Fractals of potentiality ~ White Mirror Wavespell

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White Mirror Wavespell

A 13 day process of potentiality 

Witnessed 

Digested

Noted

All that is revealed in my world

is coming from my inner world

and 

If I choose I can work powerfully now

with conscious intent 

Are you ready ?

It is a powerful time for seeing how we  relate

Seeing ourselves reflected back

especially with the

Venus in Virgo Retrograde

that began on the

Day out of time July 25

Red Solar Skywalker Day 

great article about this:

Darkstar Astrology

Venus in Virgo

This is my Venus placement so naturally huge for me right now 

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Going back over all our relationships to see how we use our sacred fire

to create new worlds

literally with our children

and

our dreams of desire

manifest

 

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The last 13 days have revealed our relationship issues 

around how we are doing

love in action

and how we actually do that 

which is very different

to how we think we do that

Day two of that wavespell

was a key magical day 

White Lunar Worldbridger 

it was on Saturday 18 July 

What was happening  for you ?

Red Serpent

is my Mothers Mayan Sign

so this is a key process for me in relation to my matriarchal line and family constellation

It is one of Pacal Votan’s clear Signs 

I spent my day in a domestic with my neighbour

and went for zero tolerance option

I will not be disrespected by another adult any more

who is behaving like a child

and 

avoiding taking responsibility for how they relate 

being a victim 

and dragging every person in their radius into their drama for that very purpose of manipulation and energy vampirism 

This can of course only happen if the other allows that

How that is allowed is revealed as to the individual’s choice about relationship

and the level of love learning that we are all opening up to as a collective 

The ripples of my neighbour’s choices

and my choices 

are going out now

and creating new structures 

This is key for the

Aquarius

Full Blue Moon

coming up tomorrow morning at 1143 in the UK

click on the link on Aquarius for a great article

This moon represents the cup holder

of the God and Goddess

and

the human being

soul and human dance of destiny

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The human being who as a planetary server 

is ready to see their bigger picture

and

most importantly

empty their cup of distortion

emotion overflowing 

to allow the cup to be refilled by the divine 

that they are

time to remove our mask husks

holding us back in the past wound of feeling unloved

Their is no opposite to love simply expressions of it

All is love

All leads to love

Our perspective on love is the key

To know love as loving life

and experiencing bliss

One has to be it 

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How have you been

love in action in the past 13 days ?

This is Leo time 

The time of love 

The first picture today is Romeo and Juliet and others are also in this thread

Have you been lucky enough to feel the full intensity of this in your life?

It is one of the most powerful forces on earth

It is Divine

love in action

Heart to heart 

Kissing your lover and being in that ecstasy 

The play of Romeo and Juliet

the process of love overcoming all boundaries in the beginning of this tragedy

and yet ends tragically 

because of misunderstandings

and 

lack of communication

Love is not logical

Love is a feeling that drives people to do things

Often against all mind restrictions

It is the power of the divine to move human beings 

To seek and create loving connection

with a passion that cannot be explained or quantified

Absence of love in life creates pain

Living in relationship without love is death

It is the root of all unhappiness in the world and yet…

people are still not getting that simple wisdom

If you are not feeling love now 

can you remember when you did ?

How different was that life experience ?

I choose love every time

and am an expert on living without it

and...

I think that is true for the majority right now 

and…

that is a choice 

that can be changed

Choose love 

 

 

I have been on a musical cookie trail today

If you love music this is a way to get in touch with love hurt

You may think you are ok….

Play some tunes from your past at key emotional times

See what happens

This one for me is huge because it is at a time when my heart felt broken

Truth was gone from my world 

I was betrayed and vulnerable and scared to death 

Still feeling it and letting it go

Everything I knew crumbled apart 

Had to so I could be here having this conversation with you and that is also the key to living our destiny because everything that has happened so far allows us to be love in action if we choose to transform that emotion

it becomes bliss

because of acceptance of our own personal journey 

I am so honoured in relationship now 

I am seeing myself reflected back and I am so humbled by this

I am asking forgiveness to everyone in my world since the beginning of it

Whatever I did or am doing that feels unloving

I am so sorry

Please forgive me 

I see you differently now

because 

I see me differently now 

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My Ascendent and Lilith are in Aquarius

It is my first house

I am a planetary server of community and new ways code

This can be extremely challenging at times

I am growing into it :-) 

As I empty out 

Knowing about our Astrology and Psychology 

Patterns 

really assists in the self awareness and understanding process

Neptune

 

Is today’s planet

It is a mastery process

Work with our Moon shadow

and unlock the realms of the deep 

 

It is my Father’s Mayan Sign

It is my process of my patriarchal lineage 

and today I have beautiful men in my life

revealing this even more for me 

this

Mayan Matrix allows me to see this 

All of this downloading for me today

The father of my children is one of my biggest teachers

and a soul partner of many lives

We have been on a big journey

We are travelling different paths now 

I have been listening to some songs we first shared in our lives together

There is so much emotion being released about that part of me that feels wounded and lost from losing

my beloveds of a lifetime

many lifetimes

We had an incredible journey

We have two amazing children

I am truly sorry for anything I ever did

that caused you to feel that I did not love you

because I have always loved you

I know that our time to be in relationship together

had come to an end 

and that everything that happened had to happen for us to evolve

Love does not end 

It is what it is 

When we feel deeply it is the abyss and the salvation 

Remember what we are working with this whole 260 day cycle

is

Aries Sun and Libra Moon 

Here is a document detailing this here

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Everything is showing up to allow new beginnings

Do you dare to accept the challenge?

Can you move the cube ?

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Within

Keep moving

Keep opening

Keep searching for the beloved

because it is scripted

and….

action is required

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get out of the comfort zone

as the new

is outside that old place of familiarity

reach for higher ground

 

 

Today is Magnetic Moon 5  ~ the heart of the matter

Inner Visions

Love to you all

from my heart to yours 

I love you

I am you

Tomorrow is the new learning ~

feel the catalyst

initiated at Summer Solstice

Blue Storm

Storm

 

 

 

The Blue Transformational Zone begins

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Red Serpent Wavespell

Purifying the sacred fire within

This is the awakening 13 day process

in what is known in the

Mayan Framework 

as 

The Blue Castle 

Red Serpent is the 5th Mayan Sign

More about that here:

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It is the heart of the matter

The Asteroid belt bringing in new archetypes of the sacred feminine for the human being to integrate

and in the body

what is getting on our nerves being revealed often literally in this way 

10 portal days of intense human evolution beginning tomorrow

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Since April the 4th ~ the beginning of this 260 day cycle

We have Initiated in Aries Sun

and Libra Moon

Aries ~ initiation of new beginnings in the Masculine code

Libra ~ balance in the feminine code 

Completed 52 days of awakening process in the Red Castle 

Awakened by Red Dragon 04 April 2015

This is the blog I wrote about that

What the Great Mother is bringing for our evolution

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Then refined this awakening

in the White Castle 

Whatever level of relationship the individual has with their own process

some working consciously with the Quetzlcoatl process

that this Mayan 260 day evolution tool

focuses on

This was initiated with Red Skywalker

on May 26 2015

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The human being who is ready to bring heaven to earth through themselves

by being the process

Being the change

Working consciously with awareness of their code

their patterns

their perspective of the world

Seeing that all emotional triggers

Hold the key to their personal transformation and freedom

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That is

The Secret

to

letting light in

letting love in

Turning the first part of life experience around

Within

Todays Wavespell is the 9th one

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The process of it allows a different level of freedom to be gained for the individual

Who is willing to work on raising personal consciousness 

by looking at past issues around their first part of entry onto planet earth

In their birth family

In Glastonbury and “spiritual” circles

The focus is often on the esoteric

Terms like

Transcendence

Ascension

People worrying about the latest boat to nirvana vehicle of consciousness

The latest diet

The gadget

The meditation programme 

The book that has the ancient wisdom that will be the way

and all of that has something to offer as to information about a process

and all of that is outside the human being

which is not the human being process

My offering is this :

The alchemical process for the human being is about that individual human being

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Becoming very aware of what is their personal pain

and then working with that personal pain

to release it

and learn how to be empowered and able

to live life today in the way that their heart desires

Free of the past

Emotionally 

The picture that starts the blog today

is a representation of the sacred fire

This Wavespell is about this process

Within

The base chakra

Fire

The base chakra is at the base of the spine

It is the start of the human being’s tree of life 

The root of all ways of being around feeling ungrounded

Sagittarius is the 9th Sign 

The wounded healer 

and the current cycle the collective is in 

Saturn in Sagittarius which was also in 1985 to 1987 ~ just reading this article by Keen.com  is a revelation for me as to understanding my Saturnian learning ~ I went to Greece to live for a while in 1986 and so seeing what structures I created ~ unconsciously ~ at 21 that I am revisiting now ~ hurtful stuff as well as wow ~ and my life’s work 

with a brief  yet deep excursion

currently back into Saturn in Scorpio to work with our personal structure still seeking death and rebirth ~ this article illustrates this really well ~ time to get real about personal responsibility by vivacombusta.com 

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All experiences since birth

before intellect

before language 

before logic

How that baby and child felt safe in their family or not

is the initiator code 

Felt 

Heart does feeling

 

 

 

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Not…. think 

Mind 

and the baby picks up all the Mother’s experience in the womb

all ancestral code

all past life code

Most people are missing this vital focus

on feelings

 

Most people are carrying around huge rage issues 

yet have learned so many mind tricks to suppress this

that massive denial programmes are running

that keep the individual “safe” from themselves

Repression

Depression

Manic episodes here and there

Red Mists

Sobbing at unexpected times and situations…

revealing a pressure cooker of emotional events and not coping human being

bubbling to the surface because the pressure has become to great to bear 

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Unlocking this fire is key

transmuting it is essential

 

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Internal fire coming from rage is very destructive 

on all levels

eventually burning the body within

Inflammation

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Indigestion

Acidity 

Destructive wild fire events outside the individual 

My offering on this if you choose:

Look back at what was happening for you around April 04 this year 

Look what then developed in the refining process around May 26

What is happening for you now?

How are you feeling ?

What emotions are flowing most of the time?

Do you let yourself feel?

Are you emotionally conscious

i.e are you able to understand what your emotions are

or have you learned to substitute intellectual words instead ?

You may be surprised just how many people do not have any emotional language 

When I start to work with people around these areas often they do not have emotional vocabulary

use “I think” rather than “I feel”

are in their head

will not go into the body because it is too painful 

Struggle to verbalise an emotional process when asked about an emotional event 

This is so key now

for human beings to start to shift the focus from thinking to feeling

to become balanced and integrated

Feeling safe to do so as and when

Most of humanity does not because it is too painful

and the lives most people are living as adult’s have expanded

to such a degree 

that to function in today’s world

means defence 

means protection

means hiding their vulnerability 

It is all perfectly understandable 

and

if we want our society

our community

our world to change

then this has to change 

each one of us has to change this

otherwise these things will not change

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Most people do not realise this truth

each person having the courage to evolve is the process of human evolution

Stripping off the layers

Accessing heart 

Personal story being looked at 

Going within

Learning the tools to do that

Taking the small steps

From where we are

To where we want to be

All of us in this together

Integration on a personal level

to create integrity 

The ego does not feel comfortable about this to begin with

It takes discipline

It takes consistency 

It takes up space on the schedule that may be full to bursting

and…

start anyway

Intend

Take 10 minutes a day to tap

instead of meditation

Be with the thoughts

instead of watching them float by

Feel their anxiety

Feel their message 

Allow the feelings

Release the feelings

All our inner child has ever wanted is to feel loved and respected 

Safe 

Each adult person can give that to themselves now if they are willing to learn how to do it

Ask for support from your universal self 

It is given

It is what we are here for at this time

Be the process

This is what this Wavespell is for

To make this process conscious for all as and when

I use Emotional Freedom Technique and I share it with others

for each person to learn how to do this for themselves

Please click on this link for Resources to assist on this

Emotional Freedom Technique Resources

The only person who can access enlightenment and therefore total love

is each individual learning how to do that with their own tree of life

being their own healer

doing their personal journey

It is amazing

It is painful

It is tiring

It is about letting go of

needing to get high

stimulate

avoid

take the edge off

need generally 

Transforming Co dependent Code

letting go of being a victim in any way

through giving power to anything outside of oneself 

This is not an easy path

This is The Heart Path

This is the Alchemist Path Within

Are you ready to totally love and accept all of yourself to be free?

Radical self responsibility ?

That is the code of truth

Free of co dependent distortions

that Great Mother is bringing now

We are in the last few days of

Red Solar Moon Year 

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on July 26 a new code begins

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which is all about the process of being self~empowered

Letting go of ego and will power which is coming from a wounded inner child code

It is year 10 of this Red Moon cycle

which started on July 26 2006

The year of seeing what is manifest in our lives as a collective

As an individual

We are entering the perfect planetary codes to assist this:

Leo Zodiac energy begins on July 23rd ~ day 7 of this wave ~

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pic by Susan Seddon Boulet 

Blue Resonant Monkey and a human evolution day ~ what is triggering our inner child that is resonating to be healed ?

Full Moon in Aquarius

July 31st at Aquarius 7 degrees

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Karma works by indirection. We draw to ourselves what we previously activated and as it comes back, we curse the reflection. Such gestures multiply. They gather force and momentum. And soon we have fixed ideas about what is pulling us back and what is carrying us forward. Before you know it, you have become partisan, taking up this side against this other side, swept up in the drama. And you even become sure in your mind that whole segments of existence are bad and terrible and must be renounced completely. Yet you are making a self-commentary in where your mind as led you, and there must come a point in the journey when the mind strips away its disguise and you know once again that all is of God, that all is toward the good, and nothing can ever harm you, unless you insist upon it.

Darkstar Astrology article 

New Moon in Leo on 14 August at 21 degrees

Darkstar Astrology Article

 

Venus Retrograde~ going back over old relationships 

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Primavera ~ Botticelli 

July 25 ~ day out of time  ~ Darkstar Astrology article

40 days and nights of being in awareness of our personal hell remaining code

to create our personal heaven now :-) 

Sooner or later we have to go there it is how the process is designed

Here are some deeper self awareness questions if you choose to go there:

What have you created with your thoughts and beliefs

that are all on your world stage now ?

Does that structure feel good ?

~ notice what does and does not ~ key info as to expansion and release

What level of conscious awareness are you working on around this ?

Is that daily ? Weekly ? Monthly ?

What is your personal daily alchemical peace process ?

Where are you now….?

Where do you want to be?

Where were you in 2006 and what has changed that feels more heart centred ?

How much joy are you feeling every day?

How stressed ?

How much time is on maintaining a life ?

How much time really being able to live an inspiring life?

In spirit life ?

How many people are in your circle who you can really be yourself with?

Feel love with?

Feel open and honest with ?

Feel loved and accepted by ?

New Mayan Year Events and Tools 

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I have an online workshop specifically crafted for working with this process

Ebook:

The ebook has time sensitive information working with the Mayan Wavespell

and

Astrological information

for you

for that day

as to tuning in for self enquiry 

You do not need to have any experience or understanding

of these frameworks to do the exercises as you have awareness of you

and your life events and how you are feeling 

If you are aware of Astrology and Mayan frameworks that is also a great place 

I design my ebooks to be open to all levels of understanding as much as I can 

If you are doing the transformation option

you also schedule a Skype session with me at a later date to work with this information and how you wish to transform your self and your life

There are different entry levels:

Initiation: Information ~ the intellectual process ~ for those wanting to engage at this level 

Information and transformation ~ the information and energy coaching on Skype with me to start the ball rolling for the uninitiated

and go further for the initiate and adept 

Three ~ the number of co creation and letting go of duality and co dependency codes 

One and one make three

Beyond the place of “wrong” and “right” there is a place

A garden of loving relationship

Return to Eden process

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Each individual puts into the garden what they wish to share of themselves in relationship

No one has to be more

No one has to be less 

The Magical Heart Path

Workshop

combines the three essential energies for alchemical transformation:

The Human Being Day

Friday 24 July

Where are we now and where do we want to be?

How to navigate the path from here to there

Integration Process

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The Skywalker Day

Saturday 25 July 

Day out of time 

Stepping out of time literally

How to go beyond our current timeline 

What is holding us in the past

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The Wizard Day ~ Sourceress Code

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Being the shaman on all levels

Accessing the Moon Goddess within

Seeing our structure of magic

Weaving consciously with it 

Letting ourselves flow with the magic 

The Ebook is £10

The Ebook and Skype energy coaching workshop is £33

There are some concessionary places so please message me to book one

I will need to do your Mayan Sign and Astrology so please book early enough to allow this

I can only work with a small group of people because of the level of working so please bear this in mind

and it is a pre~ requisite that all people working in this way have an intention to be open and willing to do the work ;-) 

I am a fellow traveller with you on your journey 

The Magician’s assistant 

You are

The Magus working your Web 

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Love to all the lovers

who are ready to let go

of their fight

and their struggle

and as a result of that personal process

Surrender truly

to divinity wisdom ways

and

access intimacy and deep love

 

Kate’s song:

It is in me 

Tune in 

Just done her Mayan for the first time ~ did not know any of this info before

She is a Leo 

She is a Red Solar Skywalker

She is day 9 of this Wavespell

A portal for human evolution

Magnetic Moon day 5 ~ is her feminine

She is getting to the heart of the matter by sharing her vibe and code

Thank you to a certain special someone for reconnecting me

at the perfect time to her and her message 

Wow 

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Solar Return Day ~ light returning

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Happy Solar Return

Human Beings 

Code 9

in the

Human Being Wavespell

Yellow Solar Sun

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Here is the process

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Today is a very important day 

This process is a very important process

and it is happening 

right here right now

with or without the human beings conscious consent 

It is happening on all levels of coding

and depending on where each human being is on their personal process…

there is only a difference in perception

Mickey Mouse and Pluto are the language of light

Mickey the Magician

Pluto his inner dog 

and hold the process of enlightenment

as equally as any other sage or saint in history

but…

this is overlooked by many a traveller on the yellow brick road looking for

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Mixing their metaphors

and getting lost with too many signs

The famous duo are characters in various dramas

All part of turning a swamp into a very abundant place in the world

where vast fortune’s have been and still are unfolding

the new Disney offering

Inside Out 

is holding the key codes for the generation

who are really going to be working in a big way with

The Emotional Evolution

If you haven’t seen it yet I highly recommend

Jonathan Strange and Mr Norrell

The Enlightenment Process is there

in plain sight …

if a person is ready to see it

and there is the paradox

If a person is still deep in denial 

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it is possible to be intellectually aware of code and process…

It is channelled code beaming through us all as human beings

It is the creation matrix we are all part of

To work with the code consciously however…

To be an Alchemist

To be a Magician rather than simply a mystic

means…

One has to become the conscious process and that means doing the process literally whatever it takes to get off the

Magic Roundabout 

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Once the human being really starts to be it

life does become really engaging and one can see that it has been there all the time that everything is fine and all the props have been totally synchronised to play the game

sometimes one forgets though

and this could be happening now for many as the heat is turning up

to get people out of the

hot tub of hedonism

in order to do a reality check

and remember

the truth of the matter

which is….

human beings are at a point of maturity of the outside and yet …

are still stuck in teenage years inside

which is why most are still doing the same old as they did then

which is not good for the planet

good for consumerism though

which is a by product of hugely inflated ego and can never been satiated 

Hence all the sickness in the world 

Are you aware of what codes you are running ~ from your youth?

Your magical structure?

Your pleasure dome?

If you are around my age and from the UK

then there was a diverse range of music to plug into

and embed

the Age of Excess

and hedonistic pursuit in the 80’s that is awaiting transformation 

integration

letting go of the addictions of putting something in to get a high

If you choose notice the imagery

the language

how it feels for you

what your personal relationship is

with some examples from your golden oldies

Here are some of mine:

and yes of course they have a connection for me and

totally plugged me in to what I am working with now

which is why they are here of course 

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Knowing that this was a code I used to run around co~dependency

part of me that has been conditioned

Looking for love in all the “wrong” places

Message in a bottle 

and huge bombardment of this co dependent code

anywhere there is media

and dense population

so once aware that the puppet strings are being pulled is key

being with that feeling

and

letting go of any need for instant gratification

is key for

The Joy Junkie 

 

because it is a designer hit as pure as any heroin trip

and it is key to understanding of what is forming personal motivation

in the here and now

A junkie is someone seeking a high to avoid pain

A person in pain because everyday life is not loving

and it is not a pretty picture

and it does not create a pretty picture 

Here is a man who explains addiction very succinctly:

We all have our own poison on the path

and it is what has to be experienced by the alchemist

to know it up close and personal

how it feels to be living hell on earth

not least because once this process really kicks in

it often means the initiate is in the minority

ostracised and scapegoated by the tribe

because all those still in deep denial will do anything

to avoid someone who is not in that place anymore

because in that reflection…

they see an aspect of themself wanting to get clean of distortion code

and open more to love and intimacy and that scares the living daylights out of their ego because it means…

going off the comfort zone and new learning

but rather than say that

~ be honest ~

the person that is literally afraid of their own shadow

will do a smoke and mirrors diversion and go into destroy mode

Personal motivation here and now is revealed in:

All the stories we were attracted to as children

the films that set our heart on fire or scared us to death

the sexual attractions triggering lust and longing

the emotional drives that fuel the core programming

and discover

it is anything but the logical part of oneself driving 

The Blue Bus…

is calling us

 

This can be revealed if the individual is ready to enlighten themselves

about themselves

and let Pluto take centre stage

as well as Mickey 

This really started for me in 2001 and although I was learning psychology I hadn’t yet discovered any tools to use

so I cried a lot and did not do what I always did at void crisis times

find a replacement 

get bombed every night

I watched films and cried ~ like Mrs Doubtfire ~ hoping this was my ex’s motivation for leaving me and the children for another woman

I also watched Fight Club

realising I was addicted to Ikea

ok and Brad Pitt :-) 

Here are some of the quotes:

I nearly did not watch it because of the title but the fact Brad was in it tipped the balance 

Revolver is the same subject matter 

Twin Peaks 

and 

Mulholland Drive

 

 

The Awakening takes part in The East ~ in the Mayan all the Red Codes

beginning with Red Dragon ~ the Great Mother

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The Eastern consciousness

This is transformed in the West

in the Mayan blue codes

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Is the Gateway of every Wavespell

and

today

is the

Gateway of the Mastery of enlightenment

code Yellow Sun

which is the end game position of the 260 day Mayan Wavespell synchronisation

process over and over eternally .

Yellow Cosmic Sun is the last Mayan Sign in this spiral 

So if

like me

 you have been feeling a tad 

ground down

over the past few years :-)

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Because your face doesn’t fit

and you are not

everyone’s favourite party guest

because well… you don’t party any more

and you don’t do denial at the same level

as everyone else any more

and you aren’t

one of the love a light brigade

and you are so sick of the bulls*t that

you want to projectile vomit it back

into the void it came from

 and all of that behaviour

is not a typical expression of 

Grace as recognised by the “spiritual” circles

and I offer that it is exactly that 

It is contrary mary at full return

What is known in Alchemy as 

Right Relationship

In alignment with 

truth 

free of any ego distortion

which is the

Tree of Mercury 

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matching the transition of awakening to power happening here and now

We have to be ground down, crushed and shat out time and time again

often going into the desert and being in despair

and keep on going…

All of our personal code is the language of light

only some of it doesn’t know that yet ;-) 

Madonna’s album

Ray of light

has some key vibes :-) 

 

If you are ready to work with your code in this way

please get in touch 

I am not a guru

I am a human being going through a process

It is not my process

It is an ancient process

I do not own anything

I have no copyright 

I am sharing a way that comes from the source 

It is old alchemy school with a modern splicing

and

yes

it really is magic 

for this magical new year coming 

White Wizard Wavespell ~ Moon Goddess

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This is so key to today ~ July 08 2015 ~ heading in to the new year now.
Today we have Aries Waning Moon at 10 degrees:

ARIES 10
Roots of a tree entwined around the statue of a nude woman.
Bondage and freedom sometimes go hand in hand. The bondage is being true to pattern, predictable, caught in habits and tendencies perpetually left to grow like weeds. The freedom is that as you meet yourself starkly in the midst of these old, tired patterns of behavior, you come into touch with a quickening flame of self-recreation, stimulated and forced by being at the mercy of the relentless patterns. This impulse to make yourself over is fervently strong, courageous, ready, and willing. The old stuff dies hard. You are therefore engaged in a pitched battle of a protracted kind between retrogressive and progressive ideals, impulses, and desires. Both sides are so impassioned and sharply intent that this becomes a knockdown, dragout battle of wills. The atavistic backward-leaning will feels immune to change. The visionary forward-thrusting will feels moved by evolutionary forces never to give up. Eventually the future prevails over the past, but not before scars and multiple traumas mark the spot of fighting for your life against an implacable inward enemy who knows it will lose and fights all the harder accordingly.

To follow the heart path ~ transform the weeds ~ within all the struggle is the revealing of our own personal soul evolution ripe for the picking and ensures new beginnings ~ Go for the heart healing ~ it is sublime ~ sublimation process of the alchemist ~ walking the talk <3 Big love to all

Originally posted on flow with jo:

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White Wizard Wavespell

The Moon Goddess returning to power process

This is the code of self empowerment

and the sign is Ix

I have just made the direct connection of this to the Moon Goddess:

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who is a similar archetype to

Lilith, Iris and Eris 

and

who is the leading picture in this blog

This Wavespell is: 

Code 14 

The mastery code 

and the first of the

Seven Solar Seals 

the Seven Sisters of the Pleiades

Alcyone 

The shamanic feminine returning

to full radiance and light through each human being ;-) 

at the time of the new 26000 year cycle

that began on December 21 2012

with the

Winter Solstice in the Northern Hemisphere

foretold in the Indigenous myths

article about that here

The Aries New Moon

aligns with this tomorrow in the UK 

This is new beginnings time

very late in the sign and at 29 degrees

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Yellow Human ~ the challenge

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Yellow Human Wavespell

Wavespell ~ Code 8 ~ Integrate

 

Day 2 ~ the new learning

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What has always being getting in the way for my personal heaven on earth process ?

Not accessing the shadow that’s what ;-) 

Then once accessing ~ integrating it 

reflections

This is the Yellow

13 day process in the White Castle of refining

 of what came into conscious awareness in the period of 52 days commencing 04 April 2015 at the start of this 260 day cycle

What were you doing back then?

This is the time of the Jason Journey

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The human being ready to engage in going for the heart’s desire

Se off in the earthly landscape to find

love and acceptance of oneself

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That is the key to accessing all of eternity and source code.

To do this requires turning everything on it’s head and being open to new learning and new process

We are the love we seek

Ok great concept yes?

Read 444 books on self~help and still no wiser?

Looking for love in all the “wrong” places is key

to the personal history

That is the key

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Wherever the individual has experienced personal hell on earth

Is also where heaven if found

Simple as that

All our resistance comes from ego will

Wanting to have it’s own way 

Coming from an unwise place

often the ignorance of youth who believes they know best

and…

this is key 

Has to happen

This is the crucible 

This is the place where the initiate begins to learn

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This is the essence of today

The Fool 

The Green Man 

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How all human beings so far have created the world experienced by human’s today

A study in this yields great insights

A personal study in personal causation of the individual’s current experience 

reveals great worth

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Each individual is an expert on themselves

an expert on everything that has been wow so far ~ write it down

An expert on everything that has been painful, boring , uncomfortable

Ignore, push down, repress, drown out

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That is what the masses are doing

and….

missing the point entirely

and that is ok as all is revealed for each individual at the perfect time 

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of being a human being

The “bad” stuff reveals all the code and emotion ripe for release

the juicy stuff

 

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just like rotting fruit holds the seeds for the new trees

so the human being is free to do something else now

having learned on all levels

how personal heel was created

There are some shared human codes in there that apply to all human beings too

 

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photo by my friend Dave Collinson

appeared synchronistically on my timeline on Facebook this morning

as an echo at a place I visited yesterday ~ a sacred site ~ the exact words I spoke there

Favourite lines from Gladiator

Anyone who reads my blogs will be familiar with me quoting this.

Gladiator is one of my favourite films ~ not the violence ~ the role of the man, who does not want power and for that very reason is given it.

He does right relationship even though he has been made to fight and had everything taken from him.

What each human being does has a consequence in the here and now ~ that is karma ~ not with a judgemental meaning ~ simple do this and create that.

This is creating code in action.

Each action that we take has consequences for everyone and everything in planet earth .

Each human being is a powerful creator of outcomes and it is time to fully own that.

Be do have .

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We cannot create new worlds

from old worlds now that is very evident and to be seen in planetary history

 

When each human being changes the inner world

the outer world changes

That is the process of our human evolution

That is the peace process

Peace begins with me 

 

Be the change in this way and get to see that heaven is here

right now

on earth

It is simply the personal hell story getting in the way for each individual unable to access it 

Get clear of that

Experience the miracle of life

The amazing beauty of all that is

Be the gift

See the gift 

Know that 

Every single being is right on the edge of that quantum leap now

all that is required is accessing their visionary self and trusting the process

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Everything that each person has done is the key to changing their destiny 

and changing the world

In that order 

That is the missing link ;-) 

Get it?

Go for it?

The ecstasy is the natural essence from the agony

Vinegar into honey process

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Love to you beautiful people 

 

 

Ready to become more aware?

Ready to work on transformation?

Whatever level you are at I have something to offer you and you are the expert on where you are at :-) 

Upcoming Event:

Come and connect to me at this event in Southampton soon and find out your codes ~ share the magical process

14 July 2015

The Mayan Calendar 

The Enlightenment Process

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Doors open at 7pm for a 7.30 start

Bring your intentions with you and  an open heart for new learning 

This energy is

White Spectral Wind Day

The letting go of anything untrue 

being able to speak our truth

and

access our spirit guidance more

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It is truly a Cosmic time lovelies

 

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Cosmic Moon  

Day 9 today 

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Super portal code for completing old ways and opening to new 

accessing Goddess Energy within

As I am completing this blog

Aquarius at 28 degrees

AQUARIUS 28
A tapestry loom. On it is a half-finished tapestry.
Karmic process restricts the self, curbs the self, dictates what must happen to the self. A work upon yourself and, far more strongly, an outer plane self-discipline has been in progress a long time. It must be resumed, taken further, no matter what. Unfortunately, this often means imposing duties upon yourself presumptively. You just do what you have to do. But if the heart is not in it, work becomes mechanical. A dilemma faces you at recurrent cross-roads: to stay with what has been set up, or to introduce innovations. Any such innovations represent a huge issue. But without them, the inner core of self is short-changed and the outer mind takes over. You are being propelled by a greater destiny-current to honor all karmic agreements, and to enhance these by bringing into play a vitally engaged present-time attentive willingness to be surprised, meet things from another side, and realize that everything is just beginning now and needs to be met with real passion.

Ready to weave a new planetary picture?

 

Today’s Thoth Tarot

8 of disks reversed

Prudence

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exactly what this blog is about

what we do in life echoes in eternity

what we sow we reap

time to turn everything on it’s head

and for those of a similar age to me this is all about the

Uranus Pluto dance that began in 1966

This is what our generation is here to do 

Ties into the Solar Eclipse in 1999

13 ~ movement ~ catalyse

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Day 13

Blue Cosmic Monkey

Cosmic Moon day 7

The mystic day of this 28 day period

Planet Venus

Friday is Venus day too

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This picture contains the process of becoming Venus in it

It is in plain sight

All the symbology in this reveals the personal process of the birth of Venus for the individual 

I have been in the presence of this painting in person in Florence

I got the message energetically barcoded by this close up connection

cosmically swiped 

although I wasn’t aware of it then 

Are you ready to see it?

Be it?

Where is Venus in your chart?

Mine is in Virgo at 29 degrees in my 7th house

VIRGO 29
A witch preparing magic mushrooms.
Within the delicate, formative stages of major departures into the unknown, there is encountered an extraordinary task and lesson that detains you a long while. It becomes self-evident that it is everything that comes before that makes the difference. There must be a fully attuned, magical sensibility to make the future possible. Coming to this requires arduous discipline and elaborate ritual, internal initiation. This becomes such a labyrinth of discipleship and apprenticeship that you wander through the maze discovering everything you ever needed to know. All is played out within. There is no need to make anything happen on the outer. You are assigned to empty yourself out, to strip everything away, to become invisible. And if you excel at your craft, so many ventures and initiatives will be seeded, that this inner planes total mobilization will prove to be more fruitful and productive than any premature thrusts of outer mind, no matter how impressive or seemingly necessary. The entire path lies well within, and needs no surface success to substantiate itself.

So today this is very key for me

It was key for me in my formal education too because I did not conform at 6th form

and I had to make a choice

Magic mushrooms exploration/adventure/travel or compliance and career?

I left school and often felt like I had failed on some level…

Now I know why I took this route and always will

It is key to my evolution in this life.

To be a contrary Mary 

Another nursery rhyme

My take on this? I live on the ley line to the Camino Santiago 

Taurus in the Glastonbury Zodiac ~ my moon

The sacred feminine returning

Mother Goose ~ the craft tradition

The Moon

The Lilith energy 

My Lilith in Aquarius ~ au contraire to popular cultural conditioning 

and at 4 degrees the structure of it.

This will be incarnate in the moon energy tonight at 9 pm ~ 9 being completion

AQUARIUS 4
Many fireflies at dusk.
You become aware all at once of staggering things, of astounding things, of world-shattering things. States of revelation. You are being called inwardly to shake off the slumber of the common day and to heed the stirrings of the future. Capable of bounding leaps, your are infused with a spirit of new beginnings. Especially strongly drawn toward altered states and threshold awareness. You’ve been brought to places where all of the shared assumptions and ideologies become pale and lifeless, and something other sparks recognition and pursuit. Collectively inspired to find alternatives, to seek a vision, to gather with those who are similarly touched, you are in on the ground floor of new movements and innovative discoveries. And full of wonder and awe at the process, and at a whole way of things in worlds such as this one.

Writing this blog has allowed me to see this 

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This is the beauty of age too ~ being able to understand through looking back

and see clearly having healed distorted beliefs about oneself

being different to the “norm”

which is actually an insane way to live

and everyone knows that deep down

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If you read this link you will see this is key

there is a different angle to this for those doing

The Great Work

Part of this process is going where angels fear to tread

this is the shadow workers process not the love and light brigade process ;-)

It can seem like the way of a sadist to plunge into the abyss over and over

and…

this is the enlightenment process

 

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personally meeting what is known in common culture as the nemesis energy

Teaming up with relationships and people

that are the core of wounding on the planet in a very personally matched way

and we are all wounded and doing mask behaviour :-) 

To begin with this is not conscious 

Early life

As the initiate awakens this becomes conscious

As the adept works with this internally it becomes clearer 

Soul mates are challenging in this way of relationship 

They are meant to be 

Each person’s pattern is exactly what is required to go deep and heal deep

Eyes wide open 

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Hearts ready to heal

Fluffy kitten stuff this ain’t

The potential for deep love and connection?

Cosmic 

The role model on all levels ?

Wow 

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Today we are working with the last degrees of Capricorn

CAPRICORN 29
An architect carefully surveying old ruins.
What is to be seen is the outer skeleton of things. What is to be known is the inner essence of things. The code, the extraordinary revelation, the realization is there inherently in the very substance of existence. A practiced eye can see inside, can penetrate and illuminate. The schooling in perception comes between lives and then overshadows each and every idea or notion anybody can come up with. But to access and do honor to this advanced faculty is rare. For seeing the whole truth is excruciating to the ego-mind. And therefore the battle is on to awaken to your innermost truth, or to succeed brilliantly in adapting your truth to the marketplace, selling your soul to the highest bidder.

How to work with this within:

The more the individual knows their old ruins and is stripped bare the more becomes clear as to personal alchemy

Seeing the ego mind ~ this is where emotional freedom technique comes in to clear the self blame and self judgement and turn excruciating into ecstasy 

CAPRICORN 30
Blue morning glories growing up a tall trellis.
Heightened ability to bring the greater self into action. The towering presence of the one who knows informing each moment. A huge and formidable destiny-dedication to bring all of yourself through into this world. A steadfast, adamant quality of soul. The prenatal resolve to work out all remaining karmas and be free. Intensive focus upon soul evolution. Purpose, will. You have something to grow into throughout your life. Ancient ways, unfallen heights, seeing through. Staggered by what you have taken on. Ripening on the vine. Under massive pressure from within. The path and journey of ascension, with the body honored and the world renewed. Awakening and tapping the source for endeavors, projects, and tasks requires top-level clearance and the truest endowment of inward faculties to see them through and light up the world.

How to work with this:

Top level clearance is accessed through becoming a clear channel , clearing old wound events very specifically, allowing access to universal energy and balance with giving and receiving ~ again Emotional Freedom Technique working very specifically achieves this clear space and working with it intuitively every day ~ all is revealed ~ perfectly in synch again with the natural time and rhythms instead of being stuck in the Gregorian calendar past ~ the Mayan Wavespell synchronisor is key to this too

This is the Aquarian Age coming in and my Ascendant energy is at 0 degrees so a blend of the 3

AQUARIUS 1
A two-headed calf.
Taking a good look at things with an eager eye brings you right into the middle of the dilemma of polarities. As you stand there faced with the different sides, you are impartial; neither side pulls you more sharply than the other. Immense opportunity. Huge challenge. You have vital potential for brilliant synthesis, but a subtle temptation to think too long. A schooling in alchemy in every moment–do you find what is ready to emerge or do you think about it? Progressive evolution draws you through all your mistakes into all that can be.

This will be at 3pm today in the UK so if you are able it is a good time to tune in for the bigger picture of you seeking to evolve ~ potentiality ~ if you are reading this later ~ think back to that time.

If you are not in the UK then your time will be different

This is the lunarium I use 

We are going to be working with this energy soon in the centre of the Tzolkin

 

For all those that like to be practical and plan ahead 

August 12 to 24th

This includes my 50th birthday so is very key for me and the process I am going to be working with all my 5oth year

and my

Chiron Return in Pisces 1st House 

PISCES 21
Pagan fire worshippers dancing.
Trance states. At home in psychic realms and other realities. The self abandoned to the tribe–to the sweep of the moment, to the energies that arise. On fire with longing and poignant, bittersweet reflections. A throwback, a native, a primal soul. Emotional, depths-centered, superphysical, you are energized tremendously by special occasions, extraordinary meetings, unexpected miracles and tragedies. Expectant and waiting for something wild and unknown to break through. Mediumistic, vicarious, and charged with a life-force that must be followed out. A certain distinctive fate to be at times disappearing and gone and at other times resurgent and mighty–all depend upon the tides of fortune. And it will always change in unpredictable, exciting, disorienting, and multiple ways.

If you are ready to work at this level please get in touch so we can formulate a plan 

The Blue Monkey process of transparency ~ clearing the wounding ~ 

The new learning is Yellow Lunar Human

August 13

This day will connect to what is revealed starting tomorrow 

for my awareness and choice point of integration

This is always happening for everyone only most are not aware…

yet ;-)

That is happening now on a big scale though as it is the time

I will be in my 7th year of my current 13 year cycle 

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Who I am meeting now, what I am doing now 

is crucial

for my crucible

my inner evolution

We are in the last degrees of Capricorn Moon this morning

 

key for anyone with Capricorn placements

Slipping into Aquarius Moon this afternoon and evening

this is key for Aquarius Sun people

and anyone with Aquarius energy in any placement in their chart

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Another way to look at this is Capricorn represents the part of the ego in each of us

being amplified at the moment

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The fear spectrum, the mask seeking to come off

death

The husk of humanity ego

being catalysed by the universal interaction

set on fire ~ anger events

enveloped in water ~ sadness events

eaten whole to be shat out  ~ consuming events 

crushed by a large object ~ disempowerment events

Whilst these events may appear negative to the ego

They are essential to release the seed within

Tonight in the UK more thunderstorms

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The cloud formations being posted on Facebook

this one by Isaac Sibson from Marsden West Yorkshire

remind me of the film

Independence Day 

As with all ego based films

there is some truth in there usually with a large helping of fear to amp up the appeal:-) 

A simple virus overwhelms a complex computer system in these alien invasion films

Just like a human being gets overwhelmed by a cold ~ which is simply a healing process of feminine bringing balance to the overworked masculine activities and environments

Many may be feeling overwhelmed at the moment

Trying to do all and be all to all

All…

of that is of our own making and allows each individual to see how this is happening

bring it back to oneself

take ownership of this behaviour and way of relating

and 

notice what that allows to happen

Imbalance

Compensatory measures

learned as a child

Time for change ?

Otherwise become unravelled

Time to get real

This is so key for me 

So key for the Age of Aquarius coming in

Being the change

Understanding coping mechanisms

Understanding how I tick 

What conditions allowed me to be the person I have become

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and as I have crafted myself

I have the evidence that I am a creator

I can weave myself anew 

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New Wavespell begins tomorrow and I will not be blogging every day

Just as and when I feel too as it takes a lot of time and energy

Yellow Human is the 13 day process that lets us see our human beingness

The planet is Earth

The code is 12 in the 20 Mayan Signs

This is the tail end of the year I am in 

The structure of the human being in co creation with the spirit

What the individual is working with in the last 13 days specifically

is manifest 

It is all there to be seen

If you are ready to work proactively with yourself and you would like a co pilot to help you navigate

please get in touch

This is my seed gift 

This is my journey first and foremost

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As I am very aware of patterns and code

I can assist people to see what is there ready for transformation

and…

cannot do it for anyone ;-) 

It takes dedication and discipline 

It isn’t a passive approach at all

Love to you and your inner child today

If you can take the time out today

to get in touch with that part of yourself

It will be hugely beneficial for you

and 

in turn 

the universe

Which we are all creators of ;-) 

Today’s Thoth Tarot

Queen of Wands

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Feeling this is my energy at the moment with Jupiter in Leo 

and my exact degree of Chiron in Pisces ~ no doubt ;-)

This is what learning code reveals

My core values are honesty and right relationship

as anything else ends in a puddle of tears 

and I am an expert on that position ;-) 

I intend to create more joy now by being as honest as I can 

Day 12 and Day 10 ~ It’s a love thing

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Day 10 ~ Yellow Planetary Star

was on Tuesday 30 June 2015

and

links

in to today’s code

of how

that is manifesting

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This was the day of being the star that we really are rather than ego led

We are all a work in progress around this and that is why we incarnate here on earth

To be the Star

To interact

To create star systems

Galaxies 

We literally are stardust 

Organic beings 

Miracles 

How can the human being mind ever believe in knows more than divinity

Look at the amazing organic structures and systems on our planet

doing their own thing

Huge Stars on their own galactic trip 

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No need for human being control

Only the human ego is afraid 

As it knows it actually does not have a say in the bigger picture

and has to go with the 

Grand Design

Resistance shows up 

It is natural 

All feelings are natural

To guide the individual as to what is safe and not safe

Keep the being alive

This is all human evolution downloaded in the mother’s womb 

Then the personal experience happens

Day 10

is the manifestation of our heart’s desire 

The 10th house in our chart

In the Mayan 20 Signs

this is White Dog 

The human being incarnate here and now

Radiating conditioned codes

Ready to know what those codes create 

How their personal road trip feels 

I spent most of the day doing charts to the nth degree 

and lots of wows

Oh my Goddess 

It is all there to be seen in my experience

and now I can see the code

The site I use for the degree 

is

Inside Degrees 

This is the moon degree as I am writing this:

CAPRICORN 14
Beads carved from human bone.
The body carries memories of every world we have ever been through. These memory strings or beads bind us to the Earth. We feel pinned to the spot, responsible for everything that happens around us–somehow the one in charge. For we are carrying the continuous memory and legacy of the ancient mystery-streams and of forgotten modes of knowledge. We bear the treasures intact. It makes everything count. It means that we cannot get away from ourselves or our fate for a moment; we are compelled to fulfill our vows and to bring into this world the towering awareness and strange resonance of the giants, of the ancestors, of the great ones, of the inner ways. Never lost; impossible to forget.

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Everyone has their own natural inclination on this

I call that

Following the Cosmic Cookie trail 

My trail will not be the same as yours in this degree

Our evolutionary learning path is shared 

Same lessons for all human evolution

All pixels in the bigger picture

Changing the world view

Here is a great Astrological update from  Leo Tom 

The 10th house in the natural zodiac is 

Capricorn

Cap-Moon

We are what we eat 

We are what we think

We are what we feel

We are what we believe

We are also our original star vibe

Spock ;-) Now in another dimension with a dog/unicorn hybrid?

Maybe a Capricorn Dog ?

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and  as such…

all things can be crafted accordingly

by the human being  ready for this great work

 pre~requisites for this :

ready to look at oneself from every angle

radical self responsibility

ready to do whatever it takes 

to transform

and be 

free

letting go of doing this for any other reason than that 

free from ego agenda

Now is the perfect time for that process

Day 12 ~ today

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White Crystal Dog

Sirius Code

Today ties in with that 

How clear is our Dog self 

The inner dog

Unconditional-love

The fight or flight part of us that is programmed for survival

The Terminator who is out to destroy any threat

Avoid any “dangerous” areas

wolves in sheep's clothing

largely based primarily on those early years in life

raw base primal

instinctual

no thinking 

no logic

Act from pure emotional instinctual response 

anything but Zen Master

and yet can be when transformed

Zen-Dog

Leads us on a repeat of events

The mind connected to this illogically 

The heart meanwhile is bringing those patterns in

With the opportunity to

heal

learn

and

transcend

on earth in a practical human being way 

The Transcendental Process

Within each human being facing each”challenge”

with the viewpoint of removing any man made obstacle in their path

To be free and aligned with their destiny

Amazing films with this theme:

The Fault in our Stars

Oblivion

Edge of tomorrow

The Adjustment Bureau

Love Tom Cruise film’s  they are so revelatory and he is a Cancer Sun

and just doing this cookie trail showed a news report about him 

that is absolutely key to this Capricorn Full Moon

Here is a link to his Astrology 

He is 52 ~ Saturn Square 

Mayan Elder year ~

he has completed his 4 x 13 year cycles  

and his birthday is tomorrow so going into his 53rd year

He is a White Crystal Worldbridger 

So reflected in his films 

The crystal clear structure of ending of worlds

Code 12 of Blue Eagle

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Seeing the bigger picture mastery code

In the Green Castle of the heart 

This is my son’s wavespell  ;-) 

Tomorrow he begins a Cosmic Year ~ Blue Cosmic Monkey 

and he is born in the Cosmic Moon time in the 13 Moons

So perfectly aligned for getting in touch with his divine child 

by being with his earth born child

and leaving the Church 

Priorities of what is heartfelt now

So today if the individual chooses

To get in touch with heart longings

heart hurts

and see how each are connected

All that we need is within us

that is the message of this

Red Solar Moon Year

coming to a completion now

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Today it is Cosmic Moon day 6

The new year of

White Planetary Wizard

begins in 24 days time

See the code ?

What we do now really matters

Today the tarot card is

The Lovers

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All our relationships reveal

the next step for creating balance

Outside revealing inside

 

 

Each person who is pushing our buttons allows the enlightenment process to go deeper

They are simply our personal

Star Wars

in action

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In carnate

Our holograph

Integrating all the archetypes now to rescue oneself 

and creating a power team 

All roads lead to love

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If only we will see the signs

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Stop Look Listen

Feel

Reveal

Do the work

Be the dream desire

Start to take the small steps knowing the universe supports our path

and it will be a rocky one at times

The Hobbit adventure is not what Bilbo was looking for….

and it was the time of his life 

When we begin the heart path the nature of this is…

we do it for the love of it

we do it for ourselves

we do it for all of humanity

we do it for our mother earth

We do not have all the answers….

yet

Goddess does 

We have faith that if we do the process

trust the process

All will be revealed

And the beat goes on…

Love to you beautiful people

Let’s live the real dream from our hearts

Free of any need to prove or validate ourselves

Free to be in the garden

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Fly high 

Go deep 

First look within for the treasure you seek 

Day 11 ~ letting go to flow with Full Moon

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Red Spectral Moon

Day 11

Full Moon in Capricorn 

Sun 9 degrees

Moon 9 Degrees

In the 9th Mayan Sign

Cosmic Gateway 

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I am actually writing my blog out of synch here 

Getting back in alignment

I have felt really out of synch last couple of days and my body has been revealing this

Great information

Just been taking it easy this afternoon

Lying on the grass

Body on the earth

Touching the plants

Smelling the flowers

Seeing the bees

In Somerset it is positively fecund with the heat

the moisture is like Florida

I feel held in a blissful bubble like being a young child again

Care free to be 

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When I am in this space I can access the divine code easily

It doesn’t mean I am wise by any means

Just clearer to tune in

So we are at the gateway point of man’s journey to being the disciple

with this Capricorn Full Moon at 9 degrees

CAPRICORN 9
A woman washes a man’s feet and dries them with her hair.
Unfallen light becomes a force to be reckoned with, for it seeks to renew the world. Small things add up here as ritual pervades. Greater worlds’ beings called in to mediate, guide, heighten, restore, and heal. Your intuitive faculties are resplendent with inner pictures. Something great to be done in small steps, taken up from within. A great journey from the origin of the world to full creative power of the living spirit enacted faithfully.

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A very Mary Magdalene image to begin

This is the feminine coming in

and I am meeting many people who are still doing self sacrifice believing it to be service

How can that be?

How can it possibly be of service to the planet/Universe/Divinity

to live in a way that means an individual  does not put themselves and their own needs first and is unhappy ?

If that does not happen then all else fails

If an individual is exhausted, angry, out of balance , 

and allowing that

believing that is someone else’s call

Something is way off beam

This way of being leads to anything but love and joy

and is simply an ego cloaking device we are collectively working through

to raise consciousness

from our place of  distorted conscience

that comes from the piety of religion

guilt, shame, not being enough, bla bla black sheep

the truth is ego always puts itself first as that is the factory survival setting 

Speaking of  Nursery Rhymes

Nursery Rhymes hold the key to wisdom

and are memes

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I have a close friend blackbird now in my garden

He comes into my poly tunnel and I chat to him 

I don’t know what he says but I know it is a code 

Here is a blackbird totem perspective 

speaks volumes for this time 

Sing a Song of Sixpence

Sing a song of sixpence,
A pocket full of rye.
Four and twenty blackbirds,
Baked in a pie.
When the pie was opened,
The birds began to sing;
Wasn’t that a dainty dish,
To set before the king?
The king was in his counting house,
Counting out his money;
The queen was in the parlour,
Eating bread and honey.

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The maid was in the garden,
Hanging out the clothes,
When down came a blackbird
And pecked off her nose.[1]
The final line of the fourth verse is sometimes slightly varied, with nose pecked or nipped off. One of the following additional verses is often added to moderate the ending:

They sent for the king’s doctor,
who sewed it on again;
He sewed it on so neatly,
the seam was never seen.[1]
or:

There was such a commotion,
that little Jenny wren
Flew down into the garden,
and put it back again.[1]

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There are many inferences ~ the alchemist’s is again the process

Look at the blackbird’s totem

24 = 6 = balance

rhythmic 

The Full Moon

Sun and Moon in balance 

The inner alchemical marriage of masculine and feminine in balance through inner work

King ~  Masculine ~ Gold ~ potentiality shadow into gold and feeling worthy within. Emperor

Queen ~ Feminine honey ~ turning vinegar into honey and gaining sovereignty within process ~ empress 

Maid ~ Persephone in the garden of Eden

Blackbird ~ removing conditioning to allow knowingness in balance

Jenny Wren

She is always in my garden visiting the compost bin area

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A  Celtic bird totem

Cancer Sun at 9 degrees 

 

Water

What is coming into conscious awareness through the Sun code 

CANCER 9
A skeleton playing a flute.
Death is a haunting accompanist to the tender side of life. The spinetingling touch of death close at hand renders poignant and accentuates what is vital in the world of the living. It takes courage to dance with death. Fear is natural under the circumstances. You have to play your fear and turn it into the music of courage. Wandering along the threshold between the living and the dead, belonging to neither world, yet integrally part of both. Intimately familiar with every side of existence. One who passes as a stranger, unknown and unknowable. Solitude is your element. The contemplation of the mysteries becomes as natural as breath, as ingrained as holding steady in the violent windstorm of life in the Earth. Lyrical, melancholy, and disassociated from familiar comforting things. A mist or haze wraps you about, creating an aura of the uncanny, and it is there you feel at home and nowhere else.

Here is a more in depth article about the astrology

At looking at the chart what immediately jumps out at me is it is highlighting the 1st and 7th houses

If we want to do our spiritual path and access the mystical

Focus on loving and nurturing our selves

healing where that has not happened

learn how to do it now 

Let go of abusive relationships

Parent ourselves instead of expecting the other to do it 

In tarot today I got 

Thoth

The Chariot

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Code 7 Book 3 

The stairway to heaven on earth

for the individual brave enough to walk the talk  :-)

Hold your horses 

Be still Know that we are god self 

and work the core

do and be the Great Work 

This time is so powerful

The Zodiac sign of The Moon in it’s fullness

with the God Self 

The Manifestor Man

Everything that has been showing up on our personal world stage in the last 11 days

is key to our personal evolution

Each one knows what needs to change for them

Go do it

If the answer is not clear ~ ask ~ find out ~ learn

In this day and age everything is possible and online 

Time to mould some new forms with water and earth 

Let go of the old you

or live that code for the rest of this life 

Work in progress ~ Blue Solar Hand

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Blue Solar Hand

My Mayan Day

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This was Monday ~ Moon day

I am lagging behind in writing my posts as big stuff happening still

and wow this is intense 

key to my

Lilith in Aquarius 

at 4 degrees:

AQUARIUS 4
Many fireflies at dusk.
You become aware all at once of staggering things, of astounding things, of world-shattering things. States of revelation. You are being called inwardly to shake off the slumber of the common day and to heed the stirrings of the future. Capable of bounding leaps, your are infused with a spirit of new beginnings. Especially strongly drawn toward altered states and threshold awareness. You’ve been brought to places where all of the shared assumptions and ideologies become pale and lifeless, and something other sparks recognition and pursuit. Collectively inspired to find alternatives, to seek a vision, to gather with those who are similarly touched, you are in on the ground floor of new movements and innovative discoveries. And full of wonder and awe at the process, and at a whole way of things in worlds such as this one.

becoming very aware of my chart now and going deeper with it.

I love doing this work and each person coming in reveals me and my path.

And…I don’t know what I don’t know just like everyone else here to do the trip ~ otherwise what would be the point ?

Saint? Sinner? 

Just polar labels for the mind and indoctrination models 

Human being on a mission to balance themselves with their spiritual self 

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Charting can also be an avoidance and so key to the love and light brigade

That which is easy ~ labelled positive 

Is not the alchemical process

The positive comes naturally as a part of the process and for real not an intellectual concept ~ more light

through working with the wound and what is difficult

letting go of denial of this place 

This is where new universe’s are forged

in the black hole 

The Galactic Centre

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The Vertex 

How do I integrate myself in society in a way that is balanced so I can bridge all worlds and be accepting of myself and accepting of others ~ it is all interwoven

However entanglement is not the key 

I have done lots of work on the Narcissist pattern

How I am on the spectrum

How I am on the spectrum of the opposite ~ the empath

and how to blend the two now

because in my view this is the next step of evolution

Alchemically coming into centre

Two sides of the same coin and the mastery process because both extremes are coping mechanisms

and 

feeling is the key to intimacy 

Feels pretty barren without intimacy doesn’t it 

Being seen and loved for who we are by others in relationship ?

Kissed, held, tactile engagement in a respectful loving way ? 

So key for the Leo me 

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It is difficult for me having my Wavespell in the energy of a full moon

Not least the biggest soul axis time of the 4th and 1oth house 

The formation of manifestation

What we are doing now will manifest at Capricorn Winter Solstice 

I do not have any traditional planets here but always Capricorn co creators arrive to get me moving with my discipline  

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Things coming in on a soul level for the planet

Things coming in on a personal level

What is in Cancer and Capricorn for you ?

Cancer ~ mothering,nurturing,home

Capricorn ~ fathering,discipline,work

Soul Journey ~  deeper levels beyond the mundane

What is in your 4th house ?

What is in your 10th ?

If you are A Yellow Seed ~ number 4 of the Mayan Signs ~ this is key

If you are a White Dog ~ number 10 of the Mayan Signs ~ this is key 

In general terms ~ taking the mask off ~ Yellow Seed ~ to reveal the true seed underneath the coping mechanisms 

to manifest soul relationships and love free from conditioning which is truly unconditional ~ White Dog 

This is the heart’s desire free from any material ego construct 

In my 4th House is My North Node in Gemini at 10 degrees 

Where I am going in this life:

GEMINI 10
A young woman notices the handsome man has fangs.
Blows of fate. Acts of God. Abrupt awakenings to what was suspected but naively denied. You become drastically aware of all that was hidden, and jump to conclusions. The gathering of events to prove a point, to generate a change, to draw it all out. Curiosity, probing. Yet as well, casual oblivion and riding high in euphoric assumptions. Setting yourself up for turnarounds, epiphanies, metanoia. The leap over the edge into the dark from the light that reveals the other side of life can generate cynicism and negative feedback loops, by the implication that behind every shining wonder there lies its reverse shadow image. The mind proving itself right and falling down its own hole.

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Always loved Dracula

Such a deep and consuming passion for endless love 

and….

potentiality 

and…

wow a lot of carnage in pursuit of the lost Goddess resurrection process

It is really painful but death is part of it 

Interview with a Vampyre and Brad Pitt’s role compared to Tom Cruise 

A life of pain to know love through knowing what it is not and where it does not live …

 

 

To catalyse change

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This 13 day process is all about catalysing the human being to work with their shadow self

aka the emotional body

Mr Hyde 

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This process is not linear

This process is a spiral

The authentic self is not a zombie 

or a compliant domesticated animal 

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On the day I sat and watched myself all day wherever I went and making notes

who showed up

what showed up

how I felt about that 

nothing dramatic or epiphany esque

which is what the soap opera self is conditioned to believe life is about 

Disney Drama 

All Disney movies contain code for human evolution

Everything is code and the individual activates with it whatever level of being they are at in the Universal Script

more awareness more realisations for me

letting go of being the drama queen archetype through owning my stuff

and learning how to relate 

not manipulate 

key to this Jupiter in Leo time 

mastery of ego to open the heart

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This time is a birth time of the disciple willing to walk the talk

People who are incarnating at this balsamic moon time

of all ages

are experiencing rapid change because of the spiral reaching it’s extreme masculine

It is the time of the pre~menstrual storm

The time of the head wanting what it wants 

The heart bringing in new wisdom

but to do that the human being has to surrender to what is given

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Coming up next is Yellow Human Wavespell

This is my Yellow Castle 

and the year I am in

Yellow Rhythmic Human

It is bringing me everything I need to see where I am in balance with my humanity

and most importantly…

where I am not

It’s a roller coaster ride for empaths

and emotions

and like a yo yo 

like

IBS 

Fear and Love doing the dance 

Yes Yes Yes Yes 

Noooooooooooo

Yes I want that…

Noooooooo not again

Oh really? 

Are you kidding me ~ honestly

I thought I had done that to death and yet….

and yet here is the grim reaper saying it is time to go deeper

Saturnian cycles

Neptunian levels ~ work with the Moon and access Neptune free of delusion

another layer to heal

Walk your talk echoes the Goddess

The lead picture is me at 18 on a total hedonistic 2 weeks in Ios 

The party island and so key to living in the body and connecting to other human beings

At that time I was a total party animal. I went away 3 times that year ~ I was a travel agent.

Each time I came back I was in need of another holiday to recover ;-) 

It is a key time for anyone ~ especially a 9

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18 = 9 

This pattern is key to me creating balanced human being ness

I could only do that in that way then because there was a holistic structure to support that way of being

This year was wild partying and the year I reconnected with an old flame 

A childhood sweetheart who I sat next to in school

This was so key to my emotional coding and what I am here for this time around

To shape my destiny 

Completion of awareness of the process ~ not necessarily that I will achieve it and often I am at a place of despair on this ;-) Getting used to that though

To access being a clear channel by healing all my emotional wounding

To stop doing imbalanced co dependent behaviour

I am very self aware

I have been working with myself in this way since 2007 

It does get easier on some levels

It also gets more complex and deeper

and as I strip away the layers I feel more

I become more empathetic

I can See more because of this

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It also means I have to be very discerning and disciplined

My body at 50 cannot tolerate what it did at 18

It is not meant to and I offer that learning and being emotionally aware 

Creates Co creation Code

letting go of Co dependent Code

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No doubt you are aware that the heart is not logical though

It is the Universal tool for bringing what we need for our soul and planetary evolution

and often that is the anti-thesis of what the ego wants.

Over the past few days I have seen all my past incarnate with different people

It is pure grace

Noticing how I am affected or not affected

any triggers there

Just watching this video of me is a trigger ~ I am really going through some stuff here at the time of the making of the video and it is so evident with my energy levels. 

This is often what happens ~ for me too ~ I focus on the person revealing the process and I am put off because they are not superhuman :-) 

It is the process that is key ~ not shooting the messenger ~ seeing beyond to the message 

No human being here right now holds the model or the solution

The solution is in each one of us

doing the personal process

What is seeking evolution within revealed outside of us ?

I love people

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With some people my boundaries have been so skewed because I could not be assertive

Afraid of the response if I did

and in truth how I would be perceived

Often Scapegoated

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truth be told though

It is first and foremost about me for me

as it is for every individual

this myth of being of service and self sacrifice

Is one of the biggest denials masqueraded by the ego

The paradox

To really start to work with this the individual has to let go of their denial

and face the raw self

I may be 50 and had a lot of experience that the 18 year old did not have

but I still have the same core patterns and conditioning

with Jo and my relationship to Jo

and therefore the world

At my Chiron return this is so powerful

It is designed for this very reason

50’s ~ the same as day 5’s ~ the heart of the matter

the struggle to be the authentic human being free from ego constructs that are

Totally self imposed for a good reason ~ to cope with life 

Any feelings of shadow are self created and although the individual may believe this comes through the other

All the feelings the individual has 

are the individuals

Who else could they belong to ?

This is responsibility in action

It is a complex process but here is a simple formula:

Feeling:

Something is happening in my world

Something does not feel good about it 

I do not feel good about it 

Self enquiry possible ~ being as specific as I can

Here I suggest Emotional Freedom Technique because it works

and everyone can do it including children

Be with the emotional trigger

It is the next step to freedom and conscious awareness

Feel the feeling with the intention of feeling and release

Then see what comes to light

What created this feeling in terms of my relationship with the world

Then go deeper if you feel ready

When has this feeling/event happened before ?

Go back to that 

Replay that

Do the same process

Keep doing it until the emotion is cleared

Then everything changes 

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This is the emotional evolution

Emotional Events are coded into our human body in a powerful way as a learning experience

to teach the individual what literally creates pain

It is a survival mechanism which allows avoidance of pain

If the individual starts to work with this then they evolve

and learn how to do relationships in a different way

In a way that they can state what is acceptable and not acceptable

State desires and needs 

It is a process

As a child that is not an option

As an immature adult that is not an option until the adult decides to make it an option

and be pro active 

work on themselves and their emotional baggage

This can happen very quickly with EFT 

and …

it is not a quick fix

It is life long because learning and evolution is life long

Whatever the universe is bringing in right now 

that is uncomfortable

is what our planet needs to birth something new

It is what the human being needs to birth something new 

Each human being that does this personal process

relates differently because of it

This ripples out on the web of life

Being the change we want to see happens with this process

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This is not about a therapist doing it for another

Passive receiving of healing

That is another thing entirely

This is about each being becoming the pro active Red Skywalker

The Fool

as and when ready to

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The alchemist

ready to do the personal inner marriage

Can you walk amongst the beauty 

be in it

not of it

engage in love free from sacrifice ?

For people in powerful relationship now 

It is time to integrate the polar opposites so being open to this is key

The easy option of comfort zone and compatibility of the astrological chart 

is not it :-)

Bursting each other wide open is it 

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Being able to stay open and love deeply 

even though this is pushing all the buttons ….

All the buttons being pushed hold the key

to go beyond ego limitation

I am not suggesting abusive relationship ~ the opposite 

Being discerning 

Stating boundaries

Being honest about what is coming up

This is conscious relationship

This is the future

It begins here

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Blue Hand is the 7th Mayan Sign

It addresses the gateway to the mystic

What is resonating reveals

the ecstatic and compatibility with the divinity code 

It reveals what is not through pain

It’s planet is Earth

So in this wavespell

Pluto and Earth

The underworld and the early experience ~ hell on earth

allow completion

It is the Christ process ~ the Buddha process ~ the enlightenment process

Light let in through transforming the self

Total engagement with divinity accessed because of that

Remember all the clues are there in the body

If we are shutting down emotionally around relationship then this will

be revealed in emotional constipation

the colon

Not to put too fine a point on it…

Holding on to old sh*t 

Literally 

If someone is so repressed emotionally they may be healthy most of the time

Usually that means an empath partner does that emotional expression for them

That also means there will be a distorted code going on to allow this imbalance too

What has to happen for emotion to be expressed usually is anything but loving 

no surprise given our current cultural trip on relationship

and focus on external structures at the expense of compassion and caring in our communities 

 

Becoming really aware of this way of relating is key for both people

If this is at the start of the relationship it can be hugely beneficial as there is no personal wounding between the two parties

there is awareness potentially of what has hurt in the past

If the couple have the courage to transform this together

The level of shadow into love is truly Cosmic 

At the beginning this takes a big leap of faith 

and the intention to trust that the God and Goddess self has created this crucible which is revealed in the Astrology in great detail as to the degrees and planetary placements 

I am now at a level of amazing awareness of code through doing this process 

and…

My body cannot tolerate toxicity and toxic relationships 

This is the process

It is the descent all of humanity is on

As the human being is stripped naked on all levels

there is a pendulum swing

The desert is visited for contemplation and awareness of what created this space

~ it’s all in any Wisdom Doctrine underneath the manipulated religious overtone

What happened to these Archetypes such as Jesus 

is the process of human evolution

There are several stages to go through

The more the individual learns how to work with the self ~ the less emotional drama ensues because the individual has learned how to relate in a way that is ecological

and most importantly the first step of that process is to clear the emotional baggage

free up emotional expression

Let go of the loaded gun

Understanding one’s own code is key

The patterns

A phd in personal patterns

A master of oneself 

This is what it takes :-)

If you are ready to do that process pro actively 

Here is a workshop designed exactly for that purpose 

Balance Workshop

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Remember it is on the cards right now for us all

People who are doing this work will not be famous or popular or leading the way in the general traditional ego framework because this is the framework of the pioneers ;-)

That is the path at the moment and it is evolving quickly …

The ego doesn’t feel comfortable with it though which is exactly why it has to be done 

Are you going to let your ego overrule divinity and stay “safe” for a while longer ?

Remember as you change everyone will notice and this will also create a wave ~ ultimately what role model do you want to manifest

What we do in life echoes in eternity 

Gladiator 

Can you learn and do “right” relationship ?

A choice is…

Do we accept our mission impossible ?

Or do we have it thrust upon us until we submit ?

Look at all the wonderful gadgets involved

It is dynamic 

Miracles guaranteed as the individual aligns with their soul journey on all levels

It is the birthing process

It only seems impossible at the start ;-) 

Our universal self knows

It is the natural process

Love to you and yours

Day 8~ Integrate The End of The World

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Day 8 ~ Integrate

In the zodiac wheel this is Scorpio Gateway

It was a Scorpio Moon Day

Cancer Sun

White Galactic Worldbridger Day

Planet Mars ~ Take charge and decide to do something

A day of endings so that new beginnings can start

The Alchemist who is walking the heart path

knows all alchemy begins within

There is no cataclysmic event necessary 

The outer landscape changes as to it’s perception

I had a totally cosmic day 

It was wow

I walked The Tor twice ~ not a photo from the day although it was chilly

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Around Noon

To watch the sunset

Noticed the difference in who and what I saw~ the experience

How I felt because of it

All key information

Remember ~ if we do what we have always done….

Time to let new learning and love in

It is written in the starry skies

A new friend revealed some amazing lyrics from Kate Bush and reconnected me

I would not have chosen this ~ this is the beauty of co creation with the new

Grace 

It was a sublime day of  Seeing and of course a Blue Moon coming ~ or “bad” moon

Time to let the wolf out and stop being the slaughtered lamb of sacrifice 

Look what happens to David ~ it’s not all bad when the initiate goes off the ego path ;-)

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The Man with the child in his eyes  was one of the first singles I bought and I cried when I played it ~ memories of a young Jo 

Life expectations, dreams

Here is the full lyrics of the album The Kick Inside ~ curtesy of this website  ~ this is the key ~ channeled code:

I’ll let Kate say it as she so amazingly eloquently does 

Moving
Moving stranger, does it really matter?
As long as you’re not afraid to feel
Touch me, hold me, how my open arms ache
Try to fall for me

(Chorus)
How I’m moved, how you move me
With your beauty’s potency
You give me life, please don’t let me go
You crush the lilly in my soul

Moving liquid, yes, you are just water
You flow around all that comes in your way
Don’t think it over, it always takes you over
And sets your spirit dancing

(Chorus)

Saxophone Song
You’ll find me in a Berlin bar
In a corner, brooding
You know that I go very quiet
When I am listening to you
There’s something special indeed
In all the places where I’ve seen you shine, boy
There’s something very real in how I feel, honey

(Chorus)
It’s in me, it’s in me-and you know it’s for real

Tuning in your saxophone
Doo-ba-doo-ba-doo

The candle is burning over your shoulder
Is throwing shadows on your saxophone
A surly lady in tremor
The stars that climb from her bowels
Those stars make towers on vowels
You’ll never know that you had all of me
You’ll never see the poetry you’ve stirred in me
Of all the stars I’ve seen that shine so brightly
I’ve never known or felt, in myself, so rightly

(Chorus)

Strange Phenomena
Soon it will be the phase of the moon
When people tune in
Every girl knows about the punctual blues
But who’s to know the power
Behind our moves

A day of coincidence with the radio
And a word that won’t go away
We know what they’r all going to say
“G” arrives, funny, had a feeling he was on his way

(Chorus)
We raise our hats to the strange phenomena
Soul birds of a feather flock together
We raise out hats to the hand a-moulding us
Sure ‘nuf-he has the answer
He has the answer
Om mani padme hum.

You pick up a paper, you read a name
You go out, it turns up again and again
You bump into a friend you haven’t seen
For a long time
Then into another you only thought about last night

You hear your sister calling for you
But you don’t know where from
You know there’s something wrong
But you don’t want to believe in a premonition

(Chorus)

Kite
Beelzebub is aching in my belly-o
My feet are heavy and I’m rooting in my wellios
And I want to get away and go
From all these mirror windows
I look at eye level, it isn’t good enough
And then I find out, when I take a good look up
There’s a hole in the sky with a big eyeball
Calling me-

(Chorus)
Come up and be a kite
And fly a diamond night
A diamond kite, a diamond kite
Ooh, what a diamond!

A diamond kite, on a diamond flight
Over the lights, under the moon
Over the lights, under the moon
Over the moon, over the moon

I feel a rush along my body like a bullet
I’m 2D, after a push and pull feeling
And I want to get back to safe home
I love the homeland dome
I got no limbs, I’m like a feather on the wind
Well I’m not sure if I want to be up here at all
And I’d like to be back on the ground
But I don’t know how to get down

(Chorus)

The Man With the Child in his Eyes
I hear him before I go to sleep
And focus on the day that’s been
I realise he’s there when I turn the light off
And turn over
Nobody knows about my man
They think he’s lost on some horizon
And suddenly I find myself
Listening to a man I’ve never known before
Telling me about the sea
All his love, ’till eternity

(Chorus)
Ooh, he’s here again-
The man with the child in his eyes

He’s very understanding
And he’s so aware of all my situations
And when I stay up late
He’s always waiting
But I feel him hesitate
Oh, I’m so worried about my love
They say “No, no, it won’t last forever”
And here I am again my girl
Wondering what on earth I’m doing here
Maybe he doesn’t love me
I just took a trip on my love for him

(Chorus)

Wuthering Heights
Out on the wiley, windy moors
We’d roll and fall in green
You had a temper, like my jealousy
Too hot, too greedy
How could you leave me?
When I needed to possess you
I hated you, I loved you too

Bad dreams in the night
They told me I was going to lose the fight
Leave behind my wuthering, wuthering
Wuthering Heights.

(Chorus)
Heathcliff, it’s me, Cathy come home
I’m so cold, let me in-a-your window

Oh it gets dark, it gets lonely
On the other side from you
I pine alot, I find the lot
Falls through without you
I’m coming back love, cruel Heathcliff
My only one dream, my only master

Too long I roam in the night
I’m coming back to his side to put it right
I’m coming home to wuthering, wuthering
Wuthering Heights (Chorus)

Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
You know it’s me, Cathy (Chorus)

James and the Cold Gun
James, come on home
You’ve been gone too long baby
We can’t let out hero die alone
We miss you day and night
You left town to live by the rifle
You left us to fight
But it just ain’t right to take away the light

(Chorus)
Remember Genie, from the casino
She’s still a-waiting in her big brass bed
The boys from your gang are knocking whiskey back
‘Till they get out of hand
And wish they were dead
They’re only lonely for the life they led
With their old friend
Ooh, James are you selling your soul to a cold gun?

Where lies your heart?
It’s not there in the buckskin baby
It’s not there in the gin that makes you laugh long and loud

You’re a coward James
Your running away from humanity
You’re running out on reality
It won’t be funny when they
Rat-a-tat-tat you down

(Chorus)

Feel It
After the party, you took me back to your parlour
A little nervous laughter, locking the door
My stockings fall on the floor, desperate for more
Nobody else can share this
Here comes one and one makes one
The glorious union, well, it could be love
Or it could be just lust but it will be fun
It will be wonderful

(Chorus)
Oh feel it, oh, oh, feel it, feel it my love
Oh feel it, oh, oh, feel it, feel it my love
Oh I need it, oh, oh, feel it, feel it my love
Feel it! See what you’re doing to me

God but you’re beautiful aren’t you?
Feel your warm hand walking around
I won’t pull away, my passion always wins
So keep on a-moving in, keep on tuning in
Synchronize rhythm now

(Chorus)

Oh to Be in Love
As the light hits you, as you shift along the floor
I find it hard to place my face
How did I come to be here anyway?
It’s terribly vague, what’s gone before

I could have been anyone
You could have been anyone’s dream
Why did you have to choose our moment?
Why did you have to make me feel that?
Why did you make it so unreal?

(Chorus)
Oh to be in love, and never get out again
Oh to be in love, and never get out again

All the colours look brighter now
Everything they say seems to sound new
Slipping into tomorrow too quick
Yesterday always too good to forget
Stop the swing of the pendulum, let us through!

(Chorus)

L’Amour Looks Something Like You
You came out of the night
Wearing a mask in white colour
My eyes were shining on the wine
And your aura
All in order, we move into the boudoir
But too soon, the morning has resumed

(Chorus)

I’m hanging on the Old Goose Moon
You look like an angel
Sleeping it off at a station
Were you only passing through?
I’m dying for you just to touch me

And feel all the energy rushing right up-a-me
L’amour looks something like you

The thoughts of you sends me shivery
I’m dressed in lace sailing down a black reverie
My heart is thrown to the pebbles
And the boatmen
All the time I find I’m living in that evening
With that feeling of sticky love inside

(Chorus)

Them Heavy People
Rolling the ball, rolling the ball, rolling the ball to me
They arrived at an inconvienient time
I was hiding in a room in my mind
They made me look at myself
I saw it well, I’d shut the people out of my life
So now I take the opportunities
Wonderful teachers ready to teach me
I must work on my mind
For now I realize that everyone of us
Has a heaven inside

(Chorus)
Them heavy people hit me in a soft spot
Them heavy people help me
Them heavy people hit me in a soft spot
Rolling the ball, rolling the ball, rolling the ball to me

They open doorways that I thought were shut for good
They read me Gurdjieff and Jesu
They build up my body
Break me emotionally, it’s nearly killing me
But what a lovely feeling!
I love the whirling of the Dervishes
I love the beauty of rare innocence
You don’t need no crystal ball
Don’t fall for a magic wand
We humans got it all, we perform the miracles

(Chorus)

Room for the Life
Hey there you lady in tears
Do you think that they care if they’re real women?
They just take it as part of the deal.
Lost in your men and the games you play
Trying to prove that you’re better, woman
But you needn’t get heavy with them
Like it or not, we were build tough
Because we’re woman

(Chorus)
No, we never die for long
While we’ve got that little life to life for
Where it’s hid inside, no, we never die for long
Oh-woman, two in one
There’s room for a life in your womb, woman
Inside of you, can be two, woman
There’s room for a life in your womb, woman
Mama woman-aha-

Night after night in the quiet house
Plaiting her hair by the fire, woman
With no lover to free her desire
How long do you think she can stick it out
How long do you think, before she’ll go out, woman
Hey get up on your feet and go get it now
Like it or not we keep bouncing back
Because we’re woman

(Chorus)

The Kick Inside
I’ve pulled down my lace and the chintz
Oh, do you know you have the face of a genius
I’ll send your love to Zeus
Oh, by the time you read this, I’ll be well in touch

(Chorus)
I’m giving it all in a moment or two
I’m giving it all in a moment for you
I’m giving it all, giving it, giving it-giving it
This kicking here inside makes me leave you behind
No more under the quilt to keep you warm
Your sister I was born-you must lose me
Like an arrow shot in the killer storm

You and me on the bobbing knee
Didn’t we cry at that old mythology he’d read
I will come home again, but not until
The sun and moon meet on yon hill

(Chorus)

Get the message?

Let Goddess in she has ways beyond our wildest dreams….

Another song I loved

Hazel O’Conner

Will You ?

I had a dalliance with a man who called me his Katie and so being the code of this now 

I think I was about 15/16?

Dug out this old pic 

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Who was I then?

What remains of that self now?

Some things I want to keep expand and heal

and some ~ especially the physical ~ I have no choice but to release

One day for good :-) 

Life is short

Choose Love 

Heal the past and be free

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