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Red Solar Moon ~ Completion Year

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Red Solar Moon 

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A New Year 

Wishing you joy and love in all that you create this year

Please click on the links to take you to other websites with more information

This is year of completion 

Year 9

Here is a document I created for this

Universal Lifecoach Step 9

 

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Completion of a Cycle that began on July 26 2006 

This is the planetary Cycle 

This is the 3rd retreat I have created in Avalon

Each Year I become aware of more amazing remembrances of myself

of the Universe I live in

through letting go of my conditioning 

and connecting to 

The Mayan Wavespell calendar

Here is a video about this here:

The wheel within a wheel 

I have learned to learn in a different way 

To be with what is

As and when

It is the natural time 

rather than cramming information into my head 

surplus to requirements 

I have always had a natural inclination to do this but I thought I was weird :-) 

Now it is becoming clearer with each passing day 

As I get clear.

Awaken to who I am rather than who I think I am

Start making conscious choices

as I live 

in alignment with 

the codes of consciousness

Free of distortion

What does that mean?

It means on a practical level

Every day I learn to feel fully

Let go of doing a mind mechanism to avoid feeling my feelings

Let my feelings guide me as to my conditioned response 

my conditioned feelings

my people pleasing

my rebellion 

My inner wars 

My inner fears

Who is the real me under all these behaviours?

I set an intention last year to be light and free 

Like when I travelled as a young woman with a rucksack on my back

When I felt life was a great adventure ready to unfold 

I already had conditioning of course 

It didn’t hold me back from exploring 

being open and vulnerable 

ready to receive 

As life expands we attract what we are 

sometimes it is hard to shake those extra energy passengers off 

we become weighed down 

and lose our bearings 

This year we can see how everything that has ever happened was meant to happen

If we choose

If we are ready to co create with the power of 9 

Step off our personal karma wheel 

by making peace with our history 

and change the world by doing this simple process

This is the core of the message of Red Moon

Everything we need for our Cosmic Evolution is to be found within each one of us

It is all inside

It is already here

The Cosmic Seed

It is in our humanity 

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Inside ~ Out 

is where

it is at

Are you there yet ?

With your own balance process?

Look around you in your life

All the clues are there to be seen

We have already been to where we are headed

Simply retracing our steps of evolution

and in the process of acceptance

through making peace 

in this life time

We heal all the other lifetimes because …

they have all led us to this place :-)

and as we heal and accept we realise this

All was meant to be

All is part of our process

 

Pretty amazing miracle

Miracles are happening now 

More will become evident

As people start to be this process 

Let our feelings be our guide 

Whenever we are feeling something that isn’t joy or love

It is our next integration event unfolding

potentiality to be clear 

If we are brave enough to

face our fear

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Truly amazing time to be alive

It’s challenging to be here in Balsamic Dark Moon time on the planet 

We can do it

It’s why we are here 

All each one of us has to do

Is believe in ourselves

and start to perceive what happens in our world in a different way

Open the Doors of our Perception

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See everything coming our way

Is our next step 

Our Goddess Gateway 

Sacred Feminine returning

Butterfly Process

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I share simply what I know is all  :-) 

Loving the Leo ride being a Leo

and the summer sun of conscious light information

is feeling ecstatic

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This first Month in the Mayan 13 Moon calendar is

Magnetic Moon

whilst the spiral of the Wavespell is constantly spiralling the 13 Moon calendar remains the same every year 

Here is a document I made to explain the 13 Moons :

13 Moons

As always I recommend that you Google to receive your magnetic attraction that matches you where you are

I call this process

Following the Cosmic Cookie Trail

The Moon pattern is looming large this year 

The Moon energy holds the key to all

The shadow

The emotional evolution

The feminine coming into balance 

Making Waves

all these steps are clear in nature so we can

simply align at this time

 

 

 

 

 

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The 13 Step creation process remains the same

whatever Mayan Framework you use it in ;-)

Here is a website that explains each of the 13 Numbers ~ or Tones they are cosmic code and hold the energetic blueprint of a process within them when used in succession along with the calendar they synchronise and each step evolves our consciousness in a spiral of evolution:

The 13 Galactic Tones 

Here is a document I made that you can use for this every day with the Wavespell

if you choose to use it as a universal synchroniser and life coach tool :

Wavespell Transformation Tool

The Mundane holds the key

Just like everyday gardening and household chores hold the seeds of the process

It is never ending

It is a wheel

Always cleaning to be done

Always caring

nurturing

new planting 

weeds 

:-) 

Astrology of today in the UK

 

Leo Sun ~ Decan 1 

Here is the line up from an astrological report for the month 

Jupiter in Leo

Mars in Scorpio 

At the time I am doing the workshop at 11am it is Dark Moon in Cancer at 27 degrees

This is the feminine energy initiating that we are working with for the next 260 day cycle:

Red Dragon Wavespell ~ initiate the spiral of home

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Red Dragon Wavespell

Initiating the spiral of Home

Home is where the heart is 

Imix ~ is the Mayan name 

Day 1 of a 260 day birthing period

Earth

East Awakening

Going through a galactic divinity process

that is perfectly created 

to synchronise us

with what is 

and let go of 

what isn’t 

in alignment with our heart

The shadow of this energy is issues of trust

taking on the role of

being the cosmic mamma 

the fixer

the caretaker 

the controller 

so instead

we can heal our trust issues and let the true universal mamma do her thing 

she doesn’t have any trust issues

as she is free of the human mind and co dependent conditioning :-)

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The name of the game is remembering that everything

we see in the 3d dimension

Is a reflection of us

 

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Please click on the links to take you to other websites

Here we go again on the spiral vortex of emotional evolution

Bringing balance to our planet

by bringing balance to ourselves

by raising our conscious awareness of ourself

as that is where everything starts 

The Alpha and Omega of Us

That is it ~ the whole deal in a nutshell

and it is

really

really

really

simple 

Whenever life get’s complicated that is all we need to remember

How we are responding to whatever

is happening to the outside world

Is of our own making

We are creating meaning about this that is unique to us

We are having an emotional reaction about this that is unique to us 

We have created all of this because of our life so far 

Therefore the solutions …

to anything we are feeling and making meaning that we do not want 

lies in these earlier life events 

When we know ourself

understand ourself 

When we start to create a manual for ourself 

We understand how our buttons and switches work 

and then we understand how to work with them 

Instead of resisting what they do 

Most of our suffering comes from our resistance to

what is 

This resistance comes to the table

with everything that matches resistance in the past 

That doesn’t mean that we want to wipe the slate clean of our experiential life so far

and become an emotion free machine

a saintly somnambulist walking through life in a comfortably numb space 

( lot’s of people choose this route understandably)

It is the opposite of that 

It is understanding how we came to believe what we do about ourselves

and others

and then realise that everything every day is showing us where we have evolutionary possibility 

through our resistance

 emotions that are uncomfortable

that are doorways of change 

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The Great Mother of creation brings us this 

Our ego , whilst full of pain and 

maybe piss and vinegar patterns 

pretends that it is above all this 

has a “better plan” 

:you don’t really need to go backwards into all that mire do you ?:

Once we understand that this is

the raw ego’s prime directive code

to avoid pain in any shape or form 

It starts to shed some light on why it would do that 

It is a shallow simple survival programme that has no depth to it

It isn’t meant to 

Neanderthal style fight or flight free of any sophi ~stication of logic of conscious awareness

There are other programme’s for that …

However to access these one has to master being disciplined with the raw ego response 

and for any addictive programme re ~patterning this takes determination to create a new pattern

forge a new path in the wires of the brain for example

It has the same pattern as a person who has no life experience to draw on in certain areas

No field of depth 

The ego doesn’t know that certain hedonistic pursuits lead to a very unwell space for the body further down the line

or for the planet 

and it does not care ~ it is incapable of caring 

It is a simple reader of the past and a risk assessor based on what it knows works/does not work

and has a very limited scope therefore

which is why it leads us to live a limited life 

if we let it 

It does not do feelings the mind 

that is the remit of the heart 

being in alignment and in balance with the brain

Ego is wanting to fix the pain fast

no matter what the long term cost 

So we can see where this ego pattern is rampaging now on the world stage 

because it is having it’s will within each one of us 

This is the first biggest challenge in the soul journey and ego evolution

Do you have what it takes to do the dance with the devil ?

Your own personal devil that will do anything it can to distract you and keep you on the path of

what you know feels good

familiar 

fabulous 

That we all learned as children and young adult’s to transport us

to our own personal heaven for a while

 

using something to change our mood 

change our state 

let loose the dragon within

it may be we chased the dragon

shrugged off the shyness with a little alcohol

raised the temperature with some speed

unleashed the mind with some mushrooms

escaped “reality” with a good film and lots of goodies to put in our mouth to stuff down our feelings 

These behaviours may have mutated into different ego personas

Achieving recognition with a “job” title 

Becoming certified as an intellectual 

a healer 

an alternative freedom fighter for whatever….

All ego masks which we are in the last few days

of with the Mayan Year changing in a weeks time

We are now in the new age of transitioning all these escape

and coping mechanisms which are not long lasting or sustainable

and wear us out

It takes a lot of energy to prop up these shadow pursuits

and the cost is way to high for all of us on planet earth

 

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so is it time now…

 

to get back to the reality of who we really are 

instead of a society created construct conscript

that has outgrown this uniformity

and is ready to connect to the core 

All of these ways of being have allowed us to get to where we are today

and this is key

to accept them and in doing so accept ourselves as this is the way home :-)

It is again very simple this process ~

honest truth is the way and the code

and it is what it is

clear and simple

Resistance is resistance and it creates resistance

so if you want to create resistance…

be resistant

On the other hand if you want to be accepted

then that is acceptance 

Who is going to accept you

if you don’t accept yourself ?

The universal part of you

is going to keep bringing you the parts of you

that you don’t accept

giving you an opportunity to ~

well accept them

and then when you accept them

you have healed the original resistance created in your childhood

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That is what we are here for :-)

It doesn’t mean that how that person is behaving

is something we feel is “right relationship” respectful etc or something we want in our world

Everyone is where they are ~ that is the truth

A two year old may have tantrums

and it’s parent resists that behaviour sometimes/maybe all the time

and that is how that child learns about it’s will

and another’s will  

and carries that pattern in life

until it learns how to do it differently

 or not

On one level it all starts from the moment we are born

and our mind starts to make rules about the world

We all have choices throughout life whether to change and modify or behaviour 

do an update to live in balance 

or to blame our Mother and Father figures and stay in victim mode

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This Mayan 260 day Astrological overview

 

The astrology gives the heavenly universal codes 

I am learning about this and this is my personal perspective as always 

The Sun is our light consciousness and as the last cycle was rounded up in Cancer yesterday 

Yellow Cosmic Sun day always ends this 

The movement of light 

by creating a lighter space in our heart’s 

All of our suffering comes from dis~ honesty

Living out of light

Creating shadows

In authenticity 

The foundation of our ego society 

where work and money are The God 

This little ditty about work setting you free hung over some gates in the not too distant past 

These gates weren’t pearly and they weren’t heavenly

and what started out as a mission for one group in society ~ a scapegoat

converted into many groups who got in the way of the mission

See the raw ego pattern?

So you could reflect back on the last 260 day cycle

and see where this was showing you your ego mask area 

seeking to come off

Here is what I wrote yesterday on my Facebook page:

Day 13 ~ Yellow Cosmic Sun

The last day of the 260 day Halloween initiated spiral has arrived

What is ready to shift today that has birthed over this gestation period ?

What light moment has aha’d us into a new consciousness ?

What can we create movement with

Within

To create new beginnings without

What have we integrated in our core

So we can let the barriers down

Remove the outer layers of our ego masks

Heal our heart

Are you ready to see what this cycle has
rejuvenated in us
rebirthed in us
let the layers dissolve
let the ancestors be heard within the dna
let the structure be revealed

to be healed

on all levels

So we are ready for the next level of potentiality

Today at the time of writing we have

Waning Moon in Aries at 3 degrees
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Candor, stark naked honesty. Getting rid of all false coverings, going for what counts. You are sharply intent upon getting at the truth and staying on the truth. Self-disclosure. An extraordinary aptitude for reality, you are the world’s most direct person, willing to be seen and known unequivocally. The jackhammer treatment. Blunt, brutal, and straightforward. Devoid of charm or grace, but right on the mark, gutsy and truly incorrigible.

A great exercise for today is this exercise of stark honesty

First of all with ourselves:

What has been the theme running through this whole year that has felt very uncomfortable ?

Where have I been feeling the most resistance ?

Who or what has been showing up in the outer world to prod the pain body ?

Emotionally ?

Physically ?

Go within and feel it with the intention of raising conscious awareness

What is at the root of this way back in childhood ?

What survival mechanism did we create to avoid feeling it ?

What Mind Mask ?

What head led coping mechanism that allowed us to get along with a way of living we abhor ?

With a bunch of people we believe are full of sh*t ?

All of which started off in the playground

This dishonesty is making us sick on some level

It is creating a sick society

and only when we stop doing the bullish*t will it change

It’s really simple ~

Our body does not lie

If we are physically carrying around extra baggage

We are living out of alignment with who we are and out of balance

If we are trying to hide our true place in life ~ our true being

by being inauthentic to project an image so we can be socially “acceptable”

whatever that is and it mutates along with the latest gimmick

We will be constantly getting sick and feeling tired trying to spin all the plates

leaking energy from our ruptured core

radiating rage

toxic thoughts turning our inner world into an imbalance ph

fuelled by all that attracts

If we carry on trying to plaster that over with an anti~depressant pattern

of fake positivity

Put a bubble of bounce over all that mountain of frustration and despair

The wound goes deeper and the volcano pressure gets higher

Instead we do the opposite and we go within

Deeper and deeper

Feel it all with the intention of being honest with ourselves

Open the door to it

Face it

Admit it

Whatever it is

It is actually simply something we believe about ourselves

When we look over our life so far

The fruit of our labours

How do we measure up to our inner critic ?

What have we created ?

What is our legacy ?

The only thing that matters for our soul journey at this point

At this crossroads

Is what we feel and believe about ourselves

That determines everything else that is going to happen from this moment

Everything else happens because of how we feel about ourselves

That is how we interface with the universe

That is how we create our experience

If we are afraid to feel our strongest emotions

that determines our life

Keeping them at bay

Avoidance of those intense currents within

So

this is where we go

First

When we go into our void it changes everything

It is where we get to the heart of the matter

All our biggest emotional events are creating our Cosmic Road Trip right now

If we are feeling like a boat tossed on a stormy sea

Time to visit that inner ocean and be brave

Weigh our heart and see if it is as light as a feather

or heavy as the the world on our shoulders

This is the hardest thing we ever have to do is admit how we feel

to ourselves

and sit down with our whispering voices from our past that are haunting us today

in every way

Today Jupiter goes into Leo

Expansion of our heart and courage

and

Expansion of our ego

For many this will be a one sided show on the outside

Building a legacy so that the little self will make it’s mark on the earth

coming from a place of lack of self worth

because little self doesn’t want to look at who it really is

the truth of it’s whole self

It wants to do something “new”

New bright shininess

Doesn’t want to recycle

Has to have money to buy things because it doesn’t want to learn or take care of itself

A child dependent on paying for services

and yet feeds off the suffering and servitude of others who are capable

and has them believe are the people who need them

because they have the money

and therefore the power

Time for truth for some who are ready to connect to their power source

Willing to do what it takes

To create stability and sustainability structures

so that humanity can thrive

rather than strive

The new cycle starts all over again tomorrow with a new layer of evolution unfolding

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We are human beings and we all do stuff that we aren’t proud of 

We have all made mistakes

We all hide ourselves from the world in some way rather than admit our human frailness

because we have been conditioned to

If we don’t learn to behave differently about this 

turn this around 

within ourselves

nothing can change 

How could it ?

The universe is always changing because change is life 

To embrace and enjoy life

We embrace change

and we create it within us

If we are sending out mixed messages of honesty because we have learned to do that

as a way of keeping safe

We reap what we sow 

We get mixed messages back

and so honesty is the best policy 

The truth is always there in what we receive

It is simply in a different form

Our true vibration

is always being transmitted and received by everyone and everything

which is why the universe brings us what we need 

and that is very different to what our ego wants 

which is why our ego seeks to override it :-)

 

This process takes time 

and key to assisting it’s birthing

is patience and being gentle with oneself 

This is the bigger picture of the whole deal that arrives tomorrow ~

Day 2 of the Wavespell

White Lunar Wind

This is our challenge and growth area of new learning

When we integrate our shadow 

the past ways of learning that created issues around telling the truth

any beliefs that got in the way of us being a clear channel and connecting to source 

free from ego distortion

we are free 

and accordingly

we see

we hear

we connect 

are on line 

with the divine :-)

Isn’t that worth a few trips into the doldrums for some tapping and weeping and wailing with focused intent ?

That way we really become detached from the drama 

because our personal drama has become

our personal self empowered place of grace

through our own self awareness process

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The Sun is consciousness ~

the masculine code of our evolution

that everything on earth is receiving every day

 

The Mayan Wavespell is a continuing spiral

so this initiating Wavespell changes every time 

because of this 

This is

The Grand Design

This time it is in Cancer Sun

In the Astrological Wheel Cancer is the 4th sign

everything is birthed through the Great Mother

 

It is all about the

Great Mother

Nurturing 

Home 

It matches Red Dragon’s energy 

What is being birthed through the race of humanity in alignment with the conscious code 

For each one it is different as each one is in a different place on their emotional evolution 

Each one has a different Astrology and Mayan Sign

Whenever our personality feels in despair about life on earth

our heart has more clearing to do 

we are connecting to our personal history ~ always 

and in doing so we are losing connection to our source 

to clear the connection and re~establish it we clear our story

Simple

I use EFT 

Emotional Freedom Technique 

It is simple and easy to do 

Anyone can do it and it works ;-)

It does take time to build a skill ~ new learning

Cancer in Decan 3 today

Cancer ~ Pisces which is Decan 12 overall ~

the crystal clarity code :-)

 

Each astrological Sign is split into 3 Decans to give a more refined overview of that energy

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website for this:

www.claralucia.com

A wheel within a wheel

like the Mayan Wavespell in many ways

Here is a great article explaining this by Darkstar Astrology 

In the Moon at midnight in the UK we had

Waning Aries Moon at 11 degrees

Inside Degrees Website

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The marvel is that the observer exerts so strong a presence, yet disappears into the atmosphere. You find yourself to be centrally pivotal, yet subtly underlyingly a pure witness to the objective turn of events. You inhabit the edge between self-will and a higher will. You hold to the sharp borderline between the infinite and the finite, so that you can create yourself anew out of whole cloth. Transformation can take many forms. You are endowed here with power of wishing, the capacity to visualize and imagine whatever comes next. An astounding skill at coming back to life, recreating everything, taking into your self worlds ending and worlds beginning. All is poised within. A way of looking at things that magnifies the wonder and overcomes all of the dross, in a strong quest to find yourself amidst the debris of lost worlds and to salvage the dream and the vision.

 

We also have the blessing of Leo in Jupiter

for the next 12 months to expand our ability to be courageous

and be open to love 

open our hearts

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The Mayan Calendar also has 13 Moons

 

This framework stays the same each year and aligns with the start of the new Mayan Year on July 26 every year 

So we are in the last few days of Cosmic Moon energy

The 13th Moon of feminine movement

In the heart

It is magical number 22 = 4

July 18 = 9

Lots of resources on my resources page being added 

I learn as I create them :-)

Here is an old one about the Mayan Moons ~ there are lots of resources on the internet

if you google and follow your own cookie trail

you will find what is perfect for you 

So this cycle will take us up to Easter next year ~ April 04 2015 

I am looking at the significance of this pattern in more detail as to astrology and the signature codes and will post about that at another time 

The key thing for me is to focus on my patterns and what I am feeling to expand on and release in this period 

and to look at 

what is seeking completion for me that began on July 26 2006 

with a Red Moon cycle of 13 years beginning 

I will be focusing on this on my workshops

next week in Glastonbury 

More here if you feel to come and join me on July 25/26/27 

Circle of Completion 

If you cannot come in person you can get your personal info via email and/or Skype about it ~ please contact me for details

Remember that Red Moon beacon is

all about the message of awakening to :

 

the more I know myself

the more I can  be myself

the more I trust myself

the more I realise that 

I am enough

and

the less I feel worried by lack

the less I get knocked off my happy horse

the less I rely on the moving swirls around you me to

sustain myself

because I sustain myself

free from any need

to be anything other

for any others

than 

who I really am

after all 

I am the universe 

We are the universe

all we need do is remember that 

and be it 

Co create from a

balanced

grounded

place

of  

responsible relationship

 

Within and therefore without 

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Yellow Star Wavespell ~ Bee it

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Yellow Star Wavespell

Being the star that we really are 

Please click on the links or hover your mouse to reveal website links to expand on the info

Lamat is the Mayan name 

There are 20 Star Glyphs in the Mayan Wavespell

Lamat is number 8 

Which is all about integration

As above so below 

What is below is giving rise to what is above  :-)

The Tree of Life’s most important focus point for health and well being is the root area

This is the same in our spiritual path

Through our root work

Through our birth tribe 

comes our transformation and our flowering 

Be Do Have 

Whatever we are being 

Creates our doing

Creates our having

 

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This is universal law 

Whatever was our initiating family process 

continues until we transform it

Doesn’t matter what we “think”

the head is not our centre 

Our centre is our heart 

Our heart is what is creating our reality through our feelings 

You cannot un think fear

You cannot rewire fear 

It will simply mutate and get bigger until you feel the fear

and transform it 

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We are now in the last 13 days of the Mayan 260 day Wavespell

that started on Halloween in 2013

The day of death

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Holy day

Where the veil is very thin between worlds 

In the planetary year which begins each year on July 26

we are in

Yellow Galactic Seed 

Taking our ego coping mechanism mask off 

Otherwise we get stuck in our role playing mode 

which is an ego construct that we created in childhood 

and which allows our ego to stay in denial 

of all it’s experiences of heart hurts since we were born

So in this last Wave we can feel to heal

and unearth the star that we really are 

If we choose

and that is the key Secret 

Lamat is the key code 8 

and so reveal the process we can use to integrate 

Be the change we want to see 

If we are being dishonest in any way then we are distorting our light code 

We are disconnecting from source 

We are using a cloaking device that may believe it is light

when in truth it is hiding our star shine 

Whenever we have emotions that are unresolved 

the essence of them creates distortion

there is nothing “wrong” with this 

this is what it means to be human

It is what it is 

If we are pretending to be pure positivity then we are being a false prophet 

If we are acting out we are by that very definition 

a thespian 

and that way of being creates drama

which is what the ego craves as an ego rub

Our society is addicted to drama 

We cannot change this until we be honest about it 

When we are in denial we are at a distance 

through disassociation 

and therefore are removed from the very thing that has the potentiality to transform us 

This is often called Victim mode 

Has the qualities of blame and shame 

Which allows the feelings to be passed along to the other 

instead of being felt 

When they are felt with an intention of healing and transformation 

 being conscious with them 

which is all that is required 

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they go 

and we are free of them 

and free of our past 

When we do not  do this process 

Our past is still with us

energetically and emotionally 

We take ourselves with us wherever we go 

Most of our planetary process is being made by child minds of distortion

Full of ego

In denial

and this way of being has no long term view

or common sense 

wants a quick fix

money no matter what the cost 

This has been happening for a long time and it is 

Time for a change 

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This is a great film to illustrate this point 

Human Beings have created a crisis with Bees 

and we are all involved in some way 

It is a society thing 

We are all in society and we are all being something in this manifestation

whether we are buying almonds from this mono farm

whether we are buying honey that is processed

A farmer in mono culture 

A consumer who is unaware of what they are buying

Instead of blaming each other 

It is time to overcome our differences and focus on a solution

What gave rise to this situation?

We may have been ignorant about it

We may have not realised or had any awareness about it 

We may have a lot of emotion about it 

We have all done things that aren’t “right relationship”

that is part of our learning process 

We do what we know 

and it is time to be honest about this

instead of denying it 

We all do the best we can and sometimes that is a really crap best 

When we decide to be honest and let all our feelings come up about whatever is feeling intense

we reveal a honeycomb 

our own catacomb 

deep in the recess 

the void 

and we start our cookie trail of healing 

This is the honey 

This is the raw food 

This is the seed of our discontent 

the reason for our sterile seed culture of control 

Our ego believes that when it controls everything it is safe 

This of course gets stronger

OCD 

OCD comes from big life events that had huge emotional impact for us

that we couldn’t control

so for example people in our close circle who died from Cancer 

Heart attacks 

and in some way we blame ourselves for what we didn’t do 

or they didn’t do

when in truth our ego’s biggest fear is death

death of itself as the little self 

When someone close to us dies our ego sees it’s own mortality up close and personal

If you are in close relationship now with someone with OCD 

it has a huge impact on that relationship

this has been my experience 

and I would not enable it and so the relationship ended at that point 

because no matter how I communicated my position with my knowledge and information

as a therapist 

and my own personal life experience 

the person’s inappropriate behaviour with me and my family did not change

because how can it

when they do not want to face their fears 

I know about OCD personally as this has been a coping mechanism for me 

It does

as all behaviour does 

have a positive intention to allow our emotional mind to feel good 

that categorically does not mean that it is healthy either 

We are all constantly swinging on the wild pendulum of the healthy spectrum here 

on our soul journey :-)

At times of stress in my environment 

I created a coping mechanism of cleaning and creating harmony

This is also a learned experience from my Grandma who was a Libra 

She created sanctuary through her house 

It was immaculate 

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I love places that are clean and tidy and how it feels

when there is a place for everything and everything in it’s place

and my mind knows where to access things on a practical level

and I like wild messy chaotic spaces too 

but they tend to be somewhere I visit or create in my garden

When we clean in a physically

energetic way it is like a gym fix

endorphins pump

we get exercise

we get a high 

we feel good 

we have a lovely space to be in

the energy flows 

I discovered this as a child at home when my parents worked full time 

I created a harmonious space inside and out if I could 

this later led to property developing and gardening 

When I worked in the pub trade I did this in a bigger scale 

and in larger pubs this was exhausting 

When I had children I couldn’t live in chaos and  would make my timetable expand to fit my harmony rules

Sometimes this meant doing decorating and accounts at night 

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Way out of balance to fit my ego box 

I am still working with this energy because it is part of my pattern

as a Blue Hand 

I recognise it now 

I work with it 

I honour it 

I accept it 

and when the time is aligned I transform it 

This takes dedication and discipline and that is what is required to be the star that we really are 

This is not an easy path 

It takes courage to be the rose 

It takes strength of character to follow the golden threads of the labyrinth 

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and transform the minotaur of Taurus ego living 

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Pic by William Blake 

Now if we go deep into the coded message found in this ancient tale 

we see what this gives us to process 

If we choose to give in to ego living we die a cruel death 

It isn’t a judgement 

It is what it is

Our choices have consequences 

Our conditioning and ego masks are coping mechanisms created by an immature child mind set 

they allow us to survive by getting our emotional needs met in some way

but they do not allow us to thrive or ascend into our heart free of pain

The fabulous thing about being the star that we really are is….

We can access this at any time 

all it takes is our will to do it 

We don’t need anyone else to do it for us

We simply ask and it is given

It is our soul birthright 

open to all 

who are willing to walk their talk 

and learn in living practice every day 

to be the codes of truth 

the codes of well being 

and let go of

distorted truths

manipulation

deception

dishonesty

co dependency

and pretending to be something we are not 

i.e spiritual 

We are all human beings with sh*t going on

so lets cut the bullish*t 

It’s the only way we are going to create new ways of being is by owning our shadow 

If we don’t own it we cannot access it can we ?

and so we are doing ourselves a disservice 

because this is the enlightenment process

and the way to our shiny star potential

Here’s a great  video about the current Star show that is pulling our strings for our 

evolution process at the height of Sun energy:

So here’s some info about the Moon ~

our Luna assistant that helps us lift our veil as and when we are in perfect timing with our solar script :

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Pic by Tristan Elwell

As I started writing this we were in Moon in waxing Libra at 12 degrees

LIBRA 12
The burning of a bough of sage.
Wishful thinking. Hoping for the best. Looking toward a new start. Naive and gullible, you are suspended, quiet, receptive, and lacking in discernment. Desiring with authentic feeling to bring a resonant impulse to bear, yet hobbled by blind fervor and tunnel vision. Prone to easy ways out and ideological positions. You are oddly poised between sheer reflective inwardness and exaggerated attempts to come out with ways to get on with the shared reality. A bit confused and at a loss. But charming, endearing, appealing, well-intentioned, and idealistic in ways half delusional and half genuinely restorative.

Here is the website link :

Inside Degrees

 

 

When we align with the Cosmos we can get a glimpse of Cosmic Code free from any distortion

and we see it though our decoder ~ our human personal process 

so that is why the more we clear our personal process

with a personal daily process

the clearer we can access it

All of these natural process ways of relating

The cycles of the cosmos

are representing natural time 

and that is the essence of The Mayan Wavespell

and this includes the 13 Moon calendar

This is why synchronicities become common place 

we are in synch with what is 

and we are decoding 

deconstructing

de culting

from the ego artificially created matrix

and into the true source

So we are in recovery :-)

 

The more we are enveloped in the ego matrix that is out of synch

the more resistance we feel

because it isn’t natural

and natural is where it is at 

because natural is the result of universal consciousness free of any man intervention

It is an illusion that the ego knows anything that is greater than universal consciousness

and pure arrogance 

We live in an arrogant world fuelled by masculine linear wounded child code just now 

and it’s time is the big turnaround 

Here is a great blog by a fellow Glastonian that reveals the alchemical codes of sacred geometry

When we start to co create and transform our chalice by healing our shadow 

the serpent comes back down through our crown and forms a circle of constant alchemical transition

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I am a Blue Hand and so my code is number 7 in the 20 Mayan Codex of Mayan Signs

which is why I have  Mercury connections and Thoth as one of my guides

Code 7 is the mystical gateway to the crown chakra 

to let the kundalini come in ~ the kundalini starts to rise at around 42 with Uranus opposition 

Great blog about that here 

Liquid Light of Sex by Barbara Hand Clow is a great read on this 

we allow the kundalini ascension process by working consciously with our seven solar seals ~ our chakras 

This is what is often known as

The Mid Life Crisis

The Glastonbury Experience 

We get another go at resolving our life conflicts and most times we repeat unconscious ego masks 

only at an older age 

generally with more life experience 

if we are ready to

we can see a different perspective 

and create different choices 

and at the same time get in touch with what is important to us

what drives us

and the truth of our shadow egotistical self 

seeking to be expressed 

let out of the closet

wolves in sheep's clothing

 

So if we always got emotional needs met with a lover 

a physical fulfilment of our root chakra 

we are going to keep doing that in some way until we learn otherwise 

and go into what that is really about 

and find a way to do that co creatively instead of co dependently 

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Pic by Klimt ~ The Kiss

As we bring what has previously been beneath our conscious awareness

and created behaviour that is devoid of consciousness …

and we know we are doing this whenever we are participating in behaviour that has a distinct absence of health and creates uncomfortable side effects ;- ) 

and we still do it because it is…

compulsive 

deeply coded in our amygdala 

then we are at the gateway of

Blue Hand 

We are at a choice point 

Do we want to carry on or transform ?

Woa that feels so familiar and lights up our brain feel good factor points

through our root chakra gateway 

and yet 

it doesn’t last 

When our enabler device has worn off ~

intoxication code of drugs “in loveness” we are confused as to what on earth was our reasoning

and this is an essential part of the awakening process 

We are experiential beings

and we are here to experience and understand

what comes from our choices 

on whatever level of consciousness we are ready to create with 

So back to today’s code of Yellow Star 

Here’s a fun exercise you can use if you choose and you know your Mayan Sign and another person’s that you are in relationship with in some way

Thank you Deb Lassiter for sharing this with me :-) 

Take both your Mayan Seals 

so Mine is Blue Hand 7 and my partner is White Dog which is 10 

Added together is 17 = 1 and 7 = 8 

Yellow Star and synchro here ~ the number 8 has the * symbol as it’s upper case 

So together our Signs are co creating Yellow Star 

This is the gateway above and beyond the seven seals that has the potentiality to create harmony when we integrate our shadow 

We are then literally starting a process beyond the world of duality and polarity

as we resolve them within us and bring ourselves into balance 

Today’s Libra Moon 

Next we do the numbers ~ the galactic tones 

I am a 9 and he is a 18 total 22

2 and 2 = 4

Self Existing 

Yellow Self Existing Star 

Which is the code for creating co creative foundation structures 

free from co dependency 

which is so true of our life journey together 

This is the key code of the structure in the Red Serpent Wavespell 

which is one of two super powerful Waves that has 10 portals 

Here is a blog I wrote about this last year and wow what a synchrony

even though I didn’t have conscious awareness of that when writing it :-)

Love this 

We can do this with our family circle 

friends circle 

something seeking transformation and feeling uncomfortable circle 

It reveals the code

Knowing our birth families code is a great bigger picture tool too 

and we all need to focus first on ourselves 

because that is the key to alchemy

Know Thyself

 

 

So The next thirteen days gives us the potentiality

to be the star that we are 

 

gloves off 

mask off risking it all for true love 

of ourselves

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Day two ~ tomorrow July 6 is the day of new learning

and often our challenge

 

Red Lunar Moon

this will reveal what we are working with

in the new year Red Solar Moon starting July 26

being the beacon of light essentially

which in itself is number 9 of completion so a big year ahead 

 

 

 

Day 3 on Monday ~ also Scorpio Waxing Moon

is our day of alchemy potentiality

White Electric Dog 

Bring the Day 1 and Day 2 together and create a cosmic mix ~ How are we being our Solar Star energy ? What is your Sun Sign 

How are we seeking transformation with our luna self  ~ What is your Moon Sign ?

What can be possible to shine the light of our tribe and unconditional love free from our conditioning

and as a side effect ~ let go of drama 

because 

there is no emotional need for it 

as we are following our Sirius Star and living our soul mission

instead of trying to live from the heart on the ego route 

which is not possible as it isn’t connected to source coded sustainability 

More about the Dog Days of Cancer here with this great blog by Darkstar Astrology:

and talking of Heart Days 

Leo energy is in for an amazing time of expansion with Jupiter in Leo for a year starting on July 17 

numerology ~ 8 :-)

More info on this great link here

So Leo always brings the new Mayan Year in starting July 23rd for Leo Sun Sign

which happens to be my sign 

Still time for you to join me in the Heart Chakra for my yearly retreat on July 25th 

If you wish to have a deeper look at what year on your 13 year cycle you are on

and what is coming in for completion with you in the forthcoming year 

Circle of Completion 

Wishing you an amazing 13 day spiral of getting to the heart of your star energy 

 

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Blue Eagle Wavespell ~ Overview of our pathway

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Blue Eagle Wavespell

Men is the Mayan name for Blue Eagle

Day 6

Yellow Rhythmic Sun

The Bird totem of The Eagle

 

 

 

 

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Please click on the links to expand the information by visiting websites ~ hover your mouse over the text

Seek and ye shall find :-)

The Mayan Wavespell is an infinity code and as such can seem overwhelming to the mind.

If this is your first visit to this blog my offering to you around this is:

If you can simply be aware of it :-)

Trust your inner voice

take what you feel drawn to

let the rest wash over you until you are ready to receive it :-)

We are treading on new territory now as we are heading into the Age of Aquarius

We are creating with new myths 

 with new codes

through clearing codes that are corrupted within us

their true teachings have been distorted

as they were meant to for us to learn what that process means and what it creates when we do that ;-)

Everything is as it is meant to be :-) 

Always

We are the pioneers

With new ways of being comes new learning for us

so if we can be open and flexible to this

We are sailing into unchartered waters for our human selves only

This is challenging to our ego mind who likes to stay in safe harbours :-)

We have chosen to be here at this time

It is simply our conditioning speaking when we feel fear

We have our angelic selves on board to steer us 

all that we need do is ask for support and it is there 

however….

We have to be prepared to trust that process and…

ask :-)

If this is your Mayan Sign you can connect to it’s essence

 

 

If this is your Wavespell it is your life purpose

If it is one of your 13 year life cycles ~ your Mayan Castles ~

this will be revealing key repeating cycles for you

 

 

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For everyone it is the Blue Transformation Spiral

of our bigger picture spiritual journey

and what we are here for

each one in their own unique way in relationship

to the cosmic evolutionary code

that is The Great Work and The Grand Design

 

When we feel stuck in a narrow canyon a great way of rising above this is to

connect to our feelings

feel them 

let them reveal what is seeking release 

then be able to fly high like the Eagle 

to see how it is a necessary part of our path :-)

It is my Son’s Wavespell and I am now able to see so much more meaning

as to who is in our family circle

and our life so far

that has shaped our life learning so far….

this is the gift that this information about our bigger picture brings

Each day gives us a Universal Life Coaching Tool to raise our consciousness

Some of the days have links to people I know that have been in his life 

shaping his learning 

this is another way to do Family Constellation work :-)

 Each day has :

A divinity code

A process

To work with consciously now

If we choose

Powerfully now 

If we choose ?

If we are ready to step up and see our true selves

know our true selves

Walk our talk

If you wish to know your Mayan Sign simply use this decoder ~

put in your birth date:

lawoftime.org/decode/

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At the time of Summer Solstice and New Moon in Cancer

in the Northern Hemisphere

this time is for going out and connecting to the world 

Co creation time

Procreation time

The peak of fertility for planting seeds that will ripen in our harvest time

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Who we are meeting now is key

for our bigger picture

In the bigger picture of the Mayan Calendar 

We are in the last few days of it before it begins a new 

A process that started last Halloween 

the essence of which is what has been gestating like a human child in the same pattern 

of a 260 day period

Can you see your own personal thread ?

The message from your ancestors who are guiding you

as to your own personal karma wheel and how to end those patterns now ? 

What is no longer needed and can be released for world peace ?

 

We are in the Green Castle of the Heart

All the threads that have been revealing themselves to us since then are at their peak

This is the heart time

 

The heart of the matter coming to light to bring us back to ourselves

our true selves

All the ego mask denials are rising to the surface of the cauldron

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We have been ~ and continue to be in until July 01 ~ Mercury Retrograde in Cancer

Although it is New Moon in the UK today we are still in dark moon energy 

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Here is a great blog about this:

DarkStarAstrology

The New Moon came in at 5 degrees in Cancer:

This is from Inside Degrees by Elias Lonsdale:

The Book ~ you can find an interpretation of your Starcode in it’s individual essence using these :-) I look every day at the Moon’s degrees when I blog 

CANCER 5
A trap door under a rug.
Getting lost and getting found. Shadowed by self all the way. Sent upon a cycle of radical externalization and almost being able to pull it off. Yet you are shadowed, haunted, bugged, and sabotaged by the strangest things. Fate speaks loud and clear and says, “You are doing all this for a purpose, and your expression is pushing so far outward for good reason. But you must remember, get sobered and humbled, be tripped up by what you don’t see and won’t let yourself feel.” Superstitious and peripherally aware of just about everything. Concentrated upon self-intent with ferocious striving insistency. Needing to accomplish concrete external goals and needing to find them to be no longer enough. Pursuing yourself beyond the immediate drama so that soul can restore wholeness, just where persona gets swept away by how easy and natural it is to fill your world with your own ideas and sensibility

 

So we are going backwards to revisit all our Mothering and Nurturing issues over our life time

that are seeking to be healed

coming up in different guises

creating unhappiness that cannot be denied

no matter how we try and push them down into Pandora’s Box

when we strip down to our essence ~ the bare bones 

when we commit to our soul journey by working with our ego self

then our star light shines inside out

We are working with this energy until the full moon in Capricorn at 20 degrees arrives on July 12 in Europe

Inside Degrees excerpt again:

CAPRICORN 20
Many different perfumes carried by a breeze.
We bear within us many past lives, each one complete, autonomous, and emitting its own subtle, special fragrance. There are points along the journey when we must stand together with the whole line-up of our previous selves and follow out the journey they were all leading to. This is a formidable task. There is a lot to live up to. It grants you authority and conviction and it makes it very hard to get started. In order to get anywhere you must at times deny the awareness that everybody is there, and do whatever you can do, apparently on your own. But truly the depth of experience, the substantive inward development and the power of your inner drive give it away–you are destiny-charged in a larger-than-life fashion. Being self-possessed is your watchword. There is so much to accomplish. And at the center of the journey lies self-knowledge and the overriding determination to clear the karmic slate, to free up what has been trapped and bound and to come to yourself afresh. This destiny-will is guided, cosmically supported, centrally relevant to your whole world, and you will do it. Turn the darkest of hours into the brightest breakthroughs by refusing to stop anywhere or to back down from your resolve to wake up this time and get on with the greater path, at long last.

 

Wow eh? 

Remember we are 

Cosmically supported 

our conditioning can be cleared here and now

Isn’t that breathtaking ?

 

another great blog from Darkstar:

Full Moon in Capricorn

Ready to open your own Pandora’s Box yet ?

It is where all the true family jewels are :-)

All of this is going to be happening in Yellow Star Wavespell

being the star that we really are 

and the actual day of the full moon is Blue Galactic Eagle

so  we can see how what is happening for us in this Blue Eagle Wavespell

we are going to be integrating then

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This is the busiest time I have had for working with clients using the frameworks of Energy Coaching

and the Mayan Wavespell and Astrology

hence 

no blogs 

This is the first opportunity I have had to do this over an amazing couple of weeks

If you are still waiting for me to come back to you with your Mayan Sign and Starcodes

My apologies 

I will be in touch in the next few days

That said 

What this amazing way of relating to the universe brings

is the revealing experientially

that it is always the perfect time for connection

This is the essence of today’s blog and the Blue Eagle 13 day signature code 

Our life is all about our personal process

Our personal process is what creates the planetary process 

both creating a synergy

This is the Co Creation Code

This is a sizeable blog because of this :-)

My blogs usually are 

The codes are complex 

as our universal matrix is incredible with all the golden threads that weave our consciousness

We are the silk worms in that beautiful tapestry :-)

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So I started the blog today with a beautiful painting

of the Archangel Gabriel

by Guido Reni 1575

Day 6 today is the balancing code

Yellow Sun is the essence of the language of light

Ahau is it’s Mayan Name

 

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The Sun Thoth Card has been appearing for many of my clients :-)

and when we start to get into the cosmic groove consciously

with this awareness

we see how we can align with our universal process

and evolve with it on all levels

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With our Mind  ~

knowing how the Matrix Works by knowing all about our personal code

knowing about the universal code using the Mayan Matrix Synchronising Natural time calendar

knowing about the universal planetary codes interacting with our personal stardust codes ~ our natal astrology chart

With our body ~

knowing how to read our body’s messages to see where to work on clearing ~ our body does not lie whereas our ego mind is a manipulative liar until transformed ~ it is a survivor ;-) 

knowing what our body requires for optimum performance ~ often the polar opposite to what society conditioning says

knowing that our heart wisdom requires being able to have empathy for ourselves and to be balanced with all our emotions and shadow transformation

feel to heal ~ the missing link for the majority so far 

With our Spirit ~

Becoming a clear channel free of conditioning and mind chatter so we can be guided

Becoming open to new learning and building trust in ourselves again

Remembering who we really are by removing all learning so far that wasn’t coming from a light space ~ the enlightenment process where we go down into our shadow to transcend it 

Religion has used the Codes for it’s own purposes and….

I know many people are colossolly teed off about this

 primarily because of the way that they have been personally  abused by people

people I say again :-)

Human Beings who have taken a truth and made it their own

 to fit their purpose

which is what the human being ego mind is designed to do

The more we understand about this and the more we see how this relationship model works

how we work

and we all share this crafty fox personality

and then when we accept it…

we have the ability to work with it

as it is

and accept that fact…

doesn’t mean we have to like the behaviour 

but we accept it is what it is whether we like it or not 

 this lesson is a major part of working with transforming our ego

who resists everything it cannot control and makes up mega fibs to make things fit

and get it’s needs met by unholy design ;-)

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rather than resisting it in any way on an emotional and energetic level 

we go into it within

peace comes from peace 

many people are still trying to resolve resistance with resistance

unaware and not going there with their own anger issues

their own shadow

Whilst we have people on planet earth in this process

in this way of denial of their own shadow issues

and projecting these issues onto others

then no matter how “righteous” they think they are 

they are still doing the same thing if

they haven’t first looked at what is within them that is having an emotional response

which is being brought to light….

as without doing that they are coming from a place that isn’t yet conscious

and therefore able to relate to the other person triggering them

consciously

not dealing with their own personal emotional evolutionary process

which happens on the inside of them

by them making peace with everything that has happened

and getting clear of it on all levels

When we are able to be triggered 

Go within

See what this is connected to from our past

let it go

then we can create something different

otherwise we keep passing the pain parcel on and repeating our past patterns

Our past patterns that we have learned from our ancestors in our dna

experientially

in our childhood home

in our culture

in our circle of influence

all of which is revealed in our Mayan Castles

ready and waiting for us to transform

when we are ready 

Being able to be in the full balanced wheel of masculine and feminine within

and therefore able to create new learning

Whenever we do not do this we cannot create something new

because that is not how the process works

and I know because I have done all of that way of relating big time

and of course am still a work in progress :-)

What I share in my blog is practical ways to do the path

by getting real with ourselves

and using some ancient wisdom tools that are all there for each of us to use 

So….

The Holy Trinity is a metaphor for our own process

These Religious Icons hold the key for us to see the Scriptures in a new light

See the code in each painting from the Renaissance time

Hidden in plain sight

We are now at a time to see the pure message free from distortion and manipulation

The more we clear our personal distortions and the more is revealed

The more we can slough off those cocoon layers

down in our roots

and the more our wings start to grow :-)

The key characters in all the World Divinity Stories, Myths and Fairytales, Religious Works

Reveal our path

back home

to the stars

We can let go of carrying our cross :-)

and integrate it

see it in a new light

see everything in a new light

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As we are all here to be teacher’s and student’s for each other 

in this magnificent dance 

we are each at our own level of consciousness ready to play

this isn’t hierarchical 

it is different awareness though

it is working with different bandwith

That is how the process works  

Archangel Gabriel is the keeper of the Gate of the West 

Watchtower  Code

This is also part of ritual working ~ magical code and the Wheel of Pagan Ceremony

All the same energetic code with a different emphasis given by certain groups of human beings :-)

There is nothing new under The Sun save it’s interpretation and the meaning given to it 

So we see how at the essence of all the great myths

there is a secret embedded code we can uncover and work with

that reveals the process

of our own personal alchemy

Where we understand universal law

and our part in it

and then use that process from our heart

by transforming our ego

We allow ourselves to access trueness

we allow ourselves to connect direct to our source

and so we have pure consciousness within us

by healing our masculine and feminine

this is the meaning of the second coming

each one of us knowing who we really are by healing our wounds 

and being the heart way shower 

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rather than our ego running amok ;-)

Sagi energy is coming in very soon

Saturn in Sagittarius replacing Saturn in Scorpio

Whatever is showing up for us now of this ilk ~ be it a person bringing us new learning

could be in the guise of a potential new lover

If we can see that we are letting go of this co dependent way of creating 

often we feel a new lover will bring us love

We can see this in a different light

What if this person is our alter ego that is bringing us the opportunity

to cultivate this within us ?

 

Again if we look deeply into our past romantic relationships we will see a pattern 

We are often drawn to elements outside of ourselves that are a polar opposite

to bring balance

When we are with them we feel balanced :-)

Sound familiar ?

They have an essence of us that it being revealed 

The Alchemy Day of any Wavespell is Day 3

 

 

 

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This Wavespell’s Day 3 is

Red Electric Earth

Caban is it’s Mayan Name

Synchronistically this energy is appearing in all of the influences of individual’s I am connecting with at the moment

We have been visited by a Fox ~ similar to Coyote

Fox animal totem

Red Earth is one of my 13 Year Castles and I was in it when I met the

Father of my Children

I became a Mother in this Castle

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So Day 1 of the Wavespell ~ Blue Magnetic Eagle ~ rise up and see our bigger picture ~

what is seeking transformation so we can evolve

and serve our planet by serving ourself and

reconnecting to our true star seeded mission ?

 

Day 2 ~ Yellow Lunar Warrior ~

what is our heart wound to heal so we come truly from the heart,

free from ego,

free from shadow wound, are we truly living our dream or still

going forward with a nightmare that we are avoiding facing the

reality of ?

 

When we blend these two together we find ourself strengthening

our core

and calling ourselves back in soul retrieval

healing all the times we have been manipulated

lied to

controlled against our knowingness

lost our confidence due to being undermined

finding cause to doubt ourselves

abused

taken advantage of

used

rejected

discarded

bullied

terrorised

All of this behaviour is happening to human beings in plain sight every day throughout the world

It is happening in our home

in our school

in our supermarket

in our medical services

in our society systems

in our financial services

and so we have the perfect codes within each of us to create something new

that comes from a pure clear space free from emotional distortion

when we honour ourselves

and take the most important step

to remember the sacred within us

that we are worth more than this base level of existence :-)

Are we ready to live it ?

 

As I started to write this blog the Moon was in Cancer 6 degrees  again Inside Degrees website excerpt~ perfect for today’s number 6 :

CANCER 6
The medusa’s head with writhing snakes for hair.
Karma is frequently anticipated and anxiously dreaded. We know we must confront whatever we have given power to haunt us. Ancestors, collective undertows, personal mistakes of the past, everything comes due. And so there must be the utmost honesty and integrity, dedication and perseverance, to cut right through the gathering storm clouds and rescue or redeem what is essential, what is vital. When karma is this palpable and heavy duty, the only skillful means is to cultivate a life-giving perspective and to inject all of the negativity with this elixir, until there is nothing further to worry about. Because you have become forward looking enough to turn any past around and to make any darkness luminous from within, and to be able to walk on.

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Once we start to reveal and remember our centre we rock

with the universe :-)

We remember who we really are and we light up

 

We move out of Victim Mode and we seize the moment

We know it is down to us to weave with our destiny

Live

Love 

Open to intimacy

This is an amazing film and my daughter introduced me to this ~ thank you Sagi Way shower 

The Fault in our Stars 

This has a key message for me ~ pain is meant to be felt

and the Shakespeare Play from whence it’s title comes: 

The title is inspired from Act 1, Scene 2 of Shakespeare’s play Julius Caesar, in which the nobleman Cassius says to Brutus: “The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars, / But in ourselves, that we are underlings.”

As human beings , when we avoid this essential part of our process

we become insane and do very hurtful things to other people

and our planet.

Many people put on a religious ego mask

a spiritual ego mask

and the stronger this persona is

the bigger the shadow that is being hidden

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to deny our pain

is to become the narcissist

and this is the ultimate ego warrior 

the ultimate lunatic 

who is avoiding their moon messages off on a crusade

The most loving thing we can do is love our luna self

love it

accept it

heal it

and let go of being led by our head

when our heart is the wise woman beyond all of time

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Events on the Horizon in the Heart Chakra in Glastonbury :-)

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EFT Circle

 

I have a new EFT Circle staring next Friday 04 July 7pm  ~ this is a monthly meet drop in

I will be sharing how EFT works and the intention is a fun circle of support 

£6 concessions available

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Mayan Retreat 25 July ~ 27 July

My yearly retreat in the Taurus part of the Glastonbury Zodiac

Circle of Completion

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If you are short of cash but want to come  message me ~ I  am not motivated by cash :-) I do have to have some to pay my bills at the mo but I find I am always able to do that ~ we can work something out  :-) 

Creating the dream with Isis Heart Alchemy

in Hebden Bridge Calderdale

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Saturday 16 September

11 to 2 £33 Please book early

12 places available due to magical numbers

Are you ready to work powerfully with awareness of your own path and gifts?

Do you have the discipline to work alchemically with your own essence ?

Ready to be The Seer ?

To take part in this workshop I will need your birth info to create charts for you to reveal your 13 Year Cycle

Your Starcode

Your Mayan Sign

Life purpose 

Star Seeded Mission

This is a powerful experiential workshop :-)

 

 

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2015 USA

Next Year ~ A Workshop in Norfolk Virginia USA

is now coming into being

Woo Hoo exciting adventure to the place of The Mermaid :-)

thanks to my friend and fellow Mayan Journeyer Deb Lassiter’s invitation :-) 

Thank you Deb

Please get in touch if you are feeling to come

It will be in Spring/Early Summer ~ will be posting about it as it takes form

What I love about this in terms of my blog is the pictures that foretell what is potentiality 

I have written about Washington and the Da Vinci Code books of Dan Brown

and posted the labyrinth in Chartres

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and here is the labyrinth at The Edgar Cayce Centre in Virginia where we may hold the workshop :-)

So I am going to leave with that theme of The Mermaid

The Siren that is calling us home 

beautiful souls that we are

we are always on our journey

we are all meaningful

we are all loved by our Universal Mother 

time to remember :-)

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White Wind Wavespell ~ star resonance

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Day 7

Yellow Resonant Star

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We are at the top of the pyramid today 

Day 7 is the day of feeling what is resonating in us

What is resonating truth

What is resonating untruth 

Learning new truths perhaps to create right relationship of well being for each one of us

Today as I initiate this post the Moon is in waning Capricorn

25 Degrees 

From Inside Degrees website

A woman wearing a mask made out of butterfly wings.
Wrapped about in customary trappings. Made to look and act the part superbly. Programmed to do everything on cue. Taking yourself in hand, and subordinating all other factors to ambition, power, and worldly position. In a premeditated, systematic, superorderly fashion, fitting the role. So good at this you fool yourself. The perfect wraparound set-up of simply turning yourself into what everybody needs to see. But because there is so much manipulation and control in it, this can become highly corrupted. It all depends on the motivation. At best, you will become a viable role model for a given set of characteristics of an advanced kind to be embodied perfectly. But at worst, you will deceive and beguile and maneuver so smoothly that nobody will know what you serve, who your master is, and where all this comes from after all.

Lamat is the Mayan name for today’s energy

Lamat Code is number 8 ~ integrate

When we integrate

We live our learning

We strengthen our core

and we can stop the fragmentation process

the degenerative process that leads to the initiation of the death star

Western Society promotes the Culture of Death

by letting the masculine ego lead

the culture of Youth

that hasn’t got experiential wisdom

indeed ignores it to escape

the feelings that it does not want to feel

and the crux of the matter is those feelings will not be ignored

are simply aching to be explored

 

Holistically there are lots of things to bring together 

in being the star that we really are

rather than society’s star show

performing a role

being compliant 

so that we know our place in 

wearing ourselves out

and sacrificing our self for….

What ?

So that we do not see the truth of our slavery system

Our consumer pattern 

that is exhausting 

and debilitating 

and becomes very evident at middle age

If we are prepared to be honest about it

prepared to be honest about our life

our choices

One of the key issues of Capricorn is

To feel

and own the feel factor

rather than avoid the pain

rather than create a stiff upper lip 

be defined through work

be the goat climbing the rocky mountain to get to the top

not realising….

that we take yourselves with us wherever we go

the view may change

but our eyes and filters

our perceptions remain

until we are ready to know 

that this is the key to everything

Knowing ourself

Seeing how we create our day to day reality

by what we believe and do

which generally comes about by….

how these things make us feel

not whether they are logical

or create any well being

Capricorn is the Astrological sign of the UK

In the last seven days I have moved from

the place of my roots in the North

where I did my workshop 

Creating the Dream with heart alchemy

noticing what I love about being in the North and the people there

and the different style of relationship

what is familiar and comfortable

and my comfort blanket

Noticing how I resonate in this place of my birth

with my kins folk 

who have many similar shared birth tribe experiences

triggering lots of memories, nostalgia

times in the past

and mostly these are fond feelings

I notice the contrast to the South 

especially the light in Somerset

the quality of which always amazes me

It is so bright

This time in summer it was balmy in Manchester and humid in Hebden Bridge :-)

now that is pretty rare :-)

Loved my time there in the beauty and friendliness of Lancashire and Yorkshire

I noticed I felt very different this time 

a time of Mercury Retrograde in Cancer

and that I didn’t feel to go out and socialise 

I didn’t have the energy ~ just to be in close proximity to my family

because that was where I needed to be

and I am learning to go with that and not fight it :-)

It is difficult to fight the ego in Glasto bubble though because the ley lines are so strong

that the evocation takes over

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and all is revealed :-)

A common them that is becoming louder now is the Red Moon arriving 

The Red Solar Moon on July 26

It is bringing with it all our heart aches around lack of love

lack of mothering

lack of nurturing

lack of support

in the tail end of the patriarchal pattern

cold reality

stark bare bones 

grit your teeth and bear it

give up your goddess for the greater good

give us your sons for sacrifice

give us your daughters for more sons

the  harsh reality of the holocaust that is still burning us 

caustic entrails

that inflame our bodies and minds

Many people are feeling battered and bruised

and…

a tad 

p*ssed 

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tossed against the cliffs was one participant’s comment

lost and adrift at sea

abandoned and bereft

by a sick society

that will have it’s pound of flesh 

and show no mercy

There is no cold comfort here 

The children of the great mother are learning that the false family

the society that we have arrived at today

does not care for it’s people

and puts possessions and property above humanity

as a priority

We are told there is no money

cuts required

and we do not challenge this 

lie

there is money for stadiums

for new hospitals

for supertrains

for mountains of drugs

for a military machine

for new houses

there is money for those things

but not for people who do not want to give their all 

and be told what to do 

be dependent on

a sick structure 

that is making each one of us sick as a result

So

How do we start to create a different model ?

We find what resonates for each one of us

and what creates well being for each individual from a place of honesty 

a place of openness to new learning

learning about how our body can thrive 

What it really requires free of any “product”

free of needing to be a “consumer” 

Learning about the lies we have been told to promote :

For example

The drug industry ~ who get richer the sicker we become 

The Dairy Industry ~  in the Uk ,who have led us to believe that we can be healthy by ingesting an animal’s milk meant for it’s babies

The Breakfast Industry ~ who tell us breakfast in the early morning is the most important meal of the day and that we should eat lots of sugar and wheat product ~ absolutely against any truth of how the body cycles work

The food industry,  some of whom, lie about anything and everything simply to sell their product 

Look at the historical evidence and pattern:

Cigarettes are good for you say Doctors in the 1950′s

Cigarettes are found not to be good for certain people and the lawsuits start

Now we have a different market for getting off cigarettes

With your busy lifestyle 

( at the factory farm for 8 hours a day, doing something you don’t like, with people, you cannot stand but hey pays that mortgage  )

Convenience foods are good for you

oops fat although it tastes good ~

because convenience food actually is processed and doesn’t taste good without lots of additives like fat ~ too much creates obesity

so…we’ll swap it for sugar and other chemical combos and …

creates food addicts in the human and pet population

without informing said population

population sick ~ special diets , foods ,drugs

I am just reading 

There is a cure for Diabetes 

By Gabriel Couzens MD 

website here :

It makes a lot of sense to me and I am really focusing on this next layer for me and my pets

I am sharing it with my nearest and dearest and getting a lot of resistance

and I know that is simply how it is

and how it has been on my road to recovery of my real self

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This is a huge wave coming in our society because people are simply not aware

of what the causality is around 

the culture of death road

and it isn’t pretty for the individual or the collective

It is time for us to take total responsibility for getting ourselves 

in balance with our sacred feminine

 

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In the UK it is very clear what systems are becoming stronger to shape and control our society

which means wearing the mask and performing

The bank systems are systematically spreading in all areas 

I know this through my own personal experience

an underclass is being created as a Scapegoat Group

so….

each one of us is going to feel this getting stronger

this is the soul journey

and a very strong reason to strengthen ourselves

and come together for support

to get us through these shadow times of transition

When we are ready to reveal our vulnerabilities and our soft side

to people we feel we resonate and feel safe with

ideally a group where we be with that emotional energy

and then move that emotional energy on by letting it be felt, heard , honoured and let go

That is what an EFT Circle does and why I love to create them

It is the perfect structure of

coming together with

Mind Body Spirit

Head and Heart

Science and Wisdom

I watched The Dallas Buyers Club last night and this theme echoes there

There are a small group of elitist arrogant people who are very good liars and would have the majority believe that all the controls are there for 

our own interests

This is the true meaning of conspiracy theory

The truth is often misdirected 

turned around

These people conspire to control the market

by eliminating all competition 

and relaying on people complying and being “nice”

the truth comes out when you rattle this cage of venomous snakes

This is what is behind all the drug wars

the poppy fields

the suffering

Thousands of years of misery of the majority

 created by the dictators

the clue is in the word :-)

The dictators can only dictate if the dictated to 

allow it 

Ever had an adult bully, manipulate and abuse you as a child?

Humiliate you?

Shame you ?

Treat you with different rules?

This is where it all stems from

Creates systems of  co dependency and substance abuse

See the pattern ?

This is what we are here to change and 

feel to heal

If you haven’t seen the whole film I highly recommend it as it reveals the whole cycle

Pass the pain parcel cycle

instead we can stop

unwrap it

and see the gift it brings us

personally and planetary

All of our “stuff” comes from our childhood and then expands

that is the key

that is the creativity

that is the code that is creating our life here and now

and we have the power to change it in every moment

I watched a video the other day about a process of overcoming our fears by using an arrow breaking exercise

I shed a tear

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One woman holds the arrow in a tension

whilst another decides to break it with her throat 

using a positive intention to step forward through her fears

The most poignant moment for me is when the woman breaks the arrow and falls into the embrace of the other woman

She is held

She is loved

She is safe

She dared to have courage and was caught and supported as a result

Like a child taking it’s first step into it’s mothers’s arms

Trusting that safe space

Having the faith in the feminine

This has been very much eroded in our society

Our family structures have changed

Women and Men’s roles have changed

Often that has meant that the sanctuary of home

the safety net of community

has been destroyed

Fast moving changes have swept individuals into chaos

the unknown

From this dark cauldron we have the perfect learning to know

what allows us to create anew

from the ashes

 

 

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So to transform this space that is exactly what we do

Expand what is honest and fair for all of humanity

and let go of that which isn’t

and we can all agree on those basic principles

when we are free of ego

Most of our planet is not in that space yet 

Those of us who are ready to do what is the code of true living

Do it nonetheless

and expand our joy and love 

by transforming our shadow any way

For the love of it

For the love of us

For the love of all that is inherently “good” in our human heaven on earth place

If you are feeling you would like to know more about how you can do this process for yourself I have the following workshops coming up:

Moon Gardening

Weekly as you please in person

Monthly Online

 

First one tomorrow 

 

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WordPress Site ~ not yet created the blog but watch this space :-)

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Facebook page 

Moon Gardening Glasto

 

 

If you live in Glastonbury or nearby you can join us on Monday’s 2 ~ 4 as and when

If you don’t but would like to connect on some level and get into the Goddess Gardening Groove with lovely Luna 

you may like to via my monthly Ebook

This will be at a bare minimum of £1 donation ~  meaning , it isn’t about the money for money’s sake ~ simply to cover costs :-)

We do it because we love it and have to pay money to live at the mo 

This is a new project and a passion of mine to assist people in a practical way with the return of the feminine

Simply doing this process gets us in tune with The Moon Cycles and reveals the Creation Code

I love the thought of what this co creating will seed too 

Lots of lovely gardening communities cross pollinating and creating new ways of being

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Red Solar Moon Retreat ~ Circle of Completion

 

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I create a retreat every year in the Taurus part of the Glastonbury Zodiac and we explore and work on sacred sites 

To take part I will need your birth info in advance so I can do your charts ~ Astrological and Mayan

This will give you very detailed info as to where you are on your life path and what you will be working with in this coming year

It is a big one 

We are completing the last nine years and in that process there is the potentiality to birth something new as a result

This gateway ~ which always happens with number 9 

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can create powerfully a whole different level of awakening for the next four years 

In the bigger picture this is all about the message of today’s blog.

Be the beacon of light

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Trust our intuition

Know that there is so much more accessible to us than we are currently resonating with

that opens up

as we go within

and clear our code

Empty our cache so that all that predictive pattern

are free from us

so we are free 

to be the gift 

The Star Seed 

We are born to be 

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Love to our Spiritual Truth emerging 

when we have the courage to speak up

 

and burn bright

 

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White Wind Wavespell ~ The messenger of our god self

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The initiation of 13 days of code of  Spirit

Connection to our God Self

The challenge and growth area of the whole Mayan Wavespell

Ik is the Mayan Name

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Todays Moon in Waxing Libra moving into Scorpio later today

on the heels of a full moon in Sagittarius coming on Friday

Hermes messenger of the Gods archetype

who is also connected to

The Pleiades

Thoth and

Hermes Trimagestus 

Sun in Gemini

Mercury in Retrograde in Cancer until July 17

A fast moving energetic

As I am writing this blog we have the moon in the astrological degree of Libra 28

LIBRA 28
A single white swan swimming through gray mist.
Different and the same. Distinguished by vertical composure, yet intended to stay down under. A special destiny-task, a mission, an assignment. Taught to blend in and become each world passed through, yet remaining incorrigibly other. Excellent at taking up required roles and ways of life and finding the best in them. You have a remarkable social gift for making the world a better place. Endowed with higher characteristics and heavenly nature, you are sublime, yet shrugging self off–”no big deal.” The wonders of anonymity. So many changes to move through, rippling waves of time. Standing far above, dispassionately: “I shall do what is rightful.” The singular voice of the highest ethic, pure and essentialized.

This is from a wonderful resource called

Inside Degrees

If you know your astrological chart you can look at your planets in a different way and check out the degrees

Synchronistically as I started to read this I remember my Mars is in Libra 

I still haven’t integrated all the learning about my chart by any stretch of the imagination :-)

This is the degree of my Mars in Libra ~ love it when that happens.

White Wind is also one of my Mayan Castles

one of my 13 year cycles

My White Castle of refinement

The key colour codes of the Mayan Wavespell calendar 

take us through an energetic cycle

like a galactic washing machine spin cycle

twin tub ;-) 

My Nana used to have one of these

She was a Libra

and my Grandad had a Libra Moon

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where our conditioned behaviour from society is cleansed

and we are spun out 

so we can be reborn 

by remembering 

who we really are

and getting back in full contact with our Gemini twin 

our soul sista and brother

who is our Angelic A Team ready and waiting to guide us

when we get our ego out of the way 

energetically 

by feeling our emotions…

instead of thinking up avoidances

pretty much like inventing chore avoidance machines because we don’t like the chores…

however

if we simply feel the feelings generated around not wanting to do the chores

and let them go

be honest with ourselves and others

and also get real about life

there are some very boring mundane things that our ego doesn’t want to do

and someone has to do them

or life gets very uncomfortable…

and often that someone is the one that isn’t valued

recognised

 in society

and the dark matter that holds the universe together

who is not accounted for in the accounts

who works seemingly tirelessly

to hold” it” all together

and yet is ignored or berated

the ones who are the mother role

the priceless ones

that have no “business rating”

no pastiche

do not provide aspiration

inspiration for the majority of young people

who puts on their wish list that they want to grow up to be a wonderful mother figure ?

Yet where would we be without the mothers ?

Without the people who work for minimum wage and less ?

How would it be possible for the ego icons to achieve their stratospheric positions

without minions ?

This skewed view of ignorance is at last

on the swing back into balance

 

The Mayan calendar itself has five bandwiths

It has the same castles as individuals:

Red for awakening ~ East

White for refinement of that awakening ~ North

Blue for transforming that first and second position ….West

Yellow is the result ~ the flower that opens as a result of that cross pollination :-) ~ South

The seed that has been co created 

creates

is carried on the winds to all direction

perfectly places to germinate a new idea

a new life

a new myth

which is the current seed spin cycle 

Here is a lovely blog about this I found on my cookie trail today

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I found the blog as a result of the leading picture and trying to find the artist ~ to no avail.

So whichever colour you are that is your essence ~

your cosmic code

 

 

Wherever you are in the world ~ maybe you are travelling like me 

You can be aware of the change of direction and what it is revealing for you :-)

Today I am up in the North

the place of my roots 

I am visiting my parents who are both Gemini’s

My North Node is in Gemini

and also my Jupiter

So I was perfectly placed in my family

to learn the code of my Gemini planets

This is how knowing our astrological chart can empower us reveal 

our personal energetic code

and can start a process 

an ancient path

of the Hermetic

Alchemist

Magician

Witch

Seeker

that so many have travelled before

this is one of the ways

to

Know Thyself

It gives the amazing access to following the cosmic cookie trail in a powerful way

by allowing a clear connection to our core

and strengthening our connection to our higher self

which is what the New Age in Aquarius is all about

Whatever has been happening for you

in the last thirteen days is the initiating energy of Red Moon

check out my Red Moon Wavespell blogs for this :-)

which is going to be what we are working with in the new Mayan year starting on July 26

Red Solar Moon

All our cosmic chickens coming home to roost from 2006 :-)

The start of this 13 year Red Moon Cycle

that we will be in year 9 of

So to go back a little ~

The Mayan Wavespell has five Castles

It has in addition to the four mentioned above

a fifth element

The Green Castle

which reveals the culmination of the other four~

the energy we started with back on Halloween last year

 

We are in the second 13 day spiral of that Castle

The White Castle of refinement 

So we are working with what has awakened in us

What is seeking light

How we can bring ourselves into balance with our Swan energy

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How can we share the spiritual truth that we know

when the majority of people are not aware ?

That is the challenge :-)

I have spent a lovely Red Moon Wavespell in the main :-)

I have been around many people who are open and seeking

Some people who are in institutional places

authority places

places that require reform

and bringing into balance

to let go of unsupportive 

bullying

dishonest

manipulative frameworks

by their very nature of being in that vibe 

can be very intolerant

and resistant

to any speaking of truths around that

and much of that space of being is perfectly placed

to help us all create rightful relationship

which is what we are all working with in the evolution process right now :-)

Of course all of this interaction for me is triggering past events in my life around authority

allowing me to work with my shadow

bring up emotions for my soul healing and integration

and to learn how I can communicate more clearly free from my ego

This is of course the code that is revealed in many works of art 

the process of soul evolution

and is clear in

The Birth of Venus

showing the wind being blown by the angel on the left ~ Zephyros

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So to unlock the code of this wave

simply connect to the energy each day ~

check out the resources on my pages

 

Day 1 ~ initiate and set an intention

Look at the White Wind Wavespell

Day 2 ~ the challenge and growth area Blue Lunar Night ~

reveal the true dream by transforming all nightmare experiences of

the past 

Day 3 ~ the blend of days 1 and 2 ~ Yellow Electric Seed ~

take the ego mask off because the true seed is only revealed when

we are free of our mask 

and so on ~

all the codes are there

and these three are the magical essence of

the whole thirteen day process

 

Wishing you an amazing spiral of Sagittarius Fire

Being the way shower by healing our wounds 

 

Red Moon Wavespell ~ Completion Day

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Red Solar Earth Day yesterday when I started this blog

 

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Waxing Moon in Virgo

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Virgo in 1 degree

VIRGO 1
A volcano erupting at night.
Burning through the restrictions of the day. Taking on and transmuting the world of ordinary consciousness. Inwardly erupting with all that it leaves out, you become a conduit for the suppressed, the repressed, and the denied facets of self and life. Exposing yourself to the onslaught of conventional ideas and their consequences. Aching and longing to turn the world around, you are given to subtle or obvious ways to channel and express what lives inside, you feel intensively committed to bringing it all together within the ordinary compass of everyday life. Saturated with deep impressions of what this Earth is moving through, you are being given the chance to stand in for that–to bring it, and perhaps even to become it.

Are you feeling it ?

 

and today we have the day of manifestation of our heart’s desire ~ day 10

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As I write this today we have moved to Moon in Virgo 9 degrees:

 

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A man mixing cement.
Jammed tight with concepts. Thinking about what you are doing. Interpretations, evaluations, opinions, and surmises.

Void of heart-force. Believing in progress, bent upon success. You strictly, rigidly carry out what the mind dictates, a form of ignorance that is very clever. Something missing in the soul. Compensations on top of compensations. Exceedingly busy, hyper, with plans, projects, and enterprises. You are very good at achieving results. Riveted to the phenomena. But prone to casting shadows that come back to haunt. Shortsighted and hooked into what is convenient and pragmatic, perfect in small outer things–all of existence becomes small outer things.

 

If you have a lot of Virgo energy and particularly Saturn in Virgo this will be resonating for you just now

I have three bands in

Venus

Uranus

Pluto

and so I can be a nit picky critic especially with myself 

I have the tenacity of a terrier around detail which is my polar opposite to my Aquarius Ascendent 

and this , like everything within us, has it’s dark and light qualities

It allows me to see patterns 

It allows me to go deep into the devil in the detail

It allows a high standard of finish in my physical work 

It means that I am very disciplined 

and it can be obsessive and I can get stuck in it all if I allow it

What is my saving grace is often my greatest weakness

and the key to this shadow or light process ~ usually a combo :-)

is ….

Intention

What is driving the force that we are creating with ?

Who is in the hot seat ?

What emotion are they carrying ?

Are they a loaded gun on a hair trigger ?

Are they coming from a place of evolved experiential beingness ?

clean of any abuse and victimhood

and free of becoming the abuser ~ particularly substance abuse pattern of relationship

which is inherent in our world 

in so many formats and evolving every day as the ego does

because the ego is a staunch survivor :-)

Fire

Whatever emotion and unresolved issues we are carrying around on the inside are fuel to the world pyre

and are key to our initiation process

the creation crucible

the trial by fire 

that purges us

Once we start to look at the elements of our planetary stardust that make up our own personal alchemy

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we can see what inherent qualities we have

within our molten lava force

to shape anew our planet earth

through our own personal inner alchemical transformation

This is one very important aspect of knowing ourself 

knowing our personal elemental make up

so we can work with it with a keener conscious awareness

and this is what Red Moon is all about

the road to knowing ourself

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For example for me I can see in these planetary codes I carry

The reasons why my life has been shaped so far

How I can wield my own personal masculine sword for my own good and simply in that

simply for me and how I live my life

I create a new universe

because I am one person in the tapestry of humanity

and that is enough to turn the tide

I touch everyone else

because I am part of the web :-)

We do not need righteous crusades ~ that is always ego on it’s high horse

not wanting to deal with it’s own evolution and focusing on everyone else’s shadow qualities instead of looking to it’s own

simply to live in right relationship

It will continue to resonate in the Red Moon Year

and grow stronger

the voice of reason

through knowing reasonable

and that no thing is meaningless in our mother earth inclusive family

As human beings we are living and have been living at a very base level for a very long time

to learn and go through all the codes of creation that take place in stages

in cycles

at the perfect time

just like a human child goes through development stages

Most of our society is being shaped by ego led children in adult bodies who are high on the ego spectrum

because that is how today’s society focuses 

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those who have the biggest undeveloped egos lead and are worshipped

those that crave the limelight

those that are power hungry 

those that are out of control

are running the show

because that is the nature of things

people who are self aware have no need to do any of those things

and that is the key

and….

It is very frustrating when we are being governed by people who have risen to the top of the tree and believe

that is what has value

and those that value life and do not aspire to wealth and riches are seemed as pariahs

are seen as parasites

are scapegoated as the ones who are the dependents and should be shamed and ridiculed

when this is simply avoidance of shadow

by the ones who have climbed the mountain on the backs of others

who have taken what isn’t fair or honest without asking

who have manipulated and bullied others

who have basically lied and distorted the facts

because that is what the ego full of shadow does

anything but look at it’s own misdeeds 

This is true for every single person on planet earth in varying degrees

because it is an inbuilt part of the human condition

any two year old reveals this pattern of exerting will with tantrums to get what it needs

We are all here to evolve with it

We are all here to learn and experience our ego

and it is the essential companion on the journey and the path

Most adult’s do not even know it exists and are in deep denial

We know when this process is happening because there is a delete pattern running and whenever anyone goes near that shadow

a defence programme is triggered

and we start to run a learnt behaviour that we learned in our birth family

usually this is to avoid any acceptance of what is being said

avoid responsibility in any way

and immediately start to attack the other person and their shadow

and/or come up with a smoke and mirrors diversion

It is practised to perfection by the power holders ~ politicians

What this allows to happen is an avoidance of feeling the feelings that created this shadow

shame

anger

humiliation

frustration

All the fear spectrum

This is happening on everyone’s world stage every day

 

Everyone knows what is bothering them but many do not speak out because of the fear of what happens when they do

because that has happened to them in the past

and the key to overturning this is to go back to those past times ~ each one of us

and replay it consciously with the intention of letting it go

to feel the feelings we repressed

and when we do that new answers come and we can move on and speak out

If we do not go through this child development process then we are literally stuck in it

Fear of public speaking always has a childhood event linked to it and when we go back there we see how it has been influencing us ever since

This is how I work on myself and assist others on leaving the past and I use EFT ~ tapping

It works 

We have to be brave enough to face our ego though and admit we have stuff going on

Which takes courage in itself because it is not the done thing to admit we are not perfect

If we do not go through this we cannot move on because that is how the universe works and our evolution process works

The universe matches us every step of the way and brings us what we need to heal

No judgement

No right or wrong

Simply a match so we see who we are and where we are on the path

 

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That is what today’s energy is all about

Seeing what is present on the world stage for us all to see

If we are in victim mode we blame others

This is a key ego defence and allows us to be powerless

If we really believe that someone else created something

we give our power away and will remain co dependent

When we are in this space we are full to the brim with shadow pattern

shadow emotion

Stuff from our past

We are being a child in terms of stuck in our past and dependent on all levels

That doesn’t mean that people in our world are not doing things

that are the opposite of honest and healthy relationship either

If we focus on what we are seeing happening that does not create a healthy happy world for all

We have a key starting point ~ a list of things that we would like to change :-)

and the opposite of what could be happening to that we would be 

What we would like to see instead 

and then we have an Alpha and Omega creation pattern

We have a framework of where we are now and where we want to be

 

Which in the bigger picture of planet earth

and human evolution is what is always happening ;-)

Remember when you were a child ?

What was happening in your world of duality

The world where adult’s said one thing and did another ?

This is what we are working with now literally

dishonesty

hypocrisy

ways of relating that make no logical sense and are unclear

because the people creating them are unclear

and are coming from a shadow space :-)

i.e all of us in different ways and levels of awareness

this is how the game of life is played so we can learn about this

These behaviours that we received as children

created beliefs for each one of us

These ways of relating were very unrefined

very dishonest

very double standards

and defied any sort of logic 

the child mind was very confused over how to relate to these adult’s

that gave out constant mixed messages ?

Said one thing and did another

Said one thing and were in denial of their true emotional state ~ lied in other words

Father Christmas, The Tooth Fairy

Bribery to be good and quiet and not embarrass the adult…

To create peace we have to kill people

To create well being we cover up the symptoms that are speaking the truth of what we are feeling

We know better than them ~ usually saying the same message in a different language is all when we go deeper

They are different to us and must be stopped

They are invaders we must limit them ~ history ?????

Who has not invaded who and everyone originates from where ??????

How far back do you go to know where to send someone back to ??????

This is historical ego selection tick boxing from ego fear

Instead of the individual addressing their personal fear

We haven’t got enough resources

We have to put things in us to be well and feel good

because the world is a dangerous place

and we have an antidote for it

We don’t need to feel it

feel the fear

How many scientist’s have a fear story that has motivated them to create an insecticide ~ a fear of creepy crawlies?

How many politicians had an emotional event that prompted them to try and control things locally, globally ?

How many “authorities” reveal information about them and are open and honest about their motivation

and yet demand every minutia detail about the individual

Is that fair ?

Is that equally balanced ?

The majority of our past “leaders” have come from severely emotionally deprived and loveless upbringing

check out any former or present  leader’s family history

Check out any “successful” person’s background and we find a big wounding story

and yet….

we are still letting these narcissistic uncaring people decide how we live every day

decide who lives and who dies

how they live

and what is important

The vast majority are still believing that someone who has spent all their youth learning how to kick a ball around a field 

is an expert on how to live a happy balanced life

despite evidence to the contrary

and this is the mass delusion

and yet those that are seeking to live in balance and honesty

face ridicule by the masses

and the truth is

this is 

so the denial pattern can continue….

Which is how it is meant to be in our duality framework at the moment

as we are here to learn how this works

so each player in this game of life learning is at different stages and has their own beautiful pattern

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and once we understand our patterns and learn about cycles

through conscious awareness raising systems like Astrology and The Mayan Calendar

If you are ready to see this differently 

start to see how 

each event that feels challenging

has an emotional impact on us

allows us to go within

and heal

and then share ourselves in a different way

and keep speaking about the structures that we can create 

that allow us to live free of shadow

It will take time

maybe a very long time

and each day as we all do a little bit 

by working on our interior

the world changes as a result

If each one of us does our bit in this way

then the cumulative affect is huge :-)

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Whatever themes have been coming to light

In our space

In our face

The last 9 days

Are our next steps on our inner stage transformational process

If you can find a way to connect to your centre

that part of you that is not the here and now personality

the part of you that is eternal and here to transform all of those scenarios that are stinging your soul in this time bound plane

of karmic rules and regs

We may feel like we are firefighting or talking to a brick wall in our insane systems that we call society 

in truth that is exactly why we are here and it is all part of a Grand Design

We are here to understand consciously

how our creation system works

 

This has been going on for millennia and in different ways

 all have the same goal

to live and let live

in love

I went to a fabulous workshop by Ian Rees of

www.annwynfoundation.com

It was the last in a series of talks about Dion Fortune

A way showing woman who is was remarkable for the age that she was born in

as wayshowers are

A Sagittarius and in the Mayan a White Overtone Wind

A speaker of spirit in the mastery number of 5

Her life mission is the number 5 code synchronistically with today’s energy of White Mirror

Her Mayan Sign is the code for day 5 of transforming the ego 

squaring the circle 

and going through the looking glass of ego beliefs

Wavespell decoder

White Mirror Wavespell

 

It has been amazing to see the transformation in Ian as he has been delivering these workshops

because he is being the process in doing the process :-)

That is The Secret

 

This last workshop is all about Dion Fortune’s great last work

The Magical Battle of Britain

and he has downloaded all of these so you can take part if you wish

 

Magical :-)

We all have this ability to be the change

We all have access to be the gift we are born to be

When we are willing to work with our own shadow

We kiss the limitless

We are free 

to be

 

 

Are you ready to reveal yourself ?

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Red Moon Wavespell ~ initiate infinity

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Red Moon Wavespell

Day 1

Beacon Day

Red Magnetic Moon

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The raindrop within the ocean of infinity

The Mayan Code of 9 ~ a gateway to a different way of being

We were last on this Wavespell last September

and here is a blog I wrote about my experience of it then:

Red Moon Wavespell 2013

My son had started University and funnily enough I will be picking him up in this Wavespell

with him having completed his first academic year :-)

If you want to follow the spiral code click on the very first link at the top ~ Red Moon Wavespell

which reveals the 13 day energy codes you can use as a universal life coach

The first 3 days hold the alchemical process:

Red Magnetic Moon

White Lunar Dog

Blue Electric Monkey

 

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Pic David Gray

 

Tomorrow it is my Mum’s Birthday 

 

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It is David and I’s 25th anniversary together

This will be our challenge year to go beyond emotional dramas 

as we have opposite Moons in Taurus and Scorpio this is a reoccurring theme 

it is a strong polarity

and what can shape us when we learn to work with it

or destroy us when we let ego’s lock horns

Our true soul evolution relationships are the most challenging ones :-)

We cannot walk away from our destiny 

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Green Castle of the Heart

Please click on the links to go to other websites that expand this info

We are in the initiating energetic wave of the last colour code of the 260 day cycle that began on Halloween last October

This fifth element is the manifestation of the preceding four colour bands

We have 52 days to complete this bigger picture cycle

These 52 days are split into four Waves

of cosmic consciousness code:

Red Moon ~ awakening to who we really are rather than what we have been “educated” and conditioned into believing

Code 9 ~ access a higher consciousness by being conscious

White Wind ~ letting our Spirit speak the truth through us ~ being a conduit open to new objective truth 

Code 2 ~ resolve polarity

Blue Eagle  ~ seeing the bigger picture of our life mission and planetary server

Code 15 ~ rising above the mundane and the limit of the human mind

Yellow Star ~ being the star seed we really are free from ego distortion

Code 8 ~ integrate shadow

If any of these energetic signatures are yours it is a very powerful time for you

It may be that they are your Mayan Sign

It could be that they are one of your foundation stones ~ a Castle of 13 years that takes you through a core process

If they are your personal Wavespell then this is your personal life purpose 

If you do not  know this information then here is a decoder to find your first step :

law of time.org

Put in your birth date and find your Mayan Sign

When you have this you have a starting point for all the other information

Do not worry about doing all this now

that is simply ego speak

There is no rush 

When it happens to you it is always the perfect time

We are always held and loved by the universe :-)

When you feel drawn to start to work consciously with this information

in the way of being synchronised

You will know it is time for you to go within

and work with your shadow power

Switch on to a whole new level of illumination

This Wavespell is very significant because on July 26 

We start a new Mayan Year of 

Red Solar Moon

It is a year of completion

We are drawing to us now 

everything that is seeking to complete 

that started on July 26 2006

It’s all coming together

If you wish to start working consciously with this 

Ask and it is given

We are still in dark moon in Taurus today

Taurus at 19 degrees 

It is an initiating energy :

TAURUS 19
A crown turns into goat horns.
A remarkable instinct for the next lesson. Finding it, learning it, and drawing everything out of it that you can. Specialized in destiny activation and interested in nothing else. Purposively driven to take up karmic lessons all the way. Wildly given over to what is taken on. Working the territory as hard as you can. Making way for something new by wearing out the old. Assigned to tough situations, yet knowing it is appropriate. Super strong, and especially tenacious and relentless. In deepest essence, sacrificing yourself so that something can happen here that is going to take a lot of doing. And inside it all, you are curiously resigned to whatever arises, not very concerned because long range results mean everything here. And a moment’s or a lifetime’s discomfort is a small price to pay when destiny is truly involved.

taken from this website:

http://aquaorfire.net/astrology/inside_degrees/inside_degrees.html#taurus7

Once you engage with working powerfully in this way

there is no going back 

and we are able to see the intrinsic correlation of all things

the design

everything purposeful and on purpose

and this gives clarity

to our personal life events

and our raindrop pattern in the wider web landscape 

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This is the essence of Red Moon

we are the lotus that begins it’s life at the bottom of the river bed

and rises up through the rich primordial density of the clay

full of nutrients

full of life’s rich tapestries

full of struggle

pain

This is what is required to create our core

and once we start to work with the power of this

everything else pales in comparison

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Are you ready ?

There is no choice in our life’s mission now

We choose it before we come here

It is written in our Starcode

Our universal barcode

We came here very specifically with a wired code in every drop 

in our essence

in our dna

every cell

is a part of this holograph

we are builders of worlds 

The only choice we have now is

Do we accept our mission ?

and to truly accept it we start by accepting

everything that has happened so far

and in that process we 

access all our fully integrated light consciousness

This is a continual process

it is already hardwired

it is activated at the perfect time

we choose life

and we are able to do what it takes

The universe never gives us more than we can handle…

We are the universe :-)

We do need to learn new ways of being

New ways of relating

New ways of living

and this can only come when we clear out the old codes 

we transform the meaning we have given so far to our earthly experiences

and we remember who we are

We each have a code

and others are drawn to us because of their code and ours

If you are a blue like me you are here for the code of shadow work ~ transformation of ego 

This is why you have people drawn to you that will connect with this code

Once you start to work consciously with this you will start to see this happening in a different way

and understand why you are often a Scapegoat 

Accept that position and heal the Scapegoat events 

and be in a very different position

free from emotional distortion

Whatever our unique code journey we can do for ourselves

and simply by doing that everything changes

If you are a Red  ~  the code of an initiator, awakener and earth conduit

If you are a White ~ the code of  a conduit of truth and empowerment 

If  you are a Yellow ~  the code of  ego and it’s expansion 

Once we really start to understand this process it becomes very simple

When we are in the process of  working in a rigid routine that stifles our creativity

It is not a process and a code for being creative

We cannot be in touch with our conscious mission when we are in this process

which is why we go through a dissolution process 

to remove ourselves from that way of living 

often referred to as a 

dark night of the soul

but this is a misunderstanding :-)

The soul does not have dark nights…

only the ego 

The ego is scared because it is going against what it has been conditioned to believe is “success” is all

and this takes many layers of going through

a continual process

which takes courage to stay with it

and keep removing the mask of the ego

that is what keeps us plugged into the crazy conditioned hamster wheel

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There is no other way

sorry :-)

Each one of us has to go through this painful process

and there are no short cuts

we cannot get someone else to do it for us

we cannot buy it

There is no premium level to jump the queue 

The price to be paid is going through our personal pain barrier

opening our Pandora’s Box

and taking responsibility for being 

Cosmic Creators

Owning our behaviour

and learning ways of behaving and being

that 

mean

We have reached integrity code

Inside and out.

As we start this process we are matched by the universe

with a power team to guide us

because we are ready to listen

to prioritise our self ~awakening

and put ourselves first

this team involves everyone who has ever done this process :-)

We are in good hands.

It is truly magical

 

If you are ready and wish me to be your guide on this journey

please contact me

 

My next workshop is on the 7th of June in Huddersfield, West Yorks ~

Mercury Retrograde too so perfect heart time to travel back and get to the heart of the matter

I will be sharing this universal transformation process

click on the link for more info :

Creating the dream with Isis Heart Alchemy

Here is something I wrote yesterday that explains this process ~ in Yellow Cosmic Star Day:

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Day 13 ~ Yellow Cosmic Star

Today we are in dark moon Taurus at 7 degrees :

http://aquaorfire.net/astrology/inside_degrees/inside_degrees.html#taurus7

TAURUS 7
A large ruby inscribed with a prayer.
A beautiful dream that comes true. Conceiving in your heart that a fresh life current is here to be met in the physical. Being magnetized to the spot where the New Earth arises. You feel deeply drawn to give yourself over completely to what the new life-wave asks. Sensing acutely that this is all that counts, and suffering for all of those who are shut off from the bounty. Knowing how hard it is to feel dejected and forsaken, and never forgetting the ache, the longing, the distances, and what it takes to earnestly clasp new life and realize you belong to the heavenly kingdom in the Earth and will never again be out in the cold.

If we choose we can travel back over our time in Taurus Sun

and Taurus Moon

and see where we have been feeling true to ourself.

Where we have acted on what is in our heart rather than listened to our head

When we have felt angry ~ the charging bull

When we have felt frustrated ~ cornered bull

When we have known that what someone is saying and doing is not true ~

When we have been doing the bull poo too

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This was the Taurus challenge

 

To live our heart’s dream takes courage and determination to face our challenges

If we are being true to our authentic selves then we are at odds with the majority on planet earth right now

Most people are in the spin doctor cycle ~

feeling dizzy and wanting to get off the mad merry go round

that requires an extreme counter weight for living in a way that is opposed to being authentic

Our emotional mind always get what it needs and goes the fastest route

Often the road to insanity and ill health

This energy is growing stronger because anything that is not pure code

pure essence

light

by it’s very nature is degraded and wears off quicker and quicker

the fix has to get bigger

to meet the gap

fill the void

So we can see that the source of the solution is….

Go to the void for the answers

Makes sense ?

Whatever is feeling intense , an urge, a need …

Is the code of the addiction seeking a fix

Is the incredible itch seeking to be scratched and no amount of scratching heals it

What we can do if we wish to get to the heart of the matter is look to the clues

All of what is ailing us holds the secrets to our well ~ being

The universe is bringing us our match every day

and revealing the heart homeopathy

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Only our ego does not see the truth of it

Our ego sees the irritating person/event/circumstance as pain creating

Are we ready to go beyond this way of relating

and see the rose in the thorns ?

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Until we are ready to integrate we are out of bounds

of this next level in our journey

We maybe at the top of the pyramid of the mystical knowledge and believing that there is some miracle cure ~ out there ~ up there ~ a technique to be learned, a talisman to be bought ~ a lover to soothe our sore aching heart

This tone today is the key to going beyond that framework

and becoming the star that we really are

Going within to discover that unchartered universe

the black infinity of our galactic space of our potentiality

When we have been around for a while we are well versed on the experiences in life that create dis ~ harmony for us ~ yes ?

We are aware that we will be doing certain things this week with certain people that create a huge discord

and yet….

We will still do them because….

What reasons do we give ourselves ?

In each action of dis~harmony that we take we are creating that vibe

We are creating that space and facilitating that code

It really is that simple

So what would we like to create instead ?

What is the opposite of that ?

This is key

This is the code we can focus on now

and start creating a plan to create more of that

When we are creating dis~ harmony how does this feel ?

What emotion?

Where do we feel it ?

What do we do to not feel it ?

Do we allow ourselves to feel it fully or do we distract ourselves ?

Imagine if we decided to do everything that created harmony with no side ~ effects ~ no hangovers, no pain from overwork, no credit card interest to pay

Imagine if we decided to feel everything we had pushed down

Send that intention out

I am going in

I am feeling everything about myself that I do not like until there is nothing left to repress

Imagine that ?

Nothing left to repress ?

Nothing for the inner critic to rattle on about

No fear of a skeleton in the closet

All cleared out

Bare

When we are bare …..

Naked

Loving the skin we are in

Accepting ourselves

Guess what ?

We do not need the universe to balance us because we are balancing ourselves

Nothing required to trigger us ~ no triggers

No drama ~ we have let go of old dramas

No huge masculine to deal with ~ we are balanced in our masculine

No huge feminine to take on ~ we are balanced in our feminine

We have freedom to create new ways of living

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from this inner free space

It takes discipline and work and courage every day to do this

Every day being with what we do not like and how it creates an emotional response

and following that thread back in our personal timeline to an emotional response creation day

So we can feel it to heal it

Integrate it

Become integrated

Resonate with the planet and the universe

Who doesn’t create dis~harmony in this way

Doesn’t need to as it has human beings to do that

It is time for a new way of living free of fear leading the way

Lamat is the essence:

http://www.muluk.net/University/The-Mayan-Calendar/Tzolkin/20-Star-Glyphs/Lamat-Rabbit.php

Being the star that we truly are and letting our star seed potential bloom

Love to this process and our luminosity

Are you ready to tap into the fountain of youth ?

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Emotion is the key to Eternity

 

Come to the heart chakra and join me in my yearly retreat

The Circle of Completion

25 July 

 

Mayan-Calendar

Yellow Warrior Wavespell ~ the heart centre

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Yellow Warrior Wavespell

Day 5 ~ Yellow Overtone Sun

The language of light 

Please hover your mouse over the text and click on the links to expand the info

These are links to other websites 

The intention is to share from many perspectives 

Alcyone

The brightest star in the Pleiades

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This is the yellow gold in the Yellow Castle

The South within the South

The last golden thread before we go into

The Green Castle of the Heart

This is the next code to allow our dream to become a reality

This requires action

and evolution

What we initiated in Aries fire

We are bringing into earthly form in Taurus

being guided by the Isis light

To manifest this dream requires a journey that will create the energetic framework within

to form the earthly structure without

We are in the wheat field of The Gladiator

The Character in the film and the leading picture

This is a very meaningful film

about a man who is chosen because of his loyal, true heart

to govern Rome

because his Emperor Marcus Aurelius knows

that his blood line son ~Commodus

will only use his position 

to further his ego

which is maligned and cruel

He has grown far from the path

and has never felt loved by his father

The reason I have chosen this 

and I often refer to it in my blogs

is nothing to do with the violence or the fighting

It is the message underneath

that even though this man was broken to the core 

all his wordily goods and titles stripped away

and all that he loved destroyed

his spirit remained bright and shining

although he speaks of revenge throughout….

again I do not seek to speak of this with any favour

What I seek to share is that this man was loved by his soldiers

loved by the people of Rome

for his courage

and his ability to lead them by being one of them

and walking his talk

through his challenge of fire

The Spaniard

The Gladiator

This story reveals the process

of the warrior of the heart

who in order to follow the path of the heart

has to be reduced to the bare bones

to strip away any false sense of self

to be reviled by shadow victims

to be ridiculed by the sleepwalkers

to be scapegoated by society

and sacrificed 

in sacred rites …

by the profane

who know no better

as they do not know what they do….

It is the framework of formation

That is what this time is all about

The Taurus Challenge

what does not kill us makes us stronger

We are here to work the divine 

through us

and let go of our ego stories

Truly what we do in this life

echoes in eternity

and 

walking the heart path

requires

determination

and the will to work tirelessly

with our shadow self

 

I haven’t been on the internet much as it is a busy time for us in our garden and in our new poly tunnel

as we are blessed with beautiful sunshine

we are seeding, watering, repotting and learning as we go….

lots of new ideas every day

I will be sharing more about this on my other blog

www.seedofsacredliving.wordpress.com

It is all related and all shared code and patterns

and I learn so much about the structure of the universe

simply from being a gardener

my Taurus Moon

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I have been facing lots of personal challenges

every which way

and 

this time around

I am speaking my truth no matter

what the consequences

I do have the intention to be a clear channel

and let go of past emotion that is triggered by each situation….

That is why each situation shows up of course :-)

To allow this letting go process

As my

Mars is in Libra 

it has been retrograde and continues to be until May 20th

Great blog about that here

which in this Mayan Wavespell  is White Resonant Wind Day

Spectral Moon 19

Letting Spirit Speak through us

by being a ” clear of ego ” channel conduit :-)

Spectral Moon ~ letting go moon of being in our feminine in balance

by letting go of the need for attention seeking

energy vamping

wanting others to mother and nurture us

instead of doing that for ourselves as

independent 

integrated

adults

and for me this has meant time travelling

and revisiting all the times in the past of imbalance

and what do I choose now

I choose to follow the path of  ” right relationship “

So often in the past I have been

polite

repressing how I really feel

in case 

I upset others

even though I have tried many ways to communicate this

and been ignored :-)

This is key now to our New Age time

New times come at this End of Times period

and so we learn new ways

We can only do that by being clear of our old ways

and our anger

and feeling to heal

 

It is time to see that the old ways were formed very distinctly

all the clues are there 

We may think we have evolved on our planet

but when we examine the evidence 

The fruit of our labours….

We can clearly see

If we are clear enough of distortions from within….

that essentially it is very simple

It is was it is :-)

This is the true meaning of karma

The structure of the creation code is very simple

only when our emotional “stuff” gets in the way

It distorts our understanding

makes it fit our ego distortion framework

which in turn lets us do our learning journey

There is nothing “wrong” with this process

most people are not yet aware of this process is all

and still working from old scripts and programmes

because….

they haven’t yet transformed

their personal

scripts and programmes

Do you see ?

That is the answer to

the whole deal 

and

The Secret :-)

The only way….

which is open to all by the way…

the only requirement is to do the inner work

of transforming the shadow self

is to re calibrate our personal code 

in conjunction with the cosmos which is bringing us our daily new codes

and letting us align with them

by seeing where our resistance is….

and for each person that is unique 

Letting our resistance go

no if’s or buts :-)

To go with the flow

of the universal wheel

and in alchemical terms this means

working with our prima materia

in a timely fashion with the heavenly bodies

who are perfectly placed to bring us into alignment

by following the zodiac process

the heavenly 12 step dance

the 12 energetic codes of the Zodiac

and we are the 13th step 

The mover and shaker

The magnificent midwife

The birther of worlds

The stardust embodiment :-)

Animal totem this week

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My daughter and I invariably encounter our local wildlife that is way out of our comfort zone :-)

Big beasties that is

Especially big beasties that  fly

One aspect of my workshops’s at the moment is

sharing this awareness as to patterns and codes

with different perspectives

Since I started consciously working as a therapist in 2007…

which is my pattern and code in the Mayan

Blue Solar Hand

which is all about completion,

gateway transformation through healing

and …

hands

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Using my hands for bodywork

for tapping

for energy touch

for gardening

cooking

shaping the earth

In Somerset there is a word for big

“gurt”

On moving a bean bag we found a gurt big beetle underneath

It is called A Great Diving Beetle

and may be the mamma of the larva in our newly created pond

aka “the bathtub” in a former life

I thought they were damsel flies

Here is the totem for this ~ May Bug/Beetle take your pick

 

When I first started working with people with phobias

I realised that there was a pattern emerging

for example people who were afraid of spiders

Once we started  working on letting go of the fear of the spider

other threads emerged that were linked

that matched the pattern

Of course each person will have a different response 

and different threads to explore

and different feelings to feel to heal

often with “beasties”

the pattern is around things we cannot control in our environment

things that are unpredictable

move in fast movements

that cause us emotional pain

physical pain

fear

Often in adult’s this is linked to earlier periods in childhood of bullying

and 

being unable to create a safe space for oneself

So the key thing about this code

The Warrior of the Heart Code

is:

Being able to feel safe in the environment  now

and able to develop strategies in relationship now

that do not create the same code as the “abusive distorted code” experienced

Being the change

This is often lost in translation when people are not ready to hear it

still full of fighting talk

i.e

Still in the land of the Red Mist 

breathing the dragon fire

wanting to slay the miscreants

Still the Red Bull fuelled fighter :-)

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I am often feeling this energy and I know many people are using this

pattern at the moment

to go head to head

full of heated passion

However…..

 

Once we become very aware of our code and codes generally

through going within and doing our inner journey

We know

that

Our anger always comes from our personal life experience

and when we deal with that

and deal with our anger

We work powerfully

and do not become

an abuser with a “righteous” crusade

Which is a very old script indeed

There is never any justification to use violence for instigation

to defend oneself as a last resort when all other means have failed maybe

Many in the past chose to be part of the pyre

to stay pure and free from becoming the behaviour they abhored

And…

Now we have new ways to

Deal with our anger before our anger deals with us :-)

All that these power struggles are :

Build up of each individuals anger and frustration

Projected outward and then greatly magnified

like a firestorm

 

So unless we want to add our personal fuel to the fire

we work on ourselves

feel to heal

and let go of any belief that there is an enemy to be fought

apart from our own ego :-)

So what does the 13 day code

of the heart warrior reveal ?

 

The key question for each person 

What did it reveal for me ?

It began on Wednesday the 14th of May

Synchronistically the full moon in Scorpio in the UK

The Wesak Moon ~ The Buddha Moon

The Taurus and Scorpio 

powerful polarity

the soul versus the ego journey

Whatever is in our day to day life reveals our personal code and our next steps

For me the focus has been about planting seeds 

and getting my passion for my dream

into the physical 

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Lots of hard physical work in the beautiful sunshine

It is simple for me

I do what I love

and part of that is

Helping people find their true code

and this became very clear as soon as I began my 13 year cycle of Blue Hand

back on my birthday in 20o9

I have been on a roller coaster ride ever since

and some of it has been scary 

and hairy :-)

Which is what I am now shearing with people who are having that same experience

Buckle up

 

Day 1 ~ In a full moon in Scorpio

What is seeking death and rebirth to get free from the ego show ? The Warrior of the heart is calling

Day 2 ~ the challenge of Red Lunar Earth ~

what is pulling me away from belonging to the earth, feeling grounded and centred in earthy Taurus energy at this time ?

Am I still stuck in the veil of forgetfulness and unable to connect ?

Here lies the way forward by going back to the past.

Just notice how much time is spent every day that is not here and now.

Preparing for future days ~ not here and now ~ remembering how it was….not here and now…..

When I get this/have this/am this …..I’ll be happy …..

What if we can be happy here exactly as we are ?

The ego in it’s raw state cannot :-)

Work with that raw state and release the peaceful inner space free from triggers

Day 3 ~ the alchemy day to blend days one and 2

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What is calling me ?

What is holding me back ?

What am I calling to me to show me my next steps that I can release and transform ?

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Day 3 ~ The hall of mirrors reveals

what our beliefs are in plain sight.

This took place on Friday and I put out the mirrors

that amazingly survived the fence panels being blow apart in December and February

I cleaned them and placed them intuitively around the garden

They reflect the light and energy back to the central lawn

which is now heart shaped :-)

Will get some quality pics of the surrounding countryside 

to share

as my phone doesn’t reveal the absolute heaven of this place

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All the flowers are framing the space

and let’s hope the weather lasts all summer 

perfect for working outdoors with body work

tapping

skyping

workshops 

retreats

This is one of my key codes for feeling total bliss

sun

beautiful plants

all the creatures that come

The scents

The feelings I feel of relaxation and enjoying this with my fellow beings

Paradise :-)

On Friday evening I went to a talk at The King Arthur

by Stephanie South

who is a very significant person

involved alongside Jose Arguelles 

for communicating and collating this amazing Mayan Code that many are connecting to now

Loved the message 

which I believe is what flows through each one of us

when we are in synch with the cosmic code

and what happens as I write this blog 

I share cosmic conscious ideas with my own filtration system 

as everyone does 

I do not read a lot about the Mayan as I prefer to synch with it 

and learn intuitively

I cannot take in huge amounts of info in one go anymore

and you may feel this too

I can only take in what is relevant

when it is relevant :-)

and part of me that 

knows what is relevant

knows :-)

so I didn’t know anything about Stephanie until I was invited to this talk

I didn’t realise even that her website is the one I link to

for decoding

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I am going to write more about this when I have had time to look over the things that were new for me

so I can share links with you

What I felt was resonance

We are speaking the same language

the language of light codes

and that is so 

lovely to share

as there are few people who are resonating with that as of yet

I have just discovered for myself

by this I mean it is new to me :-)

a new bigger picture of the significance of the birth day each year

and how it works with the Wavespell and the 13 year cycle

every day it amazes me :-)

This is what happens when you follow this calendar

and let go of artificial time

Remember that we can only access this new way when we are ready to let go of being defined by the old :-)

They are two totally different states of being 

Today what I have felt to share is the energy of Ahau

Which is the Mayan term for Yellow Sun

The code for today

Mayan-Calendar

Ahau is the codex

Pluto ~ the 9th planet is it’s planet

Pluto was first “discovered” in a Red Solar Moon Year in 1909 

We are going into a Red Solar Moon on July 26

The Myth of Pluto

the code being transmitted that is awakening and transforming us now

We have thirteen opportunities to be with this energy over a 260 day Wavespell cycle

It is right at the bottom of the calendar

It is the very last day in the whole cycle

Yellow Cosmic Sun

and a galactic portal day

Which means it is a gateway to all cosmic knowledge free from limitation

Each time we have done a full pass with all the other energy codes

We arrive at this energetic space

If we are doing that inner work

I keep speaking about :-)…

 

We can shine more

We are free from our shadow tyranny

and so we can match the christ consciousness

that is being beamed in

This isn’t hierarchical

It doesn’t mean anyone is “better”

It is a

competition free

space

What it means is that we have transcended our personal circumstances so far

and this is the true meaning of transcendence :-)

Thing is none of the “ego rules” have validity here

we cannot fake it to make it

be something we are not

buy our stairway to heaven

The code is revealed to the whole universe :-)

We cannot hide

We cannot run

We cannot do anything except

Be our true self

When the majority of people really understand this experientially

are present experientially

that means that the majority of shadows will be transformed

the lead into gold

and imagine what this will mean for the whole universe?

Only then will our planet be heaven on earth

free from tyranny

as tyranny will no longer be a code

or a match 

for human beings

In the meantime each one of us that is being the change

can access more light

and share that with others

although that in itself is very challenging

as 

each person’s shadow sees what it sees 

feels what it feels

does what it believes

regardless

This is the true meaning of corruption

The Key thing to remember is

that every time we are in a challenging space

we are given a choice

Do we want to stay the same and do the drama?

Do we choose to do the inner work and literally rise above “it”

“it” being :

Our inner child ready to let go of getting it’s emotional neediness fulfilled by another

so we can feel whole again

As we face each challenge

we learn new codes and skills

and every time

The choices we make to be a warrior of the heart

Do make a difference

We have to experience life and live our learning

Love to you and yours :-)

Lovely Flower Star child

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Blue Night Wavespell ~ the human is the key

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Blue Night Wavespell

Yellow Planetary Human

Yellow Human Tribe

Day 10 

Heart’s Desire

Please click on the links to take you to other websites that expand on the information

This is the thirteen day spiral of the conscious dreamer

being aware that they are the dream weaver

as part of the bigger dream we are all the warp and weft of ~ the ribbons of creation

Each one of us is a rainbow thread 

The universe that we are also a part of 

Is the loom

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and as I clear more and more of

my personal creation code 

I transform my corrupted code

and so I can open to my angelic higher self

to come into me

This is the Christ Consciousness process

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I have had an amazing  journey over this last ten days

Seeing this spiral in a very different way

because it is the time for me to see it in a different way

If you are doing your journey consciously and working with your shadow in this way

you will understand what I mean

This is becoming mainstream now 

The Universal loom is sharing this awareness

with people ready to work with it

This is especially important for anyone who is assisting people through healing and trauma

for understanding

Flower Prayers

There is a code of creation that is interlinked…

The web

and so this is why when working on issues of heart and mind

One does not completely clear the issue 

There are many golden threads to it

These threads are inter woven with other individuals

part of the current evolution story

and essential to the law of attraction

and our heart as a magnet

that brings in the perfect thread for us at the perfect time

for all of creation 

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This is the true soul attraction pattern

This is the true meaning of the heart’s desire

that may come cloaked in a “goal”

in a five year plan :-)

It comes to us in the way of our current conscious understanding

How else can it come ?

Which is what the teaching means :

We can only change ourself…

and in that process everything changes 

We are here for that very purpose

to bring new ways of being 

It is in essence all about relationship

Our individual relationship with the universe that we are a divine child of

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Today we are on the 12th Mayan Sign 

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Famous Yellow Human’s are:

Michelangelo

and Aleister Crowley

The Mayan Wavespell is complex

as it reveals the divinity code :-)

So of course it is a multi splendoured thing that at first take can be

overwhelming for the mini mind :-)

Good Grief says Charlie Brown within  ~ are you kidding me ?

Snoopy ~ the Zen Dog ~ is his higher self ~ he gets it 

and cannot speak Charlie’s language….

so does he best to get the message through :-)

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That was my first reaction to The Wavespell

 because I wasn’t ready to work with it and my ego was” on a mission” to do other things :-)

What I mean by this is:

the part of me that is conditioned by my learning so far on planet earth

that often struggles to get messages from the higher self …

because it hasn’t yet created enough clear space within

and learned the language and code of the way the universal self communicates

The mini me often has wobbles and self confidence issues now

because it still has a lot of wobbles and self confidence issues from the past to clear and transform :-)

It is on one level as simple as that :-)

These integrations had to take place in my human being ness before I was ready to take the next step :-)

Lost in translation

because part of our soul self is lost :-)

And it is meant to be lost :-)

It was lost for that very purpose so it can found

and create the alchemical change of enlightenment at the perfect time 

This is the game we are all playing now

End of times

So this whole cosmic carpet can come together when it is the time for it to come together…

not conveniently calling in a mass soul retrieval

because that matches someone’s ego frame workshop

That has been crafted purely from their head and unclear space

We all do what we know

We can always recognise ego at work :-)

This of course is a very strong conditioned pattern at the moment

Our society demands payment for services…

that in truth are surplus to requirements

out of balance for all

feathering of selective nests

siphoning of resources for a select few

and I guess that a few of you reading this will deem me 

barking mad

to speak of tragedies as simply as a game

I do not intend any disrespect or lack of feeling

It is a hard game to play emotionally for those that are open hearted

It hurts

It is tough

and…

It is necessary 

This is how new worlds are born in this current gameplan

The tension of the opposites

This is what we have just been experiencing 

with Taurus Sun and New Moon as the initiating energy 

Now we are working with the building energy of full moon in Scorpio 

on the day of the new Wavespell

14 May 

Yellow Warrior 

The Cosmic Code of the Warrior of the heart blazing a trail of love

Most people in the alternative health and Spiritual tribes

are …

due to patriarchal code still running in ourselves…

still focusing on…

the patriarchal code :-)

Masculine

Head driven

Being mindful

Mind focused

and

frameworks that purely focus on

positive thinking

and so although they seem to have a slightly different emphasis

to the mainstream health and wealth tribes

in truth

are still

by being that process

 creating the same thing as the mainstream

simply selling a different product

The core shift that is happening now

is that it is the human being who creates the change within

by bringing balance within

by  enlightening ourselves

by  working with our individual shadow

and therefore the collective shadow

and doing it on a daily basis

becoming an expert on our personal code

being own guru

instead of worshipping

at the altar of the ego personality

whose books line our shelves

The point I am making is this:

It is time to learn about ourselves and bring this into balance now :-)

Talking book days are coming to an end

for the human who realises experientially

that the process of heaven on earth

happens by:

working with all our biggest challenges 

we encountered in the first part of our lives

They happened on purpose

for a reason

in a season

that swings around

on the wheel of life :-)

Today it is Saturday

Saturn day

The wheel of karma

It is all about creating circles now :-)

In the Mayan Wavespell system

there are  20  Archetypal Codes 

They are called Star Glyphs

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Each human being incarnates with one of these codes

The first 13 are the foundation stones

of the consciousness code :

Red Dragon ~ initiation ~  awakening to unknown universal code coming in

White Wind ~ challenge to speak the truth and allow spirit to speak through us

Blue Night  ~ alchemy of the first two ~ allowing the dream to be seen by clearing the nightmare

Yellow Seed ~ the process structure ~ taking off the ego masks we crafted as children

Red Serpent ~ awakening to kundalini process ~ intimacy starts to awaken in our centre

White World ~ bridger ~ being balanced in all worlds so we can be present

Blue Hand ~ going through transformation gateways  allowing the mystic in us to speak to the universal goddess

Yellow Star ~ being the star we really are through integration

Red Moon ~ being the beacon through completing our circle within

White Dog ~ the hearts desire ~ love free from conditioning ~ the heart tribe

Blue Monkey ~ letting go of child wounding ~ calling our spirit back in

Yellow Human ~ crystal clarity within our human self free of ego bondage

Red Skywalker ~ The Fool ~ constantly moving to create new learning and heaven on earth from within 

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You can find yours here if you put in your date of birth:

lawoftime.org/decoder

The next seven correspond to the Seven Seals

in Alchemy

Free masonry

Magical practise

Seven chakras

Chakra-Chart

All the same story of code with a slightly different angle and point of view

depending on the time and place they were created

and the energy of the person creating them

channeling them

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In truth as a human being

we are channels of consciousness

we are the chalice

 

no thing is truly belonging to an individual

no thing is new under the sun

we are all bound by the same “rules” and yet have free will whether we allow ourselves full access to the whole board …

by how much our ego will is running our show

These are two very different formats that are often completely opposed to each other by their very nature

and in this essence why anything that is led by making money

cannot by it’s very nature and code

create any well being

because a business has to drive it’s product 

and driving a product all the time 

regardless of cosmic code and cycles

has to create an unsustainable outcome

think about it….

and look at our world crisis points …

see the fruits of our labours

where the mini mind thinks it knows better than the divine

and

we have our ego to allow us to create with it’s framework

otherwise why be here ?

We are all Zen masters out of this Earth Framework :-)

Zen-Dog

To return our journey back to the stars

from whence we came…

literally

figuratively

energetically

emotionally

We learn about who we really are

by bringing our ego into balance

to allow this process

If we do not do this process

then we cannot be it ?

Simple innit?

In principle :-)

Always is when it is

God’s honest truth

Free of religion that is

The language of light from The Sun I mean

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So the Seven Mastery Seals

and the power source

these are the codes of the initiated seeking

mastery

sovereignty

transforming from a pawn

to a Queen

free of co dependent code

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This place of becoming a Queen is not a love and light journey

It is forged through journeying in our inner dark spaces

the anti matter that creates universes and binds everything together 

This is the heart path available to all who are ready to face our inner demons :-)

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White Wizard ~ self empowerment and letting the magic flow through us from the higher universal code

Blue Eagle ~ Seeing the bigger picture and rising above the ego small mind 

Yellow Warrior ~ Seeing the heart path as the evolutionary middle road ~ being a lover rather than a fighter

Red Earth ~ feeling we belong here by integrating our tribal wounding  ~ earth is our evolution space

White Mirror ~ how we see our beliefs reflected back through everyone and everything so we know the creation code

Blue Storm ~ emotions guide us All are valid All are part of our wheel ~ being balanced in all of them free from ego

Yellow Sun ~ the language of consciousness All is love in action :-) To transcend duality on the earth playground we transcend it within 

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Painting by Barry Stevens

 

So the Spiral of Blue Night

we are seeing manifest today

is a Universal Lifecoaching Tool

A code

A process

Each step 

Each Day

Holds the energetic code

If this is your Mayan Sign your essence is all about this

and what you do and have done throughout your life

is key to this process for the whole universe :-)

Do you see how everything you have been experiencing in life so far 

has revealed this ?

If you wish to look at this 13 step process click on Blue Night Wavespell 

and see it revealed :-)

Yellow Human is one of my thirteen year cycles

which took place from 5 to 17

and I will be starting a Yellow Rhythmic Human Year

on my birthday in August

If you check out my Resources page I have created documents you can use if you choose to see your own Castles

If you do this you will see the bigger picture of what is happening to you and why

What threads are being revisited to you can get clear 

heal your heart

and in the process 

align with your dream

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Gustav Klimt ~ The Kiss

As I have been revealing my centre in Blue Overtone Hand this year

and going through lots of transformation process

to knock off my square ego corners and create a circle of completion

it will be interesting to see what flowers as a result of my process this year

It has been very challenging coming to Glastonbury

to live rather than simply visit

and I knew that it would be

It has been torrid at times :-)

Having to live a practical life amidst the 52 chakra lines 

is not for the faint hearted alchemist

It is the initiation by fire

It is a great place to test oneself as to how integrated one’s centre is

What seeks calling in

What seeks transformation

and choices….

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Do I choose to live from the heart 

even though I am afraid of other people’s reactions

and so my inner self is afraid that is the heart of the matter ?

The shadow of the people pleasing enabler

Thing is

what is truly within us is always being communicated to the wider world 

there is no avoiding our evolution

and this can be frightening for the ego

who has spun false senses and spaces where it can lie to itself and believe it is in control 

That isn’t an option here 

The light of the enabler pattern is super wizardry  for modelling in NLP terms

Superb at sniffing out the code

Solutions

The ways of being that create the outcome required

and often have very complex structures of learning

and creativity

like

Leonardo da Vinci

who didn’t fit the ego tick box of his time

being a bastard 

i.e born out of wedlock 

We are in a Renaissance time now 

potential to blend all different worlds of understanding free of ego

We always have the ability to empower ourselves and learn how to create with each and every step

If we are simply willing to ask and do what it takes to create the outcome of truth

When we walk the talk

our reward is multi faceted

We live well with simple means

free from needing to give energy to ego edifices which drain us on all levels

We have time to smell the rose

who by any other name smells delightful

We live in clutter free beautiful space and travel lightly on the earth

and truly know who we are

free from any need to be 

ego validated

because…

we know who we are and in the fullest sense

we are power ~ ful 

we go on the road less travelled 

and our reward is to access the all

as we have truly removed all our limitations

inside out

We are free

We are limitless

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I have created a newsletter you can download here

Barefoot News May 2014

If you feel ready to work with me in this way I have some workshops coming up:

Creating the dream with Isis Heart Alchemy

in Yorkshire 07 June

 

Preparing for the coming new year

so you can work with more tools and awareness

Completing the Circle in Glastonbury

3 day retreat 25 July 

 

It’s a number 9 ~ completion of 9 years in a number 9 energy of Red Moon 

wow ~ powerful 

As a 9 it is a biggie for me :-)