White Dog Wavespell ~ Sirius Star


White Dog Wavespell

Sirius ~ the initiating dog star

This is code 10 in the 20 Mayan Codes

It holds the key to the codes of manifestation 


If you are a White Dog

If this is your Wavespell

If this is your White Castle 

This is a key process for you in particular 

for your life 

and if you are an Alchemist then your Prima Materia is here

This code in this astrological framework is the crucible of all creation 

Love this initiating picture which is a time lapsed Sirius Morse Code Message apparently

Please click on the links to take you to other websites to expand the info 

This is aligning in the UK today

with Gemini Waxing Moon

Great for communications

of these heart opening awareness times

Soon we will be experiencing

Cancer Full Moon at 14 degrees

A dried up streambed covered with smooth rocks.
Unless tragedy strikes, a new Earth cannot be accessed. Only as all the old, familiar places dry up is there a path to walk revealed beneath, pristine and beckoning. It is no use looking back. The way lies right here, strewn with experience, memory, loss, and redemption by walking onward. It is a difficult, painstaking journey from here. You have to go so deep inside burrowing into the cave of navigational realization, that you are held, cherished, known, given all you need; yet as well required, commanded, to become entirely purposeful and to be the path and to cease all complaining and extraneous consciousness. This, in order to do what is here to do, with your entire being in ring- ing conviction and fidelity to the highest.


In the UK this happens at 0435 on the 6th of January

which is day 4 of this wavespell

Day 4’s give us the structure

of every Wavespell

As this Wavespell process is all about the codes of unconditional love 

finding our tribe 

initiating our healing process

so we can be free…

of dogma 

that is hounding us …

ouch :-)

cheesy puns there

couldn’t resist


Day 4


Red Self~Existing Skywalker 

The Fool in tarot 

The space cadet travelling the earth

whilst looking to the stars

on their personal

Galaxy Quest 


( watched this again the other day after many years

and it is so funny and tragic

and so key to the difference between ego and truth and the journey between)








any other number of mythical hero’s doing their journey


key to old mythical framework of patriarchy

that we are transiting out of 

the bloke thing

The realisation that has been niggling at me for a long time about 

the Mayan Matrix that I am in my fourth year of experiential learning of 

When I started this relationship

with the matrix

it was 02/11/11

Red Skywalker Wavespell




Self Existing Moon day 16 

Love how this works ;-) 

The Mind and logical information is there for the balance

This is the Age we are entering into

where the Masculine will be in balance with the Feminine

once more

and we can align all our systems of knowledge 

with respect and understanding that they are all valid

all different

and all have their own ways of being 

so that we have healed what gave rise to the nature 

of something having to be “right” or “wrong” 

because it doesn’t fit a certain structure tick box

which is possible when we understand how our ego works

and therefore how to work with it

and expand it

through realising how it can be transformed and expand 

and be our loyal inner dog

that is always revealing our self-imposed limitations

and also our healthy boundaries

of understanding that our body is indeed our temple 

and has limitations that are healthy for our well~being 

and if we ignore them then we get sick




and all are inter~linked 

and ultimately as capable adults

we are responsible as individuals 

for that 

It is our vehicle

taking the spiritual conscious part of ourself 

through this life 

and lots of learning

When I started this journey with the calendar I was still very much on 

my patriarchally coded blueprint

as so was the earth

We hadn’t experienced

the shift of code consciousness

beaming through each one of us

that arrived on

The Winter Solstice of 2012 


That day was

Blue Crystal Hand Day 

Creating our destiny by shaping it consciously

getting clear of our ego so we are a clear channel through transforming old wounds

Rhythmic Moon 9 Day ~

coming into balance

through completing cycles 

Being authentic and true

This was day 12 of the

Yellow Warrior Wavespell

which is all about being the warrior of the heart

and feeling our feelings

letting go of resistance and any need to fight

because we understand that comes from our past

and our wound within

and that fighting inside 

causes fighting outside

and that can never create peace


It is the anti-thesis of peace 

War is war

it is what it is

It is ego having it’s way

and it creates devastation

and we know that very well from history

and what is happening today


that is the key to this Wavespell

that is the key to this time 


world in an eye

is seeing the truth

Why do we need to keep having wars and experiencing suffering here on planet earth?

The solution is there in the end causality 

As it always is

We are all part of this process because it is here for us to see

Manifest on the world stage 

Great video about this

When I first connected

to this Mayan Matrix

I was very resistant to it

because I was faced with a huge system that I did not really want to learn

When I went to Jon McCarthy’s workshop

I was intrigued by what he said

and that he was adamant he could not explain it

that each person had to learn it


one step at a time

because it was different

I know why it is so time sensitive now and why it is so important now and I understand experientially what he means

because it is a process creator perfect for this time


It allows us …

through using it every day…

to de cult ourself

from the process

of conditioning of the patriarchal code and culture

that is specially coded to create co dependency

and the masculine being dominant

When I started doing my Wavespell documents

I focused on the initiating code ~ Magnetic

being Masculine 

and the Electric code being Feminine

and now I believe it is the other way around


that ultimately when in balance there is masculine and feminine in balance in everything

but at the moment

the code is distorted

and corrupted

in all of us 


because we are in the world of this long time distortion

in our dna

from our ancestors

from our current ways of living

The Mayan Matrix initiates


Red Magnetic Dragon

and this is the

Great Mother 

A good read about the Matriarchal times is

The Great Cosmic Mother by Monica Sjöö


There is nothing “wrong” with corrupted code

It isn’t something to be afraid of

The reverse is true 

It is something to be accepting of 

if we can

as we can

and that can be very challenging at first

because it will create an emotional reaction

as many things that are happening on the world stage are not

“right relationship”

There is a lot of cruelty

a lack of compassion evident for all beings and the living earth

a focus on material rather than humanity

a pathology of power imbalance and abuse


manipulative relationship

pretending that people have the answers rather than admitting they have not

All of the what has long been written of in religious works

which free of any agenda 

contain great wisdom about code and how to live 

but demand conditions be met through a third party ;-) 

Truth is no one needs a third party when they are a clear channel

because access to wisdom is freely available

on the superhighway to consciousness

and this process happens faster and faster

when we start the inner alchemical process

of looking at our personal belief system

and how we feel about ourself

and our life so far


and start to know how we tick

how our processing systems work

and wise up 

realise that we came here for that very reason

to be the galactic guinea pig 

ready to experience the current gene pool of humanity

and custom coded our life mission before we even came here 



that this particular incarnation is crafted with many other previous ones

under our Orion’s belt 

It can feel tough right now 

and yet

these are the perfect alchemical conditions 

that are able to create

New Worlds

Sirius is the scorcher and this is the energy of White Dog

Another name for Sirius in Ancient Egyptian Culture is Sothis 

Kea is a Greek Island in the Cyclades known for Sirius worship

It is not a playful puppy energy

It is A Rottweiler with attitude

It is here to bark an energetic call to bring on huge tidal forces of chaos

which align in Egypt on a yearly basis to bring the Nile floods

which are essential for fertility 

natural fertility that is

that comes from other areas 

and is cyclical

rather than man made out of balance resources

dug out of the earth

and used in an out of balance way

that brings the earth into out of balance 

and so everything else goes out of balance

the insects

the diseases

and all the beings

the pathological  pattern

of the out of balance masculine mind

on an ignorant 

out of touch with source 






This is key to the Red Earth Wavespell

we completed yesterday

and if you have experienced

being in an out of balance relationship in this way,

where you feel your resources have been plundered

and then you were cast aside ~ and who hasn’t?

Then this is key healing code

The volcano within unleashed

This story is in all the myths

Lots of films

Lots of cartoons ~

Frozen right now is one of the leading ones

Books and poetry

and yet


most people believe that is all it is 

a story

because most do nothing about it 

That is changing now as

Sleeping Beauty awakens

This Full Moon in Cancer 


Sun ~ Pluto conjunction 

which in plain language means

Our emotional self is coming to a peak ~ that is what the Moon does

It connects to our Mother experiences, our feminine experiences

our shadow side of what we repress because we feel ashamed /sad/angry 

because when we were children we did not get

the nurturing and emotional support that we needed

and that is everyone isn’t it ?

It is not about blame 

It is about being honest about the way human beings

have created the home 

and society

over recent generations


how men and woman have related

and created families 

largely without any education

or support in doing so

with lots of wars and people swapping roles

and losing loved ones

and it is all there to be seen

and now what do we have ?

How does all of this affect how we feel about our lives ?

Celebration of the material

and giving our children

to other people to look after

What is the point of having a child if we can never have a relationship

because we are not together with that child ?

Giving our children to strangers 

In school 

Giving our children vaccinations or else

Giving up our personal intuition and freedom

because someone else knows more than we do about us

about our child

about how we should live and die 

Did we sign up for that ?

Did we agree to that?

When did we agree to that ?

Do you remember ?

The truth in now emerging about our consumer society

and how we are manipulated and this is all what we are here to learn

and transform


so emotions will emerge and we have a choice about what we do with them.

This is the teaching of White Dog 

blue wolf

Do we do the emotions and heal them ?

Do we do the emotional drama and blame others?

Do we become aware of conditioning and conditions so we can choose our next steps?

Do we play the victim ~ blame and avoid taking responsibility ?

All of our creation code comes from this Cancer space

which is the Summer Solstice time in the Northern Hemisphere

The Moon is the planet connected to Cancer

We are now in the opposite spectrum of the Winter Solstice time



Saturn ~ the structure ~ is the planet of Capricorn

with the rings of time…notice the dates on the white spot phenomenon?


This is the 4th and 1oth house in terms of the astrological pie 

This is all about how our early family life and learning

creates code

and is manifest in our behaviour and environment 

The life purpose of the Midheaven

on the chart

is also on the cusp of the 10th house

and all of our soul blueprint


how we climb our personal inner stairway to heaven is in our natal chart 

and this is where the spiritual journey can really be activated 

once we are in the process of clearing our karma wheel 

If we are not working

with all levels of our human being energetics

we cannot access this fully 

We have to transform our inner codes

to create a Gateway


The Sun ~ our Sun sign

is the light filter that we come with

It is this life’s filter for consciousness and our fortune flavour

It is in conjunction ~ meaning next to 


Pluto aka death planet, Hades and The Underworld 

Darth Vadar trying to get Luke to go to the “dark side” by hating his father

and therefore following in his father’s footsteps 

fuelling the shadow feelings of hatred and bitterness

because …

the ego did not get what it wanted 


and became a black hole

a machine

who would not accept the dark side of itself

all the feelings that it didn’t want to feel

because it was too painful

and so these feelings ate away at it 

and created code that needed feeding 

a bottomless put of need 

fed by things that could never heal it 

because all they did was avoid the feelings

and paint on a happy face 

a mask

that lasted for a while 

and that period became shorter and shorter 

and the fix had to get bigger and bigger


even whole planets of energy couldn’t fill the gap


That is the story of letting the raw ego go for broke

The wounded child running the world systems 

without any wisdom

but believing it knows it all

on one level

This also connects to Uranus being the lightning catalyst for change

and busting us out of this stagnant cocoon 

Uranus in Aries initiating fire




The wounded healer that cannot die 

in all of us 

Chiron is in Pisces and so the polarity is there

We can go beyond these old patterns and ways when we are ready to

We have the ability to 

We have all the support systems ready to access to begin

We can let go of suffering 


Many addictions seem like the anti dote to the poison

A way out of our emotional pain

When we fix with temporary measures 

without healing the core issue 

we suppress the wound

That means the message has to get louder 

Emotional pain becomes energetic imbalance 

this manifests as physical pain

When we treat the symptoms we are not fixing anything

When we avoid the pain for a while it does not go away 

It simply goes beyond our awareness for a while 

There is no quick fix ~

lots of pieces in the puzzle

coming together

We are here to see that 

There is no golden ticket answer

The key is seeing what codes create wounding

and then the bigger picture of creating new ways to live 

that embrace all of this knowledge 

In the past we have been told that we “catch” viruses

that we have a bacterial problem 

and that there is a man made solution

in the form of a pest control

of a biological drug

we can screen for it 

we can prevent it


and yet 

when we go deeper and look at all the circumstantial code

the bigger picture

we can see that it takes lots of things to create something 

rather than scapegoating 

and pointing the finger at one group

one animal

one bacteria 

Plagues used to come because people

were living in an out of balance environment 

without clear boundaries 

and healthy spaces 

and that needed to change 

it wasn’t simply the fault of plague carrying rats 

and eliminating the rat wasn’t the key 

taking responsibility for how society lives is key 

People only have to live in poverty and squalor

because there is the polar opposite of people having too much

and being narcissistic 

It is really simple common sense

For each of us to bring forth equal society 

truly equal not lip service politics

that are pure ego manifestation


each of us has to become balanced within

inside out

that is how our planet works 

and for most people right now

that is not an option that they will even consider

and so it is 

For the ones who are ready

to become free 

it is simple

We all know what our stuff is

We all know how we feel ~ when we allow it 

It is time to cry 


It is time to grieve 

in order to conceive 

It is time to let go of all our wounding 

and repressed true natures 


so we can be at one with nature again

Day 2 of this Wavespell is Blue Monkey 

connecting to our inner child and hearing it 

Letting go of all our ego’s clever little tricks 

that allowed us to survive but will never let us thrive

because they are lies that shield us from love

Defence systems block everything out 

Day 3 ~ Yellow Electric Human

The day of Alchemy 

Our body does not lie

Tune in



Hear the wisdom come through

The New Year Gregorian Style 


This was Yellow Crystal Star

using the Mayan Matrix

I created an astrological chart for my home on this day

when I felt intuitively to do so

Not sure what this will mean yet but will share as and when I do

you can access it lower down

It was day 12 of

Red Earth wavespell

you can read my blog for that here

Day 12 

Crystal Clear Code that comes from integrating the ego

which means we get to see the complex structure of the universe

and align with it 


Pic by Mara Berendt Friedman

Be the star that we really are 

rather than the puffball inflated ego story that has no integrity

and is all over the place

looking for validity through other people 

and is as strong a vehicle

as a hot air balloon 

Great for short journey’s and fun…

surface Gemini living

but for going any further into

soul space and outer galaxies

an inner craft that requires no material vessel

is far more able and stable


Here is the chart I created

with lots of asteroids on there 

If you would like to offer any observations please do 

I welcome your perspective 

I will be exploring it over the next few months

Yellow Crystal Star Starcode 01 January 2015

Last few days for the

Persephone Workshop 4

That perfectly aligns with this Code

If you are ready to look at your Underworld 

and see the treasure that it holds 

Please get in touch

More info on the link above

Book here

Remember our natal chart is our Adventurer’s Map

for our Soul Quest here and now…


Shows us where we have been in past lives


what our Mission Impossible is

this time around

should we dare to accept it …

are you ready for the time of your life ?


Arsenal MSS

White Planetary Worldbridger ~ leaving the past behind

Arsenal MSS

White Planetary Worldbridger

Day 10 

The manifestation day of our heart’s desire

in every 13 day wavespell process

In this Wavespell of Red Earth

Here is my earlier blog about this

This is all about truly letting go of our past

Please click on the links to take you to other websites that expand on the info and unless they are mine they are wholly independent of me 

Opening Picture is Artephius a famous Alchemist of the ages

In truth there is no time per se

There are periods of the day and year where things happen

and these have been formatted into a globally used

Gregorian calendar

that excludes certain planetary activities

These create ways of being



That serve a religious framework which demands certain ways of being

a human being and are conditional

and if we do not obey

we are 

a heretic


by definition 



non compliant 


makes us subversive to those demanding submission to their code

Once we start to understand

this on a deeper level 

as a human being 

we understand that the life we believe to be free and democratic in society

is in fact a myth 

and the total opposite is indeed true

and this is a turning point 


If we choose to see it fully 

it is a gateway 

into a new potentiality of being

but it does mean

that we have to be ready to shed our skin of conditioning

when a snake no longer sheds it’s skin…

it is no longer a snake …


face some harsh truths 

about the reality of this life 

in order to face our own personal harsh truths 

and go beyond them

and this is key to understanding 

why our planet is currently the way it is 

to help us literally see what had to happen

in order for this place and time to exist 

so we understand the laws of creation

and learn what creates what 

and then start to create consciously

by becoming our own conscious code creator

This is what the Age of Aquarius is all about

and we are just crossing

the threshold of it 

Until we are ready to Cross

this threshold personally 


we are bound by the rules 

of the first part of our life

before initiation into awakening

not because we are 

“bad” “wrong” “unworthy”

simply because

that is how this energy matrix works

and to resist these rules

is a futile process

that causes much suffering

and a dark night of…the ego


The Energy Matrix works

From literal codes of conduct

which is the true meaning of karma 

Here is a Brit film illustrating this in a way


Time is a man made concept

from the man made mind

a framework to give meaning

and therefore reason and logic 

to put everything and everyone 

literally in it’s time and place 

and in one aspect this allows things to happen and for relationship to occur

to enable human beings to relate and create 

This is now coming to it’s full blooming


and we can literally see the manifestation of it in all it’s glory 


in it’s full madness

and what that creates 

The logical intention

of so many systems

designed to fix

a historical issue

with a mind matrix of one sided raw ego …

not really looking at how this individual system interacts with everything else because the individual isn’t looking at their bigger picture yet

and so cannot see what isn’t within them

has expanded to create it’s polar opposite

from one extreme to another

this attempt to bring conformity and control

has gone beyond the point of harmonious creativity 


chaotic pathological ego extremism

because that is where we have to go

to know that :-) 

Lucy is a great film illustrating this and an unseen outcome

People commuting at the same time

creates a total nightmare experience every day

that has allowed us to see

how all beings


on the same timetable

does not happy commuting make

despite all the theories around home working

and the wonders that technology will do


These wonders working with old inner mindsets

simply create more of the same because it is coming from old code

and this is what humanity is on the abyss of realising


doing something about 

because clearly

certain codes of relating are very flawed right now 


This is meant to happen

as code is experiential

and although often a painful process 

this is where we have to go 


because this is the shadow process

and this is when the light comes in

Many people are still offering machine ways of fixing things 

Go and get a tune up 

Have a make over with a machine that will retune you to harmony 

and it may do for a while

just like a drug will help for a while


it does not deal with the causality 

of what created that way of being within us

and that is the key place where it all begins


This personal process

when we understand it

reveals the diamond in the making

that we are

and that has to be learnt on our personal journey by learning about our initial world

and then literally transforming it into a new one 

Remember as well  that any machine has a human component 

and that is the ghost in the machine :-) 


If you want to be reliant on someone else’s view of harmony

albeit a machine filtered one

If you want to be co dependent on a computer generated rhythm

and rely on it to bring you into balance 

Or another person creating code for you with hypnotherapy using their vibe and code

That is ok 

It does not lead to self empowerment per se

but it may start you in that general direction

 If that is where you are it is true for you

and this way of relating

is the same in many aspects

as the conditional and conditioned society 

It is co dependent 




There is nothing “wrong” with that 

It is what it is 

It is not the route of the Hermeticist

or the Alchemist


and if you wish to let go of being 


and learn instead as to what is creating ill health


pushing your buttons

with the intention of integrating these experiences

and learning how to see them as

your inner gold potential 

and taking power back



it is time for you to learn

or should I say…


the tools of the trade 


If you are feeling to do this

then chances are

it is what you are here for

and your journey 

and that you will have done many journeys many times before 

Here is an interesting article about this:

The key understanding to this code

is this 


All that our ego seeks outside of us is what we are ready to

integrate and develop on the inside of us 

Instead of seeking a someone 

an event 

a career 

an experience 


as our next step to bliss 

there is another way 

Seeking that experience within us 

and therefore not coming from a “needy” place when setting out on our

Adventure Quest 

which is a very different space and creates a very different outcome

This does take a lot of inner work

Looking at our core 


Remembering who we really are

and tuning in to that wisdom by letting go of our raw ego demands

Being a disciple by being disciplined

as in the ways of Kung Fu


Kill Bill ~ albeit an extremely ego appealing film ~ is a great metaphor and also extremely violent and has many very disturbing chapters that echo parts of society that are deeply disturbing and non the less true . Bill ~ Will ~ the ego that is evolved in some ways as brought into submission through menial tasks and repetition  subservience and servitude to a master

but again that is not inner alchemical work around the emotional issues

There is no acceptance

There is therefore no forgiveness or understanding 

and therefore the raw emotional ego seeks revenge to appease it 

what this film doesn’t show is that at the end

that raw ego is still unappeased and will seek other targets

and of course will find them

What is coming up to the surface of the cauldron currently being stirred

at this enlightening time of 


Click on the link to see lots of deeper meaning at this time

We have a Full moon coming up in the UK in Cancer






have all been in Capricorn

over the holiday season


Mars ~

which is key to the Mayan Sign of White World Bridger as it is it’s ruling planet 

is currently in Aquarius 

so any planets in Aquarius will be highlighted as to masculine energy coming up and Venus and Mercury will shortly be leaving Capricorn to join Aquarius too

so this is key for 

The New Age coming in

It is an intense time this Uranus in Aries until 2019 

Liquid Light coming in to break open the mind set 

to prepare for the next 

13 Year Cycle 

White Wizard coming on July 26 2019

and this is why so many systems are breaking down now

because there time is over and new beginnings will come from their ruins

Uranus then moves into Taurus

for 7 years and watch that Isis energy 

move mountains 


So if you want to work in the way of the Goddess

and the nature of the Alchemist

now is a really good time to prepare 

and get into alignment 

The Gregorian Calendar says we have a new year approaching

In the Mayan Calendar 

this arrives on July 26 2015

and this will be 

White Planetary Wizard


We will be seeing the codes of

self empowerment


on planet earth

The last ten years of the current 13 year cycle of Red Moon being revealed

This cycle started on July 26 2006

Working with awareness of these codes can really boost this understanding

of where we are on our path if we are ready to work wisely within

If you are ready here is a great way to get some clarity 

Look at what is manifest today 

December 30 2014 

What feels good that you choose to keep

that you are not dependent on

That sets your heart on fire

That feels true 

That feels empowering 


If you know how to start working out your key code in the Mayan Matrix

This is an exercise I have just done 

If you are a White World Bridger for example

start with the year of your birth 

( Whatever your Mayan Sign start with your date of birth)

Here is a decoder:

then put every four years in until now

This will give all your White Worldbridger Codes 

(or whatever your Mayan Sign is)

Then look at what Wavespell they are the code for

and see what they creation code they are

Find them in this chart and the first one

The Magnetic

is the Wavespell

2o Wavespells




Look back at what you were doing in those years and write about it 

Put in your Age , the year and what really jumps out at that time

Could be you started school/junior/high/college/uni

Could be you moved somewhere

You started a career

Fell in love

Became a parent

Experienced a great challenge

Discovered your passion

If you are coming to your 50’s decade you will have most of your 13 codes 

If you are 52 and beyond you will have all of them

Whatever our age this exercise

 gives amazing insights about our journey

of being the person we are today

and what created that person

Some aspects will bring joy

others will bring pain

and the joyful ones maybe ones we wish to expand upon

and the painful ones are the ones we can choose to transform if we are ready to

So that we are ready to go beyond our pure humanity

and go to the place beyond limitation


The Alchemy story is simply a process

When we are ready to do our personal process

we are ready to go beyond the common restrains

The same process applies to all material things

and we are material


whether we apply the rules to cooking 

to chemistry

or to our inner world

the systems are clear

the things we perceive as a problem area

are actually triggering us into transforming


birthing new ways

when we are ready to receive that information

we are ready for 

Being still and knowing 

that we are 


Once we really start to work with this understanding of code

we can see how everything 


is coming into our circle 

to assist us on our human evolution

When we allow it

When we align with it 

We really flow and this powerful current

gets stronger and stronger


The Universal breath blows

through the instrument

of our harmonics

and plays our tune 

If that isn’t a harmonious one

instead of blaming the universe

we learn how to create a different more refined 


that is in tune with cosmic law and code coming in



If you feel ready to explore your inner galactic centre 

Please contact me for more info

Next Universal aligned Workshop

Persephone Path 4 10 January 2015

Code for 2015 ~ add the numbers together ~ 8 ~ integration

More info here


Thank you for being part of my world in 2014

Looking to continuing our adventures together and hope that you will share your experiences on the blog

It is a challenging time for us all and that is also what makes it so wonderful

the potential is there when we go beyond our fears

by facing and feeling them

Bringing the old world out

into the open

so we can become more open

and create intimacy and honesty in our world

Be the gift we are here to be 




Love to you 

Red Earth Wavespell ~ Being here now to access the galactic centre


Red Earth Wavespell

Red Magnetic Earth

Rhythmic Moon Day 9

Coming into balance through completing cycles

Winter Solstice time

in the Northern Hemisphere

and the light



Joy to all

I am having an extremely challenging time with re~visiting old patterns

Most people are and hugs to you if that is true for you

Breakdowns to breakthrough

It is intense

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All through the last wavespell of the mask

 Yellow Seed 

I have had first hand experience of suffering


seeing suffering

and I am now seeing the world in a whole different way

Thanks to the languages of consciousness



The Mayan Calendar

revealing code

The Galactic code

My personal code

and of course I am doing this

with the assistance of many people in my circle

and transforming my code

and emotions using EFT

As I am learning these processes

and sharing how to do that with others

Autodidactic ways of learning

The well trodden path of the Alchemists and Hermetics of the Ages

which is an essential way of being

for the spiritual traveller seeking truth

and following their personal cosmic cookie trail intuitively 


I am finding ways of

remembering old wisdom frameworks

combined with



modern applications

and seeing how the Matrix of our universe

is so different

to the Matrix of our Ego based  Society


I have just returned to Glastonbury in the South West of the UK

from the North West and North East of the UK

and travelling old routes in the process

I can see my energetic signature now

as plain as the nose on my face

and with this knowingness

comes surrender

to the process

This journey is full of fear based emotions

This is what is essential to the enlightenment process

To feel all of our emotions that we have repressed so that we can

take off the coping mechanism masks


and start to align with the code of conduct

that matches


free of distortion

This is the day of Alchemy

in this 13 Step Code 

on Tuesday 23 December 2014

Blue Electric Storm


It is so simple that all children know it

and need no intellectual education

to understand it

This way of being is free

from man made education

It is free

of man made mind manoeuvres



that hold us in a belief system

that creates need and wanting

as opposed to freedom of being

To walk this path takes courage to be with our wounded

Sacred Feminine

and learn how to

work with our

Moon Energy


The ways of being that feel disturbing

to our Core





Feeling less than

Feeling rejected

Unable to express



Labelled as the inappropriate truth teller

All of this code

knocks us off centre


off our happy horse

so that we can see our conditioning and conditions

in plain sight

if only we can see that this is the way back to our source

via our source er ess


instead of continuing the code of powerlessness

victim hood

buying in to disinformation




and the propaganda

of those

who would have free spirits

locked away

to retain their power

Just like in all the fairytales

purposefully designed

to keep the flame burning brightly

for all those ready to see

the light


As I write this it is the darkest before dawn

At 1135  this evening in the UK

We have the Winter Solstice

in 0 degrees Capricorn


A hugely potent

New Moon


More about this here:

Mystic Mamma


Darkstar Astrology

and here


Time to go deeper into our

dark Goddess Lilith 

Lilith in Virgo is transiting at the moment

More about the transit here

More about Lilith in Virgo here


all our 

Earth Goddess

Self Care 

Returning to the old ways of Health through knowing

and especially knowing ourself

as our first port of call

aligning with our Moon cycles

The ways of the wild woman

The ways of the natural woman hearing the wisdom of the plants 

and seeking deeper magic of seeing the source of wounding 

being pro active rather than reactive

to live differently 

instead of purely fixing the wounds that come from

living the death culture


The Workshops I am doing at the moment are so potent

As I am sharing what I am ready to remember and learn

Creating Circles of Consciousness

Codes of the Sacred Feminine

coming in

One of the key components of this teaching

is something that has been running throughout my life

A myth that I loved from being a very young girl at this time of year

It was played every Boxing Day

Jason and the Argonauts


It was a ritual that I shared with my Father 

We loved these films

Greek Mythology 


like the other UK tradition 

of Indiana Jones at Christmas time


The Archaeological Adventurer exploring strange new worlds


finding powerful artefacts 

that were in the hands of people 

who abused their power

as you will know

if you are a regular reader of my blog

This constellation is above my house

in the Taurus part of the 

Glastonbury Zodiac


The Hero Archetype

who is the epitomy

of the masculine Sagittarian

off to face the challenges

and is the key to living our dream

that will take us on a journey

of seeing our self~imposed limitations

These mythical stories hold the key

to a self~ development

inner and outer process

that is now very timely

with the addition of the Strong Feminine

weaving together in each individual

Medea the Sorceress


The Hercules Challenge

for each one of us

to go beyond our initiating ego stages 

and code is revealed

in the

12 Labours 


and all these codes of transformation

are found in all the myths

and religions

as they are

codes of christ consciousness

and human evolution

coming to the fore now

because the timing is now :-) 


Naples Apulia Jason

The key to accessing

wild new information

beyond the limits of our ego mid labyrinth

is to

go within to all the codes

that are holding us

back in our own personal hell

This is the teaching of many religions

and lost in distortion of the translation

because of the nature of religion

which is a distorted teaching at the hands of men

who wish to deny individuals

their own power

that is the Age of Pisces

that we are moving out of now

Most people cannot hear this message

because they are still full of ego trauma

and are resistant to the message

misunderstand the message

We do not create our suffering consciously

We do not create our illness consciously

We do not create our way of living that creates this code

in any way out of conscious choice

and we can let go of blaming when we are free of emotional distortion

All of this way is unconscious

Is the darkness

Is the wound

and this has to happen

so that we understand this experientially

like Chiron

We are Chiron


This code is channeling through every single human being

Every single human being is part of the matrix of the universe

Every single human being is part of the code of our evolution

Every single human being is at different stages of the journey 

I am really starting to integrate

and understand this

and it is so empowering

It is so amazing


it is still hard to suffer and to see others suffering

My Chiron is in Pisces which is a key transit right now


Chiron the Rainbow Bridge by Barbara Hand Clow

is an amazing book I am currently reading about this 


as I am 50 next year

and will be experiencing

Red Resonant Earth Year

this is really resonating for me

Once we understand

that people

have to do their code

have to do their pattern

have to do their destiny path

because that is how this universal

game of life works

on planet earth

It is a whole different way of living

It is tough to get the conditioned mind around

and there will be a lot of resistance if we are not ready yet

and that is key too

We come in as and when

We cannot access this route purely with our mind

How our mind works has to change 

from our conditioned way of thinking


The Playstation Game Format is key

Remembering that we are all channels




Is outside the code

The more we transform our ego…

which is extremely resistant to this message

The more we understand this

and it is


and it is going to get even more wow

The more we go into our core and work with the essence

of what is looking to be integrated

The more stable we become

Just like the stardust that we are made of

We have the same structure and creation process

in many ways

and once we really start to understand

this creation code process

and the only way to truly understand it

is to be it…

the more we become the Master and Mistress

through balance of our inner masculine and feminine


of our universal energy

and what goes with that

is the ability

to be powerful

having done what is required

to align with codes


ways of being

that do not create suffering

because we have

accepted and aligned

with all that is

in order to truly be

The Seer



Blue Hand

Code 7 ~ The Mystic


Yellow Human

Code 12 ~ The Chalice of complex stability

are the Mayan Signs

that are

Earth Energy

and these are in the same Castle Code

as Red Earth

each Mayan Sign

has it’s own planetary energy code


The Galactic Centre

is Sagittarius at 26 degrees

this is key to our natal chart

Key to you if you have this degree

Key to these evolutionary times

of going into the core

and heart of our galaxy

by going into our own core and Stargate


Someone close to me has this code

and it has been revealed to me through them

intuitively following the cookie trail

It is key to my Midheaven

and is

my galactic centre in my natal chart

Next Workshop 

Persephone Path 4 ~

Soul Structure of The Seer

More about Persephone here


My next workshop is on January 10th in Hebden Bridge in the North of the UK

Come and connect to this powerful circle if you feel ready to

In person is different to Skype one to ones and you can combine both

wherever you are in the world you can work with this Code

I do an ebook that has time sensitive information

as to the Astrology and Mayan Codes

and your Personal Codes

This time we will be working with the energy

of what arises

in this

Red Earth Code of 13 days

and integrating it

Red Earth is connected to the planet earth

and brings up the earth energy

with Uranus as it’s planet 

Uranus being in Aries

at the moment is key

We are revisiting what was happening

at this time before

The last time of this spiral was April 05 to 17 2014

Aries time

see the connection ?

The other word is Chrysomallus ~ a butterfly 


The butterfly process that comes from

the transformational journey open to everyone 

This is the tree of life process of our own personal healing journey

and this is so specific

using this framework

so fabulous for getting to the heart of patterns and issues

even if we are not consciously aware yet

of how to do this

and haven’t yet become familiar with this process

we can get into the groove of the spiral

start to shape new ways

and use all of our experiences so far

to know ourself

and start our inner enlightenment process


Yellow Seed Wavespell ~ Alchemy day


Day 3 ~ Alchemy
Today is

White Electric Worldbridger

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The portals begin and so the building blocks of human evolution are beginning today

This Mayan Sign is ruled by Mars 

so get ready to rumble 

Mars is in Aquarius

and this transit is all about the New Age

of getting clear of old codes

and co dependent shenanigins 

that stop us from aligning with our pure source energy is the key 

to  direct access energy

If your day began like mine you may be feeling the triggers and the quakes

This is a testing day to see how centred we are


if we are ready to do the work required

or be pushed around

by aggressive forces

It is a choice point

Moon has gone into Leo in the UK

and so in waning moon

we are receiving what energies we gave out

in the first two weeks of the

New Moon in Sagi

Öèôðîâàÿ ðåïðîäóêöèÿ íàõîäèòñÿ â èíòåðíåò-ìóçåå

It was a potent one at 0 degrees

Depending on what level you are working at consciously

You may find you are feeling the ego big time ~ your own and other people’s

This is always based on past energetics triggering emotion seeking release

Remembering that our emotional reaction is always ours and our responsibility

We choose how we react to any given situation

Always ;-)


If we are not consciously aware of this then we act accordingly

and often do the blame game

and project onto others

You may find yourself on the receiving end of this too of course

You may find someone telling you who you are and what you are doing


as they do not know you experientially at all

this is actually a mind read and assumption on their part

because it has to be doesn’t it ~ if they have no knowledge of you personally ?

There may be general rules that apply to the situation you are in

that may be appropriate of course

If there is emotional intensity on their part

and they are being threatening in any way ~

this is an instant indicator of them being triggered and so…

Is not actually about you and your behaviour at all sometimes

They are simply using you as a conduit to discharge their fear into


If this is happening to you today remember that this is actually power point time

This is revealing what your next steps to freedom are …


Today’s Mayan energy

is all about letting go of old worlds ;-)

The majority of the people in the world do not know

how to have gentle



communication ~

primarily because we did not receive that when we were children from our family or our school

or our educating circle of influence

If we did not receive this energetically and experientially

then it is not within us
Our code does not contain it
Our consciousness does not contain it


and as much as we like to think we are these things

the reality is
we are not :-)

How many people wear a

spiritual mask ?



Have an alter ego?

Play a role in a “profession”

Put on a way of being for public

Have a telephone voice

and yet in certain arenas ~

especially Facebook ~

the truth comes out as to anger about other people ?


How many people do you know on Facebook who put a status on saying they are going to “cull” people ?
That people have to play a game with them to remain?

All these duplicitous threads that our human being ego creates to be conditional because of our personal conditioning …

Yet if someone does that to us it is a different story ??????

How dare they ;-)


Once we start to understand the nature of the ego that we all have

Every person on planet earth

then we realise our common ground

and if our ego is flexible enough and not too defensive

We can be open enough to laugh at ourselves


and start to work with our wound
and transform our ego
and truly take responsibility for how we respond

Initially this can be a big challenge

How to separate out what is you and what is me

and what we want to do to have co creative relationship

and come from a healing heart space

of authenticity

No person on planet earth is an evolved finished product

otherwise they wouldn’t be here ;-)

So to start the ball rolling we can let our defences down
let go of the coping mechanisms that got us through childhood
stop trying to be something
being clever
being tough
being a ….


and level the playing field

be honest
say how we feel about other people’s behaviour to us
how we feel about it
stop making up “shoulds” about the people

we are all just people

we are all the same in many aspects

we want to be loved and accepted for who we are
and allowed to live a life that is this way of being

that is the bottom line free of ego

only our ego gets in the way and distorts situations with old ways that carry on the drama of our past way of relating

It is an intense time now

I highly recommend that you start doing your inner work because this energy is going to get bigger and bigger over the coming months

Our egos are expanding with Jupiter in Leo


This means those that are not conscious of their inner workings will be expanding avoidance techniques, fixes and denial strategies through the “other”

Whatever the poison
the amount required to soothe the wild child within …

the dosage is going to be required to be upped considerably


There are some squares coming next year

that are bringing pressure to our Saturnian Structures

to see if they are water tight

and can hold the energy we are creating

if we are building foundations on Sand

fantasy island escapes

get ready for the Neptunian wave that will smash the sandcastle

Hear the Siren Call
Feel the Sagi wound


Venus goes into Capricorn

today until January 03 2015

which just happens to be the start of

White Dog Wavespell

Sirius 2

The code of finding our tribe and Unconditional love ~ the Sirius Star

No one can love anyone until we love ourself

Anything that we are seeking to comfort ourselves outside of ourselves

will be a sticking plaster and will slide off after a couple of hours in the swimming pool of these times


time to go within and do a credit report on yourself :-)

Reign in the ego by transforming it otherwise it will leak out when you are doing your best to distract it …


I can help you help yourself so get in touch if that is your desire

Truly though it is down to you

You come into this world and leave it

alone in one aspect

The responsibility is down to the sole / soul individual

What we do in life echoes in eternity and we cannot hide from this

The truth will always out

It is time to get those goat hooves on and prepare to climb the mountain


Down into the depths

and face those demons

Leo at 3 degrees

A rickshaw.
Hyperactive. Engrossed in sensations. Absolutely fascinated by the ins and outs of everything. Training yourself arduously to become completely present in the action. Insisting upon getting it right. Aiming for spirit and flesh to merge. Knowing how to do it and feeling sharply motivated. However, the little self does get carried away with the literal outward experience so very easily. You must battle to harness your powers and to pull yourself away from random delight. It is quite a journey, with one great thing going for yourself. You just know that you can do anything you set your mind to, and you are correct.

Time to grow up and realise that there is no fairy with a magic wand to do your work
On earth and in the astral planes

It is your job


So get your sleeves rolled up and get your hands dirty

Take the mask off
breathe in the air

and jump into the void ~ you know you want to let go ….???

Love to your alchemy today Cosmic Cookie Trailers

Yellow Seed Wavespell ~ unfurl the gift


Yellow Seed Wavespell

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The human evolution process

Today is the day of the challenge that we face as human beings

to take the next steps

and take responsibility

for understanding how the universe works

by understanding how we work


therefore starting to live in a whole different way

by learning how we relate is key 

Red Lunar Serpent




Day 2 of every wavespell is the new learning

that can feel very uncomfortable

because it is very simply



the human being part of us that navigates our life:

the ego

does not like certain new paths

simply because it has no way of risk assessing it

as it is unknown

Once we really start to understand

this part of us

we are in a whole new relationship with life

the universe

and everything

because on one level

it really is all about us


This process of life as a human being

who wants to raise their conscious awareness

starts by understanding themselves

and how human beings are a holograph

an energy template

in an energetic matrix

Most people are still doing this intellectually


focusing on the sacred geometry of the universe

outside stuff

building blocks of stars and galaxies

and some still believing that a meditation

a guided journey 

will clear old code automatically 

without any effort on the part of the individual 

when the way of existence of the human being evolution

did not appear in that way

which defies any common sense really 

unless you still believe

the creation of the world is a seven day process

which is a fairytale for children

willing to be led

by predatory manipulators basically

but there are some

who are forging

light years ahead

understanding that

the focus point is everything



that when you shift your focus

to yourself


your own creation process

get really specific about

your own specific creation application software


lift off

miracles occur



it is so exciting

so amazing

and all the secrets of life

and the meaning

and the reasons

are unveiled

as you unveil yourself


That does not mean it is all roses


feeling ecstatic



in fact

the reverse is true to begin with

The pain is where the bliss is

Transforming the pain

creates the acceptance of the past

through feeling it

This is the eye of the needle moment

What we resist persists

because ?????

That is the whole point of us being here


To understand

what creates painful relationship

and everything that has created it for us


We have that knowledge

and with that knowledge

we keep going until we find solutions

and new learning  to heal


We are Chiron

We have chosen to come here and learn



what creates the human being feeling of


being unloved

or the perception of it

the belief of it

the ego spin story

of ….

feeling crap in a nutshell


when we become an expert of

what creates

feeling crap experience

for us

then we are at a place of potential mastery

only most people never go beyond

that point


and simply accept that is how it is

life is an expletive… and then you die approach

most people are so accepting of anything

it is totally mad 

complete lack of understanding that the world we live in today 

is created by human beings ~

it didn’t happen by accident 


like some random event

and so it can be created in a different way …

if people are willing to take their power back

and do what it takes

to be the change

just look on Facebook

of people’s comments


“this is how the world is”

so we should just accept it

what a total abdication of responsibility 

Is that what a human being

amounts to

these days ? 

Lie down and let everyone wipe their feet on me

because they can ?


because they are bullies ?

because they have more in their bank account

powerful connections

doesn’t it remind you of school unfairness?

Who got to choose the way of power at school ~

was it the people who were kind?



intelligent ?


See how that framework is still in place ?


well that is an option in life of course to lie down and take it

and wash our hands of any responsibility or any part in it

and that is another key

to the mystery



life is like booking a holiday

it is a process

if we choose not to look deeply into the terms and conditions…

ignore the instruction manual…

not even know that there is one

believe what ego structured truth systems say life is 

without taking the time to check out for ourself what is deeper

believe what anyone says who does not know us

and yet knows apparently

what is best for us

believe we have no power

still keep accepting ridiculous abusive relationships after there is no doubt

that they are abusive because…

well everyone knows that is true

it is self-evident

we are on the holiday from hell

now we can go beyond this crossroads

if we choose


to do something about this situation personally

take responsibility

for what we did exactly

to arrive at this destination


look deeply

what behaviour did I do ?

what thoughts and beliefs created this behaviour ?

did I really want to do that ?

what could I have done instead?


Start with the end in mind

where do I want to be instead ?

what would I need to do in my behaviour ?

what thoughts and beliefs would I have to do to support this new destination?


that is the coaching format

that appeals to the mind

and the ego

but remember the ego

is going to have to…

do something new


that takes courage

courage comes from the heart



If you have ever had a time when you spoke your truth

dared to dream

opened your heart

let out your true self that did not fit the mold of the general populace

your work colleagues

your friend circle

and your birth tribe

this is the other half of the whole

that most people are not yet aware of

This is what is holding you back from having the courage

If you are young

chances are it won’t be too big to overcome

and you can forge ahead with little fear

if like me you are at what we call


~ I am 49

although on average of a lifespan of 70 midlife is 35

50 is the Chiron return

magical book recommendation ~ Chiron Rainbow Bridge by Barbara Hand Clow


50 is the decade of getting to the heart of the matter and healing

then chances are your heart stopping moments may be pretty high

you may be feeling lost

wondering what happened to your dreams and goals

Life is changing so fast that you may feel it is passing you by

you are not feeling connected


that you are still trying to do what you did at 30

in a body that cannot do that anymore

and a spirit

that does not want to do that anymore


it is not meant to 

it is time to do something in a different way


You may also be 30


your Saturn return

and not wanting to continue  with your life in the same vein

as you did before

but wondering what you can do because of society rules

and ways of life



at 42 having a midlife crisis

as your Uranus opposition is shooting liquid light up your spine

Magical book recommendation ~ Liquid Light of Sex ~ Barbara Hand Clow


revealing all these old code blockages about you and your belief about life on earth

All of these life stages are significant

and there are lots more

All have a reason

in fact

everything that ever happens has a reason


if you are ready to get

deep down and personal

with the Goddess

in you

you are ready for the time of your life

It is a roller~ coaster ride

It is exhilarating

It is breath taking

It is Cosmic

It means you will have to be ready to be Alice

Shake off your shackles

Conditioned beliefs about who you are

and learn totally new paradigm structures


Neo in the Matrix


To be Quetzecoatl embodied

by doing the Great Work


The key though is not

the visualisation

the lists

the affirmations

the feel good factor 

This is the surface stuff that sells out literally

If you want to change your code

If you want to change the world for real

If you want to be empowered

be responsible

be the shaman

the magician

the priestess

the lover not the fighter 

the one who creates galaxies

All rolled into one 

Then the first step you have to take …


Is the willingness to look at yourself

all the bits of your life that


do not like

That is the first step that is mandatory 


get ready for the red sea to part 


The Alchemy is within

If you do not change yourself

nothing can change


Today we can look back at what brought us into the centre of the Matrix 


The Red Serpent Wavespell

on 30 October 


This was Halloween time

This was Scorpio Gateway time

This was the 8th Gate of Integration

The Red Code that awakens us in the Blue Castle of Transformation

Whatever came up for you then is key to what is new learning 

about you 

and how you relate 

You cannot hide from the vibrational world

You cannot change your law of attraction by visualisation

You cannot change your code by affirmation

Your code is your code

and thankfully it is a good deal stronger than that 

otherwise our universe would be extremely unstable

To believe that this is true…

that code changing is so surface 

is revealed as lacking depth and integrity 

and easily known therefore as an ego framework 



Ego denial 



an ego power trip designed to divert the mind

and avoid going deeper into the dark matter

The ego believing it has the power to overwrite universal law

and avoid death and all such inconvenient truths

that create potential anxiety 

about things it cannot control

The universe


which we are a part of remember

brings us what we need

which is usually not what we want

the untrained ego brings us what we want 

which is usually a quick fix 

to change our mood for a while

Anyone who has not done inner work

to create change

through conscious awareness of their own patterns

and shadow

Is coming from a one sided perspective 

Is coming from ego framework

That is the truth

It isn’t a judgement call

It is what it is 

discernment is key to see what is in plain sight

Eyes the window of the soul

So ….

What do you choose now ?

It is happening anyway 

you are sending out a vibe to the universe

The universe is sending out a vibe to everyone 

The code of evolution

the return to balance of the sacred feminine

You can be taken with it

You can ride the snake consciously


The choice as always is yours 

Your gift to the world is the seed within and this is what initiated yesterday:

red overtone moon

The unfurling begins
The pressure is on with the universal energies
These 13 days of cosmic code are the building blocks of human evolution
The 10 portal process begins on Wednesday
This is the flowering time where we get to see what is opening for us now
What is possible now ~
If …
We are ready to burst out of our self imposed cocoon
and allow ourselves to fly
high on the cosmic winds
to all the far flung corners of the globe
Free ourself from ego conditioned limitation
Remember who we were many moons ago
Before life happened and we got hit in the crossfire
Maybe lost our way
Castaway on distant shores
Today’s Planet connected to this sign is Jupiter


If you know your natal chart ~ your Starcode
the holographic blueprint of your soul journey
It will reveal where you are seeking expansion and learning in this lifetime
This energy is expansive as it is Sagi’s ruling planet
It is exuberant and bigger even than the Sun
The biggest planet in our solar system
It can allow us to inflate our ego too and if that is a raw ego that can bring more mask~ erading
Playing games and avoidance of intimacy
The route to the outer planets is through our heart and the healing of our wounded
Chiron space
If your Chiron is in Pisces then this is key now
Time to feel all those sensitive sore spots
and hear them tell you of their fears and grief
All from the past
All being played out now
The challenge tomorrow is to revisit the Red Serpent that brought us in to the heart of the Tzolk’in
All about our relationships and how we learned to give and receive
It is Moon in waning Cancer at 12 degrees as I write this in the UK :
Carefully a surgeon begins the dissection of a corpse.
The analytical intellect takes as its special province the after image, the recapitulative view. Second-guessing yourself, criticizing, cutting things up. You are expertly skillful at showing things the way they are on the surface–an extraordinary genius in this domain can evolve. Cooling off partisan sentiment and getting at what is there. Devoid of idealistic projections. Sticking to the facts. Designing life as an experiment in which you must pay very close attention and miss nothing. heart is cut out, the human element is eliminated. Is it an advance or a regressive loop? Do some things just have to be this way? Is the world a stark and barren place to be? And is there a path directly under this icy intellect to recover the soul in things to the mind’s satisfaction and the spirit’s release?…/inside_degrees/inside_degrees.html…
If we wish to work on our own personal evolution in this lifetime
There are many ingredients to this alchemical cake to bake
First of all to be very aware of our sacred seed awaiting unveiling
This is revealed in our Astrology and Mayan Sign
There we see the bare bones
Next ~
See what has accumulated so far on this journey as to aches and pains
energy blocks
Through our body ~ the philosopher’s stone that does not lie like the mind

Base Chakra 2-1
See what is showing up for us every day that feels
Remember our youthful dreams if we are mature in age
Notice the differences
Where do we feel we have maybe lost our way ?

Places we haven’t yet explored?
What is our true heart’s desire ?
What is bliss that maybe we miss ?
That doesn’t come through consuming .
These are the golden threads
that brought together
Reveal the truth
The Golden Seed

free of the protective husks that have arisen as part of our co dependent code
in society
Today we can set the intention to begin to know ourself
and open to becoming a clear channel to our source energy
The part of us that is all seeing
all knowing
free of any corporation
free of ego distortion
ready and waiting to guide us
when we do what it takes to receive …
Clear the Co dependent Code
Allow Co Creation Code
Free the spirit within
Be the love we seek


Blue Monkey Wavespell ~ the heroines journey


Blue Monkey Wavespell

Day 1

Blue Magnetic Monkey

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Blue Monkey is number 11

in the Mayan 20 Signs

Using numerology

we add the numbers together

and they create


This symbolises


The Moon 

Diana the Huntress



and another way of connecting to

The Archer 

The Sagittarius fire

The Hunter and The Hunted 

As the Sacred Feminine is coming in 

through each one of us 

Time for new Myths

Time for the Goddess energy to enter the spotlight

We may play these opposite powers

of pursuer and pursued

masculine and feminine

in different aspects of our lives


When we decide to transform our past life experience

We become part of a powerful circle

We become an


This time is key for this process 

It is cosmically aligned

To leave the old ways 

requires a fall from grace 

to recapitulate literally 

the old ways and stop doing them…

otherwise how do we create new ones?

If we do not get a cosmic shift thrust upon us

Would we honestly choose it?

Would we have enough faith to dive into the void….


In our society

that is controlled and managed to the nth degree?

Where would we have learned this great courage and derring do ?

So the universe

that we are

at the perfect time

turns us into Lucifer 

The fallen angel who is simply a metaphor

Actually the light bringer 

from the dark

and the Morning Star

the planet Venus


It makes sense when we think about it 

We would not willingly choose changes

that mean

we cannot do what we have always done

as ego human beings….

when we are still in that phase

as to be awoken

requires an


a baptism of fire 


That often means financial hardship and moving

a complete change of lifestyle 

often at midlife

when we think we have got our future mapped out 


this is a time of great transition

and that happens through each one of us 

I know for myself that although I was already rerouting in 2007

to do holistic therapies

I wasn’t ready to give up my safety net of property renovating

and so many things carried on the same

In 2009 I didn’t have a choice in the financial crash 

nothing I could have done at that point

would have altered that position

it was in many respects 

out of my hands 

Flower Prayers

It taught me so many things about

the truth of the world we live in

and what I valued

I stood up for my beliefs

It was an extremely heart breaking time

when those rose tinted glasses came off 

and when I started to really look at my relationships with finance 

and how I lived

in order

to live another way


and how it didn’t matter who I was

or what I had been in the past

to the finance model because in that model

I am a statistic without any humanity or personality

or meaning

I do not matter in

the great scheme of things of those that honour this model

but they pretend that I do for a while

to get me hooked on the line of their

Grand Design

The people who made the choices about the money plan ~

don’t be fooled by lumping them into a group

without an individual name

hiding behind a corporate mask ~

wolves in sheep's clothing

they are individuals just like you and I ~

 who got to decide that I  and many others

couldn’t make our living that way any more

because of their business plan

and their choice

that they did not share with the other people

so we could change our plans too ~ in advance ;-)

because if they had

what happened

wouldn’t have happened

and what was concealed

wouldn’t have been revealed

No informed consent given

in the same way

they asked us to sign up with them

at the onset of our relationship

but that opportunity

wasn’t equally shared

which matches the inconsistencies

with parents and people in authority with children in a way

different rules apply and how unfair that can feel

and partly why this is happening 

to bring light to what happens

with inconsistencies

trust issues


and also learning that life

is not a goal orientated material product

and neither are we 

We are so much more than this limited way of being

and to live that

we have to leave these old ways behind


The goalposts changed in 2007


became manifest in the UK

in 2009

with the collapse of credit


Some individuals got greedy and made their own rules

which is the nature of human beings 

and that means some other human beings have to make up the deficit 


This elite group however

for a couple of years 

got bailed out

didn’t bail me out as well

and share the wealth

like they shared the loss

yet it was tax payers money 

I started to see things differently 

and I was very angry 

and look how despite all the assurances

that this would never be allowed to happen again…

look at the financial products

they are all back

like ducks in a row 

and so we can be pretty sure

that as the same patterns are there

it will happen 

because the majority are being played by the minority as always 

and the game plan

is as mad

as Alice’s Adventures


I thought I had learned how to play the game 

how wrong I had been

and now 

I am tired of these games

I cannot win

because the cards are stacked

the only winner is the game creator

who will not tell you the rules or the truth of the game plan

and you pay the highest price 

bit like human life and mortality though isn’t it really ? 

Once awakened to the reality of this

is akin to watching a Punch and Judy show

as the awakened audience


The person operating the puppets

claims to be unable

to see the Crocodile 

no matter how hard the audience shouts

It’s behind you

because that is simply part of the show

Quetzalcoatl Plumed Serpent

Doing the soul alchemy is very different

As a human being the end of this game is always the same 

death of the body

It is a great leveller 

In the current playground

it is often a Grim fairytale starting point


and yet

one we start to face this reality

This is when the magic really happens

All fairytales 

are tales of Wisdom

hidden in plain sight

We go within

and learn amazing ways to live 


understand our personal process

Only through total acceptance of everything

that has happened so far…

Do we become The Star that we really are 

Do we become the warrior of the heart 

ready to do what it takes 


It is a very different

 format for sure 

In the Hero story

Jason and the Argonauts for example 

We see the masculine human being go on a voyage

face challenges

and grow as a result 

as his co hostess with the mostest…


Pic by Oksana Zhelisko

Hera is the figurehead

literally on the front of his ship the Argo

first he calls on her in secret

then in plain sight of the crew


this is limited

as otherwise he would not find his own way 

he is only able to consult her and her Goddess powers

at times of crisis

usually when God force is the game plan


requires a Goddess match

This is the current game unfolding for the great adventurers

who are looking to journey purely for the love of it

free of any material reward


The Golden Fleece

is a natural phenomena each person has to heal

when they stop been a Sheep 

and the Lamb becomes a Lion


Pic by Susan Seddon Boulet

This process is symbolised by Art card



Number 14 ~ 5 ~ the he ‘art of the matter 


It seems complex at first because of the language used

very simplified :

we let go of what normally drives the human ego 

and we balance ourself within 

so we are in harmony

in our masculine and feminine 

by healing our past wounds

and facing all our challenges with full integrity

Letting go of eros

and focusing on agape now

The lure of Romantic love has faded

and a deeper love and connection is revealed

direct to our source

without any need for another


We stop being a pawn and limited in our moves

and we become a Queen

with full sovereignty …

we know the moves and we are not afraid to make them

and speak up for truth that comes from a healed heart space


Pic by Susan Seddon Boulet

Courage does not mean without fear

It means feeling fear and keeping going even though we are afraid

That is a warrior of the heart 




Today we have Moon in Capricorn

in the UK 

We have Pluto conjunct Capricorn

The Underworld holds hands with the veiled feminine of our shadow 

This Moon as the opposite of Cancer Moon

The Moon’s planet

is the masculine father figure 

that can be a hard task master

so balance is essential

Echoed today as I write this

Capricorn Moon Waxing at 13 degrees

A very old wrinkled brown paper sack.
Use and misuse. Taking advantage of your own beast of burden endurance to get the most out of yourself you possibly can. Extracting productive results from all other factors and fixating upon these. Eventually you get what you put into it. And if there is a self-exploitative or a darkly-abusive side to your way of operating, it generates the karma of aging and death and blight. It becomes crucial to develop, against the grain, compassion and all the gentler feelings. Because if unchecked, the heavy-handed self-demand to make the world work better at all costs will decimate the inner self.


could be The Devil card in Tarot


Time to do 

The Great Work

The Religious propaganda was created to create fear and to distort original archetypes

so that the common person could not understand the truth:

which is that they have no need of religion indeed religion has need of them

to afford certain individuals a life paid for

and to be glorified

by the ones who are supposedly the needy ones

when in fact the reverse is true

This is one of the biggest lies ever told to mankind and perpetuated by mankind

yet on close examination of the devil card generally in tarot

we see that the people bound by the chains 

can take them off at any time

We create our own prison with our thoughts and beliefs

and when we are ready to free ourself

we can

Capricorn is the disciple ready to do the work

Energetically has the stamina and cool headedness

discipline and determination

Pluto is the planet of soul fusion

the personality has to let go of needing the power of the ego

and has to die

so the soul can be freed from personality limits 

It’s a different path

and there are many rocks to stub ones toes on


Which is why hooves come in handy :-) 

and soothing pools thereafter to bathe them :-) 

It is a bitter sweet symphony 

There is a map

There is a formula 

It is written in the divination codes and working with the Wavespell daily

helps us follow the yellow brick road back home


The principles of Alchemy are the same 

whether you perform it externally with substances

or do  it internally with your inner workings




The process goes through the same stages

These are illustrated in many ancient texts

and can be used

without knowledge of the texts per se

Those seeking transformation know 

and seek

and find

The Hunter they have become

ready to shape their ego

Their will

and leave their past behind

so that they become key to the world changes

because they have changed


Blue Monkey in the Mayan is Chuen

It is the most powerful transformation code

It is the blue 13 day Wavespell process in the Blue Castle 

The central column of the Tzolk’in


These 20 signs come into

5 groups of 4

The 4 groups are pillars of the overall temple

that each individual building block of the Mayan energy signature builds

These four blocks are foundation stones

They sum of their codes reveals a master code

I have created a document for this 

and it is on my

Resources Page 

We each have four Castles

13 year cycles in each colour

that take us through a process

If you decide to work with this it will blow your mind


to do this you have to

be the process

that it how it works because it is a synchroniser left to us by our ancestors

at the perfect time to create this shift back to being in alignment with natural time

free of our culture conditioning

which is a distortion of who we really are as human beings

enslaved to a system that by it’s very unnatural state

creates illness


limits our amazing potential

our gifts are capped

especially using the consumer process

which is an ego code

Virtually everything in our consumer society has the primary code

or intention

of making money 

and is grossly inflated in structure and price

because of all the chain feeding off it and

this model cannot be sustained

which is self evident If you watch what is happening now

at the ultimate consumer time of the year look at the deceptions being invoked


Having worked in service industries all my life

I know and have been very involved in these deceptions

and know that being this way

creates a by product that feels awful:

Promising things that cannot be delivered in that time frame

and blaming others instead of owning that

Buying things to ensure “happiness”

Being with people out of “duty”

swallowing anger and frustration every day

in order to try and deliver the undeliverable

that is spun by the manipulated

Santa Clause story

it is an abomination


Look what conditioned codes we are embedding in our children ~

bribery and manipulation

and unrealistic expectations

that cannot be created in reality ~

a distortion of magic to sell us all out for a short term fix

Living a totally mad way of life to arrive resplendent on the :day:

when you don’t even have a Christian Faith

for a Christian celebration

Driving yourself to exhaustion to create

the “perfect” experience for one day of the year

Getting into debt

Have I bought the “right” thing

It is the end of work so I will get”wasted”

serve people who vomit on me getting “wasted”

clean up after people who vomit everywhere and feel ill for days after ~

Is it really worth it ?

Is that what life has come to ?

Have close encounters with people we wouldn’t look at twice

if we were straight

and it were any other day of the year

Feel left out because I am not part of this madness/doing what everyone else is doing on 1 day of the year 


What on earth are people

still doing this madness for ?

Not just the C word thing either  

and yet seemingly there is no money for the sick and homeless

and we have to have charity

which actually is now a covert thriving business model

Wake up people ~ get a grip on reality

Look at what we are allowing to happen in our society 

Imagine what could happen if we didn’t ?


Banned it as an offence to sanity 

Imagine that ?

Just for a moment ~ what could come from that place of saying no to absurdity?

No presents

just people  being present

coming together to celebrate the returning of the light

free of



Will it happen in my lifetime?

Blue Monkey is the Blue Castle

in the Consciousness Awakening Code 


So if this is Your Mayan Sign

Your Wavespell

or your Blue Castle 

that is the bigger picture code of this family 

The number of all the individual codes added together is 7

7 is the top of the pyramid closest to The Heavens

What is Resonant ?

What is resonating for you that feels heart emotion of pure joy?

That is where your arrows fly

What is resonating with anything other than joy?

That is what is seeking release

It is the number of the Mystic open to the Mystical

doing the Mysteries within

Venus is the planet of Blue Monkey

and the direction is West



All the clues are in this painting

Botticelli’s Venus ~ the archetypes are there

If you decide to do this work within you

you will see a whole different view of everything


because you begin to see yourself in a different light 

that is

The Secret 

In the next 13 days if you choose

Sit with yourself today

Go within

What has been happening in the last two weeks

that has felt painful?


Created a feeling of being pressured?



This will lead directly to your childhood if you are ready to go there

Once you really start to work with this your whole life will change

Do not take this lightly 

It is the same energy that builds galaxies 

We are stars 

We have the same process 

We are literally stardust 

Once we start to revere and remember

the sacred in us 

value ourselves for the amazing beings we are

be open to possibility again

remove any barriers we have built to keep the pain out 


We become transparent

We are ready to let go 

and love deeply again if only we are willing to do the inner work

White Mirror Wavespell ~ Day 13


White Mirror Wavespell

Day 13 

White Cosmic Dog 

The day of movement 

Today a Cosmic shift is available

We can have moved from our position 13 days ago when we started this journey 

Certainly we will have moved in some way as the world has moved on

that is how life works ~ a constant change 


As the Moon starts to grow with light 


through the Sun of Sagi fire

We may be feeling and seeing 

new ways of travelling the inner world

the outer world

the astral planes

as we free ourselves from old conditions

and the dog days of depression

that come from our ego’s way of seeing the world

the world happens …

we as individuals put meaning from our mind

on the happening

and interpret it

make sense of the information

and often that meaning

comes from feeling 


distorts what happened in some way


When we are having a highly

emotionally charged experience 

It encodes within us in a powerful way


we are running the programme of that coding

If there is no coded experience in

no coded experience comes out 

and of course the opposite is true 

if the code is within it has to come out

and it will

over and over

in different ways

if emotion is being repressed

we will see watery events




it cannot be totally disregarded

if it is there it is cosmic law

that it has to be expressed in some way

and so something has to happen to match it

emotion creates code

creates events in the human domain

this is the code of creation



Time Sensitive codes

Young people today in most places on earth 

know computers early on

have a very different relationship to them

than anyone born in a time when they did not exist 

no memories

no early experiences

of computer code 

so all the early times in older people’s lives

had a very different day to day reality 

all of that code comes in through each generation and is built upon 

expanded and it cannot be the same

because the experiences that created it are not the same 


In the same way new generations

still have primordial code 

to allow survival

and on many levels that code still is required to keep us safe 

otherwise we start from evolutionary scratch again

which would naturally limit our day to day experience here

So some codes are inherently useful to knowing boundaries and being safe 

Physical pain tells us our limits 

Ego often ignores this information and pushes further

Emotional pain tells us something else 

and this is far more subjective

and difficult to fathom and quantify at times 

Who am I ?

How do I choose to relate now in a healthy way ?

Do I want to be a different version of me

with my different personas played out in different society roles?

Or do I want to expend less energy

simply being an integrated me

who is functioning in different capacities

all of which are authentic and integrated ?

Truly being who I want to be and letting go of people pleasing and enabling

let the plates fall where they may 


This requires self~discovery 

This requires an objective way of behaving that can be universally shared

That can be free of debating

because it is one size fits all in some respects


also allows uniqueness of the individual 

which is pretty much 

a natural balance 

If man disappears

from a garden that has been created and managed 

by man


the garden creates it’s own equilibrium

according to what is happening in it’s environment 


As all gardens are connected worldwide 







the wind

the water system

It is impossible to seperate out


we can see the none sense

of believing

that anything is separate on this planet

because in a very real practical sense

everything actually is connected literally

as we are a planet  :-)


What goes around comes around




We can choose to learn how to be respectful


gentle to other people 

and only to actually be it 

when we are it 

to ourselves which takes a lot of inner work

and understanding of oneself

at the moment most people are saying one thing

doing another…

also known as the human being conditioning of hypocricy 

feeling something else yet further


pretending to be something that is 


an ego role

and most people are actually full of 

base stuff

Anger generally



about something


yet often daren’t say it straight out


confront their feelings and beliefs

because of these deep feelings 

and fear of being 


and fear of being persecuted if they do be true to their belief

Winter Solstice 2010 Caged Lantern dreamstime_3847365

This fear of being who we really are

is holding us all back and our innate gifts and creativity free of limitations

All the social conditions

that we have made as to what life 

“should” be 

could be 

should have been

and aren’t….

are the rifts

that can be turned into the shifts 

Mind the Gap…

The Abyss that opens up

so wisdom can come through


This is where the land can move beneath our feet 

to reveal deep cracks 

of lava

Once this lava is released unfettered

new landscapes form that are so fertile


We are now halfway into the heart of the Tzok’in 



Tomorrow begins

The Blue Wavespell

in The Blue Castle 

So we are totally into the zone of the divine child 

The most powerful 13 day code of the wavespell is here

At this time it is in Overtone Moon 11

It is the 11th Sign

so 11/11 

Added together is 4 

This is all about connecting to her heart and how our inner child is feeling and doing the work

We move into Capricorn Moon tomorrow in the UK 

Today as I write in the UK it is Sagi Waxing Moon at 29 degrees

in the last soft light of New Moon energy 

The ritual slaughtering of a lamb.
It is so hard to give up your fondest notions. It is so testing and trying to be asked by universal spirit to surrender your privileges, to renounce your claim upon your own life. And it is even an extreme act of self-transcendence to come to terms with the position you find yourself in as it really is. Ego-busting comes as a rude shock, even when the time is at hand to leap beyond your own shadow. The very idea draws out to the surface every resistance imaginable. The mind goes crazy with this edge. If only you could control it, manipulate it, relativize it. But excruciating self-awareness accompanies this edge–in particular no sentimentality towards your own excuses and reasons. For you are at that point where there is no place to hide and nothing to do except surrender gracefully, when you have exhausted every other option and found them to be null and void.

The challenge Day is Yellow Lunar Human on Wednesday 

so seeing what is revealed in our Human Being Chalice is key

What is our body speaking to us of ?


I won’t be blogging every day in the same way in this one 

I will be working with the transformation potential 


doing lots of tapping on myself with what has come up in the last 13 days 

It has been big for me 

I cannot share all my journey because of confidentiality

of other people 

and that is the only reason I will not go in depth in some areas

out of respect for them

I love to share my personal break downs and break throughs

as I know hearing about other people has really helped me 

and people who know me well

know I wear my heart openly 


admit my stuff readily  about how my perceptions


who my mind thinks I am

have evolved

and I am constantly working in process and learning

often this had been seemingly the opposite of society conditioning



and is therefore ridiculed and scapegoated

by mainstream perspectives and individuals

rather than admit they simply do not understand it

and that sometimes as a result of that place

they are afraid of it 

New understanding of how our universe

and society works



with a different perspective

and theory that exists

until a new one overwrites it

has often been a challenge historically 

as the alchemist’s of all ages have experienced

When we are ready for it as a collective

then the paradigm has been changed

by all those who were ridiculed and persecuted…

lets hope that in itself can change soon 



So I will share what I can as I can

Heartfelt message from me today

to any of you

who are seemingly

going into a black hole that feels so dark

Know yourself more

and it will assist you

to find your bearings

Allow whatever is coming up emotionally to be processed as soon as you can

as safely as you can

for you and everyone else involved

The emotions are coming to light your pathway

to leave your past behind and you cannot do that on all levels when you are denying part of yourself 

people need to see the real you now so you can

Let these emotions guide you to your next steps

You will be going through this Gateway many times at the moment

It is all part of the new codes coming in

so we can let go of these old ways of being

Old painful relationship codes

were encoded with lots of emotional intensity 

so it is natural that as these codes are triggered

this is part of the package 

It often feels very intense

rebirth is painful 

it is the butterfly process

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If it feels intense it is often because it was very intense when it went in ;-)


often when you had this experience initially

you didn’t have the systems to cope with it 

so it’s in your database ready to download now 

when you hit the button

You meaning universal you :-)

I cannot help you

no one can

you have to face it all 

and you can 


people can help you

help yourself 

That is the key code 




with the interface you have created 

The universe is showing you 


This You on one level is an eternal voyager 

totally free 

This other you is evolving humanity with your own human being process 

This other you sometimes feels like the only you involved 

and it is totally supported

always on track 

always loved and held 

often this You doesn’t feel

that because of early human being experiences 

several human being experiences encoded in your dna

that’s ok notice that and work with that belief system

until it does ;-)

The more you start to work with all of this 

The many You’s 

You that is the spaceman driving your human spaceship 

starts to integrate itself and understand

all the reasons for your life here

are extremely valuable 


and you 

chose to come her at this time

especially for this

amazing turning point in human evolution

on planet earth

The light is returning 

you are the light 


Seek your light from transforming your dark times

and bring the new dawn 

Go Goddess Energy

coming into balance once more 

believe in yourself

Love to you 

Sirius Star 

Sirius 2

White Mirror Wavespell ~ Day 12


White Mirror Wavespell

Day 12 

Red Crystal Moon


Today is the crystal complexity code

where we can start to get really clear about what our emotions are distorting 

based on our past 

The Moon’s planet is Cancer

The current 260 day circuit

began back on the 18th of July 

back in

Cancer Sun time 

which has an opposite axis in Capricorn 

Capricorn is a Masculine energy 

that can appear cool and un emotional and tends to focuses on the physical climb to the top


is also the sign of the Disciple on the quest for soul learning

A goat with a fishes tail


Capricorn is the UK’s Sign

Cancer the USA’s sign 

What has been birthed as a bigger picture land 

based on where we have been

and a

melting pot of many seekers

going across the sea

seeking a new life


Aries Waning Moon

11 degrees at the Heart time ~ 11 to 1 in the UK 


So this bigger picture is all about

Moon Codes coming to light

Red Solar Moon year 

and this 

Cancer ~ Capricorn axis of child and parent codes 

More about this on this article on the link above

This is also key

to the

Solar wheel


Summer and Winter Solstice

the light lessening

and light returning

which paradoxically can seem rather strange

at the time

More about this axis on this blog here:


These cycles all have the same code in many ways

and show the process of waxing and waning

in different time cycles

The complex sacred geometry structure that is inherent in all natural beings

So we are working with our

Sacred Feminine

to bring that balance


We are working with birthing the new codes 

through transforming our emotional learning




to birth balance of heart and mind

and it can feel like a Mexican standoff at times 

shouting across the abyss

seeing what echo comes back in

to remind us of where we can make some personal inner changes


Remember that even though we are in Sagi fire

We are in the darkest before dawn time at this time of year and working with our fire trine energies of

Aries initiation in Spring

Leo getting to the heart of the matter in Summer



completing in the underworld of healing of Sagittarius

before the light literally starts returning on Winter Solstice in the Northern Hemisphere 

One of the symbols of Red Moon is the lotus

which begins in the mud and rises up to the surface seeking light

travelling through the emotional body on the way up 

the same in many ways as

the human and soul journey

If you have your

Chiron in Pisces 

like me 

Born in the 60’s apart from the tail end which goes into Aries

check your chart info to see

today is really resonating 

as Chiron goes direct in Pisces at 13 degrees 

Please click on the links to find out more on the articles in the text ~

hover your mouse and they will pop up 

They are independent of me unless leading to my sites

Here is a fab one by Darkstar Astrology which is in a similar vein to the one I did yesterday ; -)

with a lot more Astrology knowledge


In the last 12 days

you may have seen

lots of old patterns 

you may have felt rough

you may have felt jaded and been ill and there is valuable info there

chances are if you are reading my blogs

you will have had some similar life threads to me 

and been playing a role for a while 

that you are wholeheartedly fed up of 

you may constantly find yourself being blamed 


taking on other people’s stuff 

that isn’t actually yours at all 

and realising that you are enabling others in an unhealthy way 


echoes back to times past

often this can feel like


Groundhog day 

Ye olde Scape goat time 

and the good thing is about getting full to the brim

is the realisation that it is….

Time to empty our cup 



and be freer 

to do our next steps 


liberate ourselves so we can complete

and step through the gate 


Starting to bring this divide together 

from the outside in

together with the creation code and going with the flow 

Get ready for the shift tomorrow 

The more we clear each day emotionally and energetically 

The clearer we become


the more we shine from free of distortion code 

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It can be difficult to speak of different truths

to the general collective code 

We get used to it 

and what doesn’t kill us 

makes us stronger 

I have just downloaded Yosemite for my Mac 

and a new Kindle App

and this is such a metaphor for me and my journey right now

Have to learn new things or else I cannot access the latest download 


Feel the fear 

Tap on it 

Let go of the fear

Do it from a clearer space

We have to be prepared to lose everything to gain everything 

that is the path

what we hold onto 

has to go 


Learning more about The Moon Codes now and the 13 day codes that go with them too

so adding them to my documents

Things are streaming very quickly now

Thank you to everyone in my circle

for assisting me on my journey 

White Mirror Wavespell ~ Day 11

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White Mirror Wavespell

Day 11

Yellow Spectral Star 

Sagittarius fire time



Are you ready to rumble?

Are you ready to set your heart on fire with your desire

and aim your arrows at

The Sun?

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wholly independent from me 

Or maybe mope about 

Woe is me 

and my destiny

has lost direction

and I am feeling the fires of Hades

licking around my feet ?

New Moon and Sun coming in at 0 degrees at just

half past Noon in the UK

Potent power of the Wayshower 

Wherever you have Sagittarius in your chart 

Getting to the heart of the matter

Illuminating all the anger issues 

where we feel thwarted

and the key area in the body is the hips and liver ~ anger organ where dreams haven’t manifest 

and the sacral and base chakras 

and taken on code of conduct 

that is now becoming obsolete

so perfect to delete 

through transformation

Everything that rose to the surface in

Scorpio Sun and Moon


in the last Wavespell of

Red Serpent

and this

Wavespell of White Mirror

is revealing what is seeking healing


and new codes come as a wonderful side product of this

Today is day 11

Lust in Thoth Tarot


The shadow revealed day

The dark side

Where the enlightenment is 

if only we will choose to look deeply

through a glass darkly

and go with what is coming

rather than fight it  

Resistance is futile

The title picture by Giovanni Baptista Cipriani ~ John the Baptist’s namesake 

again reveals 

the alchemy code in plain sight 

Chiron showing Achilles how to aim his arrows

Our Achilles Heel is where our power is leaking 

and where we must look to our heels

the past

so we can walk forward 

of course Sagi

has a tendency

to gallop fast off to the horizon at full speed

often without any heed ….

Jupiter being the planet of Sagi



Larger than life

Expansive  and the biggest planet

in our solar system so the energy is ebullient 

and with that there is the light aspects and the dark

I have learned so much about this in my Astrology class this week in Glastonbury

with Carolina Lamus

and our circle of people as always has shared ground

so it is a lovely alchemical melting pot

to bounce ideas off each other

and see things from another’s perspective

Back to Alchemy again with this symbol 


This symbol is often seen in association with the Mayan Calendar 

In the alchemy world it is the symbol of Caput Mortuum 

It is seen in this vein as a useless product that comes from an alchemical process

a literal deadhead

however when we read further

we see it is historically

a significant code for painting of

cardinal purple 

purple connecting to the crown chakra

and our conduit to the cosmos

and key to completion of our circuitry


Gardener’s know that if you deadhead plants 

remove the dead flowers

often the plane will keep on flowering as it has a need to create seed

and all dead produce can be used as compost which brings life to new growth 

The flowers are an enticement for the insect world

to pollinate the plant 


In this extreme patriarch time


many things are overlooked and not valued in this one point goal perspective 

of “growth”

and denial of what is too

that there cannot be continual expansion and growth in a balanced universe

it is not natural and is indeed an aberration of cosmic code

because it comes from ego distortion

Our undeveloped ego does not see the beauty in our shadow

and denies it’s existence because it is painful

and yet all the while this pain is projected out onto the world


and so we live it in our world right now

Again in the scriptures there are many references to this in the crucifixion

however when we take that event metaphorically

instead of literally 

we can see a process being spoken of 

just like in the paintings 

Our shadow beliefs are what hold us back 

keep us in our comfort zone 


this is key to self~development 


Most coaching focuses purely on developing the masculine with plans and forward thinking

new models 

and creating new thought patterns 


belief in the self 

This model is one sided 

If we have experienced issues around belief in ourselves so far

and who hasn’t ?

That is part of the journey of life 


if we do not work with these 

and let go of the heart hurt that goes with them

How can we move forwards?

Our self protection mechanisms will limit our expansion

because they have a positive intention to keep us safe 

which is how the emotional mind works

It isn’t logical this system 

It is designed like a computer programme 

to shut us down

if we are going into a pattern 

where we have experienced wounding before

computer says no ~ makes sense on one level

and yet what this means is…

 we are stuck literally

with our old code that came early in our life

we get triggered

our fight or flight kicks in 

and we shut down on some level

So to work with this well intended operating system

we have to wise up 

and learn how it works 


We have lots of evidence of this in our life so far

and it is where our future power and possibility lies

in our past patterns

Everything that seems to bind us

has the key to set us free 

Sagittarius ~ Gemini Axis

Every Sun Sign is linked to the opposite Sign on the wheel

We have six in the Sun half  in the Northern Hemisphere 

Aries Taurus Gemini Cancer Leo Virgo

2 Fire

2 Earth

1 Air 

1 Water

The Sun is when we go out and co create with the outer world



and the other selves

for procreation purposes

on whatever level we do that

The Moon time of the year begins in Autumn 




Libra Scorpio Sagittarius Capricorn Aquarius Pisces

2 Air 

2 Water

1 Fire

1 Earth 

We can see 2 different alchemical processes

revealed with the elements


The Moon time of the year reveals the impact our outer journey

has had


what we choose to change 

Where our wound is revealed 

This is the roots in our tree of life

The lower chakras hold the key 

This is why the dark time is the perfect time to go within



see the seeds 

see the source

of where these codes were created in the beginning of our life 


and start to transform them

ready for Spring 

This is what The Persephone Path is all about 

letting go of whatever we believe about ourselves 

that is no longer serving us 

and in turn planet earth

My North Node of my Moon is in Gemini ~ where I am headed in this life

My Sagittarius is in my South Node ~ where I am evolving

My Midheaven is in Sagittarius ~

my love of philosophy and healing arts, adventures and fire transformation



My Jupiter in Gemini 

love of relationship

sharing of information


and Mercury ~ messenger of the Gods

The twins of Gemini 

our human being and our God self 

Both my parents are Gemini’s 

The Father of my children and my Daughter are Sagi 

Lots of Sagi friends 

Most of my life I haven’t had this information and it hasn’t impeded me in any way

knowing it now simply helps me understand and connect on a deeper level

and work more consciously

and this is the gift it can bring for everyone 


As I spoke of before in my blog 

if you are born in the 60’s 

chances are you have Chiron in Pisces

which is key until 2019 

so this energy will be really impacting in Chiron in Sagi illuminating our wound

anything that happened last May and early June in Gemini Sun 

that was brought to light 

will be giving gifts now 

as to the way forward 

Anything that you are aiming your arrows for now

will be sprouting into light next May and June 

Chiron the Comet was discovered on October 18 1977

I put that in the Mayan decoder 

Self~Existing Star 

Self ~ Existing Moon Day 1 


Year of the Yellow Spectral Seed on planet earth ~ a Year 11 of a 13 year cycle 

all about letting go of the ego mask to reveal the true seed within

The year of Punk in the UK and lots of emotion and repression being released with

New Wave music

This is also a galactic portal day so a building block for our human evolution

One of my favourite bands then Siouxie and the Banshees ~ just checked the info ~ She is a Yellow Solar Seed and a Gemini

Breaking the spells that bound us in the flower power years 

How to be the star that we truly are 

free of co dependent code

This is the day 4 code of Red Serpent

which is the heart of the matter of our human relationships 

and allowing our kundalini to rise

free of living out of alignment

with true self

See how this all links in ?

If you were around at that time 

you could ponder what patterns you were creating then?

What music did you like?

What did you feel passionate about?

What roots started taking shape ?

What deeper level patterns started to form


maybe some of those can be re routed now ?

I never thought I would be learning to bellydance at 40 

not only that but performing it to an audience to this music 

thanks to my alternative friend Debs and lots of people who came in my circle then 

I wore a blonde Madonna wig at my birthday in fancy dress 

now my hair is blond ; – )

bonkers and fun 

dare to be different and try new things



The 13 year planetary pattern was White Wizard

It started in 1967

Self empowerment is the theme

letting the magic flow through us 

working with it 

letting it teach us what is seeking to evolve now 

because that is different to what has been

and if we do not change how we relate 

and go through the gate 

then we get stuck 

and squeezed until we fit through

which can be a very painful process indeed


We are in the transition stage of the birthing phrase 

First stages the squeeze of contractions start

our head is resisting 

our body and sacred feminine is doing it’s thing

our head has no way to control it

starts to panic

The pain is often huge 

we don’t want to feel it 

give me the drugs

birth plan can go out of the window 

fear kicks in

pain increases

interventions often get forced on us

we go with them because 

the doctor knows best right?


We know what is the healing for us and how to birth

and that process can often be hidden to begin with

other people have their talents and gifts and can help us 


we have to go through the process 


we are squeezing and breathing 


it is all getting very intense 

and suddenly everything stops and we are in

the eye of the storm 

ready for the next stage 


That is the process we are in just now and it is very intense in Balsamic Moon time on our planet 


Getting squeezed by the galaxy forces

and wondering what to do 


Be with it 



Undo the ties that bind us 

Work with the wound 


When we are ready for the next stage 

The energy is so powerful 

as we have nothing else we can do 

all of our being 

is aligned


pushing this creation out 

Relax don’t do it ….

when you want to succumb to it 

Trust the process 

trust the Great Mother

that birthed us 


Depending where you are on your life cycle 

will reflect back to you this energy and there are key stages of evolution 

This can be revealed Astrologically and using The Mayan Wavespell

and what is key to work with this powerfully 

Is that we are aware of ourselves

Whilst it is true that I do not know how to literally fix my car

or any of my technological devices I do know something and I ask and look for information

Google is a Godsend 



Flower Prayers

I am not an Astrologer 

I am not a lawyer 

I have always asked and sought information so I can empower myself 

I learned how to build a house

how to renovate it

how to grow plants and vegetables 

how to run a cellar with real ales

I learned about psychology 

and healing therapies 


I trusted intuitively that this seeking

was what I required to evolve 

When you are thinking about your CV 

do you really access all your amazing skills ?

Notice what you leave out and how it matches what our conditioned society does not value

If you want to be true to you this is key

not to be a match for a sick society

who only values what has monetary worth and feeds the ego


If we do not learn 

then we are dependent on others 

nothing “wrong” with that 

It is what it is 

If we are not aware of our God and Goddess code of consciousness

then what often goes with that is 

feeling at the mercy of the Gods 

a very different perspective 

Our society is imbalanced and co dependent 

for a reason 

and that reason creates suffering 

so time to let go of suffering 


look for the light ways


are sourced in the dark 

In this transition time 

If you choose 

look for what is restricting you 

feeling tense



In 2019

White Wizard 13 year Cycle returns to planet earth 

Whatever we are transforming now 

We will be refining then

just like Gandalf the Grey 

evolved in the metaphor revealed in

Lord of The Rings 

that is our personal potentiality






So this time of Red Solar Moon Year

is key 

to change history by changing our his story to a new myth

Here is an article about The Hero’s Journey of Sagi

and another one about journeying within

Once we start to work with this awareness of pattern and code 

we can see how people are in our circle

and appear magically 

at the perfect time 

for our evolution process

by triggering our code 

to reveal our shadow 


be at a choice point of owning it

healing it 

and letting go of playing duality alter ego game plans 

If you would like to know more about how to do this with me please get in touch 

It doesn’t matter where you are in the world

All of this format works on Skype 


The next Persephone Path Workshop on December 13 

has an ebook that will contain the Mayan and Astrological information 

and you can access that on the day 

Each workshop has exercises you can do 

on whatever level you choose

and then schedule a skype session with me which is included in the price

at a mutually convenient time 

which is always magically perfect


we will work together energetically 

using energy coaching and EFT 

to focus on where you are now 

and where you want to be 

This one is really magical as it is

The Alchemy one 

We are working with the energy of Red Rhythmic Moon 

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Getting into the rhythm of the sacred feminine 

being the beacon of light 

unleashing our creativity 


Pic by Tino Roderiguez 

There is also an in person workshop at Hebden Bridge in Yorkshire UK 

More about that here 

Please get in touch soon as I will need to do your charts 

It is perfect to connect to the other powerful Sagi energy on it’s way on Christmas Day 

I leave you with Jim Morrison today 

a Sagi fire man

and some wise words 

and another famous one which can happen another way 

lighting the fire of the goddess within us

by healing our wounds around women

and the repression of this part of ourself 




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Blessings to you Jim wherever you are 

my life has been so inspired by your music and lyrics 

even though I wasn’t ready to hear the sublime at first as it was so different

to what my ears had been trained to hear

little did I know that The Doors would be so key to my journey




All of this Cosmic Consciousness code

is at our disposal now 

to use practically 


 with love 

to birth the new dawn 

What a revelation 




star that you are

White Mirror Wavespell ~ Day 10


White Mirror Wavespell

Day 10


Blue Planetary Hand 


Day 10 is the day of Manifestation of any Wavespell

If it’s your birthday today you are in a Gateway year of transformation

and the potentiality to shape your destiny consciously 

As a Blue Hand I have been looking over my laptop today

with the intention of locating something 

An ebook about EFT and Eyesight by Carol Look


After I had been on my Cookie Trail


seeing all my manifestations


a myriad of workshops

a collection of photos

an array of charts

I remembered it was a Kindle application 

I find that often happens when I set off on a Quest

do you ?

I discover lots of things along my journey that I didn’t expect


how often do we see ourselves in a positive light?

Sometimes it takes proof of what we have done

laid out in front of our nose before we believe it


Taking time to reflect on where we have been

and where we are today


be very fruitful indeed

I have been a very busy bee getting my heart show on the road

since 2010 coming to Glastonbury on a gut feeling

and my 

13 Year Cycle of Blue Hand

that commenced in 2009



It hasn’t been easy

there has been a lot of joy

and a lot of tears



and that still continues

and I am getting more comfortable with the uncomfortable

which is why I am here

Learning Astrology has been key to the understanding of energetic blueprints

and how the universe is scripted

and in particular how we are scripted

We have choice within parameters


Today is Dark Moon in Scorpio

and I am feeling tired 

The more I am going with the flow of the universe

and the more I am waxing and waning 

I have been on a Cookie Trail sparked by Darkstar Astrology 

which often happens 

Here is her article on Asteroid Hekate which is featuring at the moment

It tied in directly to yesterday’s White Worldbridger energy

and as soon as I started to read it really resonated for me

as I love Greek Myth and Greece

and Jason and the Argonauts was one of my favourite films as a child


so I added a few asteroids to my ever increasing chart

and hey presto 

I have Hekate in my chart in Scorpio in the 8th house at 4 degrees

alongside Circe in Libra at 24 degrees

Love the synchros 

Jo in Glastonbury

If you read my blog

regularly you will have seen this woman below before

and this article includes her and other women who play witches

If you want to check out your witchy vibes do your chart

and blaze a trail of your sourceressness ~

Darkstar Article shows you how 


Don’t know what this all means in any depth yet

but I intend to dive in and explore

as this has always been my destiny

I was putting on plays I had

written about Witches

when I was at Junior School :-) 


I have been watching American Horror Story

The Coven

Deeply dark

and synched in to my blogs too 

Getting used to that now 

and it is still unnerving at times simply because it is unfamiliar 

Scorpio in 19 degrees in the UK as I write this 

A rope going up into the sky.
Cosmic connections left dangling until personal dramas have spent themselves, which takes a very long time. But the cosmic overtones accompany every phase of the journey. They give a peculiar quality to the auric field, as though everything already knew its origin and destination and that knowingness had turned all the colors up a notch. This puts the little self sharply on the spot, for everything is heightened, especially including the dramatic power of distortions and negations. These are amplified to an almost unbearable extent. An internal battleground between a surpassingly cosmic nature and a grossly fallen and distorted personal-emotional syndrome. And it is the way of things that the spotlighted karmic cycle of catching yourself in the act of being false must be consumed before the waiting realizations and reunions become fulfilled. A very sharp edge to events, with so much riding on seeing through your own folly, and freeing up the life-force to respond to the greater worlds with a tug and a sign that there is somebody home after all. The greater cycles can now begin.

It is darkest before dawn

and what you have been seeing this week

can be the way forward to the light

as all is manifest today

New Moon in Sag arrives tomorrow and I will be speaking more about that then

I will be feeling the ripples in my house

with lots of Sag energy here with my family

and my Midheaven is in Sagittarius so get ready to gallop

into your Quest 




what we do in life echoes in eternity

and the road less travelled is not an easy path to walk ~

easy to read about in front of the fire with a beverage

For all my fellow travellers doing the walk every day 

Keep the faith

first and foremost in yourself


keep the torch burning in your heart

remember your Angelic self knows

and is there to guide

if you will do what is required

to access that wisdom on one level

this is simply an amazing game of life 




An elderly woman I was trying to navigate around  

with my trolley in Morrison’s car  park yesterday 

gave me a profound message when she took my hand and said:

Whichever way I go I will be wrong so I may as well stand still

Is that familiar ?

It is to me and I know I have chosen that position many times


now I know that at the crossroads


there is no “wrong” 

simply a path that will take us to a destination 

and that our intention

and our choices 

will reveal a route 

to our freer heart 


a road to hell paved with good intentions 


and maybe a blend of both 


A serpent path

a spiral 

of our own making 

with the sacred threads

that we were given

to weave 


Love to you and your deepest dreams brought to light 

The world is a lighter place

with people who dare to do

what it takes to birth

their deepest desires