and the universe

and that is now ready

to be transformed into clarity

 

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If you focus on these images

for several minutes

Breathe them in

Notice how they impact on you

Do you feel energised ?

Fresh?

Clear ?

Notice how the different images

have specific stories

that your mind will attach to the image

that is specific to your individual mind

The mind immediately starts to make sense

make meaning

add content

to anything and everything

Sleeping beauty story as a metaphor

waking up after a deep sleep

a Prince comes 

awakens the princess with a kiss

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pic by Edward Burne Jones

The Prince has battled their way in

cut down all the briars that hide the rose

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that protect the beauty

just like our ego mind has been protecting our inner child 

since the day we were born

If the individual chooses to continue with this story

then the pre requisite is

there must be a damsel in distress

there must be a powerful hero to rescue her

and if lived in reality….

when the prince is no longer there

the princess is diminished

and lost in dependency 

and therefore

there is an implication

that the female is diminished

such is the legacy of the patriarchal society we currently live in

In recent years women chose to model men

to become like men

and called this feminism

searching for equality on the outside

seeking recognition

for something that was there all along in reality

and yet 

society myths and memes

spellbound the majority into believing this illusion

that the feminine is weak

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and

amazingly still do despite all evidence to the contrary 

this code is so strongly encoded

it is like a bindweed pervading and undermining honest relationship

One of the key avenues I am exploring around this is Chiron

and the link to Virgo

Lilith is in Virgo at the moment

and 

Jupiter goes into Virgo later on in the year

New learning for me

I have 3 planets in Virgo

and they are in my 7th house along with my Vertex 

this was key to what I tuned into and experienced yesterday

and the balance and transformation open to me now

The mind is prized in our western culture

The ability to compete in sport is also top of the tree and rewarded handsomely

like the days of the Gladiators in Rome

like the orators with clever minds debating philosophy and economy

and how to acquire and rule and keep the slaves in their place

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What has changed?

The ego mind is full of fear

likes to manage and keep all in it’s place

criticise

compete

assumes

predicts

mind reads 

often instead of being honest

about it’s true state

which is often anxious

has low esteem

need to prove

seeks validation

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and yet cannot admit that

because then come the feelings of shame and humiliation

proof of being less than 

the perfect prize specimen

that….

does not exist except as a fiction

and so projects onto others

bullies 

especially the human being that will not fight back

or cannot 

like in schools with teachers

like in corporate world with bosses

like in politics who resemble children in the school yard

cat calling each other

because in truth that is where the level of ego is 

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House of Cards series 3 back soon 

the people often in power positions are abusers of that power and position

this is key to our Red Moon stage of awakening

and seeing this truth

and learning how clear codes

come from personal transformation

free of old codes

that have been defining our world for thousands of years

 

Just like the water pictures 

the Red Moon is about water

about emotion

and the human being who is elementally 

a majority 

of water 

This is really being felt at the moment in Pisces Sun 

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and key to the Andromeda Myth of the chained woman 

 

What happened yesterday that revealed this for you ?

Yesterday was key to this code as it was aligned to our emotional release

My day started well and I went into Glastonbury like last week

same cafe

this time with a friend who has a very similar chart to me

The Sun and Moon had changed

It felt very un grounding 

and I struggled to stay in my body

I decided to go home for lunch so needed to do some food shopping

felt very light headed

it was hailing outside

I wanted to get home asap

Got in my car and it wouldn’t start

tried it several times

I texted some friends after finding the RAC wouldn’t be there for a while

see if I could get a lift home

Cars ~ vehicle 

Often cars and vehicles have been key relationship issues with me

and lots of learning about 

the people who sell them

finance

mechanics

and warranties

and very dishonest relationships

No one was free

I went back in the supermarket

ordered lunch

waited

The RAC man phoned me saying he was close

I went outside and got in my car and thought I would give it a go

It started ;-)

When he arrived he checked it over and couldn’t find a fault 

What did it allow to happen?

It allowed me to assess my dependency and how I feel about it

Out in the Country ~ limited buses ~ none on Sunday’s ~ literally how to get about

Just bought that car ~ been back to garage already

and going back for something else this week

That I cannot have my way when I want

and there could be many reasons why that had to happen

that involved several people ~ the threads rippling out

Lots of interactions that were coded and I had to change my plan to fit the plan 

When I did get back I really appreciated it and had a peaceful day

Love my home and all my family

Including my green ones 

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I watched an amazing film yesterday

Interstellar 

and finished a lovely book

The Girl who chased the Moon

both fantastical in their way

The stuff of dreams 

and lots of synchros

and triggers for me to release at this emotionally aligned time

 

Red Moon Wavespell ~ let it all go

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Red Moon Wavespell

Day 11

Blue Cosmic Storm

Planet is Pluto

Number is 19

Master Number of catalytic initiation

of healing

Let it all go 

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Melt the ice and thaw

 

Life before tapping ~ EFT ~ emotional intelligence

what did I do then?

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When I think about my life before I started learning about my emotional self 

it was very up and down

I am a very emotional person

I feel deeply

I am shy and sensitive and I do care what people think about me and happily I am becoming more discerning and understanding of how this works in relationship

with or without my involvement in different ways

When I was in my youth I took support systems to relax

and let me be something other than

the shy 

insecure

person I really was

I wanted to connect to other people

when I was simply me

without any “apps”

I found that difficult

when I had something to release this 

I became the opposite

and that wasn’t a happy medium either

and thank Goddess there was no FB then 

eek ….

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Me and my beach bar boss in Crete in the 80’s

When I spent time in Crete I learned to become more assertive and stand up for myself 

I learned to shout back 

even though I didn’t really understand the culture

I learned to be more of the mediterranean relationship model

passionate emotional displays…

friends again straight away…

far more honest free flowing emotions in some ways

more in my masculine and I found this was respected too

by the local people I was engaged with because I was mirroring them

I also found great freedom

as to begin with I didn’t understand the language

so didn’t get drawn in to every circle

Most of the time though I was not straight or sober

or celibate

and reading my diary from then really reveals that chaotic place of my inner world

As I grew older and became a parent my world completely changed and I am really tuning in to this today because this time of year is close to when that happened

Initiated into New beginnings in Aries

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Carrying all my past around every day became more and more difficult 

There were unexplainable times of rage and frustration

that didn’t match the circumstances

disproportionate

I couldn’t cry in front of others

I would sob my heart out when alone

I felt bad about myself and my life

I felt 

guilty

ashamed

embarrassed and under pressure even more

wanting to be a good mother

Most of my time as a mother I wasn’t coping on the inside

putting a brace face on the outside

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I was afraid

I was tense

I was scared of messing up and for most of the day I was alone with this insecurity 

sometimes it was unbearable

somehow I had got myself into being a “grown~up” with huge responsibility

and yet I was still a child inside

What to do?

I started learning about psychology as soon as I had my son

I wanted to learn about child development so I had some sort of clue

as I never planned to become a parent

When I was pregnant for the first time

I was amazed about this new world

I hadn’t got a clue about any of the process

or how I would feel

Most of the time I felt so different from any other time in my life

In some ways I was convinced that my life wouldn’t change…

denial ;-)

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I was totally un prepared for the strength of my feelings

for this miracle that had been created inside of me

and 

how generally this was taken for granted in our world

this absolute miracle

this feeling of limitless

unconditional love

I felt

for this little person

It was my first step around truly focusing on me and my body

and nurturing myself

I gave myself permission to do that during my first pregnancy

Afternoon naps

lovely baths

being quiet and still

eating for pleasure

feeling sacred and amazing that this was happening to me

becoming very aware of how my body felt 

and the butterfly feeling 

the new life growing inside me

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I didn’t think too deeply about the birth beyond the birth plan

because in truth I was terrified

My first birth was highly managed and not what I wanted

and there were fab bits in there too

and deeply scary parts like my body doing it’s own thing completely separate from my mind

deeply angry parts with uncaring people and loving very caring people

 it repeated a pattern in similarities to my birth

and revealed a bigger picture to me

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Our birth into this world initiates our code

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It is key to everything

and if you can find out about yours

this can explain lots of things

as to how you create

I have done lots of healing on this 

both for my own birth and the birth of my children

and was amazed at what had created wounding for me

It wasn’t what I thought most of the time

It also linked to lots of other threads in my life

that had the same pattern of wounding

Once I started this process for myself 

everything changed in my understanding of my world

and because of that

my understanding of the world 

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Many people focus on healing to create a perfection model

with an outcome that everything is good 

and I offer that sometimes everything is not good

sometimes things are hard

sometimes things are a struggle 

and this is the key

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to personal healing and freedom

(yes everything has a reason 

and all is love and that is a different aspect)

acceptance of this

acceptance that this

event

person

relationship

was so far off

“Disney model”

and it plunged us into despair

whilst the human being is conditioned to believe 

there is a Utopian world to strive for

It will always be out of reach

The key start is to accept what is

and accept that if we do not accept

We suffer

and sometimes we have to suffer

to understand that

to know what suffering is

death

With this Utopian model

shadow is not allowed

shadow behaviour is not allowed

and shadow emotions are to be excluded in public displays

Instead of coming to terms with all our emotions

through coming to terms with all of our emotional events

feeling safe about them

at peace with them

understanding them in some way

and seeing them differently because of that process

feeling those feelings that are filling us up  

human beings demonise and project them onto others

and do not evolve because of that

the feelings and patterns are pushed away to arm’s length

and rejected

in the same way the original event

caused feelings of rejection

and to heal

these feelings and patterns

seek to be embraced and brought in to centre

to be felt at last

heard

honoured

and given house room

with permission to come out of the closet

and owned as a part of our inner family

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Every single person shares this 

every single person has fears about themselves

every single person has messed up

every single person has struggles with life 

that is why we are here

to learn about that

human being process

Talking to another can help 

talking to oneself every day with the intention of being present

taking the time to put oneself first

to listen to the anxieties

the worries

the thoughts that are niggling

is key to the process of transformation

letting this side out

and gradually getting used to this part of oneself

having a conversation

and then working with that which is coming up

to heal

is an amazing process

get’s easier

becomes a healthy habit

and when we add in tapping

it creates a reality ritual

that is truly magical

and lets go of old worlds

so we can birth new ones

To begin with there may be huge emotion

that feels like a storm

like a tidal wave

like a hurricane

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Can feel overwhelming

Can feel like the birthing process

and our ego will feel afraid

because it is programmed to avoid this emotional outburst

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once the ego starts to become familiar with it

and realises that

actually the individual does not die as a result

actually becomes happier

more stable

feels deeper joy

feels safe in the skin the human being is in

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and sees what comes as a result of this process is truly amazing 

just like the film I mentioned yesterday ~The Giver

Life becomes intensely felt and lived from the heart embracing all

and recognising that all is valid

and all is a necessary part of the experience and why the spirit is here in partnership

with the human being 

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Pic by Susan Seddon Boulet 

Using a shamanic framework 

this is known as soul retrieval

All frameworks work in some way as all have the same core intent

to heal the heart

the mind doesn’t need healing ;-) 

the mind does not feel

the mind creates frameworks as a result of the heart’s state of grace

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This is why it is time

for the emotional evolution

and the time to shift the focus from the ego led head

to the heart and bring balance to the individual

and as a result the world

Focus on heal to feel

and as a process

the individual stops living in the head

to avoid being in the body

and feels safe to feel

to be still with oneself

and the inner dialogue

and allows it 

and embraces it

and aligns

Storm

brings the inner storm out raindrop by raindrop

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lets the clouds reveal the moodiness

lets the 50 shades of grey talk away

let’s the mood be felt

lets the sun be revealed

and from this clear place

the solution to the issue is revealed

next step becomes clear

from this clear channel to our consciousness

This is the process of enlightenment

Aries New Moon energy for New Beginnings which is connected to the start of the next 260 day cycle 

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ARIES 6
An aquamarine in a woman’s navel.
Sensuous pleasure, powerful passions. Body wisdom. Impulses and instincts, desires and cravings, and the festive celebration of being alive here now. You are marvelously enraptured with the senses–energetic, vital, enthusiastic, on fire. Direct and straight on. Candid and willing to release into what arises. Impressionable, suggestible, youthful. In touch and in tune with what wants to happen here, your gut conviction is fiercely strong. You feel driven to be yourself and by the need to engage with the other completely. You are the one who stands out, who makes a point of it, who is unashamed.

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This is the way we all come in

this is our commonality

our belly button

We are all loved and held by the universe

We all matter

We are all divine beings

Every blade of grass is sacred

Let us remember that

Weep

and 

release

and 

laugh

in joy

Love to you and your process today

 

Red Moon Wavespell ~ mirror mirror on the wall

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Red Moon Wavespell

Code 10 

White Planetary Mirror 

North 

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A Mastery Code  number 18

We crack this one and wow

A totally different life experience unfolds

I have spent a magical day working with people who are open to this new world

Willing to do what it takes to get there

and that means…

going way out of the comfort zone 

Things that have been revealed today could not be known

in the “ordinary” way our world is portrayed 

Our world is anything but

and people are truly amazing

have wonderful gifts 

and are ready to unfurl their wings

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It is Alice in Wonderland

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It can create dizziness

When worlds ~ or paradigms of worlds ~ collide

We can be swept off our feet 

So tempting to stay in the known

be held in a chain of our own making 

Just watched a lovely film 

cried as always

played my heart strings

The Giver

Tomorrow we can really connect to our feelings

it is the day to tune in and go deep 

all this Pisces energy has the potential

to lift off the lid 

on our pre conceptions

so we can dream something else into being….

Only if we dare to…

Do you want to live your heart’s desire 

Maybe you already are 

There is always an opportunity

to be with beauty 

What has been reflected back to us today

Is the key to being in balance with our feminine

and

Speaking and Living

Truth

 

This is the sword that allows us to

cut to the chase 

bare the bones

excalibur energy

To thine own self be true

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Powerful Pisces Moon today at 27 degrees:

PISCES 27
A ritual sand painting.
Earth magic works upon the imagination to turn around old patterns and lost worlds by seeing it all with a different pair of eyes. The one who stayed under in a trance of automatic repetition, a regressive loop, is crying out for soul retrieval, is searching for whole new ways to feel and experience the way the energies move. Everything depends upon how you hold it, the field of assumptions and yearnings. For there is a tremendous ability here to follow a subtle track right through the middle of the lingering trances into a heightened experience of what this has all been about for so long. Searching for a deeper path through, learning it is there and not being able to carry forward any other way.

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